"About me? How ridiculous! I"m always coming across men I don"t know who are full of venom toward me. I suppose he thinks I crowded him. No matter. You"re sure you"re not fancying yourself in love with him?"
"No, I am not in love with him. He has changed--and so have I."
He smiled at her. "Especially in the last hour?" he suggested.
"I had changed before that. I had been changing right along.
But I didn"t realize it fully until you talked with me--no, until after you gave me your card this morning."
"You saw a chance--a hope--eh?"
She nodded.
"And at once became all nerves and courage. . . . As to Spenser--I"ll have some play carpenter sent to collaborate with him and set him up in the play business. You know it"s a business as well as an art. And the chromos sell better than the oil paintings--except the finest ones. It"s my chromos that have earned me the means and the leisure to try oils."
"He"d never consent. He"s very proud."
"Vain, you mean. Pride will consent to anything as a means to an end. It"s vanity that"s squeamish and haughty. He needn"t know."
"But I couldn"t discuss any change with him until he"s much better."
"I"ll send the play carpenter to him--get Fitzalan to send one of his carpenters." Brent smiled. "You don"t think _he_"ll hang back because of the compact, do you?"
Susan flushed painfully. "No," she admitted in a low voice.
Brent was still smiling at her, and the smile was cynical.
But his tone soothed where his words would have wounded, as he went on: "A man of his sort--an average, "there-are-two-kinds-of-women, good-and-bad" sort of man--has but one use for a woman of your sort."
"I know that," said Susan.
"Do you mind it?"
"Not much. I"d not mind it at all if I felt that I was somebody."
Brent put his hand on her shoulder. "You"ll do, Miss Lenox,"
he said with quiet heartiness. "You may not be so big a somebody as you and I would like. But you"ll count as one, all right."
She looked at him with intense appeal in her eyes. "Why?" she said earnestly. "_Why_ do you do this?"
He smiled gravely down at her--as gravely as Brent could smile--with the quizzical suggestion never absent from his handsome face, so full of life and intelligence. "I"ve been observing your uneasiness," said he. "Now listen. It would be impossible for you to judge me, to understand me. You are young and as yet small. I am forty, and have lived twenty-five of my forty years intensely. So, don"t fall into the error of shallow people and size me up by your own foolish little standards. Do you see what I mean?"
Susan"s candid face revealed her guilt. "Yes," said she, rather humbly.
"I see you do understand," said he. "And that"s a good sign.
Most people, hearing what I said, would have disregarded it as merely my vanity, would have gone on with their silly judging, would have set me down as a conceited a.s.s who by some accident had got a reputation. But to proceed--I have not chosen you on impulse. Long and patient study has made me able to judge character by the face, as a horse dealer can judge horses by looking at them. I don"t need to read every line of a book to know whether it"s wise or foolish, worth while or not. I don"t need to know a human being for years or for hours or for minutes even, before I can measure certain things. I measured you. It"s like astronomy. An astronomer wants to get the orbit of a star. He takes its position twice--and from the two observations he can calculate the orbit to the inch. I"ve got three observations of your orbit. Enough--and to spare."
"I shan"t misunderstand again," said Susan.
"One thing more," insisted Brent. "In our relations, we are to be not man and woman, but master and pupil. I shan"t waste your time with any--other matters."
It was Susan"s turn to laugh. "That"s your polite way of warning me not to waste any of your time with--other matters."
"Precisely," conceded he. "A man in my position--a man in any sort of position, for that matter--is much annoyed by women trying to use their s.e.x with him. I wished to make it clear at the outset that----"
"That I could gain nothing by neglecting the trade of actress for the trade of woman," interrupted Susan. "I understand perfectly."
He put out his hand. "I see that at least we"ll get on together. I"ll have Fitzalan send the carpenter to your friend at once."
"Today!" exclaimed Susan, in surprise and delight.
"Why not?" He arranged paper and pen. "Sit here and write Spenser"s address, and your own. Your salary begins with today. I"ll have my secretary mail you a check. And as soon as I can see you again, I"ll send you a telegram.
Meanwhile--" He rummaged among a lot of paper bound plays on the table "Here"s "Cavalleria Rusticana." Read it with a view to yourself as either _Santuzzao_ or _Lola_. Study her first entrance--what you would do with it. Don"t be frightened. I expect nothing from you--nothing whatever. I"m glad you know nothing about acting. You"ll have the less to unlearn."
They had been moving towards the elevator. He shook hands again and, after adjusting the mechanism for the descent, closed the door. As it was closing she saw in his expression that his mind had already dismissed her for some one of the many other matters that crowded his life.
CHAPTER XIII
THE Susan Lenox who left Delancey Street at half past two that afternoon to call upon Robert Brent was not the Susan Lenox who returned to Delancey Street at half-past five. A man is wandering, lost in a cave, is groping this way and that in absolute darkness, with flagging hope and fainting strength--has reached the point where he wonders at his own folly in keeping on moving--is persuading himself that the sensible thing would be to lie down and give up. He sees a gleam of light. Is it a reality? Is it an illusion--one more of the illusions that have lured him on and on? He does not know; but instantly a fire sweeps through him, warming his dying strength into vigor.
So it was with Susan.
