To one who had traveled about more and seen the homes of wealthy folk--to a professional decorator, say, or an expert in furnishing values--the drawing-room into which Judge Priest presently was being ushered might have seemed overdone, overly cluttered up with drapery and adornment. But to Judge Priest"s eye the room was all that a rich man"s best room should be. The thick stucco walls cut out the heat of the night; an electric fan whirred upon him as he sat in a deep chair of puffed red damask. A mulatto girl in neat uniform--this uniform itself an astonishing innovation--had answered his ring at the door and had ushered him into this wonderful parlor and had taken his name and had gone up the broad stairs with the word that he desired to see the lady of the house for a few minutes upon important business. He had asked first for Mr. and Mrs. Dallam Wybrant; but Mr. Wybrant, it seemed, was out of town; Mrs. Wybrant, then, would do. The maid, having delivered the message, had returned to say her mistress would be down presently and the caller was to wait, please. Waiting, he had had opportunity to contrast the present settings with those he had just quitted. Perhaps the contrast between them appeared all the greater by reason of the freshness of his recollection of the physical surroundings at the scene of his first visit of that evening.
She came down soon, wearing a loose, frilly, wrapperlike garment which hid her figure. Approaching maternity had not softened her face, had not given to it the glorified Madonna look. Rather it had drawn her features to haggardness and put in her eyes a look of sharpened apprehension as though dread of the nearing ordeal of suffering and danger overrode the hope which, along with the new life, was quick within her. She greeted Judge Priest with a matter-of-fact directness. Her expression plainly enough told him she was at a loss to account for his coming.
"I"m sorry, sir," she said in her rather metallic fashion of speaking, "that Dallam isn"t here. But he was called to St. Louis this morning on business. I hope you will pardon my receiving you in negligee. I"m not seeing much company at present. The maid, though, said the business was imperative."
"Yes, ma"am, it is," answered Judge Priest, rather ceremoniously for him, "and I am grateful to you fur lettin" me see you and I don"t aim to detain you very long. I kin tell you in a few words whut it is that has brought me."
He was as good as his promise--he did tell her in a few words. Outlining his suggestion, he used much the same language which he had used once already that night. He did not tell her, though, he had come to her direct from her mother. He did not tell her he had been to her mother at all. It might have been inferred that his present hearer was the first to hear that which now he set forth.
"Well, ma"am," he concluded, "that"s the condition ez I view it. And if you likewise see your way clear to view it ez I do the whole thing kin be accomplished with the scratch of a pen. And you"ll have the satisfaction of knowin" that through your act your mother will be well provided fur fur the rest of her life." He added a final argument, being moved thereto perhaps by the fact that she had heard him without change of expression and with no glance which might be interpreted as approval for his plan. "I take it, ma"am, that you do not need the money involved. You never will need it, the chances are. You are rich fur this town--your husband is, anyway."
She replied then, and to the old man, harkening, it seemed that her words fell sharp and brittle like breaking icicles. One thing, though, might be said for her--she sought no roundabout course. She did not quibble or seek to enwrap the main issue in specious excuses or apologies for her position.
"I decline to do it," she said. "I do not feel that I have the right to do it. I understand the motives which may have actuated you to interest yourself in this affair, but I tell you very frankly that I have no intention of surrendering my legal rights in the slightest degree. You say I do not need the money, but in the very same breath you go on to say the chances are that I shall never need it. So there you yourself practically admit there is a chance that some day I might need it.
Besides, I do not rate my husband a rich man, though you may do so. He is well-to-do, nothing more. And his business is uncertain--all business is. He might lose every cent he has to-morrow in some bad investment or some poor speculation.
"There is still another reason I think of: I have nothing--absolutely nothing--in my own name. It irks me to ask my husband, generous though he is, for every cent I use, to have to account to him for my personal expenditures. Before I married him I earned my own living and I paid my own way and learned to love the feeling of independence, the feeling of having a little money that was all my own. My share of this inheritance will provide me with a private fund, a fund upon which I may draw at will, or which I may put away for a possible rainy day, just as I choose."
