"Must we hide forever?"
"Spoken like a man," said Veil with her gentle, wounded smile.
"Yes," said Ember. "We must hide, and forever if need be. Because there"s nothing left but being killed and killing, beyond these sh.o.r.es. You say it, and I believe it."
"But you can"t hide true power," Medra said. "Not for long. It dies in hiding, unshared."
"Magic won"t die on Roke," said Veil. "On Roke all spells are strong. So said Ath himself. And you have walked under the trees... Our job must be to keep that strength. Hide it, yes. h.o.a.rd it, as a young dragon h.o.a.rds up its fire. And share it. But only here. Pa.s.s it on, one to the next, here, where it"s safe, and where the great robbers and killers would least look for it, since no one here is of any account. And one day the dragon will come into its strength. If it takes a thousand years..."
"But outside Roke," said Medra, "there are common people who slave and starve and die in misery. Must they do so for a thousand years with no hope?"
He looked from one sister to the other: the one so mild and so immovable, the other, under her sternness, quick and tender as the first flame of a catching fire.
"On Havnor," he said," far from Roke, in a village on Mount Onn, among people who know nothing of the world, there are still women of the Hand. That net hasn"t broken after so many years. How was it woven?"
"Craftily," said Ember.
"And cast wide!" He looked from one to the other again. "I wasn"t well taught, in the City of Havnor," he said. "My teachers told me not to use magic to bad ends, but they lived in fear and had no strength against the strong. They gave me all they had to give, but it was little. It was by mere luck I didn"t go wrong. And by Anieb"s gift of strength to me. But for her I"d be Gelluk"s servant now. Yet she herself was untaught, and so enslaved. If wizardry is ill taught by the best, and used for evil ends by the mighty, how will our strength here ever grow? What will the young dragon feed on?"
"This is the center," said Veil. "We must keep to the center. And wait."
"We must give what we have to give," said Medra. "If all but us are slaves, what"s our freedom worth?"
"The true art prevails over the false. The pattern will hold," Ember said, frowning. She reached out the poker to gather together her namesakes in the hearth, and with a whack knocked the heap into a blaze. "That I know. But our lives are short, and the patterns very long. If only Roke was now what it once was- if we had more people of the true art gathered here, teaching and learning as well as preserving-"
"If Roke was now what it once was, known to be strong, those who fear us would come again to destroy us," said Veil.
"The solution lies in secrecy," said Medra. "But so does the problem."
"Our problem is with men," Veil said, "if you"ll forgive me, dear brother. Men are of more account to other men than women and children are. We might have fifty witches here and they"ll pay little heed. But if they knew we had five men of power, they"d seek to destroy us again."
"So though there were men among us we were the women of the Hand," said Ember.
"You still are," Medra said. "Anieb was one of you. She and you and all of us live in the same prison."
"What can we do?" said Veil.
"Learn our strength!" said Medra.
"A school," Ember said. "Where the wise might come to learn from one another, to study the pattern...The Grove would shelter us."
"The lords of war despise scholars and schoolmasters," said Medra.
"I think they fear them too," said Veil.
So they talked, that long winter, and others talked with them. Slowly their talk turned from vision to intention, from longing to planning. Veil was always cautious, warning of dangers. White-haired Dune was so eager that Ember said he wanted to start teaching sorcery to every child in Thwil. Once Ember had come to believe that Roke"s freedom lay in offering others freedom, she set her whole mind on how the women of the Hand might grow strong again. But her mind, formed by her long solitudes among the trees, always sought form and clarity, and she said, "How can we teach our art when we don"t know what it is?"
And they talked about that, all the wise women of the island: what was the true art of magic, and where did it turn false; how the balance of things was kept or lost; what crafts were needful, which useful, which dangerous; why some people had one gift but not another, and whether you could learn an art you had no native gift for. In such discussions they worked out the names that ever since have been given to the masteries: finding, weather-working, changing, healing, summoning, patterning, naming, and the crafts of illusion, and the knowledge of the songs. Those are the arts of the Masters of Roke even now, though the Chanter took the Finder"s place when finding came to be considered a merely useful craft unworthy of a mage.
And it was in these discussions that the school on Roke began.