The pariah cla.s.s--the real pariah cla.s.s--does not consist of merely the women formally put beyond the pale for violations of conventional morality and the men with the brand of thief or gambler upon them. Our social, our industrial system has made it far vaster. It includes almost the whole population--all those who sell body or brain or soul in an uncertain market for uncertain hire, to gain the day"s food and clothing, the night"s shelter. This vast ma.s.s floats. .h.i.ther and yon on the tides and currents of destiny. Now it halts, resting sluggishly in a dead calm; again it moves, sometimes slowly, sometimes under the lash of tempest. But it is ever the same vast inertia, with no particle of it possessing an aim beyond keeping afloat and alive. Susan had been an atom, a spray of weed, in this Sarga.s.so Sea.
If you observe a huge, unwieldy crowd so closely packed that nothing can be done with it and it can do nothing with itself, you will note three different types. There are the entirely inert--and they make up most of the crowd. They do not resist; they helplessly move this way and that as the chance waves of motion prompt. Of this type is the overwhelming majority of the human race. Here and there in the ma.s.s you will see examples of a second type. These are individuals who are restive and resentful under the sense of helplessness and impotence. They struggle now gently, now furiously. They thrust backward or forward or to one side. They thresh about.
But nothing comes of their efforts beyond a brief agitation, soon dying away in ripples. The inertia of the ma.s.s and their own lack of purpose conquer them. Occasionally one of these grows so angry and so violent that the surrounding inertia quickens into purpose--the purpose of making an end of this agitation which is serving only to increase the general discomfort. And the agitator is trampled down, disappears, perhaps silently, perhaps with groan or shriek. Continue to look at this crowd, so pitiful, so terrible, such a melancholy waste of incalculable power--continue to observe and you may chance upon an example of the third type. You are likely at first to confuse the third type with the second, for they seem to be much alike. Here and there, of the resentful strugglers, will be one whose resentment is intelligent. He struggles, but it is not aimless struggle. He has seen or suspected in a definite direction a point where he would be more or less free, perhaps entirely free. He realizes how he is hemmed in, realizes how difficult, how dangerous, will be his endeavor to get to that point. And he proceeds to try to minimize or overcome the difficulties, the dangers. He struggles now gently, now earnestly, now violently--but always toward his fixed objective. He is driven back, to one side, is almost overwhelmed. He causes commotions that threaten to engulf him, and must pause or retreat until they have calmed.
You may have to watch him long before you discover that, where other strugglers have been aimless, he aims and resolves. And little by little he gains, makes progress toward his goal--and once in a long while one such reaches that goal. It is triumph, success.
Susan, young, inexperienced, dazed; now too despondent, now too hopeful; now too gentle and again too infuriated--Susan had been alternating between inertia and purposeless struggle.
Brent had given her the thing she lacked--had given her a definite, concrete, tangible purpose. He had shown her the place where, if she should arrive, she might be free of that hideous slavery of the miserable ma.s.s; and he had inspired her with the hope that she could reach it.
And that was the Susan Lenox who came back to the little room in Delancey Street at half-past five.
Curiously, while she was thinking much about Brent, she was thinking even more about Burlingham--about their long talks on the show boat and in their wanderings in Louisville and Cincinnati. His philosophy, his teachings--the wisdom he had, but was unable to apply--began to come back to her. It was not strange that she should remember it, for she had admired him intensely and had listened to his every word, and she was then at the time when the memory takes its clearest and strongest impressions. The strangeness lay in the suddenness with which Burlingham, so long dead, suddenly came to life, changed from a sad and tender memory to a vivid possibility, advising her, helping her, urging her on.
Clara, dressed to go to dinner with her lover, was waiting to arrange about their meeting to make together the usual rounds in the evening. "I"ve got an hour before I"m due at the hospital," said Susan. "Let"s go down to Kelly"s for a drink."
While they were going and as they sat in the clean little back room of Kelly"s well ordered and select corner saloon, Clara gave her all the news she had gathered in an afternoon of visits among their acquaintances--how, because of a neighborhood complaint, there was to be a fake raid on Gussie"s opium joint at midnight; that Mazie had caught a frightful fever; and that Nettie was dying in Governeur of the stab in the stomach her lover had given her at a ball three nights before; that the police had raised the tariff for sporting houses, and would collect seventy-five and a hundred a month protection money where the charge had been twenty-five and fifty--the plea was that the reformers, just elected and hoping for one term only, were compelling a larger fund from vice than the old steady year-in-and-year-out ruling crowd.
"And they may raise _us_ to fifteen a week," said Clara, "though I doubt it. They"ll not cut off their nose to spite their face. If they raised the rate for the streets they"d drive two-thirds of the girls back to the factories and sweat shops. You"re not listening, Lorna. What"s up?"
"Nothing."
"Your fellow"s not had a relapse?"
"No--nothing."
"Need some money? I can lend you ten. I did have twenty, but I gave Sallie and that little Jew girl who"s her side partner ten for the bail bondsman. They got pinched last night for not paying up to the police. They"ve gone crazy about that prize fighter--at least, he thinks he is--that Joe O"Mara, and they"re giving him every cent they make. It"s funny about Sallie. She"s a Catholic and goes to ma.s.s regular. And she keeps straight on Sunday--no money"ll tempt her--I"ve seen it tried. Do you want the ten?"