"That"s true back home, too, Fuzzy-brain. Wait till you know some small town really well, Nellie."
"But this is the first time I knew that everybody lives in danger all his life. We do, really. It"s just that bit by bit we make arrangements that cancel out the dangers. We have certain girls to take care of certain men. If a man wants to become a crook or a gangster, we have... Well, we seem to have certain areas more or less staked out for him. Is that true?"
"I don"t know, Nellie," Dinah said as she packed her duffle bags. "All I know for sure is that so far as I have been able to determine, nothing you can possibly imagine is impossible. Somebody"s doing it or is going to do it. That goes for the good as well as the bad."
Shortly after Dinah"s departure, shocking word was received at the hospital. Bill Harbison and some men from LARU-8 were flying down to Noumea for fresh vegetables. The plane caught fire. Radioed its position east of Noumea. It went into the rough ocean and all hands were lost.
Nellie could not work and had to be excused from her duties. She lay down, and against her will, she cried. It was horrible to think of a man so young and able dying so uselessly. In that moment Nellie found that war itself is understandable. It"s the things that go along with it, things that happen to people you know, that are incomprehensible, and have been in all ages. She was physically ill for three days.
Then, in a flash, word came that all but one of the men had been found on a life raft. They were knocked about, but they would be all right. Harbison was saved. Again Nellie stayed in her room. She found that she did not want to see Bill, but that she was very glad he was alive. She realized that Bill carried part of her with him, and she was happy when that part lived again. Yet when the handsome young lieutenant appeared in the hospital with his indefinite nurse trailing along, Nellie felt sorry she had seen him again. He was sunburnt from his exposure, handsomer than ever. Every night for a week he sat at one table or another with his nurse, telling about the days on the raft. They must have been horrible.
Nellie was rescued from her emotional impa.s.se by thoughtful Dinah, who asked for her to be sent north. Gleefully, she packed and waited for the plane. She had never ridden on an airplane before. She watched it come in from Noumea, carefully noted the busy work that accompanies any landing or takeoff, and gasped when she saw how exquisite Efate and Vanicoro were from the air. The pilot purposely flew east a bit so his pa.s.sengers could see the volcanoes. The landing was perfect, and Nellie stepped out of the plane in much the same manner that Cinderella must have stepped from the pumpkin. This was living!
Dinah met her at the airfield. That night she met Emile De Becque. It was at a dinner given in a French plantation home in honor of the new nurses. Nellie, Dinah, three other nurses and some doctors were seated in an open-air, roofed-in pavilion by the ocean. Candles provided flickering light. Screens kept moths away, and a small Tonkinese boy went around periodically with a mosquito bomb which he delighted to make fizz. Young Tonk men served the food, which was very good.
At another table sat two Frenchmen having their dinner. One was short and fat, the proprietor of the plantation. Nellie had met him earlier in the evening. The other was a remarkable fellow. He was in his middle forties, slim, a bit stoop-shouldered. His eyes were black and deep-set. His eyebrows were bushy. He had long arms and wrists, and although he used his hands constantly in making conversation, they were relaxed and delicate in their movements.
Nellie tried not to stare at the Frenchman, but while waiting for the lobster and rice, she was detected by the proprietor studying his guest. The fat Frenchman rose and approached one of the doctors. "Ah, docteur!" he cried in bonhomie. "May I present my very good friend, Emile De Becque? He is our foremost De Gaullist!" At this recommendation everyone at the table looked up.
De Becque nodded slightly and rose. As he stepped toward the hospital dinner party, the rotund plantation owner continued his introduction: "M. De Becque was our first and bravest De Gaullist. He rounded up much support for the general. And when the j.a.panese threatened, M. De Becque and a young sea captain went to all the islands and arrested all suspicious persons. If the j.a.ps had landed, he would have been our resistance leader."
M. De Becque nodded again and smiled in turn at each nurse as he was introduced. He had a gold tooth in front, but it did not detract from his strong features. Nellie noticed that he looked particularly French because his hair came so far down on his forehead. He wore it short, and the neatness of his head offset the inevitable sloppiness of tropical clothes.
"M. De Becque arranged the details for our flight to the hills," the plantation owner went on. "Did you know we were going to hide out until you came? M. De Becque arranged for many natives to act as guides. All women were armed."
Nellie was later to discover that in all the New Hebrides, if you could believe what you were told, there was not one Petainist. And yet, as she looked at the fat proprietor and many others like him, she had a strange feeling that of them all only Emile De Becque acted from conviction. She felt he would have continued to act so had Petain himself occupied the islands.
