All this time Stephen Freeman lay friendless, sick, and shattered, on board the _Theseus_.
He had been about his duty close to some sh.e.l.ls that were placed on her deck; a gay young midshipman was thoughtlessly striving to get the fusee out of one of these by a mallet and spike-nail that lay close at hand; and a fearful explosion ensued, in which the poor marine, cleaning his bayonet near, was shockingly burnt and disfigured, the very skin of all the lower part of his face being utterly destroyed by gunpowder. They said it was a mercy that his eyes were spared; but he could hardly feel anything to be a mercy, as he lay tossing in agony, burnt by the explosion, wounded by splinters, and feeling that he was disabled for life, if life itself were preserved. Of all that suffered by that fearful accident (and they were many) none was so forsaken, so hopeless, so desolate, as the Philip Hepburn about whom such anxious inquiries were being made at that very time.
CHAPTER x.x.xIX
CONFIDENCES
It was a little later on in that same summer that Mrs. Brunton came to visit her sister Bessy.
Bessy was married to a tolerably well-to-do farmer who lived at an almost equal distance between Monkshaven and Hartswell; but from old habit and convenience the latter was regarded as the Dawsons"
market-town; so Bessy seldom or never saw her old friends in Monkshaven.
But Mrs. Brunton was far too flourishing a person not to speak out her wishes, and have her own way. She had no notion, she said, of coming such a long journey only to see Bessy and her husband, and not to have a sight of her former acquaintances at Monkshaven. She might have added, that her new bonnet and cloak would be as good as lost if it was not displayed among those who, knowing her as Molly Corney, and being less fortunate in matrimony than she was, would look upon it with wondering admiration, if not with envy.
So one day farmer Dawson"s market-cart deposited Mrs. Brunton in all her bravery at the shop in the market-place, over which Hepburn and Coulson"s names still flourished in joint partnership.
After a few words of brisk recognition to Coulson and Hester, Mrs Brunton pa.s.sed on into the parlour and greeted Sylvia with boisterous heartiness.
It was now four years and more since the friends had met; and each secretly wondered how they had ever come to be friends. Sylvia had a country, raw, spiritless look to Mrs. Brunton"s eye; Molly was loud and talkative, and altogether distasteful to Sylvia, trained in daily companionship with Hester to appreciate soft slow speech, and grave thoughtful ways.
However, they kept up the forms of their old friendship, though their hearts had drifted far apart. They sat hand in hand while each looked at the other with eyes inquisitive as to the changes which time had made. Molly was the first to speak.
"Well, to be sure! how thin and pale yo"ve grown, Sylvia! Matrimony hasn"t agreed wi" yo" as well as it"s done wi me. Brunton is allays saying (yo" know what a man he is for his joke) that if he"d ha"
known how many yards o" silk I should ha" ta"en for a gown, he"d ha"
thought twice afore he"d ha" married me. Why, I"ve gained a matter o" thirty pound o" flesh sin" I were married!"
"Yo" do look brave and hearty!" said Sylvia, putting her sense of her companion"s capacious size and high colour into the prettiest words she could.
"Eh! Sylvia! but I know what it is," said Molly, shaking her head.
"It"s just because o" that husband o" thine as has gone and left thee; thou"s pining after him, and he"s not worth it. Brunton said, when he heared on it--I mind he was smoking at t" time, and he took his pipe out of his mouth, and shook out t" ashes as grave as any judge--"The man," says he, "as can desert a wife like Sylvia Robson as was, deserves hanging!" That"s what he says! Eh! Sylvia, but speakin" o" hanging I was so grieved for yo" when I heared of yo"r poor feyther! Such an end for a decent man to come to! Many a one come an" called on me o" purpose to hear all I could tell "em about him!"
"Please don"t speak on it!" said Sylvia, trembling all over.
"Well, poor creature, I wunnot. It is hard on thee, I grant. But to give t" devil his due, it were good i" Hepburn to marry thee, and so soon after there was a" that talk about thy feyther. Many a man would ha" drawn back, choose howiver far they"d gone. I"m noane so sure about Charley Kinraid. Eh, Sylvia! only think on his being alive after all. I doubt if our Bessy would ha" wed Frank Dawson if she"d known as he wasn"t drowned. But it"s as well she did, for Dawson"s a man o" property, and has getten twelve cows in his cow-house, beside three right down good horses; and Kinraid were allays a fellow wi" two strings to his bow. I"ve allays said and do maintain, that he went on pretty strong wi" yo", Sylvie; and I will say I think he cared more for yo" than for our Bessy, though it were only yesterday at e"en she were standing out that he liked her better than yo". Yo"ll ha" heared on his grand marriage?"
"No!" said Sylvia, with eager painful curiosity.
"No! It was in all t" papers! I wonder as yo" didn"t see it. Wait a minute! I cut it out o" t" _Gentleman"s Magazine_, as Brunton bought o" purpose, and put it i" my pocket-book when I were a-coming here: I know I"ve got it somewheere."
She took out her smart crimson pocket-book, and rummaged in the pocket until she produced a little crumpled bit of printed paper, from which she read aloud,
"On January the third, at St Mary Redcliffe, Bristol, Charles Kinraid, Esq., lieutenant Royal Navy, to Miss Clarinda Jackson, with a fortune of 10,000_l_."
"Theere!" said she, triumphantly, "it"s something as Brunton says, to be cousin to that."
"Would yo" let me see it?" said Sylvia, timidly.
Mrs. Brunton graciously consented; and Sylvia brought her newly acquired reading-knowledge, hitherto princ.i.p.ally exercised on the Old Testament, to bear on these words.
