"No," he replied, "but I got a new liking for it--although, you understand, _I_ never had anything against _it_, of course. It"s too big and strong for me, that"s all; and that"s my fault. Your man on that slippery roof kicking his shoes off is a sort of parable to me. If your hand or your foot offend you and you have to cut it off, that"s a physical disablement, and bad enough. But when your gloves and your shoes are too much for you, and you have to pluck _them_ off and cast them from you, you find each one is a great big piece of the civilized world, and you hardly know how much you did like it, till you"ve lost it. And still, it"s no use longing, when you know your limitations, and I saw I"d got to keep _my_ world trimmed down to where I could run barefooted on the sand."
He told us that now he began for the first time since coming to the island, to find his books his best source of interest and diversion. He learned, he said, a way of reading by which sea, sky, book, island, and absent humanity, all seemed parts of one whole, and all to speak together in one harmony, while they toiled together for one harmony some day to be perfected. Not all books, nor even all good books, were equally good for that effect, he thought, and the best----
"You might not think it," he said, "but the best was a Bible I"d chanced to carry along;" he didn"t know precisely what kind, but "just one of these ordinary Bibles you see lying around in people"s houses." He extolled the psalms and asked Mrs. Smith if she"d ever noticed the beauty of the twenty-third. She smiled and said she believed she had.
"Then there was one," he went on, "beginning, "Lord, my heart is not haughty, nor mine eyes lofty; neither do I exercise myself in great matters, or in things too wonderful for me;" and by and by it says, "Surely, I have quieted myself as a child that is weaned: my soul is even as a weaned child.""
One day, after a most marvellous sunset, he had been reading, he said, "that long psalm with twenty-two parts in it--a hundred and seventy-six verses." He had intended to read "Lord, my heart is not haughty" after it, though the light was fast failing, but at the hundred and seventy-sixth verse he closed the book. Thus he sat in the nearly motionless air, gazing on the ripples of the lagoon as, now singly, and now by twos or threes, they glided up the beach tinged with the colors of parting day as with a grace of resignation, and sank into the grateful sands like the lines of this last verse sinking into his heart; now singly--"I have gone astray like a lost sheep;" and now by twos--"I have gone astray like a lost sheep; save thy servant;" or by threes--"I have gone astray like a lost sheep; save thy servant; for I do not forget thy commandments."
"I shouldn"t tell that," he said to us, "if I didn"t know so well how little it counts for. But I knew at the time that when the next day but one should bring the lighthouse steamer I shouldn"t be any more fit to go ash.o.r.e, _to stay_, than a jellyfish." We agreed, he and I that there can be as wide a distance between fine feelings and faithful doing as, he said, "between listening to the band and charging a battery."
On the islet the night deepened. The moon had not risen, and the stars only glorified the dark, as it, in turn, revealed the unearthly beauties of a phosph.o.r.escent sea. It was one of those rare hours in which the deep confessed the amazing numbers of its own living and swarming constellations. Not a fish could leap or dart, not a sinuous thing could turn, but it became an animate torch. Every quick movement was a gleam of green fire. No drifting, flaccid life could pulse so softly along but it betrayed itself in lambent outlines. Each throb of the water became a beam of light, and every ripple that widened over the strand--still whispering, "I have gone astray"--was edged with luminous pearls.
In an agreeable weariness of frame, untroubled in mind, and counting the night too beautiful for slumber he reclined on the dry sands with an arm thrown over a small pile of f.a.gots which he had spent the day in gathering from every part of the island to serve his need for the brief remainder of his stay. In this search he had found but one piece of his boat, a pine board. This he had been glad to rive into long splinters and bind together again as a brand, with which to signal the steamer if--contrary to her practice, I think he said--she should pa.s.s in the night. And so, without a premonition of drowsiness, he was presently asleep, with the hours radiantly folding and expiring one upon another like the ripples on the beach.
When he came to himself he was on his feet. The moon was high, his fire was smouldering; his heart was beating madly and his eyes were fixed on the steamer, looming large, moving at full speed, her green light showing, her red light hid, and her long wake glowing with comet fire. In a moment she would be pa.s.sing. It was too late for beacon-flame or torch. He sprang for his gun, and mounting the first low rise fired into the air, once!-- twice! --and shouted, "Help!--help!"
She kept straight on. She was pa.s.sing, she was pa.s.sing! In trembling haste he loaded and fired again, again wailed out his cry for help, and still she kept her speed. He had loaded for the third discharge, still frantically calling the while, and was lifting his gun to fire when he saw the white light at her foremast-head begin to draw nearer to the green light at her waist and knew she was turning. He fired, shouted, and tried to load again; but as her red light brightened into view beside the green, he dropped his gun and leaped and crouched and laughed and wept for joy.
