Publishedat 29th of September 2019 06:45:06 AMChapter 164
"It"s not any nonsense, it"s bitter truth of my life . . . I was molested 2 years ago . . . I lost my dignity and my right to stay beside you I lost my right to love you , I love everything related to you, I don"t deserve you . . . So please let"s suck up with our agreement and get divorce after 5 months ok . . . "
In his Heart Sebastian knew that the reason behind her refusal, he knew clearly that the child and his father was the reason . . . but he never in his dream had thought that she was molested by some one . . .
He looked at her and hugged her and said "What if I say . . . that I , my self is not pure and have faced the things years ago , what if I say that before you, I already slept with some one else . . . "
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"Uhh . . ?" Stella replied in confusion while her head was still buried in his shoulder
"Yes . . . I was drugged at that time and I don"t know what happen next . . . I just know that I did "that" with some one else . . . "
He, then pulled her out from his embrace and wanted to say some thing but Stella spoke "Do-Don"t , Don"t say that , just to make me feel ok . . . okay?"
He caressed her cheeks and said "Do you think I was that bad to talk to you rudely and to hate you . . . "
She shook her head and said "I don"t think so . . "
"Yea right . . ? I just wanted you to resent to my brother and lead a good and happy life since I don"t deserve you any more . . . I did every thing I can to you . . . I threw you out of our room on 1st night . . I thought you are so full of dignity and you will leave me on your own . . . on our engagement I said so much bad and hurtful words just because I want you to break thus marriage , I did all things, all those bad things to hate me from bottom of your heart . . because I didn"t deserve you any more . . . I . . I wanted you to have all best things in your life but in the end you married a trash man like me . . . "
Stella was stunned by his sudden revelation, she never thought that all those things he did because he thought that he was nit worthy of me . . . he loved me so much and hurt me willingly to send me away . . . And here i was thinking that he loves some one else and i am the one standing between them
Sebastian continued "I never have courage to express my love to you , In past you were being surrounded by lots of boys and with their gifts and love letters . . I always wanted to give you what you like, but I always was afraid that what if you reject my gift as you always did with the other boys . . . you always said that you don"t want any thing from me and won"t accept any gift from me, even of I tried you always lectured me to save money as we didn"t get enough from our family . . . and once I saw you throwing the chocolate I gave you in dust bin while saying that I gave you such trash to eat . . . and many more"
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Stella was stunned she never would have thought that he will see her throwing that chocolate in dustbin . . .
He continued "Then I decided to give you gift in different ways . . I kept buying gifts for you . . . and told you that , it was from my fan and you always happily keep it to yourself . . . I felt little disappointed but yet happy that atleast you keep my gift even in another way . . . "
She was so much touched by the effort he made for her, by the things he did for her and even know he didn"t mind making her his , when she lost her 1st . . .