"But ma"am," he blurted, knowing full well he was beaten, yet inspired by a desperate, forlorn hope that some added plea from him might break through the sh.e.l.l of this steel-surfaced selfishness--"but, ma"am, do you stop to realize that it"s your own mother who"d benefit by this sacrifice on your part? Do you stop to consider that if there"s one person in all this world who"s ent.i.tled--"
"Pardon me, sir, for interrupting you," she said crisply, her tone icy and sharp, "but the one person who is ent.i.tled to most consideration at my hands has not actually come into the world yet. It is of that person that I must think. I had not meant to speak of this, but your insistence forces me to it. As you may guess, Judge Priest, I am about to become a mother myself. If my baby lives--and my baby is going to live--that money will belong to my child should anything happen to me. I must think of what lies ahead of me, not of what has gone before. My mother owns the home where she lives; she will have her half of this sum of money; she is, I believe, in good health; she is amply able to go on, as she has in the past, adding to her income with her needle. So much for my mother. As a mother myself it will be my duty, as I see it, to safeguard the future of my own child, and I mean to do it, regardless of everything else. That is all I have to say about it--that is, if I have made myself sufficiently plain to you, Judge Priest."
"Madam," said he, and for once at least he dropped his lifelong affectation of ungrammatical speech and reverted to that more stately and proper English which he reserved for his judgments from the bench, "you have indeed made your position so clear by what you have just said that I feel there is nothing whatsoever to be added by either one of us.
Madam, I have the pleasure to bid you good night."
He clamped his floppy straw hat firmly down upon his head--a thing the old judge in all his life never before had done in the presence of a woman of his race--and he turned the broad of his back upon her; and if a man whose natural gait was a waddle could be said to stride, then be it stated that Judge Priest strode out of that room and out of that house. Had he looked back before he reached the door he would have seen that she sat in her chair, huddled in her silken garments, on her face a half smile of tolerant contempt for his choler and in her eye a light playing like winter sunlight on frozen water; would have seen that about her there was no suggestion whatsoever that she was ruffled or upset or in the least regretful of the course she had elected to follow. But Judge Priest did not look back. He was too busy striding.
Perhaps it was the heat or perhaps it was inability long to maintain a gait so forced, but the volunteer emissary ceased to stride long before he had traversed the three-quarters of a mile--and yet, when one came to think it over, a span as wide as a continent--which lay between the restricted, not to say exclusive, head of Chickasaw Drive and the shabby, not to say miscellaneous, foot of Yazoo Street. It was a very wilted, very lag-footed, very droopy old gentleman who, come another half hour or less, let himself drop with an audible thump into a golden-oak rocker alongside the Widow Millsap"s sewing machine.
"Ma"am," he had confessed, without preamble, as he entered her house, she holding the door open for his pa.s.sage, "I come back to you licked.
Your daughter absolutely declines even to consider the proposition I put before her. As a plenipotentiary extraordinary I admit I"m a teetotal failure. I return to you empty-handed--and licked."
To this she had said nothing. She had waited until he was seated; then as she seated herself in her former place, with the lamp between them, she asked quietly, almost listlessly, "My daughter saw you then?"
"She did, ma"am, she did. And she refused point-blank!"
"I am sorry, Judge Priest--sorry that you should have been put to so much trouble needlessly," she said, still holding her voice at that emotionless level. "I am sorry, sir, for your sake; but it is no more than I expected. I let you go to her against my better judgment. I should have known that your errand would be useless. Knowing Ellie, I should have known better than to send you."
He snorted.
