"Oh come on, you don"t need to be shy when it comes to things like this." Li Bingbing grinned before she took a sip of her mango milkshake.
Xia Meilin couldn"t help but let out a long sigh. Well, this was one of the purposes of why she called her out, she wanted to get a piece of advice from Li Bingbing when it came to her s.e.x life.
She wanted to impress Lu Yifeng on the night of their first date. Even if she was married to him now, this was her first time in being in a proper relations.h.i.+p. She should have tried dating other men during her teenage days to have some experience when it came in a relations.h.i.+p but she stubbornly pushed other men away. She ignored those who asked her out. She did this for the sake of Feng Ning.
Now that she gave it a thought, the love she had for Feng Ning wasn"t that deep despite being her first love. She realized that because of her childhood promise with him, she was blinded by that. She was like a young girl who believed in fairytales, she viewed Feng Ning as her prince and she waited for him to get her. Was the love she had for him real or was it just puppy love?
Li Bingbing noticed that Xia Meilin was in a daze again, she was thinking something deep.
"Hey, Meimei, are you listening to me?" Li Bingbing waved her hand in front of her.
The side of Xia Meilin"s curled up when she realized something. For some reason, she was glad to meet Lu Yifeng. He made her experience real love. She was sure that the feeling she has for him was real.
Even if their first meeting wasn"t good, if that night didn"t happen, their life will probably never cross because of the difference between them. He was a man who cannot easily be reached and she was someone who loved to have a simple life.
Was that how fate tried to bring two fated people together? She hated him so much back then, but now... she was loving him... and the love she has for him was getting stronger.
Her whole life changed because of the gla.s.s of juice that Lin Qingge gave her that night. That gla.s.s of juice was the reason why she encountered Lu Yifeng.
Li Bingbing couldn"t help but sigh as Xia Meilin ignored her. She was really in a deep thought at that moment and at the same time, she couldn"t help but be curious at what Xia Meilin was thinking.
Lin Qingge was trying to destroy Xia Meilin"s peaceful life. Xia Meilin thought that no one would ever accept her after she had Little Melon. No man would love to marry a tainted woman, especially someone who has a child with another man. To keep her reputation, she lied about having a dead husband whenever someone asked where Little Melon"s father was.
She has always waited for a prince, but what got was a demon king. But that demon king treated her like a queen, he was so kind and gentle to her, he would always make efforts to make her happy, to make her smile. He never mistreated her even once. If he made a mistake, he would always apologize to her. He was such a humble man despite being someone powerful, his pride as a powerful man never came in between them. He was very patient with her.
That man went down from his throne just for a girl like her. She was sitting below him and he took a step down just to sit with her.
She saw how much he cared for her. That night when she was brought to the hospital after she escaped from her kidnappers, he never left her side even though he was a busy person. He may be a busy person but he never used that as an excuse to not spend time with her. He would always make time for her and their son.
He was the man one could ever wish for. She felt like having him was too good to be true. A perfect man like him was not real and yet, there he was, he was her husband... But why was he like that? Was he always that kind and gentle? Why does it felt like he has known her for a long time?
Having the best husband and the best father, Xia Meilin couldn"t help but wonder what made her hit the jackpot? "You know, Bingbing... I just realized that... We should never be a prisoner to our past. It was a lesson, not a life sentence."
Xia Meilin raised her head and looked at her. Her eyes were twinkling like stars as she stared at Li Bingbing. "I love him. I can"t help but love him so much now. He may be the reason for my nightmare back then... but now... he"s really giving me a beautiful and an unbelievable dream. I don"t care if others will view our love as something wrong... He was once my rapist but... but, did he really **** me back then? A man like him, was he really capable of doing that? He told me that he wasn"t usually attracted to women but that night, he said that couldn"t control himself. What if he was influenced by something?"