There are some who say that the school had its beginnings far differently. They say that Roke used to be ruled by a woman called the Dark Woman, who was in league with the Old Powers of the earth. They say she lived in a cave under Roke Knoll, never coming into the daylight, but weaving vast spells over land and sea that compelled men to her evil will, until the first Archmage came to Roke, unsealed and entered the cave, defeated the Dark Woman, and took her place.
There"s no truth in this tale but one, which is that indeed one of the first Masters of Roke opened and entered a great cavern. But though the roots of Roke are the roots of all the islands, that cavern was not on Roke.
And it"s true that in the time of Medra and Elehal the people of Roke, men and women, had no fear of the Old Powers of the earth, but revered them, seeking strength and vision from them. That changed with the years.
Spring came late again that year, cold and stormy. Medra set to boat-building. By the time the peaches flowered, he had made a slender, st.u.r.dy deep-sea boat, built according to the style of Havnor. He called her Hopeful. Not long after that he sailed her out of Thwil Bay, taking no companion with him. "Look for me at the end of summer," he said to Ember.
"I"ll be in the Grove," she said. "And my heart with you, my dark otter, my white tern, my love, Medra."
"And mine with you, my ember of fire, my flowering tree, my love, Elehal."
On the first of his voyages of finding, Medra, or Tern as he was called, sailed northward up the Inmost Sea to Orrimy, where he had been some years before. There were people of the Hand there whom he trusted. One of them was a man called Crow, a wealthy recluse, who had no gift of magic but a great pa.s.sion for what was written, for books of lore and history. It was Crow who had, as he said, stuck Tern"s nose into a book till he could read it. "Illiterate wizards are the curse of Earthsea!" he cried. "Ignorant power is a bane!" Crow was a strange man, willful, arrogant, obstinate, and, in defense of his pa.s.sion, brave. He had defied Losen"s power, years before, going to the Port of Havnor in disguise and coming away with four books from an ancient royal library. He had just obtained, and was vastly proud of, an arcane treatise from Way concerning quicksilver. "Got that from under Losen"s nose too," he said to Tern. "Come have a look at it! It belonged to a famous wizard."
"Tinaral," said Tern. "I knew him."
"Book"s trash, is it?" said Crow, who was quick to pick up signals if they had to do with books.
"I don"t know. I"m after bigger prey."
Crow c.o.c.ked his head.
"The Book of Names."
"Lost with Ath when he went into the west," Crow said.
"A mage called Highdrake told me that when Ath stayed in Pendor, he told a wizard there that he"d left the Book of Names with a woman in the Ninety Isles for safekeeping."
"A woman! For safekeeping! In the Ninety Isles! Was he mad?"
Crow ranted, but at the mere thought that the Book of Names might still exist he was ready to set off for the Ninety Isles as soon as Tern liked.
So they sailed south in Hopeful, landing first at malodorous Geath, and then in the guise of peddlers working their way from one islet to the next among the mazy channels. Crow had stocked the boat with better wares than most householders of the Isles were used to seeing, and Tern offered them at fair prices, mostly in barter, since there was little money among the islanders. Their popularity ran ahead of them. It was known that they would trade for books, if the books were old and uncanny. But in the Isles all books were old and all uncanny, what there was of them.
Crow was delighted to get a water-stained bestiary from the time of Akambar in return for five silver b.u.t.tons, a pearl-hiked knife, and a square of Lorbanery silk. He sat in Hopeful and crooned over the antique descriptions of harikki and otak and icebear. But Tern went ash.o.r.e on every isle, showing his wares in the kitchens of the housewives and the sleepy taverns where the old men sat. Sometimes he idly made a fist and then turned his hand over opening the palm, but n.o.body here returned the sign.
"Books?" said a rush plaiter on North Sudidi. "Like that there?" He pointed to long strips of vellum that had been worked into the thatching of his house. "They good for something else?" Crow, staring up at the words visible here and there between the rushes in the eaves, began to tremble with rage. Tern hurried him back to the boat before he exploded.
"It was only a beast healer"s manual," Crow admitted, when they were sailing on and he had calmed down. ""Spavined," I saw, and something about ewes" udders. But the ignorance! the brute ignorance! To roof his house with it!"
