"Maybe, he"ll not stay long," said Philip, hardly understanding the meaning of what he said, so sweet was it to have her making her whispered confidences to him.
But Simpson was not going to let her alone in the dark corner between the door and the window. He began paying her some coa.r.s.e country compliments--too strong in their direct flattery for even her father"s taste, more especially as he saw by his wife"s set lips and frowning brow how much she disapproved of their visitor"s style of conversation.
"Come, measter, leave t" la.s.s alone; she"s set up enough a"ready, her mother makes such a deal on her. Yo" an" me"s men for sensible talk at our time o" life. An", as I was saying, t" horse was a weaver if iver one was, as any one could ha" told as had come within a mile on him."
And in this way the old farmer and the bluff butcher chatted on about horses, while Philip and Sylvia sate together, he turning over all manner of hopes and projects for the future, in spite of his aunt"s opinion that he was too "old-fashioned" for her dainty, blooming daughter. Perhaps, too, Mrs. Robson saw some reason for changing her mind on this head as she watched Sylvia this night, for she accompanied Philip to the door, when the time came for him to start homewards, and bade him "good-night" with unusual fervour, adding--
"Thou"st been a deal o" comfort to me, lad--a"most as one as if thou wert a child o" my own, as at times I could welly think thou art to be. Anyways, I trust to thee to look after the lile la.s.s, as has no brother to guide her among men--and men"s very kittle for a woman to deal wi; but if thou"lt have an eye on whom she consorts wi", my mind "ll be easier."
Philip"s heart beat fast, but his voice was as calm as usual when he replied--
"I"d just keep her a bit aloof from Monkshaven folks; a la.s.s is always the more thought on for being chary of herself; and as for t"
rest, I"ll have an eye to the folks she goes among, and if I see that they don"t befit her, I"ll just give her a warning, for she"s not one to like such chaps as yon Simpson there; she can see what"s becoming in a man to say to a la.s.s, and what"s not."
Philip set out on his two-mile walk home with a tumult of happiness in his heart. He was not often carried away by delusions of his own creating; to-night he thought he had good ground for believing that by patient self-restraint he might win Sylvia"s love. A year ago he had nearly earned her dislike by obtruding upon her looks and words betokening his pa.s.sionate love. He alarmed her girlish coyness, as well as wearied her with the wish he had then felt that she should take an interest in his pursuits. But, with unusual wisdom, he had perceived his mistake; it was many months now since he had betrayed, by word or look, that she was anything more to him than a little cousin to be cared for and protected when need was. The consequence was that she had become tamed, just as a wild animal is tamed; he had remained tranquil and impa.s.sive, almost as if he did not perceive her shy advances towards friendliness. These advances were made by her after the lessons had ceased. She was afraid lest he was displeased with her behaviour in rejecting his instructions, and was not easy till she was at peace with him; and now, to all appearance, he and she were perfect friends, but nothing more. In his absence she would not allow her young companions to laugh at his grave sobriety of character, and somewhat prim demeanour; she would even go against her conscience, and deny that she perceived any peculiarity. When she wanted it, she sought his advice on such small subjects as came up in her daily life; and she tried not to show signs of weariness when he used more words--and more difficult words--than were necessary to convey his ideas. But her ideal husband was different from Philip in every point, the two images never for an instant merged into one. To Philip she was the only woman in the world; it was the one subject on which he dared not consider, for fear that both conscience and judgment should decide against him, and that he should be convinced against his will that she was an unfit mate for him, that she never would be his, and that it was waste of time and life to keep her shrined in the dearest sanctuary of his being, to the exclusion of all the serious and religious aims which, in any other case, he would have been the first to acknowledge as the object he ought to pursue. For he had been brought up among the Quakers, and shared in their austere distrust of a self-seeking spirit; yet what else but self-seeking was his pa.s.sionate prayer, "Give me Sylvia, or else, I die?" No other vision had ever crossed his masculine fancy for a moment; his was a rare and constant love that deserved a better fate than it met with. At this time his hopes were high, as I have said, not merely as to the growth of Sylvia"s feelings towards him, but as to the probability of his soon being in a position to place her in such comfort, as his wife, as she had never enjoyed before.