She saw a good deal of De Becque in the ensuing weeks. The tall Frenchman was eager for someone to talk to, and although he could not express himself perfectly in English, he could make himself understood. De Becque never called on Nellie. The doctors, always an interested group of men, asked De Becque to their dinners from time to time. After dinner was over, Nellie and Dinah and one or two other nurses usually joined the party and argued politics or when the war in Europe would end. The Frenchman was an able arguer, and not even the handicap of language prevented him from impressing on all present the fundamental soundness of his reasoning. Soon he was the only Frenchman attending the informal arguments at the hospital; for whereas any plantation owner was interesting once or twice as the product of an exotic world, De Becque was of himself interesting. He was as good a man as his interrogators. "I suppose," he once said, "that men were either De Gaullists or Petainists a long time ago. I think they grew up that way. Of course," he added slyly, "some never grew up, and it was those we had to play with."
"But why," a doctor asked, "did you elect to follow De Gaulle, in particular?"
"De Gaulle?" the Frenchman asked contemptuously. "What"s De Gaulle? Who cares what De Gaulle is? He looks puffed up to me. I don"t like him." He snorted and waved his hands. "Ah!" he added. "But what De Gaulle stands for! What decent man could do otherwise?"
After De Becque had been a guest at the hospital several times he proposed that he act as host one night at his plantation. The doctors were delighted. "The nurses, too?" the Frenchman suggested, lifting his shoulders and stretching the word too into three syllables.
"Why not?" the doctors asked, and a few nights later a small party of Americans chugged up the hill to De Becque"s plantation. It was situated upon an extensive plateau overlooking islands and the sea. Most Englishmen and Frenchmen in the islands like their houses ab.u.t.ting on the ocean, but not De Becque. He favored the grand view! And from his veranda there was such a view.
His house was built in an octagon with one side twice as long as the others. In that side he lived, had a few books, a radio, and an old gramophone. In the other seven sides he had a dining room, a warehouse, a store, a series of bedrooms, and a completely furnished room for guests. In the latter one might expect to find a missionary, a Tonkinese family, a government official, or a trader. On the night of his dinner the room was empty.
In the center of the octagon was placed the kitchen, a small, low, sooty building into which only the Tonkinese cooks went. From it came a series of fine dishes. Around the one-storied house cl.u.s.tered an odd collection of buildings whose original purposes were long since lost. Tonkinese and natives lived in them and followed their mysterious ways. A Buddhist temple crouched on the edge of the jungle. It gave visiting missionaries much concern, for natives found its tinkling bells and rhythmic drums much more fun than Methodism or provincial Catholicism.
The long room with its deep veranda faced south, and from it one could see four lovely things: the channel where the great ships lay; the volcanoes of Vanicoro; the vast Pacific; and an old Tonk"s flower garden.
Nellie thought she had never before seen so florid a garden. There were flowers of all kinds, azaleas, single and double hibiscus, hydrangeas, pale yellow roses, and types she did not know. About the garden were flamboyants and bougainvilleas, red flaming bushes. And everywhere there were capriciously placed frangipani trees. De Becque pulled half a dozen branches for his guests and showed them how native men wear the four-leafed, white and yellow flowers in their hair. The nurses smelled the flowers their host gave them, and were delighted. The frangipani was the odor of jungle. It was sweet, distant, and permeating. In addition it had a slightly aphrodisiac quality, a fact which natives learned long ago.
De Becque"s dinner put to shame any the doctors had ever offered him. It started with soup, grilled fresh-water shrimp, lobster and rice, and endive salad. Next came in succession three courses: filet of porterhouse, lamb chop, and a delicious concoction of rice, onions, string beans, and black meat of wild chicken. Then De Becque served the "millionaire"s salad" consisting of tender shoot of coconut palm sliced wafer-thin and pressed in olive oil, vinegar, salt and pepper. Cup custard with rum, small cakes, coffee, and a choice of six liqueurs ended the meal. And all this was on the edge of the jungle, 550 miles from Guadalca.n.a.l!
To say that the hospital staff was astounded would be an underestimate of their reactions. "Where did you get lobster?" a doctor inquired. "We catch them here by various means. Out in the deep water."
"How about the wild chicken?"
"Those black men you saw by the gate when you came in. They shoot them with arrows or with.22"s. They are wonderful shots, I think."
"I think so, too," the doctor replied. "But where do you get such big shrimp?"
"Far up the island rivers. You see, my friends, we don"t eat this way every day. That"s obvious. Not more than once every two weeks. You see for lobster I must tell the men five days in advance. For shrimp a week. For wild chicken, two days."
"How did you train the natives to serve so well?" Dinah asked. "They actually seemed to enjoy it."
