"Now that we"ve tried "em all on," said Susan with a short and bitter laugh, "let"s dress in our dirty rags again and go."
"Oh, I couldn"t imagine myself in any of those things--could you?" cried Etta.
"Yes," answered Susan. "And better."
"You were brought up to have those things, I know."
Susan shook her head. "But I"m going to have them."
"When?" said Etta, scenting romance. "Soon?"
"As soon as I learn," was Susan"s absent, unsatisfactory reply.
Etta had gone back to her own misery and the contrasts to it. "I get mad through and through," she cried, "when I think how all those things go to some women--women that never did work and never could. And they get them because they happen to belong to rich fathers and husbands or whoever protects them. It isn"t fair! It makes me crazy!"
Susan gave a disdainful shrug. "What"s the use of that kind of talk!" said she. "No use at all. The thing is, _we_ haven"t got what we want, and we"ve got to _get_ it--and so we"ve got to _learn_ how."
"I can"t think of anything but the cold," said Etta. "My G.o.d, how cold I am! There isn"t anything I wouldn"t do to get warm.
There isn"t anything anybody wouldn"t do to get warm, if they were as cold as this. It"s all very well for warm people to talk----"
"Oh, I"m sick of all the lying and faking, anyhow. Do you believe in h.e.l.l, Lorna?"
"Not in a hot one," said Susan.
Soon they struck into Vine Street, bright as day almost, and lined with beer halls, concert gardens, restaurants. Through the gla.s.s fronts crowds of men and women were visible--contented faces, well-fed bodies, food on the tables or inviting-looking drink. Along the sidewalk poured an eager throng, all the conspicuous faces in it notable for the expectancy of pleasure in the eyes.
"Isn"t this different!" exclaimed Etta. "My G.o.d, how cold I am--and how warm everybody else is but us!"
The sights, the sounds of laughter, of gay music, acted upon her like an intoxicant. She tossed her head in a reckless gesture.
"I don"t care what becomes of me," said she. "I"m ready for anything except dirt and starvation."
Nevertheless, they hurried down Vine Street, avoiding the glances of the men and behaving as if they were two working girls in a rush to get home. As they walked, Susan, to delude herself into believing that she was not hesitating, with fainting courage talked incessantly to Etta--told her the things Mabel Connemora had explained to her--about how a woman could, and must, take care of her health, if she were not to be swept under like the great ma.s.s of the ignorant, careless women of the pariah cla.s.s. Susan was astonished that she remembered all the actress had told her--remembered it easily, as if she had often thought of it, had used the knowledge habitually.
They arrived at Fountain Square, tired from the long walk. They were both relieved and depressed that nothing had happened. "We might go round the fountain and then back," suggested Susan.
They made the tour less rapidly but still keeping their heads and their glances timidly down. They were numb with the cold now. To the sharp agony had succeeded an ache like the steady grinding pain of rheumatism. Etta broke the silence with, "Maybe we ought to go into a house."
"A house! Oh--you mean a--a sporting house." At that time professional prost.i.tution had not become widespread among the working cla.s.s; stationary or falling wages, advancing cost of food and developing demand for comfort and luxury had as yet only begun to produce their inevitable results. Thus, prost.i.tution as an industry was in the main segregated in certain streets and certain houses and the prost.i.tutes were a distinct cla.s.s.
"You haven"t been?" inquired Etta.
"No," said Susan.
"Dan Ca.s.satt and Kate told me about those places," Etta went on.
"Kate says they"re fine and the girls make fifty and sometimes a hundred dollars a week, and have everything--servants to wait on them, good food, bathrooms, lovely clothes, and can drive out. But I--I think I"d stay in the house."
"I want to be my own boss," said Susan.
"There"s another side than what Kate says," continued Etta as consecutively as her chattering teeth would permit. "She heard from a madam that wants her to come. But Dan heard from Minnie--she used to be in one--and she says the girls are slaves, that they"re treated like dogs and have to take anything. She says it"s something dreadful the way men act--even the gentlemen. She says the madam fixes things so that every girl always owes her money and don"t own a st.i.tch to her back, and so couldn"t leave if she wanted to."