"And it was useful knowledge," Tern said. "How can people be anything but ignorant when knowledge isn"t saved, isn"t taught? If books could be brought together in one place..."
"Like the Library of the Kings," said Crow, dreaming of lost glories.
"Or your library," said Tern, who had become a subtler man than he used to be.
"Fragments," Crow said, dismissing his life"s work. "Remnants!"
"Beginnings," said Tern.
Crow only sighed.
"I think we might go south again," Tern said, steering for the open channel. "Towards Pody."
"You have a gift for the business," Crow said. "You know where to look. Went straight to that bestiary in the barn loft... But there"s nothing much to look for here. Nothing of importance. Ath wouldn"t have left the greatest of all the lore-books among boors who"d make thatch of it! Take us to Pody if you like. And then back to Orrimy. I"ve had about enough."
"And we"re out of b.u.t.tons," Tern said. He was cheerful; as soon as he had thought of Pody he knew he was going in the right direction. "Perhaps I can find some along the way," he said. "It"s my gift, you know."
Neither of them had been on Pody. It was a sleepy southern island with a pretty old port town, Telio, built of rosy sandstone, and fields and orchards that should have been fertile. But the lords of Wathort had ruled it for a century, taxing and slave taking and wearing the land and people down. The sunny streets of Telio were sad and dirty. People lived in them as in the wilderness, in tents and lean-tos made of sc.r.a.ps, or shelterless. "Oh, this won"t do," Crow said, disgusted, avoiding a pile of human excrement. "These creatures don"t have books, Tern!"
"Wait, wait," his companion said. "Give me a day."
"It"s dangerous," Crow said, "it"s pointless," but he made no further objection. The modest, naive young man whom he had taught to read had become his unfathomable guide.
He followed him down one of the princ.i.p.al streets and from it into a district of small houses, the old weavers" quarter. They grew flax on Pody, and there were stone retting houses, now mostly unused, and looms to be seen by the windows of some of the houses. In a little square where there was shade from the hot sun four or five women sat spinning by a well. Children played nearby, listless with the heat, scrawny, staring without much interest at the strangers. Tern had walked there unhesitating, as if he knew where he was going. Now he stopped and greeted the women.
"Oh, pretty man," said one of them with a smile, "don"t even show us what you have in your pack there, for I haven"t a penny of copper or ivory, nor seen one for a month."
"You might have a bit of linen, though, mistress? woven, or thread? Linen of Pody is the best-so I"ve heard as far as Havnor. And I can tell the quality of what you"re spinning. A beautiful thread it is." Crow watched his companion with amus.e.m.e.nt and some disdain; he himself could bargain for a book very shrewdly, but nattering with common women about b.u.t.tons and thread was beneath him. "Let me just open this up," Tern was saying as he spread his pack out on the cobbles, and the women and the dirty, timid children drew closer to see the wonders he would show them. "Woven cloth we"re looking for, and the undyed thread, and other things too-b.u.t.tons we"re short of. If you had any of horn or bone, maybe? I"d trade one of these little velvet caps here for three or four b.u.t.tons. Or one of these rolls of ribbon; look at the color of it. Beautiful with your hair, mistress! Or paper, or books. Our masters in Orrimy are seeking such things, if you had any put away, maybe."
"Oh, you are a pretty man," said the woman who had spoken first, laughing, as he held the red ribbon up to her black braid. "And I wish I had something for you!"
"I won"t be so bold as to ask for a kiss," said Medra, "but an open hand, maybe?"
He made the sign; she looked at him for a moment. "That"s easy," she said softly, and made the sign in return, "but not always safe, among strangers."
He went on showing his wares and joking with the women and children. n.o.body bought anything. They gazed at the trinkets as if they were treasures. He let them gaze and finger all they would; indeed he let one of the children filch a little mirror of polished bra.s.s, seeing it vanish under the ragged shirt and saying nothing. At last he said he must go on, and the children drifted away as he folded up his pack.
"I have a neighbor," said the black-braided woman, "who might have some paper, if you"re after that."
"Written on?" said Crow, who had been sitting on the well coping, bored. "Marks on it?"