For the brothers Foster were thinking of retiring from business, and relinquishing the shop to their two shopmen, Philip Hepburn and William Coulson. To be sure, it was only by looking back for a few months, and noticing chance expressions and small indications, that this intention of theirs could be discovered. But every step they took tended this way, and Philip knew their usual practice of deliberation too well to feel in the least impatient for the quicker progress of the end which he saw steadily approaching. The whole atmosphere of life among the Friends at this date partook of this character of self-repression, and both Coulson and Hepburn shared in it. Coulson was just as much aware of the prospect opening before him as Hepburn; but they never spoke together on the subject, although their mutual knowledge might be occasionally implied in their conversation on their future lives. Meanwhile the Fosters were imparting more of the background of their business to their successors. For the present, at least, the brothers meant to retain an interest in the shop, even after they had given up the active management; and they sometimes thought of setting up a separate establishment as bankers. The separation of the business,--the introduction of their shopmen to the distant manufacturers who furnished their goods (in those days the system of "travellers" was not so widely organized as it is at present),--all these steps were in gradual progress; and already Philip saw himself in imagination in the dignified position of joint master of the princ.i.p.al shop in Monkshaven, with Sylvia installed as his wife, with certainly a silk gown, and possibly a gig at her disposal. In all Philip"s visions of future prosperity, it was Sylvia who was to be aggrandized by them; his own life was to be spent as it was now, pretty much between the four shop walls.
CHAPTER XII
NEW YEAR"S FETE
All this enlargement of interest in the shop occupied Philip fully for some months after the period referred to in the preceding chapter. Remembering his last conversation with his aunt, he might have been uneasy at his inability to perform his promise and look after his pretty cousin, but that about the middle of November Bell Robson had fallen ill of a rheumatic fever, and that her daughter had been entirely absorbed in nursing her. No thought of company or gaiety was in Sylvia"s mind as long as her mother"s illness lasted; vehement in all her feelings, she discovered in the dread of losing her mother how pa.s.sionately she was attached to her. Hitherto she had supposed, as children so often do, that her parents would live for ever; and now when it was a question of days, whether by that time the following week her mother might not be buried out of her sight for ever, she clung to every semblance of service to be rendered, or affection shown, as if she hoped to condense the love and care of years into the few days only that might remain. Mrs.
Robson lingered on, began slowly to recover, and before Christmas was again sitting by the fireside in the house-place, wan and pulled down, m.u.f.fled up with shawls and blankets, but still there once more, where not long before Sylvia had scarcely expected to see her again. Philip came up that evening and found Sylvia in wild spirits.
She thought that everything was done, now that her mother had once come downstairs again; she laughed with glee; she kissed her mother; she shook hands with Philip, she almost submitted to a speech of more than usual tenderness from him; but, in the midst of his words, her mother"s pillows wanted arranging and she went to her chair, paying no more heed to his words than if they had been addressed to the cat, that lying on the invalid"s knee was purring out her welcome to the weak hand feebly stroking her back. Robson himself soon came in, looking older and more subdued since Philip had seen him last. He was very urgent that his wife should have some spirits and water; but on her refusal, almost as if she loathed the thought of the smell, he contented himself with sharing her tea, though he kept abusing the beverage as "washing the heart out of a man," and attributing all the degeneracy of the world, growing up about him in his old age, to the drinking of such slop. At the same time, his little self-sacrifice put him in an unusually good temper; and, mingled with his real gladness at having his wife once more on the way to recovery, brought back some of the old charm of tenderness combined with light-heartedness, which had won the sober Isabella Preston long ago. He sat by her side, holding her hand, and talking of old times to the young couple opposite; of his adventures and escapes, and how he had won his wife. She, faintly smiling at the remembrance of those days, yet half-ashamed at having the little details of her courtship revealed, from time to time kept saying,--
"For shame wi" thee, Dannel--I never did," and faint denials of a similar kind.
"Niver believe her, Sylvie. She were a woman, and there"s niver a woman but likes to have a sweetheart, and can tell when a chap"s castin" sheep"s-eyes at her; ay, an" afore he knows what he"s about hissen. She were a pretty one then, was my old "ooman, an" liked them as thought her so, though she did c.o.c.k her head high, as bein"
a Preston, which were a family o" standin" and means i" those parts aforetime. There"s Philip there, I"ll warrant, is as proud o" bein"
Preston by t" mother"s side, for it runs i" t" blood, la.s.s. A can tell when a child of a Preston tak"s to being proud o" their kin, by t" cut o" their nose. Now Philip"s and my missus"s has a turn beyond common i" their nostrils, as if they was sniffin" at t" rest of us world, an" seein" if we was good enough for "em to consort wi". Thee an" me, la.s.s, is Robsons--oat-cake folk, while they"s pie-crust.
