"I want to have a lot of children with you." Li Bingbing said while they were in the middle of eating.
Xia Sinian"s smile became stiff. She wanted to have children? That was something he couldn"t just do.
Even if he wanted to stay longer with her and to start a family, that was impossible. Being a single parent and thinking that his children would grow without a father burdened his heart. He wanted to marry her but at the same time, he was thinking about her side, he didn"t want Li Bingbing to be a widow, he didn"t want her to be a single parent.
He knew how bad his condition was and he was only willing to stay with Li Bingbing since he wanted to spend his last days with her. It was going to be a hard thing on Li Bingbing"s side but she asked for it so Xia Sinian couldn"t push her away any longer.
When Li Bingbing noticed the change in Xia Sinian"s expression, she tightened her hold on the fork and knife. "We"re going to be married so it"s normal to start a family of our own."
Xia Sinian raised his head and looked at her, "I would love to start a family with you, Bingbing... It"s just, you know my condition."
"So? I know that the medication in the US is advanced so I am sure that you will definitely get well."
"What if I won"t?"
"You will." She said firmly. She refused to believe that he wouldn"t get well.
Xia Sinian sighed. Li Bingbing was so stubborn though he didn"t want to spoil their night by talking it out with her.
"You should tell your family about your condition, Sisi. They will find out about it sooner or later and that will be more painful for them." Li Bingbing said while looking at him with a serious face. "We"re going to leave soon so you should at least tell them before we go. Do you want to give your grandparents a heart attack once they discover your grave? It will be too late for you and your family. I know it will be hard but you have to tell them."
He heaved out a sigh, "Okay, I will tell them about it."
"When do you plan on telling them?" Li Bingbing asked.
"By the end of this month, a week before we leave."
Lu Xian Yu was in his bedroom, lying down on the bed and was looking at the ceiling.
Lu Yifeng and Mo Jing"s words were ringing in his ears. He really was in love with Li Bingbing and because of that, he couldn"t let her go so easily but at the same time, he wanted Li Bingbing to love him back that was why he was considering the words that Mo Jing said, to give her time.
It wasn"t going to be easy for him to stay quiet. He wanted to look for her and bring her room, lock her in a room so that she wouldn"t be able to escape him but he was afraid that she might hate him.
"One month..." He whispered to himself. He was going to give her a month before he"d start to pursue her whether she likes it of not.
He pulled out his phone from his pocket and stared at his wallpaper. It was a photo of Li Bingbing"s sleeping face and she looked so innocent on it.
He raked his hair with his fingers before he laughed like a crazy man. He was really in love with her. There was finally a woman so special in his heart and because of that, he would never give her up to anyone no matter what.
First, he should erase Xia Sinian from this world. Li Bingbing can be with him for a month but after that, he would make Xia Sinian disappear.
Li Bingbing didn"t have to know that he was the one who made Xia Sinian disappear, he would keep it as a secret, he would even bring it to his grave.
Lu Xian Yu smirked with the plan he had in mind. Yes, Li Bingbing would get sad if Xia Sinian died because of an "accident" and when he does, he would come to her and comfort her, slowly making his way in her heart. With XIa Sinian gone, Li Bingbing"s focus would turn to him.
He would allow her to spend all her time with Xia Sinian for one month because, after that, she would never be able to be with him ever again. He was willing to manipulate her feelings just to have her.