"Why, Gregory!" the naval lieutenant cried, as the castaway climbed from the steamer"s boat to her deck. "Why, you blasted old cracked fiddle! what in----"
"Right, the first guess!" laughed Gregory, "there"s where I"ve been!" and in the cabin he explained all.
"The fiddle"s mended," he concluded. "You can play a tune on it--by being careful."
"But what"s your tune?" asked his hearer; "you cannot go back to that island."
"Yes, I"ll be on it in a week--with a schooner-load of cattle. I can get them on credit. Going to raise cattle there as a regular business. They"ll fatten in that marsh like blackbirds."
True enough, before the week was up the mended fiddle was playing its tune. It was not until Gregory"s second return from his island that he came to see us and told us his simple story. We asked him how it was that the steamer, that first time, had come so much earlier than she generally did.
"She didn"t," he replied. "I had miscounted one day."
"Don"t you," asked my wife, who would have liked a more religious tone in Gregory"s recital, "don"t you have trouble to keep run of your Sabbaths away out there alone?"
"Why"--he smiled--"it"s always Sunday there. Here almost everybody feels duty bound to work harder than somebody else, or else make somebody else work harder than he, and you need a day every now and then for Sunday--or Sabbath, at least. Oh, I suppose it"s all one in the end, isn"t it? You take your"s in a pill, I take mine in a powder. Not that it"s the least bit like a dose, however, except for the good it does."
"And you"re really prospering, even in a material way!" I said.
"Yes," he answered. "O yes; the island"s already too small for us."
"It"s certainly very dangerously exposed," said my wife, and I guessed her thought was on Last Island, which, you remember, though very large and populous, had been, within our recollection, totally submerged, with dreadful loss of life.
"O yes," he responded, "there"s always something wherever you are. One of these days some storm"s going to roll the sea clean over the whole thing."
"Then, why don"t you move to a bigger island closer insh.o.r.e?" she asked.
"I"m afraid," said Gregory, and smiled.
"Afraid!" said my wife, incredulously.
"Yes," he responded. "I"m afraid my prisoner"ll get away from me."
As his hand closed over hers in good-by I saw, what he could not, that she had half a notion to kiss it. I told her so when he was gone, and kissed hers--for him.
"I don"t care," she said, dreamily, as it lingered in mine, "I"m glad I mended his coat for him that time."
The Taxidermist
I
One day a hummingbird got caught in a cobweb in our greenhouse. It had no real need to seek that damp, artificial heat. We were in the very heart of that Creole summer-time when bird-notes are many as the sunbeams. The flowers were in such mult.i.tude they seemed to follow one about, offering their honeys and perfumes and begging to be gathered. Our little boy saw the embodied joy fall, a joy no longer, seized it, and clasping it too tightly, brought it to me dead.
He cried so over the loss that I promised to have the body stuffed. This is how I came to know Manouvrier, the Taxidermist in St. Peter Street.
I pa.s.sed his place twice before I found it. The front shop was very small, dingily clean and scornfully unmercantile. Of the very few specimens of his skill to be seen round about not one was on parade, yet everyone was somehow an achievement, a happy surprise, a lasting delight. I admit that taxidermy is not cla.s.sed among the fine arts; but you know there is a way of making everything--anything--an art instead of a craft or a commerce, and such was the way of this shop"s big, dark, hairy-faced, s.h.a.ggy-headed master. I saw his unsmiling face soften and his eye grow kind as mine lighted up with approbation of his handiwork.
When I handed him the hummingbird he held it tenderly in his wide palm, and as I was wondering to myself how so huge a hand as that could manipulate frail and tiny things and bring forth delicate results, he looked into my face and asked, with a sort of magisterial gentleness:
"How she git kill", dat lill" bird?"
I told him. I could feel my mood and words take their tone from him, though he outwardly heard me through with no show of feeling; and when I finished, I knew we were friends. I presently ventured to praise the specimen of his skill nearest at hand; a wild turkey listening alarmedly as if it would the next instant utter that ringing "quit!" which makes each separate drop of a hunter"s blood tingle. But with an odd languor in his gravity, he replied:
"Naw, da.s.s not well make; lill" bit worse, bad enough to put in front window. I take you inside; come."
II
We pa.s.sed through into a private workroom immediately behind the shop. His wife sat there sewing; a broad, motherly woman of forty-five, fat, tranquil, kind, with an old eye, a young voice, and a face that had got its general flabbiness through much paddling and gnawing from other women"s teething babes. She sat still, unintroduced, but welcomed me with a smile.
I was saying to her husband that a hummingbird was a very small thing to ask him to stuff. But he stopped me with his lifted palm.
"My fran", a hummingbird has de pas-sione"--de ecstacie! One drop of blood wid the pas-sione in it"--He waved his hand with a jerk of the thumb in disdain of spoken words, and it was I who added,
"Is bigger than the sun?"