"I"ll work for you, too, mamma; and to-morrow I"ll sell the doll Santa Claus gave me last Christmas, and then we"ll all have plenty to eat."
Anson Marlow was sobbing outside the window as only a man weeps; and his tears in the bitter cold became drops of ice before they reached the ground.
"My darlings!" the mother cried. "Oh, G.o.d spare me to you and provide some way for us! Your love should make me rich though I lack all else.
There, I won"t cry any more, and you shall have as happy a Christmas as I can give you. Perhaps He who knew what it was to be homeless and shelterless will provide for our need; so we"ll try to trust Him and keep His birthday. And now, Jamie, go and bring the rest of the coal, and then we will make the dear home that papa gave us cheery and warm once more. If he were only with us we wouldn"t mind hunger or cold, would we? Oh, my husband!" she broke out afresh, "if you could only come back, even though crippled and helpless, I feel that I could live and grow strong from simple gladness."
"Don"t you think, mamma," Jamie asked, "that G.o.d will let papa come down from heaven and spend Christmas with us? He might be here like the angels, and we not see him."
"I"m afraid not," the sad woman replied, shaking her head and speaking more to herself than to the child. "I don"t see how he could go back to heaven and be happy if he knew all. No, we must be patient and try to do our best, so that we can go to him. Go now, Jamie, before it gets too late. I"ll get supper, and then we"ll sing a Christmas hymn; and you and Susie shall hang up your stockings, just as you did last Christmas, when dear papa was with us. We"ll try to do everything he would wish, and then by and by we shall see him again."
As the boy started on his errand his father stepped back out of the light of the window, then followed the child with a great yearning in his heart. He would make sure the boy was safe at home again before he carried out his plan. From a distance he saw the little fellow receive the coal and start slowly homeward with the burden, and he followed to a point where the light of the street-lamps ceased, then joined the child, and said in a gruff voice, "Here, little man, I"m going your way. Let me carry your basket;" and he took it and strode on so fast that the boy had to run to keep pace with him. Jamie shuffled along through the snow as well as he could, but his little legs were so short in comparison with those of the kindly stranger that he found himself gradually falling behind. So he put on an extra burst of speed and managed to lay hold of the long blue skirt of the army overcoat.
"Please, sir, don"t go quite so fast," he panted.
The stranger slackened his pace, and in a constrained tone of voice, asked:
"How far are you going, little man?"
"Only to our house--mamma"s. She"s Mrs. Marlow, you know."
"Yes, I know--that is, I reckon I do. How much further is it?"
"Oh, not much; we"re most half-way now. I say, you"re a soldier, aren"t you?"
"Yes, my boy," said Marlow, with a lump in his throat. "Why?"
"Well, you see, my papa is a soldier, too, and I thought you might know him. We haven"t heard from him for a good while, and--" choking a bit--"mamma"s afraid he is hurt, or taken prisoner or something." He could not bring himself to say "killed."
Jamie let go the overcoat to draw his sleeve across his eyes, and the big man once more strode on faster than ever, and Jamie began to fear lest the dusky form might disappear in the snow and darkness with both basket and coal; but the apparent stranger so far forgot his part that he put down the basket at Mrs. Marlow"s gate, and then pa.s.sed on so quickly that the panting boy had not time to thank him. Indeed, Anson Marlow knew that if he lingered but a moment he would have the child in his arms.
"Why, Jamie," exclaimed his mother, "how could you get back so soon with that heavy basket? It was too heavy for you, but you will have to be mamma"s little man mow."
"A big man caught up with me and carried it. I don"t care if he did have a gruff voice, I"m sure he was a good kind man. He knew where we lived too, for he put the basket down at our gate before I could say a word, I was so out of breath, and then he was out of sight in a minute." Some instinct kept him from saying anything about the army overcoat.
"It"s some neighbor that lives further up the street, I suppose, and saw you getting the coal at the store," Mrs. Marlow said, "Yes, Jamie, it was a good, kind act to help a little boy, and I think he"ll have a happier Christmas for doing it."
"Do you really think he"ll have a happier Christmas, mamma?"
"Yes, I truly think so. We are so made that we cannot do a kind act without feeling the better for it."
"Well, I think he was a queer sort of a man if he was kind. I never knew any one to walk so fast. I spoke to him once, but he did not answer. Perhaps the wind roared so he couldn"t hear me."
"No doubt he was hurrying home to his wife and children," she said with a deep sigh.
When his boy disappeared within the door of the cottage, Marlow turned and walked rapidly toward the city, first going to the grocery at which he had been in the habit of purchasing his supplies. The merchant stared for a moment, then stepped forward and greeted his customer warmly.
"Well," he said, after his first exclamations of surprise were over, "the snow has made you almost as white as a ghost; but I"m glad you"re not one. We scarce ever thought to see you again."
"Has my wife an open account here now?" was the brief response.
"Yes, and it might have been much larger. I"ve told her so too. She stopped taking credit some time ago, and when she"s had a dollar or two to spare she"s paid it on the old score. She bought so little that I said to her once that she need not go elsewhere to buy; that I" d sell to her as cheap as any one: that I believed you"d come back all right, and if you didn"t she could pay me when she could. What do you think she did? Why, she burst out crying, and said, "G.o.d bless you, sir, for saying my husband will come back! So many have discouraged me." I declare to you her feeling was so right down genuine that I had to mop my own eyes. But she wouldn"t take any more credit, and she bought so little that I"ve been troubled. I"d have sent her something, but your wife somehow ain"t one of them kind that you can give things to, and--"
Marlow interrupted the good-hearted, garrulous shopman by saying significantly, "Come with me to your back-office"; for the soldier feared that some one might enter who would recognize him and carry the tidings to his home prematurely.