"Ma"am, when a little while ago, settin" right here, I told you I thought I knowed a little something about human nature I boasted too soon. Sech a thing ez this thing which has happened to-night is brand-new in my experience. You will excuse my sayin" so, but I kin not fathom the workin"s of a mind that would--that would--" He floundered for words in his indignation. "It is not natural, this here thing I have just seen and heard. How your own flesh and blood could--"
"Judge Priest," she said steadily, "it is not my own flesh and blood that you accuse. That is my consolation now. For I know the stock that is in me. I know the stock that was in my husband. My own flesh and blood could never treat me so."
He stared at her, his forehead twisted in a perplexed frown.
"I mean to say just this," she went on: "Ellie is not my own child. She has not a drop of my blood or my husband"s blood in her. Judge Priest, I am about to tell you something which not another soul in this town excepting me--now that my husband is gone--has ever known. We never had any children, Felix and I. Always we wanted children, but none came to us. Nearly twenty-three years ago it is now, we had for a neighbor a young woman whose husband had deserted her--had run away with another woman, leaving her without a cent, in failing health and with a six-month-old girl baby. That was less than two years before we came to this town. We lived then in a little town called Calais, on the Eastern Sh.o.r.e of Maryland.
"Three months after the husband ran away the wife died. I guess it was shame and a broken heart more than anything else that killed her. She had not a soul in the world to whom she could turn for help when she was dying. We two did what we could for her. We didn"t have much--we never have had much all through our lives--but what we had we divided with her. We were literally the only friends she had in this world. At the last we took turns nursing her, my husband and I did. When she was dying she put her baby in my arms and asked me to take her and to care for her. That was what I had been praying all along that she would do, and I was glad and I gave her my promise and she lay back on the pillow and died.
"Well, she was buried and we took the child and cared for her. We came to love her as though she had been our own; we always loved her as though she had been our own. Less than a year after the mother died--that was when Ellie was about eighteen months old--we brought her with us out here to this town. Her baptismal name was Eleanor, which had been her mother"s name--Eleanor Major. The father who ran away was named Richard Major. We went on calling her Eleanor, but as our child she became Eleanor Millsap. She has never suspected--she has never for one moment dreamed that she was not our own. After she grew up and showed indifference to us, and especially after she had married and began to behave toward us in a way which has caused her, I expect, to be criticized by some people, we still nursed that secret and it gave us comfort. For we knew, both of us, that it was the alien blood in her that made her turn her back upon us. We knew the reason, if no one else did, for she was not our own flesh and blood. Our own could never have served us so. And to-night I know better than ever before, and it lessens my sense of disappointment and distress.
"Judge Priest, perhaps you will not understand me, but the mother instinct is a curious thing. Through these last few years of my life I have felt as though there were two women inside of me. One of these women grieved because her child had denied her. The other of these women was reconciled because she could see reflected in the actions of that child the traits of a breed of strangers. And yet both these women can still find it in them to forgive her for all that she has done and all that she may ever do. That"s motherhood, I suppose."
"Yes, ma"am," he said slowly, "I reckin you"re right--that"s motherhood." He tugged at his tab of white chin whisker, and his puckered old eyes behind their gla.s.ses were shadowed with a deep compa.s.sion. Then with a jerk he sat erect.
"I take it that you adopted the child legally?" he said, seeking to make his tone casual.
"We took her just as I told you," she answered. "We always treated her as though she had been ours. She never knew any difference."
"Yes, ma"am, quite so. You"ve made that clear enough. But by law, before you left Maryland, you gave her your name, I suppose? You went through the legal form of law of adoptin" her, didn"t you?"
"No, sir, we didn"t do that. It didn"t seem necessary--it never occurred to us to do it. Her mother was dead and her father was gone n.o.body knew where. He had abandoned her, had shown he didn"t care what might become of her. And her mother on her deathbed had given her to me. Wasn"t that sufficient?"
Apparently he had not heard her question. Instead of answering it he put one of his own:
"Do you reckin now, ma"am, by any chance that there are any people still livin" back there in that town of Calais--old neighbors of yours, or kinfolks maybe--who"d remember the circ.u.mstances in reguard to your havin" took this baby in the manner which you have described?"
