After Lu Xian Yu left that day, Lu Yifeng kept his word to Li Bingbing. Su Lei went to pick her up, he was there with Qiao Man.
The servants and the men guarding her wasn"t able to stop her because Su Lei faced them. Since it was an order of Lu Yifeng, they had a hard time going against him.
"I"m sorry for being a useless bodyguard, Ms. Li." Qiao Man said with her head hanged low.
"You"re not useless. You were at a vacation, you wouldn"t be able to do anything about it. Have you notified my parents about this?"
Qiao Man shook her head, "No, not yet. I was worried that you might not like it if I did."
"Good. They had enough problems in their hands, I don"t want to add my problem on them. Anyway, I want to pa.s.s by somewhere." Li Bingbing said after putting her suitcase in the trunk.
"Okay. Give me the address." Su Lei closed the trunk and went to the driver"s seat.
Li Bingbing went in the car and put on her seatbelt. "Xia company."
She didn"t want to prolong her agony, she badly wanted to know the truth from Xia Sinian that"s why her first priority was seeing him.
When Li Bingbing arrived, she went directly to Xia Sinian"s office and she saw him on his desk.
Xia Sinian was surprised when he saw Li Bingbing. Why did his secretary not notify him about her presence? How did she manage to pa.s.s through the securities he had?
Well, Li Bingbing made Su Lei follow her and because of that, she wasn"t stopped.
"Sinian!" Li Bingbing stomped her way to him. "Tell me the truth. Are you sick? Is this the reason why you broke up with me?!"
Xia Sinian was staring at her in surprise. "How did you... found out?"
Li Bingbing"s eyes became misty. She still didn"t want to believe what she saw a few weeks ago but now, she just received confirmation from him.
All this time... he was suffering by himself. She should have known that Xia Sinian was the kind of person who preferred to hide his sufferings and deal with it alone than to ask help from others.
She went to him and hugged him in her arms and as she did her tears fell on him. "Please... please don"t lie to me anymore."
Xia Sinian clenched his fists tight, the real reason why he broke up with her was that he was sick. If one day he would leave, he knew that Li Bingbing would be in so much pain, it would be hard for her to let go of him. He preferred to make her hate him then to make her suffer but for some reason, he couldn"t do that. He wanted her to love someone else so that when he left, the pain she would experience would be less.
Aside from that, he tried his best to bring his family business on top. He worked hard to make a name for himself so that no one would forget him.
In the end, he never expected that Li Bingbing would find out about his condition sooner than he expected.
After she found out that Xia Sinian has cancer. Li Bingbing started giving it a thought after Lu Xian Yu dragged her away from his place. Now everything seemed to make sense to her, Li Bingbing finally realized why Xia Sinian broke up with her.
She looked at him and held his cheeks, making him face her. "Do you really think that... I"ll stop loving you just because you broke up with me? All these years... I never stopped, Sisi. I tried to forget you, I dated other men, I even slept with them but I couldn"t forget you... my heart and mind won"t rest until it"s you. I know that I just can"t give up... I can"t... not after I found out about your condition."
With Li Bingbing knowing the truth, he couldn"t bring himself to push her away anymore. "Bingbing, let"s stop this. You"ll just get hurt in the end."
"DO YOU THINK I"M NOT HURT, RIGHT NOW?!! SO WHAT IF YOU"RE SICK?! SO WHAT IF YOU"RE DYING?!" Her tears continued to fall on his face. "I... I will not stop loving you, Xia Sinian... even if it hurts... I have always loved you. You wanted me to love someone else but that someone else can only be you! You don"t want me to get hurt but I am already hurting so much, so what"s the point of all of this? Please, Sinian... don"t push me away anymore."