"Oh yes, good soul, she does, she can"t help it; but when people have stuck in the mud all their lives, they can"t know any better, and it is abominably hard on a fellow who does, to be under a man who has been an office cad all his life, and doesn"t know what is expected of a gentleman! s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g us all up like beggars--"
"Herbert, for shame! for shame! As if he was obliged to do anything at all for us!"
"Oh, isn"t he? A pretty row my mother would kick up about his ears if he did not, when I must come after him at this place, too!"
"I think you are very ungrateful," said Constance, with tears, "when they are so good to us."
"Oh, they are as kind as they know how, but they don"t know. That"s the thing, or old Frank would be ashamed to give me such a dirty little allowance. He has only himself to thank if I have to come upon him for more. Found out about the Blackbird colt, has he? What a bore! And tin I must have out of him by hook or by crook if he cuts up ever so rough.
I must send off this bird first by the post to confute Stanhope and make him eat dirt, and then see what"s to be done."
"Indeed, Bertie, I don"t think you will see him to-night. His head is dreadful, and Aunt Mary has sent for Mr. Trotman."
"Whew! You have not got anything worth having, I suppose, Conny?"
"Only fifteen shillings. I meant it for-- But you shall have it, dear Bertie, if it will only save worrying them."
"Fifteen bob! Fifteen farthings you might as well offer. No, no, you soft little monkey, I must see what is to be made of him or her ladyship, one or the other, to-day or to-morrow. If they know I have been at the place it is half the battle. Consequence was! Provided they don"t smell out this unlucky piebald! I wish Stanhope hadn"t been such a beast!"
At that moment, too late to avoid her, Lady Northmoor, pale and anxious, came up the path and was upon them. "Your uncle is asleep," she began, but then, starting, "Oh, Conny. Poor Whitewing. Did you find him?"
Constance hung her head and did not speak. Then her aunt saw how it was.
"Herbert! you must have shot him by mistake; your uncle will be so grieved."
Herbert was not base enough to let this pa.s.s. He muttered, "A fellow would not take my word for it, so I had to show him."
She looked at him very sadly. "Oh, Herbert, I did not think you would have made that a reason for vexing your uncle!"
The boy was more than half sorry under those gentle eyes. He muttered something about "didn"t think he would care."
She shook her head, instead of saying that she knew this was not the truth; and unable to bear the sting, he flung away from her, carrying the rook with him, and kicking the pebbles, trying to be angry instead of sorry. And just then came a summons to Lady Northmoor to see the doctor.
Yet Herbert Morton was a better boy than he seemed at that moment; his errors were chiefly caused by understanding _n.o.blesse oblige_ in a different way from his uncle. Moreover, it would have been better for him if his tutor had lived beyond the neighbourhood of Northmoor, where he heard, losing nothing in the telling, the remarks of the other pupils"
mothers upon his uncle and aunt; more especially as it was not generally the highest order of boy that was to be found there. If he had heard what the fathers said, he would have learnt that, though shy and devoid of small talk, and of the art of putting guests together, Lord Northmoor was trusted and esteemed. He might perhaps be too easily talked down; he could not argue, and often gave way to the noisy Squire; but he was certain in due time to see the rights of a question, and he attended thoroughly to the numerous tasks of an active and useful county man, taking all the drudgery that others shirked. While, if by severe stress he were driven to public speaking, he could acquit himself far better than any one had expected. The Bishop and the Chairman of the Quarter Sessions alike set him down on their committees, not only for his rank, but for his industry and steadiness of work. Nor had any one breathed any imputation upon the possession of what used to be known as gentility, before that good word was degraded, to mean something more like what Mrs.
Morton aspired to. Lord and Lady Northmoor might not be lively, nor a great accession to society, but the antic.i.p.ations of either amus.e.m.e.nt or annoyance from vulgarity or arrogance were entirely disappointed. No one could call them underbred, or anything but an ingrain gentleman and lady, while there were a few who could uphold Lady Northmoor as thoroughly kind, sweet, sensible, and helpful to her utmost in all that was good.
All this, however, was achieved not only unconsciously but with severe labour by a man whose powers could only act slowly, and who was not to the manner born. Conscientiousness is a costly thing, and Strafford"s watchword is not to be adopted for nothing. The balance of duties, the perplexities of managing an impoverished and involved estate, the disappointment of being unable to carry out the responsibilities of a landlord towards neglected cottagers, the incapacity of doing what would have been desirable for the Church, and the worry and hara.s.s that his sister-in-law did not spare, all told as his office work had never done, and in spite of quiet, happy hours with his Mary, and her devoted and efficient aid whenever it was possible, a course of disabling neuralgic headaches had set in, and a general derangement of health, which had become alarming, and called for immediate remedy.
CHAPTER XVI WHAT IS REST?