"That sounds more like the truth," said Susan.
"But we may _have_ to go," pleaded Etta. "It"s awful cold--and if we went, at least we"d have a warm place. If we wanted to leave, why, we couldn"t be any worse off for clothes than we are."
Susan had no answer for this argument. They went several squares up Vine Street in silence. Then Etta burst out again:
"I"m frozen through and through, Lorna, and I"m dead tired--and hungry. The wind"s cutting the flesh off my bones. What in the h.e.l.l does it matter what becomes of us? Let"s get warm, for G.o.d"s sake. Let"s go to a house. They"re in Longworth Street--the best ones."
And she came to a halt, forcing Susan to halt also. It happened to be the corner of Eighth Street. Susan saw the iron fence, the leafless trees of Garfield Place. "Let"s go down this way," said she. "I had luck here once."
"Luck!" said Etta, her curiosity triumphant over all.
Susan"s answer was a strange laugh. Ahead of them, a woman warmly and showily dressed was sauntering along. "That"s one of them," said Etta. "Let"s see how _she_ does it. We"ve got to learn quick. I can"t stand this cold much longer."
The two girls, their rags fluttering about their miserable bodies, kept a few feet behind the woman, watched her with hollow eyes of envy and fear. Tears of anguish from the cold were streaming down their cheeks. Soon a man alone--a youngish man with a lurching step--came along. They heard the woman say, "h.e.l.lo, dear. Don"t be in a hurry."
He tried to lurch past her, but she seized him by the lapel of his overcoat. "Lemme go," said he. "You"re old enough to be a grandmother, you old hag."
Susan and Etta halted and, watching so interestedly that they forgot themselves, heard her laugh at his insult, heard her say wheedlingly, "Come along, dearie, I"ll treat you right. You"re the kind of a lively, joky fellow I like."
"Go to h.e.l.l, gran"ma," said the man, roughly shaking her off and lurching on toward the two girls. He stopped before them, eyed them by the light of the big electric lamp, grinned good-naturedly. "What"ve we got here?" said he. "This looks better."
The woman rushed toward the girls, pouring out a stream of vileness. "You git out of here!" she shrilled. "You chippies git off my beat. I"ll have you pinched--I will!"
"Shut up!" cried the drunken man, lifting his fist. "I"ll have _you_ pinched. Let these ladies alone, they"re friends of mine.
Do you want me to call the cop?"
The woman glanced toward the corner where a policeman was standing, twirling his club. She turned away, cursing horribly.
The man laughed. "Dirty old hag--isn"t she?" said he. "Don"t look so scared, birdies." He caught them each by an arm, stared woozily at Etta. "You"re a good little looker, you are. Come along with me. There"s three in it."
"I--I can"t leave my lady friend," Etta succeeded in chattering.
"Please really I can"t."
"Your lady friend?" He turned his drunken head in Susan"s direction, squinted at her. He was rather good-looking. "Oh--she means _you_. Fact is, I"m so soused I thought I was seein"
double. Why, _you"re_ a peach. I"ll take you." And he released his hold on Etta to seize her. "Come right along, my lovey-dovey dear."
Susan drew away; she was looking at him with terror and repulsion. The icy blast swept down the street, sawed into her flesh savagely.
"I"ll give _you_ five," said the drunken man. "Come along." He grabbed her arm, waved his other hand at Etta. "So long, blondie. "Nother time. Good luck."
Susan heard Etta"s gasp of horror. She wrenched herself free again. "I guess I"d better go with him," said she to Etta.
Etta began to sob. "Oh, Lorna!" she moaned. "It"s awful."
"You go into the restaurant on the corner and get something to eat, and wait for me. We can afford to spend the money. And you"ll be warm there."
"Here! Here!" cried the tipsy man. "What"re you two whispering about? Come along, skinny. No offense. I like "em slim." And he made coa.r.s.e and pointed remarks about the sluggishness of fat women, laughing loudly at his own wit.