The herb-garden was one place where she could think out her life, although no decision had as yet been born of those thoughtful mornings.
Another spot for meditation was the great barn, relic of the wonderful earlier days, and pride of the present Settlement. A hundred and seventy-five feet long and three and a half stories high, it dominated the landscape. First, there was the cellar, where all the refuse fell, to do its duty later on in fertilizing the farm lands; then came the first floor, where the stalls for horses, oxen, and cows lined the walls on either side. Then came the second floor, where hay was kept, and to reach this a bridge forty feet long was built on stone piers ten feet in height, sloping up from the ground to the second story. Over the easy slope of this bridge the full haycarts were driven, to add their several burdens to the golden haymows. High at the top was an enormous grain room, where mounds of yellow corn-ears reached from floor to ceiling; and at the back was a great window opening on Ma.s.sabesic Pond and Knights" Hill, with the White Mountains towering blue or snow-capped in the distance. There was an old-fashioned, list-bottomed, straight-backed Shaker chair in front of the open window, a chair as uncomfortable as Shaker doctrines to the daughter of Eve, and there Susanna often sat with her sewing or mending, Sue at her feet building castles out of corn-cobs, plaiting the husks into little mats, or taking out basting threads from her mother"s work.
"My head feels awfully undressed without my curls, Mardie," she said.
"I"m most afraid Fardie won"t like the looks of me; do you think we ought to have asked him before we shingled me?--He does _despise_ un-pretty things so!"
"I think if we had asked him he would have said, "Do as you think best.""
"He always says that when he doesn"t care what you do," observed Sue, with one of her startling bursts of intuition. "Sister Martha has a printed card on the wall in the children"s dining-room, and I"ve got to learn all the poetry on it because I need it worse than any of the others:--
"What we deem good order, we"re willing to state, Eat hearty and decent, and clear out your plate; Be thankful to heaven for what we receive, And not make a mixture or compound to leave.
"We often find left on the same China dish, Meat, apple sauce, pickle, brown bread and minced fish: Another"s replenished with b.u.t.ter and cheese, With pie, cake, and toast, perhaps, added to these."
"You say it very nicely," commended Susanna.
"There"s more:--
"Now if any virtue in this can be shown, By peasant, by lawyer, or king on the throne; We freely will forfeit whatever we"ve said, And call it a virtue to waste meat and bread."
"There"s a great deal to learn when you"re being a Shaker," sighed Sue, as she finished her rhyme.
"There"s a great deal to learn everywhere," her mother answered. "What verse did Eldress Abby give you to-day?"
"For little tripping maids may follow G.o.d Along the ways that saintly feet have trod,"
quoted the child. "Am I a tripping maid, Mardie?" she continued.
"Yes, dear."
"If I trip too much, mightn"t I fall?"
"Yes, I suppose so."
"Is tripping the same as skipping?"
"About the same."
"Is it polite to tripanskip when you"re following G.o.d?"
"It couldn"t be impolite if you meant to be good. A tripping maid means just a young one."
"What is a maid?"
"A little girl."
"When a maid grows up, what is she?"
"Why--she"s a maiden, I suppose."
"When a maiden grows up, what is _she_?"
"Just a woman, Sue."
"What is saintly feet?"
"Feet like those of Eldress Abby or Elder Gray; feet of people who have always tried to do right."
"Are Brother Ansel"s feet saintly?"
"He"s a good, kind, hard-working man."
"Is good-kind-hard-working same as saintly?"
"Well, it"s not so very different, perhaps.--Now, Sue, I"ve asked you before, don"t let your mind grope, and your little tongue wag, every instant; it isn"t good for you, and it certainly isn"t good for me!"
"All right; but "less I gropeanwag sometimes, I don"t see how I"ll ever learn the things I "specially want to know?" sighed Sue the insatiable.
"Shall I tell you a Shaker story, one that Eldress Abby told me last evening?"
"Oh, do, Mardie!" cried Sue, crossing her feet, folding her hands, and looking up into her mother"s face expectantly.
"Once there was a very good Shaker named Elder Calvin Green, and some one wrote him a letter asking him to come a long distance and found a Settlement in the western part of New York State. He and some other Elders and Eldresses traveled five days, and stopped at the house of a certain Joseph Pelham to spend Sunday and hold a meeting. On Monday morning, very tired, and wondering where to stay and begin his preaching, the Elder went out into the woods to pray for guidance. When he rose from his knees, feeling stronger and lighter-hearted, a young quail came up to him so close that he picked it up. It was not a bit afraid, neither did the old parent birds who were standing near by show any sign of fear, though they are very timid creatures. The Elder smoothed the young bird"s feathers a little while and then let it go, but he thought an angel seemed to say to him, "The quail is a sign; you will know before night what it means, and before to-morrow people will be coming to you to learn the way to G.o.d."
"Soon after, a flock of these shy little birds alighted on Joseph Pelham"s house, and the Elders were glad, and thought it signified the flock of Believers that would gather in that place; for the Shakers see more in signs than other people. Just at night a young girl of twelve or thirteen knocked at the door and told Elder Calvin that she wanted to become a Shaker, and that her father and mother were willing.
""Here is the little quail!" cried the Elder, and indeed she was the first who flocked to the meetings and joined the new Community.
"On their return to their old home across the state the Elders took the little quail girl with them. It was November then, and the ca.n.a.ls through which they traveled were clogged with ice. One night, having been ferried across the Mohawk River, they took their baggage and walked for miles before they could find shelter. Finally, when they were within three miles of their home, Elder Calvin shortened the way by going across the open fields through the snow, up and down the hills and through the gullies and over fences, till they reached the house at midnight, safe and sound, the brave little quail girl having trudged beside them the whole distance, carrying her tin pail."
Sue was transported with interest, her lips parted, her eyes shining, her hands clasped.
"Oh, I wish I could be a brave little quail girl, Mardie! What became of her?"
"Her name was Polly Reed, and when she grew up, she became a teacher of the Shaker school, then an Eldress, and even a preacher. I don"t know what kind of a little quail girl you would make, Sue; do you think you could walk for miles through the ice and snow uncomplainingly?"
"I don" know"s I could," sighed Sue; "but," she added hopefully, "perhaps I could teach or preach, and then I could gropeanwag as much as ever I liked." Then, after a lengthy pause, in which her mind worked feverishly, she said, "Mardie, I was just groping a little bit, but I won"t do it any more to-night. If the old quail birds in the woods where Elder Calvin prayed, if those old birds had been Shaker birds, there wouldn"t have been any little quail birds, would there, because Shakers don"t have children, and then perhaps there wouldn"t have been any little Polly Reed."
Susanna rose hurriedly from the list-bottomed chair and folded her work.
"I"ll go up and help you undress now," she said; "it"s seven o"clock, and I must go to the family meeting."
VI
SUSANNA SPEAKS IN MEETING