Janet raised and let fall her eyebrows. The fiction, that so much having been said, an immediate show of reserve on such topics preserved her in ignorance of them, was one she subscribed to merely to humour the squire. I was half in doubt whether I disliked or admired her want of decent hypocrisy. She allowed him to suppose that she did not hear, but spoke as a party to the conversation. My aunt Dorothy blamed Julia. The squire thundered at Heriot; Janet, liking both, contented herself with impartial comments.
"I always think in these cases that the women must be the fools," she said. Her affectation was to a.s.sume a knowledge of the world and all things in it. We rode over to Julia"s cottage, on the outskirts of the estate now devolved upon her husband. Irish eyes are certainly bewitching lights. I thought, for my part, I could not do as the captain was doing, serving his country in foreign parts, while such as these were shining without a captain at home. Janet approved his conduct, and was right. "What can a wife think the man worth who sits down to guard his house-door?" she answered my slight innuendo. She compared the man to a kennel-dog. "This," said I, "comes of made-up matches," whereat she was silent.
Julia took her own view of her position. She asked me whether it was not dismal for one who was called a gra.s.s widow, and was in reality a salt-water one, to keep fresh, with a lapdog, a cook, and a maid-servant, and a postman that pa.s.sed the gate twenty times for twice that he opened it, and nothing to look for but this disappointing creature day after day! At first she was shy, stole out a coy line of fingers to be shaken, and lisped; and out of that mood came right-about-face, with an exclamation of regret that she supposed she must not kiss me now. I projected, she drew back. "Shall Janet go?"
said I. "Then if n.o.body"s present I "ll be talked of," said she, moaning queerly. The tendency of her hair to creep loose of its bands gave her handsome face an aspect deliriously wild. I complimented her on her keeping so fresh, in spite of her salt-water widowhood. She turned the tables on me for looking so powerful, though I was dying for a foreign princess.
"Oh! but that"ll blow over," she said; "anything blows over as long as you don"t go up to the altar"; and she eyed her ringed finger, woebegone, and flashed the pleasantest of smiles with the name of her William. Heriot, whom she always called Walter Heriot, was, she informed me, staying at Durstan Hall, the new great house, built on a plot of ground that the Lancashire millionaire had caught up, while the squire and the other landowners of the neighbourhood were sleeping. "And if you get Walter Heriot to come to you, Harry Richmond, it"ll be better for him, I"m sure," she added, and naively:
"I "d like to meet him up at the Grange." Temple, she said, had left the Navy and was reading in London for the Bar--good news to me.
"You have not told us anything about your princess, Harry," Janet observed on the ride home.
"Do you take her for a real person, Janet?"
"One thinks of her as a snow-mountain you"ve been admiring."
"Very well; so let her be."
"Is she kind and good?"
"Yes."
"Does she ride well?"
"She rides remarkably well."
"She "s fair, I suppose?"
"Janet, if I saw you married to Temple, it would be the second great wish of my heart."
"Harry, you"re a bit too cruel, as Julia would say."
"Have you noticed she gets more and more Irish?"
"Perhaps she finds it is liked. Some women can adapt themselves... they "re the happiest. All I meant to ask you is, whether your princess is like the rest of us?"
"Not at all," said I, unconscious of hurting.
"Never mind. Don"t be hard on Julia. She has the making of a good woman--a girl can see that; only she can"t bear loneliness, and doesn"t understand yet what it is to be loved by a true gentleman. Persons of that cla.s.s can"t learn it all at once."
I was pained to see her in tears. Her figure was straight, and she spoke without a quaver of her voice.
"Heriot"s an excellent fellow," I remarked.
"He is. I can"t think ill of my friends," said she.
"Dear girl, is it these two who make you unhappy?"
"No; but dear old grandada!..."
The course of her mind was obvious. I would rather have had her less abrupt and more personal in revealing it. I stammered something.
"Heriot does not know you as I do," she said, strangling a whimper. "I was sure it was serious, though one"s accustomed to a.s.sociate princesses with young men"s dreams. I fear, Harry, it will half break our dear old grandada"s heart. He is rough, and you have often been against him, for one unfortunate reason. If you knew him as I do you would pity him sincerely. He hardly grumbled at all at your terribly long absence. Poor old man! he hopes on."
