"So n.o.body got any money out of it?"
"No."
"Could they have cooked the books?"
"Look at my operation," she said and waved her hand at the small front room of the small apartment that looked out at the narrow street. "Does it look like we have a CPA budgeted?"
"So they could have cooked them."
"Of course they could have cooked them. The deal was that they"d do this big fund-raiser for all the charities too small to do a big fund-raiser. Share mailing lists, pool our volunteers. Because we"re small and poor we"re in no position to contest their figures. Operations like this are hand to mouth. We scramble every day, for crissake. We haven"t got next Monday budgeted."
"Maybe they were just inept," I said.
"Maybe," she said. "Way down below here, where we work, it really doesn"t matter if they were inept or dishonest. We don"t get money, people die."
I looked at the bare plaster walls, the cheap metal desk and filing cabinet, the curtainless windows with a shirt cardboard neatly taped over a broken pane.
"How long you been doing this work?" I said.
"Ten years."
"If it matters to you," I said, "I will find out what happened and when I do I"ll let you know."
"How you going to find out?" she said.
"Don"t know yet."
"But you will?" she said.
"Always do," I said.
She put out her hand.
"Maybe you will," she said. "You don"t look like someone gives up easy."
I took her hand and we shook.
"You should be proud of yourself," I said. "What you do."
"I am," she said.
chapter fifteen.
I TALKED TO some other do-gooders: people who delivered hot meals, people who ran a hospice, people who ran a support group for breast cancer survivors. They were all different, but they had several things in common. They were all tougher than an Irish pizza, their offices were uniformly low budget, and they"d all been screwed by Galapalooza.
It was a really nice day for early spring in Boston, and the temperature was in the sixties when I went to a storefront in Stoneham Square. It was the offices of Civil Streets, the final name on the list I"d culled from the Globe, and it was closed. There was a discreet sign in the window that said Civil Streets in black letters on a white background. One of those sorry-we"re-closed signs hung in the front door window. The little clock face said they"d be back at 1:15. I looked at my watch. Three fifteen. I looked in through the front window. The place had the impermanent look of a campaign headquarters. A gray metal desk with a phone on it, a matching file cabinet, a couple of folding chairs. I tried the doork.n.o.b, nothing ventured, nothing gained. The door was locked. Nothing gained anyway. Maybe they meant 1:15 in the morning. There was a hardware store across the street. I went in and asked the clerk when Civil Streets was usually open.
"It ain"t," he said.
"It"s not usually open?"
"Nope. Maybe couple hours a week. Some broad comes in, types a little, talks on the phone."
"That"s it?"
"That"s it," he said.
"What kind of operation is it?" I said.
"I got no idea," the clerk said. "How come you"re asking all these questions?"
"I got sick of watching Jerry Springer," I said.
The clerk looked a little puzzled, but he seemed to be a guy who might always be a little puzzled.
"Well, I gotta get to work," he said.
"Sure."
I went back out of the hardware store, walked across the street, and stood and looked at the Civil Streets office. Maybe I should kick in the door and rummage about. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. I glanced around. A Stoneham Police car drove up Main Street and pulled into the parking lot of the hardware store. A cop got out and walked into the store. In a few minutes he came out and stood by his car and gave me a cop look across the street. Cops on a two-man force in East Tuckab.u.m, Iowa, will give you the same you-looking-for-trouble look that prowlies do in the South Bronx. Probably some sort of electro-magnetic force generated by the conjunction of gun and badge. I looked back. He kept looking. Nothing ventured, n.o.body arrested. I turned and walked back to my car and headed back up Main Street toward Route 128.
The trip wasn"t a total waste. I was able to stop at a Dunkin" Donuts near the Redstone Shopping Center and had two plain donuts and a large coffee. Failing to learn anything is hungry work.
chapter sixteen.