"I am patient with them," the Frenchman answered. "They make their mistakes on me, and when they serve you they are prepared to do a good job. Isn"t it that way at the hospital?"
"Tell me, M. De Becque," an inquisitive doctor asked, "how long did it take you to organize and build this plantation?"
"Twenty-six years," De Becque said. "I came here as a young man."
"You chop it out of the jungle yourself?"
"With some natives and a family of Javanese workers."
"The yellow people I saw outside. They"re not Javanese, are they?"
"No," De Becque replied. "They"re Tonkinese. Very fine workers. We bring them over from Tonkin China."
"Twenty-six years!" an older doctor said. "Wonder what I"ll have to show for my life at the end of twenty-six years?"
"You were willing to throw all this away in the event that Petain won?" Dinah inquired. The Frenchman smiled at her.
"I thought this was the war to prove that Petain could never win," he said graciously. "You Americans worry about De Gaulle and De Gaullists, and yet every one of you acts as if he were a De Gaullist. Your speeches and your actions don"t coincide."
After dinner the guests sat in the screened-in veranda. A doctor had brought along two mosquito bombs to keep the pests away. Their host served whiskey, beer, c.o.ke, ginger ale, root beer, and rum. As the evening wore on and a fine crescent moon rose into the midnight sky, talk turned to the islands.
"How can a man have stayed so healthy here?" one doctor inquired.
"Hard work and temperate living," the Frenchman replied. "I serve a great deal of alcohol but use it sparingly myself. I have tried to do all things in moderation."
The nurses wondered what "all things" covered. "Do you think other white people could live in the tropics, too?" one asked. "That is, as well as you have?"
"They do," he said. "I think will power has a lot to do with it. You take the island of Malaita in the Solomons. Oh, what a place! Yet a man I know well, fellow named Anderson. He found life there quite successful."
"Tell me, M. De Becque," a nurse asked. "Is it true that most white men in the tropics are running away from something?"
The Frenchman turned in his chair to face his impertinent questioner. She was a young girl, so he smiled. "Yes," he said. "I believe that is true. Suppose that I was running away from something. Where could I find a lovelier spot than this?" He swept his hand across the front of the veranda and pointed toward the silent peaks of Vanicoro. As a matter of fact," he said in a quiet voice, "is not each of you running away from something? You were not married yet, your lovers were at war, or your wives were beginning to bore you. I don"t think it wise to inquire too closely into reasons why anybody is anywhere!" He smiled at the embarra.s.sed nurse.
"Oh, M. De Becque!" she said. "I didn"t mean it that way!"
"I know you didn"t, my dear! But that"s the way I understand the question. It"s no good to think that all the men in Ma.r.s.eilles are normal and happy without secrets and everyone out here is a fugitive! That sort of thinking is foolish in today"s world. I wonder how many men and women in Ma.r.s.eilles envy me right now?"
It was after midnight, and the nurses had to return. They were reluctant to leave the plantation. At the gateway where the jeeps were parked M. De Becque detached Nellie from the group. She had stood so that he could if he were so minded. "Ensign Forbush," he said. "You have shown great interest in my home. I would like to have you visit the plantation again."
"I should like to," Nellie replied frankly.
"With your permission I shall stop by for you one afternoon. You would enjoy my cacao grove."
Three days later, in the cacao grove, Nellie admitted that she had never seen anything which so impressed her with its natural, unexploited beauty. Within that grove she was to spend many of the happiest hours she would ever know, and one of the bitterest.
Plantation owners in the tropics usually plant their coconut trees in stately rows along the ocean front and inland for a mile or two. Gra.s.s is kept closely cropped beneath the trees so that fallen nuts can be gathered without difficulty. Most coconut groves look very neat. The tall palms appear like thin ballet dancers with fantastic headdresses. But a cacao grove grows haphazardly. It usually forms the boundary between plantation and jungle. Trees spring up helter-skelter from year to year, and around them jungle brush proliferates. At times it is difficult to tell where cacao trees end and violent jungle begins.
At the point where his cacao and coconut met, De Becque had long ago built himself a pavilion big enough for two or three people. Its base was teak wood in eighteen-inch planks, its half-sides of woven coconut palm, and its roof of heavy thatch. Two benches of mahogany and two ma.s.sive, comfortable chairs of teak were the only pieces of furniture. Four grotesque rootoos, native masks carved of coconut log, decorated the four corners. Two were incredibly long-nosed jungle G.o.ds and two were native views of white women, with red lips. The masks gave color to what might otherwise have been a barren pavilion.