"He"s incurably unjust to my father."
"Your father has been with you all the time, Harry? I guessed it."
"Well?"
"It generally bodes no good to the Grange. Do pardon me for saying that.
I know nothing of him; I know only that the squire is generous, and THAT I stand for with all my might. Forgive me for what I said."
"Forgive you--with all my heart. I like you all the better. You "re a brave partisan. I don"t expect women to be philosophers."
"Well, Harry, I would take your side as firmly as anybody"s."
"Do, then; tell the squire how I am situated."
"Ah!" she half sighed, "I knew this was coming."
"How could it other than come? You can do what you like with the squire.
I"m dependent on him, and I am betrothed to the Princess Ottilia. G.o.d knows how much she has to trample down on her part. She casts off--to speak plainly, she puts herself out of the line of succession, and for whom? for me. In her father"s lifetime she will hardly yield me her hand; but I must immediately be in a position to offer mine. She may: who can tell? she is above all women in power and firmness. You talk of generosity; could there be a higher example of it?"
"I daresay; I know nothing of princesses," Janet murmured. "I don"t quite comprehend what she has done. The point is, what am I to do?"
"Prepare him for it. Soothe him in advance. Why, dear Janet, you can reconcile him to anything in a minute."
"Lie to him downright?"
"Now what on earth is the meaning of that, and why can"t you speak mildly?"
"I suppose I speak as I feel. I"m a plain speaker, a plain person. You don"t give me an easy task, friend Harry."
"If you believe in his generosity, Janet, should you be afraid to put it to proof?"
"Grandada"s generosity, Harry? I do believe in it as I believe in my own life. It happens to be the very thing I must keep myself from rousing in him, to be of any service to you. Look at the old house!" She changed her tone. "Looking on old Riversley with the eyes of my head even, I think I"m looking at something far away in the memory. Perhaps the deep red brick causes it. There never was a house with so many beautiful creepers. Bright as they are, you notice the roses on the wall. There"s a face for me forever from every window; and good-bye, Riversley! Harry, I"ll obey your wishes."
So saying, she headed me, trotting down the heath-track.
CHAPTER x.x.xVII. JANET RENOUNCES ME
An illness of old Sewis, the butler,--amazingly resembling a sick monkey in his bed,--kept me from paying a visit to Temple and seeing my father for several weeks, during which time Janet loyally accustomed the squire to hear of the German princess, and she did it with a decent and agreeable cheerfulness that I quite approved of. I should have been enraged at a martyr-like appearance on her part, for I demanded a sprightly devotion to my interests, considering love so holy a thing, that where it existed, all surrounding persons were bound to do it homage and service. We were thrown together a great deal in attending on poor old Sewis, who would lie on his pillows recounting for hours my father"s midnight summons of the inhabitants of Riversley, and his little Harry"s infant expedition into the world. Temple and Heriot came to stay at the Grange, and a.s.sisted in some rough scene-painting--torrid colours representing the island of Jamaica. We hung it at the foot of old Sewis"s bed. He awoke and contemplated it, and went downstairs the same day, cured, he declared: the fact being that the unfortunate picture testified too strongly to the reversal of all he was used to in life, in having those he served to wait on him. The squire celebrated his recovery by giving a servants" ball. Sewis danced with the handsomest la.s.s, swung her to supper, and delivered an extraordinary speech, entirely concerning me, and rather to my discomposure, particularly so when it was my fate to hear that the old man had made me the heir of his savings. Such was his announcement, in a very excited voice, but incidentally upon a solemn adjuration to the squire to beware of his temper--govern his temper and not be a turncoat.
We were present at the head of the supper-table to hear our healths drunk. Sewis spoke like a half-caste oblivious of his training, and of the subjects he was at liberty to touch on as well. Evidently there was a weight of foreboding on his mind. He knew his master well. The squire excused him under the e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.n, "Drunk, by the Lord!" Sewis went so far as to mention my father "He no disgrace, sar, he no disgrace, I say!