"Rest, there is nothing for it but immediate rest and warm baths," said Lady Northmoor to Constance, who was waiting anxiously for the doctor"s verdict some hours later. "It is only being overdone--no, my dear, there is nothing really to fear, if we can only keep business and letters out of his way for a few weeks, my dear child."
For Constance, who had been dreadfully frightened by the sight of the physician"s carriage, which seemed to her inexperienced eyes the omen of something terrible, fairly burst into tears of relief.
"Oh, I am so glad!" she said, as caresses pa.s.sed--which might have been those of mother and daughter for heartfelt sympathy and affection.
"You will miss your Sat.u.r.days and Sundays, my dear," continued the aunt, "for we shall have to go abroad, so as to be quite out of the way of everything."
"Never mind that, dear aunt, if only Uncle Frank is better. Will it be long?"
"I cannot tell. He says six weeks, Dr. Smith says three months. It is to be bracing air--Switzerland, most likely."
"Oh, how delightful! How you will enjoy it!"
"It has always been a dream, and it is strange now to feel so downhearted about it," said her aunt, smiling.
"Uncle Frank is sure to be better there," said Constance. "Only think of the snowy mountains--
Mont Blanc is the monarch of mountains; They crown"d him long ago On a throne of rocks, in a robe of clouds, With a diadem of snow."
And the girl"s eyes brightened with an enthusiasm that the elder woman felt for a moment, nor did either of them feel the verse hackneyed.
"Ah, I wish we could take you, my dear," said Lady Northmoor; then, "Do you know where Herbert is?"
"No," said Constance. "Oh, aunt, I am so sorry! I don"t think he would have done it if the other boys had not teased him."
"Perhaps not; but, indeed, I am grieved, not only on the poor rook"s account, but that he should have the heart to vex your uncle just now.
However, perhaps he did not understand how ill he has been all this week.
And I am afraid that young Stanhope is not a good companion for him."
"I do not think he is," said Constance; "it seems to me that Stanhope leads him into that betting, and makes him think it does not signify whether he pa.s.ses or not, and so he does not take pains."
Herbert was not to be found either then or at dinner-time. It turned out that he had taken from the stables the horse he was allowed to ride, and had gone over to display his victim to Stanhope, and then on to the bird-stuffer; had got a meal, no one wished to know how, only returning in time to stump upstairs to bed.
He thus avoided an interview with his uncle over the rook, unaware that his aunt had left him the grace of confession, being in hopes that, unless he did speak of his own accord, the vexatious knowledge might be spared to one who did not need an additional annoyance just then.
Lord Northmoor was not, however, to be spared. He was much better the next day, Sunday, a good deal exhilarated by the doctor"s opinion; and, though concerned at having to break off his work, ready to enjoy what he was told was absolutely essential.
The head-keeper had no notion of sparing him. Mr. Best regarded him with a kind of patronising toleration as an unfortunate gentleman who had the ill-hap never to have acquired a taste for sport, and was unable to do justice to his preserves; but towards "Mr. Morton" there was a very active dislike. The awkward introduction might have rankled even had Herbert been wise enough to follow Miss Morton"s advice; but his nature was overbearing, and his self-opinion was fostered by his mother and Ida, while he was edged on by his fellow-pupils to consider Best a mere old woman, who could only be tolerated by the ignorance of "a regular Stick."
With the under-keeper Herbert fraternised enough to make him insubordinate; and the days when Lord Northmoor gave permission for shooting or for inviting his companions for a share in the sport, were days of mutual offence, when the balance of provoking sneer and angry insult would be difficult to cast, though the keeper was the most forbearing, since he never complained of personal ill-behaviour to himself, whereas Herbert"s demonstrations to his uncle of "that old fool"
were the louder and more numerous because they never produced the slightest effect.
However, Best felt aggrieved in the matter of the rook, which had been put under his special protection, and being, moreover, something of a naturalist, he had cherished the hope of a special Northmoor breed of pied rooks.
So while, on the way from church, Lady Adela was detaining Lady Northmoor with inquiries as to Dr. Smith, Best waylaid his master with, "Your lordship gave me orders about that there rook with white wings, as was not to be mislested."
"Has anything happened to it?" said Frank wearily.
"Well, my lord, I sees Mr. Morton going up to the rookery with his gun, and I says to him that it weren"t time for shooting of the branchers, and the white rook weren"t to be touched by n.o.body, and he swears at me for a meddling old leggings, and uses other language as I"ll not repeat to your lordship, and by and by I hears his gun, and I sees him a-picking up of the rook that her ladyship set such store by, so it is due to myself, my lord, to let you know as I were not to blame."
"Certainly not, Best," was the reply. "I am exceedingly displeased that my nephew has behaved so ill to you, and I shall let him know it."
"His lordship will give it to him hot and strong, the young upstart,"