Lord! how Bell used to speak to me, as short as though a wasn"t a Christian, an" a" t" time she loved me as her very life, an" well a knew it, tho" a"d to mak" as tho" a didn"t. Philip, when thou goes courtin", come t" me, and a"ll give thee many a wrinkle. A"ve shown, too, as a know well how t" choose a good wife by tokens an" signs, hannot a, missus? Come t" me, my lad, and show me t" la.s.s, an" a"ll just tak" a squint at her, an" tell yo" if she"ll do or not; an" if she"ll do, a"ll teach yo" how to win her."
"They say another o" yon Corney girls is going to be married," said Mrs. Robson, in her faint deliberate tones.
"By gosh, an" it"s well thou"st spoke on "em; a was as clean forgettin" it as iver could be. A met Nanny Corney i" Monkshaven last neet, and she axed me for t" let our Sylvia come o" New Year"s Eve, an" see Molly an" her man, that "n as is wed beyond Newca.s.sel, they"ll be over at her feyther"s, for t" New Year, an" there"s to be a merry-making."
Sylvia"s colour came, her eyes brightened, she would have liked to go; but the thought of her mother came across her, and her features fell. Her mother"s eye caught the look and the change, and knew what both meant as well as if Sylvia had spoken out.
"Thursday se"nnight," said she. "I"ll be rare and strong by then, and Sylvie shall go play hersen; she"s been nurse-tending long enough."
"You"re but weakly yet," said Philip shortly; he did not intend to say it, but the words seemed to come out in spite of himself.
"A said as our la.s.s should come, G.o.d willin", if she only came and went, an" thee goin" on sprightly, old "ooman. An" a"ll turn nurse-tender mysen for t" occasion, "special if thou can stand t"
good honest smell o" whisky by then. So, my la.s.s, get up thy smart clothes, and cut t" best on "em out, as becomes a Preston. Maybe, a"ll fetch thee home, an" maybe Philip will convoy thee, for Nanny Corney bade thee to t" merry-making, as well. She said her measter would be seem" thee about t" wool afore then."
"I don"t think as I can go," said Philip, secretly pleased to know that he had the opportunity in his power; "I"m half bound to go Wi"
Hester Rose and her mother to t" watch-night."
"Is Hester a Methodee?" asked Sylvia in surprise.
"No! she"s neither a Methodee, nor a Friend, nor a Church person; but she"s a turn for serious things, choose wherever they"re found."
"Well, then," said good-natured farmer Robson, only seeing the surface of things, "a"ll make shift to fetch Sylvie back fra" t"
merry-making, and thee an" thy young woman can go to t"
prayer-makin"; it"s every man to his taste, say I."
But in spite of his half-promise, nay against his natural inclination, Philip was lured to the Corneys" by the thought of meeting Sylvia, of watching her and exulting in her superiority in pretty looks and ways to all the other girls likely to be a.s.sembled.
Besides (he told his conscience) he was pledged to his aunt to watch over Sylvia like a brother. So in the interval before New Year"s Eve, he silently revelled as much as any young girl in the antic.i.p.ation of the happy coming time.
At this hour, all the actors in this story having played out their parts and gone to their rest, there is something touching in recording the futile efforts made by Philip to win from Sylvia the love he yearned for. But, at the time, any one who had watched him might have been amused to see the grave, awkward, plain young man studying patterns and colours for a new waistcoat, with his head a little on one side, after the meditative manner common to those who are choosing a new article of dress. They might have smiled could they have read in his imagination the frequent rehearsals of the coming evening, when he and she should each be dressed in their gala attire, to spend a few hours under a bright, festive aspect, among people whose company would oblige them to a.s.sume a new demeanour towards each other, not so familiar as their every-day manner, but allowing more scope for the expression of rustic gallantry. Philip had so seldom been to anything of the kind, that, even had Sylvia not been going, he would have felt a kind of shy excitement at the prospect of anything so unusual. But, indeed, if Sylvia had not been going, it is very probable that Philip"s rigid conscience might have been aroused to the question whether such parties did not savour too much of the world for him to form one in them.