She looked him up and down. "Marks on it, sir," she said. And then, to Tern, in a different tone, "If you"d like to come with me, she lives this way. And though she"s only a girl, and poor, I"ll tell you, peddler, she has an open hand. Though perhaps not all of us do."
"Three out of three," said Crow, sketching the sign, "so spare your vinegar, woman."
"Oh, it"s you who have it to spare, sir. We"re poor folk here. And ignorant," she said, with a flash of her eyes, and led on.
She brought them to a house at the end of a lane. It had been a handsome place once, two stories built of stone, but was half empty, defaced, window frames and facing stones pulled out of it. They crossed a courtyard with a well in it. She knocked at a side door, and a girl opened it.
"Ach, it"s a witch"s den," Crow said, at the whiff of herbs and aromatic smoke, and he stepped back.
"Healers," their guide said. "Is she ill again, Dory?"
The girl nodded, looking at Tern, then at Crow. She was thirteen or fourteen, heavyset though thin, with a sullen, steady gaze.
"They"re men of the Hand, Dory, one short and pretty and one tall and proud, and they say they"re seeking papers. I know you had some once, though you may not now. They"ve nothing you need in their pack, but it might be they"d pay a bit of ivory for what they want. Is it so?" She turned her bright eyes on Tern, and he nodded.
"She"s very sick, Rush," the girl said. She looked again at Tern. "You"re not a healer?" It was an accusation.
"No."
"She is," said Rush. "Like her mother and her mother"s mother. Let us in, Dory, or me at least, to speak to her." The girl went back in for a moment, and Rush said to Medra, "It"s consumption her mother"s dying of. No healer could cure her. But she could heal the scrofula, and touch for pain. A wonder she was, and Dory bade fair to follow her."
The girl motioned them to come in. Crow chose to wait outside. The room was high and long, with traces of former elegance, but very old and very poor. Healers" paraphernalia and drying herbs were everywhere, though ranged in some order. Near the fine stone fireplace, where a tiny wisp of sweet herbs burned, was a bedstead. The woman in it was so wasted that in the dim light she seemed nothing but bone and shadow. As Tern came close she tried to sit up and to speak. Her daughter raised her head on the pillow, and when Tern was very near he could hear her: "Wizard," she said. "Not by chance."
A woman of power, she knew what he was. Had she called him there?
"I"m a finder," he said. "And a seeker."
"Can you teach her?"
"I can take her to those who can."
"Do it."
"I will."
She laid her head back and closed her eyes.
Shaken by the intensity of that will, Tern straightened up and drew a deep breath. He looked round at the girl, Dory. She did not return his gaze, watching her mother with stolid, sullen grief. Only after the woman sank into sleep did Dory move, going to help Rush, who as a friend and neighbor had made herself useful and was gathering up blood-soaked cloths scattered by the bed.
"She bled again just now, and I couldn"t stop it," Dory said. Tears ran out of her eyes and down her cheeks. Her face hardly changed.
"Oh child, oh lamb," said Rush, taking her into her embrace; but though she hugged Rush, Dory did not bend.
"She"s going there, to the wall, and I can"t go with her," she said. "She"s going alone and I can"t go with her- Can"t you go there?" She broke away from Rush, looking again at Tern. "You can go there!"
"No," he said. "I don"t know the way."
Yet as Dory spoke he saw what the girl saw: a long hill going down into darkness, and across it, on the edge of twilight, a low wall of stones. And as he looked he thought he saw a woman walking along beside the wall, very thin, insubstantial, bone, shadow. But she was not the dying woman in the bed. She was Anieb.
Then that was gone and he stood facing the witch-girl. Her look of accusation slowly changed. She put her face in her hands.
"We have to let them go," he said.
She said, "I know."
Rush glanced from one to the other with her keen, bright eyes. "Not only a handy man," she said, "but a crafty man. Well, you"re not the first."
He looked his question.
"This is called Ath"s House," she said.
"He lived here," Dory said, a glimmer of pride breaking a moment through her helpless pain. "The Mage Ath. Long ago. Before he went into the west. All my foremothers were wise women. He stayed here. With them."
"Give me a basin," Rush said. "I"ll get water to soak these."