There was nothing wonderful in them, nothing that she might not have expected; and yet the surprise turned her giddy for a moment or two.
She never thought of seeing him again, never. But to think of his caring for another woman as much as he had done for her, nay, perhaps more!
The idea was irresistibly forced upon her that Philip would not have acted so; it would have taken long years before he could have been induced to put another on the throne she had once occupied. For the first time in her life she seemed to recognize the real nature of Philip"s love.
But she said nothing but "Thank yo"," when she gave the sc.r.a.p of paper back to Molly Brunton. And the latter continued giving her information about Kinraid"s marriage.
"He were down in t" west, Plymouth or somewheere, when he met wi"
her. She"s no feyther; he"d been in t" sugar-baking business; but from what Kinraid wrote to old Turner, th" uncle as brought him up at Cullercoats, she"s had t" best of edications: can play on t"
instrument and dance t" shawl dance; and Kinraid had all her money settled on her, though she said she"d rayther give it all to him, which I must say, being his cousin, was very pretty on her. He"s left her now, having to go off in t" _Tigre_, as is his ship, to t"
Mediterranean seas; and she"s written to offer to come and see old Turner, and make friends with his relations, and Brunton is going to gi"e me a crimson satin as soon as we know for certain when she"s coming, for we"re sure to be asked out to Cullercoats."
"I wonder if she"s very pretty?" asked Sylvia, faintly, in the first pause in this torrent of talk.
"Oh! she"s a perfect beauty, as I understand. There was a traveller as come to our shop as had been at York, and knew some of her cousins theere that were in t" grocery line--her mother was a York lady--and they said she was just a picture of a woman, and iver so many gentlemen had been wantin" to marry her, but she just waited for Charley Kinraid, yo" see!"
"Well, I hope they"ll be happy; I"m sure I do!" said Sylvia.
"That"s just luck. Some folks is happy i" marriage, and some isn"t.
It"s just luck, and there"s no forecasting it. Men is such unaccountable animals, there"s no prophesyin" upon "em. Who"d ha"
thought of yo"r husband, him as was so slow and sure--steady Philip, as we la.s.ses used to ca" him--makin" a moonlight flittin", and leavin" yo" to be a widow bewitched?"
"He didn"t go at night," said Sylvia, taking the words "moonlight flitting" in their literal sense.
"No! Well, I only said "moonlight flittin"" just because it come uppermost and I knowed no better. Tell me all about it, Sylvie, for I can"t mak" it out from what Bessy says. Had he and yo" had words?--but in course yo" had."
At this moment Hester came into the room; and Sylvia joyfully availed herself of the pretext for breaking off the conversation that had reached this painful and awkward point. She detained Hester in the room for fear lest Mrs. Brunton should repeat her inquiry as to how it all happened that Philip had gone away; but the presence of a third person seemed as though it would be but little restraint upon the inquisitive Molly, who repeatedly bore down upon the same questions till she nearly drove Sylvia distracted, between her astonishment at the news of Kinraid"s marriage; her wish to be alone and quiet, so as to realize the full meaning of that piece of intelligence; her desire to retain Hester in the conversation; her efforts to prevent Molly"s recurrence to the circ.u.mstances of Philip"s disappearance, and the longing--more vehement every minute--for her visitor to go away and leave her in peace. She became so disturbed with all these thoughts and feelings that she hardly knew what she was saying, and a.s.sented or dissented to speeches without there being either any reason or truth in her words.
Mrs. Brunton had arranged to remain with Sylvia while the horse rested, and had no compunction about the length of her visit. She expected to be asked to tea, as Sylvia found out at last, and this she felt would be the worst of all, as Alice Rose was not one to tolerate the coa.r.s.e, careless talk of such a woman as Mrs. Brunton without uplifting her voice in many a testimony against it. Sylvia sate holding Hester"s gown tight in order to prevent her leaving the room, and trying to arrange her little plans so that too much discordance should not arise to the surface. Just then the door opened, and little Bella came in from the kitchen in all the pretty, st.u.r.dy dignity of two years old, Alice following her with careful steps, and protecting, outstretched arms, a slow smile softening the sternness of her grave face; for the child was the unconscious darling of the household, and all eyes softened into love as they looked on her. She made straight for her mother with something grasped in her little dimpled fist; but half-way across the room she seemed to have become suddenly aware of the presence of a stranger, and she stopped short, fixing her serious eyes full on Mrs. Brunton, as if to take in her appearance, nay, as if to penetrate down into her very real self, and then, stretching out her disengaged hand, the baby spoke out the words that had been hovering about her mother"s lips for an hour past.
"Do away!" said Bella, decisively.
"What a perfect love!" said Mrs. Brunton, half in real admiration, half in patronage. As she spoke, she got up and went towards the child, as if to take her up.
"Do away! do away!" cried Bella, in shrill affright at this movement.
"Dunnot," said Sylvia; "she"s shy; she doesn"t know strangers."
But Mrs. Brunton had grasped the struggling, kicking child by this time, and her reward for this was a vehement little slap in the face.
"Yo" naughty little spoilt thing!" said she, setting Bella down in a hurry. "Yo" deserve a good whipping, yo" do, and if yo" were mine yo" should have it."
Sylvia had no need to stand up for the baby who had run to her arms, and was soothing herself with sobbing on her mother"s breast; for Alice took up the defence.
"The child said, as plain as words could say, "go away," and if thou wouldst follow thine own will instead of heeding her wish, thou mun put up with the wilfulness of the old Adam, of which it seems to me thee hast getten thy share at thirty as well as little Bella at two."