It is doubtful, however, if anything could be barren within a cacao grove. As Nellie waited in the pavilion while De Becque talked with his natives, she could hardly believe that what she had thought of as the monotonous jungle could be so varied. Above her flew an endless variety of birds. White, green, red, purple, and yellow lorikeets more beautiful than any bird except the quetzal swirled and eddied through the grove. Their harsh cries were modified by the delicate chirping of a graceful swallow like bird that flew in great profusion among the cacao trees. This gracious bird was sooty black except for a white breast and belly. Gliding and twisting through the shadows it looked like a shadow itself. Then, bursting into the sunlight, its white body shone brilliantly. At times sea birds flew as far inland as the cacao grove, and occasionally a gaunt hawk from the distant hills would settle there for a day and drive the darting swallows away.
But it was the cacao tree that won Nellie"s admiration. The cacao is small, hardly more than a bush, reaching at most twenty feet in height. It has a st.u.r.dy trunk, thick branches about five feet from the ground, and grows symmetrically. Its leaves are brilliantly glistened like poison ivy, only more shimmering. And they are of myriad color! Some are pale green, others darkest green, some purple, some almost blue, or gray, or bright yellow. And on most trees at least fifty leaves are brilliant vermillion, shading off to scarlet and deep red. Each leaf is iridescent, and dead leaves drop immediately from the tree.
A cacao grove, in rainy weather, is a mournful and lovely place. In bright sunlight it is a hall of mirrors, and at dusk it has a quality of deep jungle quiet and mysteriousness that is equaled nowhere else in the tropics. In large measure these attributes are aided by the beauty of the cacao pods themselves. They grow in fairy-tale manner. In late January and February the cacao puts out buds that will later grow into pods. They appear without reason at the strangest places! Two inches from the ground on a barren, stiff trunk, a pod will suddenly appear. On one branch there may be a dozen pods. On another, none. In the crevice formed where a branch leaves the trunk a cl.u.s.ter of pods may appear and the branch itself may be bare. A mature cacao in full season looks as if someone had stood at a distance and flung a huge handful of random pods upon it.
At first the miniature pods are light purple. Then as they grow to full size, they become a weird greenish purple, like the paintings of Georges Bracque. Next they are all green, and from then on they become the chameleons of the jungle. On one tree mature pods, which now look like elongated cantaloupes seven and eight inches long, will be bright green, golden yellow, reddish yellow, red, purple, and greenish purple. And on each tree a few will be dead, charred, black, ugly, with small holes where rats have eaten out the sweet seeds, which, when toasted and ground, become cocoa. While Nellie waited for De Becque to finish the work he was doing, she studied the grove and mused upon the perverseness of people whereby cacao in French becomes cocoa in English. The multicolored lorikeets, the iridescent leaves, and the flaming cacao pods formed a superb picture for a hot afternoon. Later, when her host appeared, tall, stooped, and breathing hard, she asked him to sit by her.
"Why did you build this pavilion?" she asked.
"I like to be near the jungle," he said, remaining in the doorway.
"Do you come here on rainy days? Is it nice then, too?"
"It"s best on rainy days," he said. "But it"s strange. The place serves no purpose. It"s too far from the kitchen to eat here. There"s no bed, and it isn"t screened in. Yet I think I like it better than any place on my plantation."
"I was looking at the cacaos," Nellie said in a sing-song kind of voice. To herself she was saying, "I shall marry this man. This shall be my life from now on. This hillside shall be my home. And in the afternoons he and I will sit here." Aloud she continued, "They arc beautiful, aren"t they?"
"A rugged tree," he said. "Not like coconuts. But they don"t pay as well."
"Mr. De Becque," she began. "That sounds silly, doesn"t it. I meant M. De Becque."
"Why don"t you call me Emile?"
"I should like to," she said half laughing in self-consciousness.
To himself De Becque said, "This is what I have been waiting for. All the long years. Who ever thought a fresh, smiling girl like this would climb up my hill? It was worth waiting for. I wonder..."
"Emile?" Nellie began. "May I ask you a question?"
"Of course you may," he replied smiling.
"Why did you leave France?"
There was a long pause. Nellie and Emile studied one another across the little distance of the pavilion. Outside swallows darted through the cacao trees and lorikeets screamed at them for trespa.s.s. It was a jungle day, warm, heavy, thick with sunlight.
"It was not to my discredit," the Frenchman replied.
"I know that," Nellie a.s.sured him.
"I killed a man," Emile went on, dreamily, his voice blending into the heavy silence of the cacao grove.
"Why?" Nellie asked, not the least disturbed. It seemed as natural a mode of behavior for Emile De Becque as writing a letter. He had said, "I killed a man," and she was relieved that it was not something serious.
