He paused, and invited me to bow to him. We bowed thus in the room, in the hall, and at the street-door.
For what purpose could he have called on my father? To hear the worst at once? That seemed likely, supposing him to have lost his peculiar confidence in the princess, of which the courtly paces he had put me through precluded me from judging.
But I guessed acutely that it was not his intention to permit of my meeting Ottilia a second time. The blow was hard: I felt it as if it had been struck already, and thought I had gained resignation, until, like a man reprieved on his road to execution, the narrowed circle of my heart opened out to the breadth of the world in a minute. Returning from the city, I hurried to my father"s house, late in the afternoon, and heard that he had started to overtake the prince, leaving word that the prince was to be found at his address in the island. No doubt could exist regarding the course I was bound to take. I drove to my grandfather, stated my case to him, and by sheer vehemence took the wind out of his sails; so that when I said, "I am the only one alive who can control my father," he answered mildly, "Seems t" other way," and chose a small snort for the indulgence of his private opinion.
"What! this princess came over alone, and is down driving out with my girl under an alias?" he said, showing sour aversion at the prospect of a collision with the foreign species, as expressive as the ridge of a cat"s back.
Temple came to dine with us, so I did not leave him quite to himself, and Temple promised to accompany him down to the island.
"Oh, go, if you like," the fretted old man dismissed me:
"I"ve got enough to think over. Hold him fast to stand up to me within forty-eight hours, present time; you know who I mean; I"ve got a question or two for him. How he treats his foreign princes and princesses don"t concern me. I"d say, like the Prevention-Cruelty-Animal"s man to the keeper of the menagerie, "Lecture "em, wound their dignity, hurt their feelings, only don"t wop "em."
I don"t wish any harm to them, but what the deuce they do here nosing after my grandson!... There, go; we shall be having it out ha" done with to-morrow or next day. I"ve run the badger to earth, else I"m not fit to follow a scent."
He grumbled at having to consume other than his Riversley bread, b.u.t.ter, beef, and ale for probably another fortnight. One of the boasts of Riversley was, that while the rest of the world ate and drank poison, the Grange lived on its own solid substance, defying malefactory Radical tricksters.
Temple was left to hear the rest. He had the sweetest of modest wishes for a re-introduction to Ottilia.
CHAPTER L. WE ARE ALL IN MY FATHER"S NET
Journeying down by the mail-train in the face of a great sunken sunset broken with cloud, I chanced to ask myself what it was that I seriously desired to have. My purpose to curb my father was sincere and good; but concerning my heart"s desires, whitherward did they point? I thought of Janet--she made me gasp for air; of Ottilia, and she made me long for earth. Sharp, as I write it, the distinction smote me. I might have been divided by an electrical shot into two halves, with such an equal force was I drawn this way and that, pointing nowhither. To strangle the thought of either one of them was like the pang of death; yet it did not strike me that I loved the two: they were apart in my mind, actually as if I had been divided. I pa.s.sed the Riversley station under sombre sunset fires, saddened by the fancy that my old home and vivacious Janet were ashes, past hope. I came on the smell of salt air, and had that other spirit of woman around me, of whom the controlled seadeeps were an image, who spoke to my soul like starlight. Much wise counsel, and impatience of the wisdom, went on within me. I walked like a man with a yawning wound, and had to whip the sense of pa.s.sion for a drug. Toward which one it strove I know not; it was blind and stormy as the night.
Not a boatman would take me across. The lights of the island lay like a crown on the water. I paced the ramparts, eyeing them, breathing the keen salt of thundering waves, until they were robbed of their magic by the coloured Fast.
It is, I have learnt, out of the conflict of sensations such as I then underwent that a young man"s brain and morality, supposing him not to lean overmuch to sickly sentiment, becomes gradually enriched and strengthened, and himself shaped for capable manhood. I was partly conscious of a better condition in the morning; and a sober morning it was to me after my long sentinel"s step to and fro. I found myself possessed of one key--whether the right one or not--wherewith to read the princess, which was never possible to me when I was under stress of pa.s.sion, or of hope or despair; my perplexities over what she said, how she looked, ceased to trouble me. I read her by this strange light: that she was a woman who could only love intelligently--love, that is, in the sense of giving herself. She had the power of pa.s.sion, and it could be stirred; but he who kindled it wrecked his chance if he could not stand clear in her intellect"s unsparing gaze. Twice already she must have felt herself disillusioned by me. This third time, possibly, she blamed her own fatally credulous tenderness, not me; but it was her third awakening, and could affection and warmth of heart combat it? Her child"s enthusiasm for my country had prepared her for the impression which the waxen mind of the dreamy invalid received deeply; and so, aided by the emotional blood of youth, she gave me place in her imagination, probing me still curiously, as I remembered, at a season when her sedate mind was attaining to joint deliberations with the impulsive overgenerous heart.
