"Nay, I s"pose likely; "less they"re same as me, a born Shaker," Ansel replied. "I don"t hanker after strong drink; don"t like tobaccer (always could keep my temper "thout smokin"), ain"t partic"lar "bout meat-eatin", don"t keer "bout heapin" up riches, can"t "stand the ways o" worldly women-folks, jest as lives confess my sins to the Elder as not, "cause I hain"t sinned any to amount to anything sence I made my first confession; there I be, a natural follerer o" Mother Ann Lee."
Susanna drew her Shaker bonnet forward over her eyes and turned her back to Brother Ansel under the pretense of reaching over to the rows of sweet marjoram. She had never supposed it possible that she could laugh again, and indeed she seldom felt like it, but Ansel"s interpretations of Shaker doctrine were almost too much for her latent sense of humor.
"What _are_ you smiling at, and me so sad, Mardie?" quavered Sue, piteously, from the little plot of easy weeding her mother had given her to do. "I keep remembering my game! It was such a _Christian_ game, too.
Lots nicer than Mother Ann in prison; for Jane said her mother and father was both Believers, and n.o.body was good enough to pour milk through the key-hole but her. I wanted to give the clothes-pins story names, like Hilda and Percy, but I called them Adam and Eve and Cain and Abel just because I thought the Shakers would "specially like a Bible play. I love Elderess Abby, but she does stop my happiness, Mardie.
That"s the second time to-day, for she took Moses away from me when I was kissing him because he pinched his thumb in the window."
"Why did you do that, Sue?" remonstrated her mother softly, remembering Ansel"s proximity. "You never used to kiss strange little boys at home in Farnham."
"Moses isn"t a boy; he"s only six, and that"s a baby; besides, I like him better than any little boys at home, and that"s the reason I kissed him; there"s no harm in boy-kissing, is there, Mardie?"
"You don"t know anybody here very well yet; not well enough to kiss them," Susanna answered, rather hopeless as to the best way of inculcating the undesirability of the Adamic plane of thought at this early age. "While we stay here, Sue, we ought both to be very careful to do exactly as the Shakers do."
By this time mother and child had reached the orchard end of a row, and Brother Ansel was thirstily waiting to deliver a little more of the information with which his mind was always teeming.
"Them Boston people that come over to our public meetin" last Sunday,"
he began, "they was dretful scairt "bout what would become o" the human race if it should all turn Shakers. "I guess you needn"t worry," I says; "it"ll take consid"able of a spell to convert all you city folks," I says, "an" after all, what if the world should come to an end?" I says.
"If half we hear is true "bout the way folks carry on in New York and Chicago, it"s "bout time it stopped," I says, "an" I guess the Lord could do a consid"able better job on a second one," I says, "after findin" out the weak places in this." They can"t stand givin" up their possessions, the world"s folks; that"s the princ.i.p.al trouble with "em!
If you don"t have nothin" to give up,--like some o" the tramps that happen along here and convince the Elder they"re jest bustin" with the fear o" G.o.d,--why, o" course "t ain"t no trick at all to be a Believer."
"Did you have much to give up, Brother Ansel?" Susanna asked.
""Bout"s much as any sinner ever had that jined this Community," replied Ansel, complacently. "The list o" what I consecrated to this Society when I was gathered in was: One horse, one wagon, one two-year-old heifer, one axe, one saddle, one padlock, one bed and bedding, four turkeys, eleven hens, one pair o" plough-irons, two chains, and eleven dollars in cash.--Can you beat that?"
"Oh, yes, _things_!" said Susanna, absent-mindedly. "I was thinking of family and friends, pleasures and memories and ambitions and hopes."
"I guess it don"t pinch you any worse to give up a hope than it would a good two-year-old heifer," retorted Ansel; "but there, you can"t never tell what folks"ll hang on to the hardest! The man that drove them Boston folks over here last Sunday,--did you notice him? the one that had the sister with a bright red dress an" hat on?--Land! I could think just how h.e.l.l must look whenever my eye lighted on that girl"s git-up!--Well, I done my best to exhort that driver, bein" as how we had a good chance to talk while we was. .h.i.tchin" an" unhitchin" the team; an" Elder Gray always says I ain"t earnest enough in preachin" the faith;--but he didn"t learn anything from the meetin". Kep" his eye on the Shaker bunnits, an" took notice o" the marchin" an" dancin", but he didn"t care nothin" "bout doctrine.
""I draw the line at bein" a cerebrate," he says. "I"m willin" to sell all my goods an" divide with the poor," he says, "but I ain"t goin" to be no cerebrate. If I don"t have no other luxuries, I will have a wife,"
he says. "I"ve hed three, an" if this one don"t last me out, I"ll get another, if it"s only to start the kitchen fire in the mornin" an" put the cat in the shed nights!""
IV
LOUISA"S MIND
[Ill.u.s.tration]
Louisa, otherwise Mrs. Adlai Banks, the elder sister of Susanna"s husband, was a rock-ribbed widow of forty-five summers,--forty-five winters would seem a better phrase in which to a.s.sert her age,--who resided on a small farm twenty miles from the manufacturing town of Farnham.
When the Fates were bestowing qualities of mind and heart upon the Hathaway babies, they gave the more graceful, genial, likable ones to John,--not realizing, perhaps, what bad use he would make of them,--and endowed Louisa with great deposits of honesty, sincerity, energy, piety, and frugality, all so mysteriously compounded that they turned to granite in her hands. If she had been consulted, it would have been all the same. She would never have accepted John"s charm of personality at the expense of being saddled with his weaknesses, and he would not have taken her cast-iron virtues at any price whatsoever.