"Mr. Wilkins," he said rapidly, "I wanted to find out if you too had thriftily shut down on a soldier"s wife. You shall not regret your kindness."
"Hang it all!" broke in Wilkins, with compunction, "I haven"t been very kind. I ought to have gone and seen your wife and found out how things were; and I meant to, but I"ve been so confoundedly busy--"
"No matter now; I"ve not a moment to spare. You must help me to break the news of my return in my own way. I mean they shall have such a Christmas in the little cottage as was never known in this town. You could send a load right over there, couldn"t you?"
"Certainly, certainly," said Wilkins, under the impulse of both business thrift and goodwill; and a list of tea, coffee, sugar, flour, bread, cakes, apples, etc., was dashed off rapidly; and Marlow had the satisfaction of seeing the errand-boy, the two clerks, and the proprietor himself busily working to fill the order in the shortest possible s.p.a.ce of time.
He next went to a restaurant, a little further down the street, where he had taken his meals for a short time before he brought his family to town, and was greeted with almost equal surprise and warmth. Marlow cut short all words by his almost feverish haste. A huge turkey had just been roasted for the needs of the coming holiday, and this with a cold ham and a pot of coffee was ordered to be sent in a covered tray within a quarter of an hour. Then a toy-shop was visited, and such a doll purchased! for tears came into Marlow"s eyes whenever he thought of his child"s offer to sell her dolly for her mother"s sake.
After selecting a sled for Jamie, and directing that they should be sent at once, he could restrain his impatience no longer, and almost tore back to his station at the cottage window. His wife was placing the meagre little supper on the table, and how poor and scanty it was!
"Is that the best the dear soul can do on Christmas Eve?" he groaned.
"Why, there"s scarcely enough for little Sue. Thank G.o.d, my darling, I will sit down with you to a rather different supper before long!"
He bowed his head reverently with his wife as she asked G.o.d"s blessing, and wondered at her faith. Then he looked and listened again with a heart-hunger which had been growing for months.
"Do you really think Santa Claus will fill our stockings to-night?" Sue asked.
"I think he"ll have something for you," she replied. "There are so many poor little boys and girls in the city that he may not be able to bring very much to you."
"Who is Santa Claus, anyway?" questioned Jamie.
Tears came into the wife"s eyes as she thought of the one who had always remembered them so kindly as far as his modest means permitted.
She hesitated in her reply; and before she could decide upon an answer there was a knock at the door. Jamie ran to open it, and started back as a man entered with cap, eyebrows, beard, and s.h.a.ggy coat all white with the falling snow. He placed two great baskets of provisions on the floor, and said they were for Mrs. Anson Marlow.
"There is some mistake," Mrs. Marlow began; but the children, after staring a moment, shouted, "Santa Claus! Santa Claus!"
The grocer"s man took the unexpected cue instantly, and said, "No mistake, ma"am. They are from Santa Claus;" and before another word could be spoken he was gone. The face of the grocer"s man was not very familiar to Mrs. Marlow, and the snow had disguised him completely. The children had no misgivings and pounced upon the baskets and with, exclamations of delight drew out such articles as they could lift.
"I can"t understand it," said the mother, bewildered and almost frightened.
"Why, mamma, it"s as plain as day," cried Jamie. "Didn"t he look just like the pictures of Santa Claus--white beard and white eyebrows? Oh, mamma, mamma, here is a great paper of red-cheeked apples!" and he and Susie tugged at it until they dragged it over the side of the basket, when the bottom of the bag came out, and the fruit flecked the floor with red and gold. Oh, the bliss of picking up those apples; of comparing one with another; of running to the mother and asking which was the biggest and which the reddest and most beautifully streaked!
"There must have been some mistake," the poor woman kept murmuring as she examined the baskets and found how liberal and varied was the supply, "for who could or would have been so kind?"
"Why, mommie," said little Sue, reproachfully, "Santa Claus brought "em. Haven"t you always told us that Santa Claus liked to make us happy?"
The long-exiled father felt that he could restrain himself but a few moments longer, and he was glad to see that the rest of his purchases were at the door. With a look so intent, and yearning concentration of thought so intense that it was strange that they could not feel his presence, he bent his eyes once more upon a scene that would imprint itself upon his memory forever.
But while he stood there, another scene came before his mental vision.
Oddly enough his thought went back to that far-off Southern brookside, where he had lain with his hands in the cool water. He leaned against the window-casing, with the Northern snow whirling about his head; but he breathed the balmy breath of a Southern forest, the wood-thrush sang in the trees overhead, and he could--so it seemed to him--actually feel the water-worn pebbles under his palms as he watched the life-blood ebbing from his side. Then there was a dim consciousness of rough but kindly arms bearing him through the underbrush, and more distinctly the memory of weary weeks of convalescence in a mountaineer"s cabin. All these scenes of peril, before he finally reached the Union lines, pa.s.sed before him as he stood in a species of trance beside the window of his home.