The butler left her there and ascended the polished but dead-finished stairway noiselessly. Susan had never before been in so grand a room. The best private house she had ever seen was Wright"s in Sutherland; and while everybody else in Sutherland thought it magnificent, she had felt that there was something wrong, what she had not known. The grandiose New York hotels and restaurants were more showy and more pretentious far than this interior of Brent"s. But her unerring instinct of those born with good taste knew at first view of them that they were simply costly; there were beautiful things in them, fine carvings and paintings and tapestries, but personality was lacking. And without personality there can be no unity; without unity there can be no harmony--and without harmony, no beauty.
Looking round her now, she had her first deep draught of esthetic delight in interior decoration. She loved this quiet dignity, this large simplicity--nothing that obtruded, nothing that jarred, everything on the same scale of dark coloring and large size. She admired the way the mirror, without pretense of being anything but a mirror, enhanced the s.p.a.ciousness of the room and doubled the pleasure it gave by offering another and different view of it.
Last of all Susan caught sight of herself--a slim, slightly stooped figure, its white dress and its big black hat with white tr.i.m.m.i.n.gs making it stand out strongly against the rather somber background. In a curiously impersonal way her own sad, wistful face interested her. A human being"s face is a summary of his career. No man can realize at a thought what he is, can epitomize in just proportion what has been made of him by experience of the mult.i.tude of moments of which life is composed. But in some moods and in some lights we do get such an all-comprehending view of ourselves in looking at our own faces. As she had instinctively felt, there was a world of meaning in the contrast between her pensive brow above melancholy eyes and the blood-red line of her rouged lips.
The butler descended. "Mr. Brent is in his library, on the fourth floor," said he. "Will you kindly step this way, ma"am?"
Instead of indicating the stairway, he went to the panel next the chimney piece. She saw that it was a hidden door admitting to an elevator. She entered; the door closed; the elevator ascended rapidly. When it came to a stop the door opened and she was facing Brent.
"Thank you for coming," said he, with almost formal courtesy.
For all her sudden shyness, she cast a quick but seeing look round. It was an overcast day; the soft floods of liquid light--the beautiful light of her beloved City of the Sun--poured into the big room through an enormous window of clear gla.s.s which formed the entire north wall. Round the other walls from floor almost to lofty ceiling were books in solid rows; not books with ornamental bindings, but books for use, books that had been and were being used. By way of furniture there were an immense lounge, wide and long and deep, facing the left chimney piece, an immense table desk facing the north light, three great chairs with tall backs, one behind the table, one near the end of the table, the third in the corner farthest from the window; a grand piano, open, with music upon its rack, and a long carved seat at its keyboard. The huge window had a broad sill upon which was built a generous window garden fresh and lively with bright flowers. The woodwork, the ceiling, the furniture were of mahogany. The master of this splendid simplicity was dressed in a blue house suit of some summer material like linen. He was smoking a cigarette, and offered her one from the great carved wood box filled with them on the table desk.
"Thanks," said she. And when she had lighted it and was seated facing him as he sat at his desk, she felt almost at her ease. After all, while his gaze was penetrating, it was also understanding; we do not mind being unmasked if the unmasker at once hails us as brother. Brent"s eyes seemed to say to her, "Human!--like me." She smoked and let her gaze wander from her books to window garden, from window garden to piano.
"You play?" said he.
"A very little. Enough for accompaniments to simple songs."
"You sing?"
"Simple songs. I"ve had but a few lessons from a small-town teacher."
"Let me hear."
She went to the piano, laid her cigarette in a tray ready beside the music rack. She gave him the "Gipsy Queen," which she liked because it expressed her own pa.s.sion of revolt against restraints of every conventional kind and her love for the open air and open sky. He somehow took away all feeling of embarra.s.sment; she felt so strongly that he understood and was big enough not to have it anywhere in him to laugh at anything sincere. When she finished she resumed her cigarette and returned to the chair near his.
"It"s as I thought," said he. "Your voice can be trained--to speak, I mean. I don"t know as to its singing value. . . .