Then ensued for her the successive shocks of discernment. She knew the to have some of the vices, many follies, all the intemperateness of men who carve a way for themselves in the common roads, if barely they do that. And resembling common men (men, in a judgement elective as hers, common, however able), I was not a.s.suredly to be separated by her from my a.s.sociations; from the thought of my father, for example. Her look at him in the lake-palace library, and her manner in unfolding and folding his recent letter to her, and in one or two necessitated allusions, embraced a kind of grave, pitiful humour, beyond smiles or any outward expression, as if the acknowledgement that it was so quite obliterated the wonder that it should be so--that one such as he could exercise influence upon her destiny. Or she may have made her reckoning generally, not personally, upon our human destinies: it is the more likely, if, as I divine, the calm oval of her lifted eyelids contemplated him in the fulness of the recognition that this world, of which we hope unuttered things, can be shifted and swayed by an ignis-fatuus. The father of one now seen through, could hardly fail of being transfixed himself. It was horrible to think of. I would rather have added a vice to my faults than that she should have penetrated him.
Nearing the island, I was reminded of the early morning when I landed on the Flemish flats. I did not expect a similar surprise, but before my rowers had pulled in, the tall beaconhead of old Schwartz notified that his mistress might be abroad. Janet walked with her. I ran up the steps to salute them, and had Ottilia"s hand in mine.
"Prince Ernest has arrived?"
"My father came yesterday evening."
"Do you leave to-day?"
"I cannot tell; he will decide."
It seemed a good omen, until I scanned Janet"s sombre face.
"You will not see us out for the rest of the day, Harry," said she.
"That is your arrangement?"
"It is."
"Your own?"
"Mine, if you like."
There was something hard in her way of speaking, as though she blamed me, and the princess were under her protection against me. She vouchsafed no friendly significance of look and tone.
In spite of my readiness to criticize her (which in our language means condemn) for always a.s.suming leadership with whomsoever she might be, I was impressed by the air of high-bred friendliness existing between her and the princess. Their interchange was pleasant to hear. Ottilia had caught the spirit of her frank manner of speech; and she, though in a less degree, the princess"s fine ease and sweetness. They conversed, apparently, like equal minds. On material points, Janet unhesitatingly led. It was she who brought the walk to a close.
"Now, Harry, you had better go and have a little sleep. I should like to speak to you early."
Ottilia immediately put her hand out to me.
I begged permission to see her to her door.
Janet replied for her, indicating old Schwartz: "We have a protector, you see, six feet and a half."
An hour later, Schwartz was following her to the steps of her hotel.
She saw me, and waited. For a wonder, she displayed reluctance in disburdening herself of what she had to say. "Harry, you know that he has come? He and Prince Ernest came together. Get him to leave the island at once: he can return to-morrow. Grandada writes of wishing to see him. Get him away to-day."
"Is the prince going to stay here?" I asked.
"No. I daresay I am only guessing; I hope so. He has threatened the prince."
"What with?"
"Oh! Harry, can"t you understand? I"m no reader of etiquette, but even I can see that the story of a young princess travelling over to England alone to visit... and you..., and her father fetching her away! The prince is almost at his mercy, unless you make the man behave like a gentleman. This is exactly the thing Miss Goodwin feared!"
"But who"s to hear of the story?" said I.
Janet gave an impatient sigh.
"Do you mean that my father has threatened to publish it, Janet?"
"I won"t say he has. He has made the prince afraid to move: that I think is true."
"Did the princess herself mention it to you?"
"She understands her situation, I am sure."
"Did she speak of "the man," as you call him?"
"Yes: not as I do. You must try by-and-by to forgive me. Whether he set a trap or not, he has decoyed her--don"t frown at words--and it remains for you to act as I don"t doubt you will; but lose no time. Determine.
Oh! if I were a man!"
"You would muzzle us?"
"Muzzle, or anything you please; I would make any one related to me behave honourably. I would give him the alternative..."
"You foolish girl! suppose he took it?"