At that moment Stella finally reached grave yard ...It was already 3 in the evening and no one was there except her but she did not cared about these stuffs and just entered in side
With her heavy heart it was getting impossible to enter there
But still she gathered her courage and went in and started looking for his grave...
Finally after a little bit struggle she finally got to see his grave Where his name was mentioned "Evans"
This was the name she and Sebastian loved since child hood that means "The Lord is gracious" or "The Young Fighter.."
She slowly went near to his grave and smiled and slowly caressed the tombstone like a mother caressing her baby...
She said "It"s all my fault that your grave is empty ... I was the one who didn"t not manage to take you back here..."
The she put the roses gently on his grave and said "I am sorry ..." As she said she choked on her words and then again while holding her tears she said "I am so so so sorry... I really didn"t know what you like the best... so I just bought these flowers for you..."
Even she was holding her tears hard but at the end it started falling non stop she said in trembling voice "I-Its all...all my fault that..that I didn"t save you back then ... if I have been careful enough you have never died...We..We just , just spent 7 months together and...and you left me like that..."
She was crying hard and non stop...
At the other hand in capital city no one was able to trace Stella"s location every one started panicking and at last at 9 O"Clock at night they find out that Stella is in M city... Just as Sebastian got to know that Stella was there he with out thinking got ready to see her , he knew that Stella was in pain and she is at her worst now...
Meanwhile... in M city
Stella was still sitting in front of his grave yard and kept mumbling things she said.. "Why .??Just Why G.o.d is so cruel to me?? First he take my brother away... then I have to leave my parents and then I was living happily with Sebastian but out of no where he started hating me and then I have to left the country... After that I met The Mafia King "THE KING" Who loved me so much as Vanessa but wanted to kill me as Stella... I have to run away from him, and finally suddenly I got you with me and you left me all alone in this world..."
Stella wiped her tears away and said "You know...You know baby...if..and only if you were with me at that time, I never would have came back here, I would have eloped with you in some where corner of the world... I know I know I can"t live with out Sebastian but..but what about you I..I am dying each and every day with out you... please come back to me like brother did... I promise I will leave every one if they don"t want you... I will fight with every one for you... Sebastian is my heart but...but you are my heart beat... "
She cried and cried until 11 pm there and with out any worries that she was In grave yard... finally a door keeper came and asked her to leave but after struggling she left and went to her hotel room...
She wasn"t in mood to wash up so she ordered red wine, whisky, bear and few more brands of alcohol ...
Even though she was not good at drinking back then but now she can take atleast 4-5 bottles of bear easily... but as for wine...
She did not want to worry about all those things so she just locked her door and started drinking bottles after bottles...