She was sweeping her porch on that day in May when Susanna and Sue had wakened in the bare upper chamber at the Shaker Settlement--Sue clear-eyed, jubilant, expectant, unafraid; Susanna pale from her fitful sleep, weary with the burden of her heart.
Looking down the road, Mrs. Banks espied the form of her brother John walking in her direction and leading Jack by the hand.
This was a most unusual sight, for John"s calls had been uncommonly few of late years, since a man rarely visits a lady relative for the mere purpose of hearing "a piece of her mind." This piece, large, solid, highly flavored with pepper, and as acid as mental vinegar could make it, was Louisa Banks"s only contribution to conversation when she met her brother. She could not stop for any airy persiflage about weather, crops, or politics when her one desire was to tell him what she thought of him.
"Good-morning, Louisa. Shake hands with your aunt, Jack."
"He can"t till I"m through sweeping. Good-morning, John; what brings you here?"
John sat down on the steps, and Jack flew to the barn, where there was generally an amiable hired man and a cheerful cow, both infinitely better company than his highly respected and wealthy aunt.
"I came because I had to bring the boy to the only relation I"ve got in the world," John answered tersely. "My wife"s left me."
"Well, she"s been a great while doing it," remarked Louisa, digging her broom into the cracks of the piazza floor and making no pause for reflection. "If she hadn"t had the patience of Job and the meekness of Moses, she"d have gone long before. Where"d she go?"
"I don"t know; she didn"t say."
"Did you take the trouble to look through the house for her? I ain"t certain you fairly know her by sight nowadays, do you?"
John flushed crimson, but bit his lip in an attempt to keep his temper.
"She left a letter," he said, "and she took Sue with her."
"That was all right; Sue"s a nervous little thing and needs at least one parent; she hasn"t been used to more, so she won"t miss anything. Jack"s like most of the Hathaways; he"ll grow up his own way, without anybody"s help or hindrance. What are you going to do with him?"
"Leave him with you, of course. What else could I do?"
"Very well, I"ll take him, and while I"m about it I"d like to give you a piece of my mind."
John was fighting for self-control, but he was too wretched and remorseful for rage to have any real sway over him.
"Is it the same old piece, or a different one?" he asked, setting his teeth grimly. "I shouldn"t think you"d have any mind left, you"ve given so many pieces of it to me already."
"I have some left, and plenty, too," answered Louisa, dashing into the house, banging the broom into a corner, coming out again like a breeze, and slamming the door behind her. "You can leave the boy here and welcome; I"ll take good care of him, and if you don"t send me twenty dollars a month for his food and clothes, I"ll turn him outdoors. The more responsibility other folks rid you of, the more you"ll let "em, and I won"t take a feather"s weight off you for fear you"ll sink into everlasting perdition."
"I didn"t expect any sympathy from you," said John, drearily, pulling himself up from the steps and leaning against the honeysuckle trellis.
"Susanna"s just the same. Women are all as hard as the nether millstone. They"re hard if they"re angels, and hard if they"re devils; it doesn"t make much difference."
"I guess you"ve found a few soft ones, if report says true," returned Louisa, bluntly. "You"d better go and get some of their sympathy, the kind you can buy and pay for. The way you"ve ruined your life turns me fairly sick. You had a good father and mother, good education and advantages, enough money to start you in business, the best of wives, and two children any man could be proud of, one of "em especially.
You"ve thrown "em all away, and what for? Horses and cards and gay company, late suppers, with wine, and for aught I know, whiskey,--you the son of a man who didn"t know the taste of ginger beer! You"ve spent your days and nights with a pack of carousing men and women that would take your last cent and not leave you enough for honest burial."
"It"s a pity we didn"t make a traveling preacher of you!" exclaimed John, bitterly. "Lord Almighty, I wonder how such women as you can live in the world, you know so little about it, and so little about men."
"I know all I want to about "em," retorted Louisa, "and precious little that"s good. They"re a gluttonous, self-indulgent, extravagant, reckless, pleasure-loving lot! My husband was one of the best of "em, and he wouldn"t have amounted to a hill of beans if I hadn"t devoted fifteen years to disciplining, uplifting, and strengthening him!"
"You managed to strengthen him so that he died before he was fifty!"
"It don"t matter when a man dies," said the remorseless Mrs. Banks, "if he"s succeeded in living a decent, G.o.d-fearing life. As for you, John Hathaway, I"ll tell you the truth if you are my brother, for Susanna"s too much of a saint to speak out."
"Don"t be afraid; Susanna"s spoken out at last, plainly enough to please even you!"
"I"m glad of it, for I didn"t suppose she had s.p.u.n.k enough to resent anything. I shall be sorry to-morrow, "s likely as not, for freeing my mind as much as I have, but my temper"s up and I"m going to be the humble instrument of Providence and try to turn you from the error of your ways. You"ve defaced and degraded the temple the Lord built for you, and if He should come this minute and try to turn out the crowd of evil-doers you"ve kept in it, I doubt if He could!"
"I hope He"ll approve of the way you"ve used your "temple,"" said John, with stinging emphasis. "I shouldn"t want to live in such a noisy one myself; I"d rather be a bat in a belfry. Good-by; I"ve had a pleasant call, as usual, and you"ve been a real sister to me in my trouble. You shall have the twenty dollars a month. Jack"s clothes are in that valise, and there"ll be a trunk to-morrow. Susanna said she"d write and let you know her whereabouts."