"A town bully. A town cheat. It was in a little place near Ma.r.s.eilles. Everyone was glad to see him die, and the fault was his. But they thought I should leave. The police investigated for three days, giving me time to get away. I could not make up my mind and an old man who had been a sailor told me, "I was on an island once. The men wore pig"s teeth and the women wore nothing. Anything you planted would grow on that island. With a little money a daring man could make a fine living there and become rich." I listened to him, my mind in revolt. Then he said something that decided me: "And opposite the island is another island with two volcanoes. You can see them all the time." That did it. My mother had always wanted to see Naples. She read a book about Pompeii and wanted to see Naples. She never did. Lived all her life right near Ma.r.s.eilles. I clapped the old sailor on the back and shouted, "You have a good idea, old man! I"ll see two volcanoes!" I left that night, and the next day the police came to my home. "Where is Emile De Becque?" they demanded. "He is wanted for murder." The old people in the house said, "He ran away!"
"The scoundrel!" said the police. "If he comes back, we"ll arrest him. Mark our words, we"ll get him!" They were furious, and all the time I was sitting in a cafe in Ma.r.s.eilles, waiting four days for a ship. They knew it and were afraid to send news to Ma.r.s.eilles, because they knew that sometimes ships lay over three or four days. Finally they sent a young fellow in to spy me out. He found that I was gone, and posters soon appeared in Ma.r.s.eilles. But I have never gone back."
"How did you kill him?" Nellie asked, surprised at her courage.
"With a knife," Emile said, showing some satisfaction, even at that distance.
"You"ve never regretted being out here, have you?" she asked.
"Never!" he said emphatically and simply. Then he added a peculiar comment. "This plantation is worth more than a hundred thousand dollars."
In the cacao pavilion the two strangers looked at one another. Each had a half smile. De Becque"s gold tooth showed. Nellie"s infectious grin fought for possession of her full lips. She thought that he was not an old man, and yet not a young man, either. He was a respected man, wealthy, a man with deep ideas. He was one who killed with a knife, came out for De Gaulle, and was to have led resistance against the j.a.ps.
"Nellie," he said quietly, scarcely audible above the lorikeets. "In the hottest months you could go to Australia." Nellie made no reply. She merely watched De Becque as he rose, crossed the silent pavilion, and bent over her. She raised her lips. Although he merely brushed her lips with his, she had the distinct impression that she had been kissed by a man, a whole man, a man worthy to be loved.
He sat upon the arm of her teakwood chair for several minutes. "I must go soon," she said quietly. As she rose, standing beside him, she noticed that her nose came to his shoulder. Standing there, with it pressed against his moist shirt, she asked, "Are you married, Emile?"
"No," he replied.
"I"m so glad," she murmured, pressing her funny nose deep into his shoulder. He patted her on the head and led the way down the long path that wound among the coconuts.
"You have dinner?" the Tonkinese cook asked.
"Just for me," De Becque replied. "I"ll be back soon."
"Emile," Nellie said as he stopped his Australian car by the guarded wire gate. "Let me think for a few days. I"ll tell you then."
"All right," he said.
That evening Nellie confided the news to Dinah. "I think I"ll marry him," she said. "It"s hot on this island," Dinah replied. "It"s hot in Arkansas, too," Nellie said, laughingly. "But you can get out of Arkansas."
"And I can go to Australia, too. Many women do in these islands. During the hot season."
"I don"t suppose it"s up to me to tell you that you hardly know the man," Dinah said, looking at the pretty young nurse.
"I don"t want you to say that, Dinah," Nellie said. "But when I was in love with Bill Harbison you said that you knew I was heading for trouble. Do you feel that way now? Do you, Dinah?"
The older woman thought a moment. "No," she said. "As a matter of fact, I envy you. That is, if you have the courage to do it. This isn"t an easy life."
"But it"s a life, Dinah! We can get books here, too. Emile reads a lot in French. We can talk about things."
"Nellie," Dinah said seriously, "why don"t you write a long letter to your mother?"
When the airmail answer arrived from Mrs. Forbush it was filled with pocket knowledge acc.u.mulated from a long life. It read in part; "Marriages of older men and young girls work for a while. But you must think of the future. Will you be happy there if he dies before you do?... The women of the place, if they are mostly French, will not like it having you there. Have you thought of that... Love can make almost any marriage work, and if he has money, as you say, that is all so much the better... What do you really know about him? Why did he leave France... He is probably a Catholic, too... Nellie, I always thought you might marry Charlie Benedict. He has a good job now... If your Pop was alive, he would probably say, "Go ahead. Three square meals a day is as good there as here!" But life ought to have more than three square meals a day. You ought to have friends and old places to help you along..."