Have you good health?"
"I never have even colds. Yes, I"m strong."
"You"ll need it."
"I have needed it," said she. Into her face came the sad, bitter expression with its curious relief of a faint cynical smile.
He leaned back in his chair and looked at her through a cloud of smoke. She saw that his eyes were not gray, as she had thought, but brown, a hazel brown with points of light sparkling in the irises and taking away all the suggestion of weakness and sentimentality that makes pure brown eyes unsatisfactory in a man. He said slowly:
"When I saw you--in the Martin--you were on the way down. You went, I see."
She nodded. "I"m still there."
"You like it? You wish to stay?"
She shook her head smilingly. "No, but I can stay if it"s necessary. I"ve discovered that I"ve got the health and the nerves for anything."
"That"s a great discovery. . . . Well, you"ll soon be on your way up. . . . Do you wish to know why I spoke to you this morning?--Why I remembered you?"
"Why?"
"Because of the expression of your eyes--when your face is in repose."
She felt no shyness--and no sense of necessity of responding to a compliment, for his tone forbade any thought of flattery.
She lowered her gaze to conceal the thoughts his words brought--the memories of the things that had caused her eyes to look as Rod and now Brent said.
"Such an expression," the playwright went on, "must mean character. I am sick and tired of the vanity of these actresses who can act just enough never to be able to learn to act well. I"m going to try an experiment with you. I"ve tried it several times but--No matter. I"m not discouraged.
I never give up. . . . Can you stand being alone?"
"I spend most of my time alone. I prefer it."
"I thought so. Yes--you"ll do. Only the few who can stand being alone ever get anywhere. Everything worth while is done alone. The big battle--it isn"t fought in the field, but by the man sitting alone in his tent, working it all out. The bridge--the tunnel through the great mountains--the railway--the huge business enterprise--all done by the man alone, thinking, plotting to the last detail. It"s the same way with the novel, the picture, the statue, the play--writing it, acting it--all done by someone alone, shut in with his imagination and his tools. I saw that you were one of the lonely ones. All you need is a chance. You"d surely get it, sooner or later. Perhaps I can bring it a little sooner. . . .
How much do you need to live on?"
"I must have fifty dollars a week--if I go on at--as I am now.
If you wish to take all my time--then, forty."
He smiled in a puzzled way.
"The police," she explained. "I need ten----"
"Certainly--certainly," cried he. "I understand--perfectly.
How stupid of me! I"ll want all your time. So it"s to be forty dollars a week. When can you begin?"
Susan reflected. "I can"t go into anything that"ll mean a long time," she said. "I"m waiting for a man--a friend of mine to get well. Then we"re going to do something together."
Brent made an impatient gesture. "An actor? Well, I suppose I can get him something to do. But I don"t want you to be under the influence of any of these absurd creatures who think they know what acting is--when they merely know how to dress themselves in different suits of clothes, and strut themselves about the stage. They"d rather die than give up their own feeble, foolish little ident.i.ties. I"ll see that your actor friend is taken care of, but you must keep away from him--for the time at least."
"He"s all I"ve got. He"s an old friend."
"You--care for him?"
"I used to. And lately I found him again--after we had been separated a long time. We"re going to help each other up."
"Oh--he"s down and out oh? Why?"
"Drink--and hard luck."
"Not hard luck. That helps a man. It has helped you. It has made you what you are."
"What am I?" asked Susan.
Brent smiled mysteriously. "That"s what we"re going to find out," said he. "There"s no human being who has ever had a future unless he or she had a past--and the severer the past the more splendid the future."
Susan was attending with all her senses. This man was putting into words her own inarticulate instincts.
"A past," he went on in his sharp, dogmatic way, "either breaks or makes. You go into the crucible a mere ore, a possibility. You come out slag or steel." He was standing now, looking down at her with quizzical eyes. "You"re about due to leave the pot," said he.
"And I"ve hopes that you"re steel. If not----" He shrugged his shoulders--"You"ll have had forty a week for your time, and I"ll have gained useful experience."