As it was, however, the facts to him were simply these. He was going and she was going. The day before, he had hurried off to Haytersbank Farm with a small paper parcel in his pocket--a ribbon with a little briar-rose pattern running upon it for Sylvia. It was the first thing he had ever ventured to give her--the first thing of the kind would, perhaps, be more accurate; for when he had first begun to teach her any lessons, he had given her Mavor"s Spelling-book, but that he might have done, out of zeal for knowledge, to any dunce of a little girl of his acquaintance. This ribbon was quite a different kind of present; he touched it tenderly, as if he were caressing it, when he thought of her wearing it; the briar-rose (sweetness and thorns) seemed to be the very flower for her; the soft, green ground on which the pink and brown pattern ran, was just the colour to show off her complexion. And she would in a way belong to him: her cousin, her mentor, her chaperon, her lover! While others only admired, he might hope to appropriate; for of late they had been such happy friends! Her mother approved of him, her father liked him. A few months, perhaps only a few weeks more of self-restraint, and then he might go and speak openly of his wishes, and what he had to offer. For he had resolved, with the quiet force of his character, to wait until all was finally settled between him and his masters, before he declared himself to either Sylvia or her parents.
The interval was spent in patient, silent endeavours to recommend himself to her.
He had to give his ribbon to his aunt in charge for Sylvia, and that was a disappointment to his fancy, although he tried to reason himself into thinking that it was better so. He had not time to wait for her return from some errand on which she had gone, for he was daily more and more occupied with the affairs of the shop.
Sylvia made many a promise to her mother, and more to herself, that she would not stay late at the party, but she might go as early as she liked; and before the December daylight had faded away, Sylvia presented herself at the Corneys". She was to come early in order to help to set out the supper, which was arranged in the large old flagged parlour, which served as best bed-room as well. It opened out of the house-place, and was the sacred room of the house, as chambers of a similar description are still considered in retired farmhouses in the north of England. They are used on occasions like the one now described for purposes of hospitality; but in the state bed, overshadowing so large a portion of the floor, the births and, as far as may be, the deaths, of the household take place. At the Corneys", the united efforts of some former generation of the family had produced patchwork curtains and coverlet; and patchwork was patchwork in those days, before the early Yates and Peels had found out the secret of printing the parsley-leaf. Sc.r.a.ps of costly Indian chintzes and palempours were intermixed with commoner black and red calico in minute hexagons; and the variety of patterns served for the useful purpose of promoting conversation as well as the more obvious one of displaying the work-woman "s taste. Sylvia, for instance, began at once to her old friend, Molly Brunton, who had accompanied her into this chamber to take off her hat and cloak, with a remark on one of the chintzes. Stooping over the counterpane, with a face into which the flush would come whether or no, she said to Molly,--
"Dear! I never seed this one afore--this--for all t" world like th"
eyes in a peac.o.c.k"s tail."
"Thou"s seen it many a time and oft, la.s.s. But weren"t thou surprised to find Charley here? We picked him up at Shields, quite by surprise like; and when Brunton and me said as we was comin"
here, nought would serve him but comin" with us, for t" see t" new year in. It"s a pity as your mother"s ta"en this time for t" fall ill and want yo" back so early."
Sylvia had taken off her hat and cloak by this time, and began to help Molly and a younger unmarried sister in laying out the substantial supper.
"Here," continued Mrs. Brunton; "stick a bit o" holly i" yon pig"s mouth, that"s the way we do things i" Newca.s.sel; but folks is so behindhand in Monkshaven. It"s a fine thing to live in a large town, Sylvia; an" if yo"re looking out for a husband, I"d advise yo" to tak" one as lives in a town. I feel as if I were buried alive comin"
back here, such an out-o"-t"-way place after t" Side, wheere there"s many a hundred carts and carriages goes past in a day. I"ve a great mind for t" tak yo" two la.s.sies back wi" me, and let yo" see a bit o" t" world; may-be, I may yet.
Her sister Bessy looked much pleased with this plan, but Sylvia was rather inclined to take offence at Molly"s patronizing ways, and replied,--
"I"m none so fond o" noise and bustle; why, yo"ll not be able to hear yoursels speak wi" all them carts and carriages. I"d rayther bide at home; let alone that mother can"t spare me."
It was, perhaps, a rather ungracious way of answering Molly Brunton"s speech, and so she felt it to be, although her invitation had been none of the most courteously worded. She irritated Sylvia still further by repeating her last words,--
""Mother can"t spare me;" why, mother "ll have to spare thee sometime, when t" time for wedding comes."
"I"m none going to be wed," said Sylvia; "and if I were, I"d niver go far fra" mother."
"Eh! what a spoilt darling it is. How Brunton will laugh when I tell him about yo"; Brunton"s a rare one for laughin". It"s a great thing to have got such a merry man for a husband. Why! he has his joke for every one as comes into t" shop; and he"ll ha" something funny to say to everything this evenin"."
Bessy saw that Sylvia was annoyed, and, with more delicacy than her sister, she tried to turn the conversation.