"Yes, sir; two at least that I know of are still living. One is my half sister. I haven"t seen her in twenty-odd years, but I hear from her regularly. And another is a man who boarded with us at the time. He was young then and very poor, but he has become well-to-do since. He lives in Baltimore now; is prominent there in politics. Occasionally I see his name in the paper. He has been to Congress and he ran for senator once.
And there may be still others if I could think of them."
"Never mind the others; the two you"ve named will be sufficient. Whut did you say their names were, ma"am?"
She told him. He repeated them after her as though striving to fix them in his memory.
"Ah-hah," he said. "Ma"am, have you got some writin" material handy? Any blank paper will do--and a pen and ink?"
From a little stand in a corner she brought him what he required, and wonderingly but in silence watched him as he put down perhaps a dozen close-written lines. She bided until he had concluded his task and read through the script, making a change here and there. Then all at once some confused sense of realization of his new purpose came to her. She stood up and took a step forward and laid one apprehensive hand upon the paper as though to stay him.
"Judge Priest," she said, "what have you written down here? And what do you mean to do with what you have written?"
"Whut I have written here is a short statement--a memorandum, really, of whut you have been tellin" me, ma"am," he explained. "I"ll have it written out more fully in the form of an affidavit, and then to-morrow I want you to sign it either here or at my office in the presence of witnesses."
"But is it necessary?" she demurred. "I"m ignorant of the law, and you spoke just now of my failure to adopt Ellie by law. But if at this late date I must do it, can"t it be done privately, in secret, so that neither Ellie nor anyone else will ever know?"
"Ellie will have to know, I reckin," he stated grimly, "and other folks will know too. But this here paper has nothin" to do with any sech proceedin" ez you imagine. It"s too late now fur you legally to adopt Mrs. Dallam Wybrant, even though any person should suggest sech a thing, and I, fur my part, don"t see how any right-thinkin" person could or would do so. She"s a free agent, of full age, and she"s a married woman.
No, ma"am, she has no legal claim on you and to my way of thinkin" she has no moral claim on you neither. She"s not your child, a fact which I"m sh.o.r.e kin mighty easy be proved ef anyone should feel inclined to doubt your word. She ain"t your legal heir. She ain"t got a leg--excuse me, ma"am--she ain"t got a prop to stand on. I thought Ellie had us licked. Instid it would seem that we"ve got Ellie licked."
He broke off, checked in his exultant flight by the look upon her face.
Her fingers turned inward, the blunted nails scratching at the sheet of paper as though she would tear it from him.
"No, no, no!" she cried. "I won"t do that! I can"t do that! You mustn"t ask me to do that, judge!"
"But, ma"am, don"t you git my meanin" yit? Don"t you realize that not a penny of this eight thousand dollars belongs to Mrs. Dallam Wybrant?
That she has no claim upon any part of it? That it"s all yours and that you"re goin" to have it all for yourself--every last red cent of it--jest ez soon ez the proof kin be filed and the order made by me in court?"
"I"m not thinking of that," she declared. "It"s Ellie I think of. Her happiness means more to me than a million dollars would. What I have told you was in confidence, and, judge, you must treat it so. I beg you, I demand it of you. You must promise me not to go any further in this.
You must promise me not to tell a living soul what I have told you to-night. I won"t sign any affidavit. I won"t sign anything. I won"t do anything to humiliate her. Don"t you see, Judge Priest--oh, don"t you see? She feels shame already because she thinks she was humbly born.
She would be more deeply ashamed than ever if she knew how humbly she really was born--knew that her father was a scoundrel and her mother died a pauper and was buried in a potter"s field; that the name she has borne is not her own name; that she has eaten the bread of charity through the most of her life. No, Judge Priest, I tell you no, a thousand times no. She doesn"t know. Through me she shall never know. I would die to spare her suffering--die to spare her humiliation or disgrace. Before G.o.d"s eyes I am her mother, and it is her mother who tells you no, not that, not that!"