RACHEL WALLACE WAS in town. She was teaching a semester at Taft and was giving a lecture this evening at the Ford Hall Forum on s.e.xual Freedom and Public Policy. I told her if I could skip the lecture I"d buy her dinner. She said the lecture would almost certainly be too hard for me to understand and she"d settle for the meal. So there I was in Julien at the Hotel Meridian where Rachel was staying, sitting in a big chair ordering French food. Rachel Wallace was a pretty good-looking feminist. She had thick black hair, now dusted with a little gray, which she wore shorter than she used to. She had a trim body, and good clothes, and her makeup showed thought and dexterity.
"You still look good," she said when we had ordered our first drink. "If I were heteros.e.xual..." She smiled and let it hang.
"Our loss," I said.
The waiter brought her the first of what I knew would be a number of martinis. I had never seen her drunk.
"Are you working on something at the moment?" she said.
"I could probably support myself without working," I said, "but I have joint custody of a dog."
"Of course," she said.
As she always did she checked out the room. And as she usually did she knew somebody.
"Norma," she said to a slender, good-looking woman who was following the maitre d" to her table. The woman turned, gave a small shriek, and came over to our table. Her husband came with her.
"We haven"t seen you since Florida," she said.
Rachel Wallace introduced me. I stood.
"Norma Stilson," she said, "and Roger Sanders."
We shook hands.
"We"re coming to see you tomorrow night," Norma said. "We"ve got tickets."
"I plan to offend a good many people," Rachel Wallace said.
"We wouldn"t miss it," Sanders said. "Maybe a drink afterwards."
"Of course," Rachel Wallace said.
They both said they were pleased to meet me and moved on to their table.
"Some people go willingly to hear me," Rachel Wallace said.
"But I"m buying you dinner," I said.
"A transparent attempt to excuse your cla.s.sic masculine fear of feminism."
"And I did save your life once," I said.
"And you did save my life once," she said. "What are you working on at the moment?"
"I don"t think I know."
"What does that mean?"
"It means I can"t figure out what the case is about exactly, and the more I look, the more I can"t figure it out."
"Tell me," she said.
The waiter brought her a second martini. I was still on my first beer. She wasn"t beautiful, but her face had in it such intelligence and decency that it may as well have been beautiful.
"Well, it starts with Susan"s ex-husband," I said. "He"s a promoter..."
"Susan"s ex-husband," Rachel Wallace said.
It wasn"t a question.
"Yeah."
"Isn"t that somewhat, ah, hazardous?" she said.
"It appears to be," I said.
"Susan know you"re involved with him?"
"She asked me to do it," I said.
Rachel Wallace drank some martini. She held a swallow in her mouth for a moment.
"How do you feel about it?"
"I think it"s somewhat hazardous," I said.
"Jealousy?"
"No, I"m all right with it."
"I doubt that," she said. "But I know your capacity for self-control, and I think you can probably do this. On the other hand, I"m not a perfect judge. I think you can probably do anything."
"Me too," I said.
She smiled.
"I know," she said. "Let me speculate for a moment. Let me guess that Susan is having trouble with it."
"She wants me to do it and doesn"t want me to do it," I said. "She wants to know what"s going on and doesn"t want to talk about it. She wants to know what I think of him and isn"t interested in my opinion of him."
"She keep his name?" Rachel Wallace said.
"Yes. But, nice touch, he changed it. To Sterling."
Rachel Wallace smiled. "Lucky his name wasn"t Goldman," she said. "What do you think of him?"
"He"s kind of a goofball," I said. "Goofy in that way that wealthy old Yankees are sometimes goofy. It"s a little hard to describe."
"But of course he"s not a wealthy old Yankee," Rachel Wallace said.
"Just pretending," I said. "He"s accused of s.e.xual hara.s.sment, and he seems to have no interest in it. Susan says he"s desperate, broke, facing dissolution. He says he"s doing dandy. He ran a big fund-raiser at the Fleet Center last year and n.o.body got any funds."
"What happened to the money?"
"Don"t know. I just found out today that the partic.i.p.ating charities got stiffed."
"Sometimes that is simple mismanagement," she said.
"Yep, and Sterling seems capable of it, but a couple of tough guys showed up at my office and threatened to beat me up if I didn"t stay away from the case."