I was looking at a man of huge stature, of the stiffest build, whose shoulders showed me their full breadth while he stood displaying frontwards the open of his hand in a salute.
"Schwartz!" I called. Janet started, imagining some fierce interjection.
The giant did not stir.
But others had heard. A lady stepped forward. "Dear Mr. Harry Richmond!
Then you are better? We had most alarming news of you."
I bowed to the Frau von Dittmarsch, anciently Miss Sibley.
"The princess?"
"She is here."
Frau von Dittmarsch clasped Miss Goodwin"s hand. I was touching Ottilia"s. A veil partly swathed her face. She trembled: the breeze robbed me of her voice.
Our walk down the pier was almost in silence. Miss Goodwin a.s.sumed the guardianship of the foreign ladies. I had to break from them and provide for my aunt Dorothy and Janet.
"They went over in a little boat, they were so impatient. Who is she?"
Dorothy Beltham asked.
"The Princess Ottilia," said Janet.
"Are you certain? Is it really, Harry?"
I confirmed it, and my aunt said, "I should have guessed it could be no other; she has a foreign grace."
"General Goodwin was with them when the boat came in from the island,"
said Janet. "He walked up to Harry"s father, and you noticed, aunty, that the ladies stood away, as if they wished to be un.o.bserved, as we did, and pulled down their veils. They would not wait for our boat. We pa.s.sed them crossing. People joked about the big servant over-weighing the wherry."
Dorothy Beltham thought the water too rough for little boats.
"She knows what a sea is," I said.
Janet gazed steadily after the retreating figures, and then commended me to the search for rooms. The end of it was that I abandoned my father"s suite to them. An accommodating linen-draper possessed of a sea-view, and rooms which hurled the tenant to the windows in desire for it, gave me harbourage.
Till dusk I scoured the town to find Miss Goodwin, without whom there was no clue to the habitation I was seeking, and I must have pa.s.sed her blindly again and again. My aunt Dorothy and Janet thanked me for my consideration in sitting down to dine with them; they excused my haste to retire. I heard no reproaches except on account of my not sending them word of my illness. Janet was not warm. She changed in colour and voice when I related what I had heard from Miss Goodwin, namely, that "some one" had informed the princess I was in a dying state. I was obliged to offer up my father as a shield for Ottilia, lest false ideas should tarnish the image of her in their minds. Janet did not speak of him. The thought stood in her eyes; and there lies the evil of a sore subject among persons of one household: they have not to speak to exhibit their minds.
After a night of suspense I fell upon old Schwartz and Aennchen out in the earliest dawn, according to their German habits, to have a gaze at sea, and strange country and people. Aennchen was all wonder at the solitary place, Schwartz at the big ships. But when they tried to direct me to the habitation of their mistress, it was discovered by them that they had lost their bearings. Aennchen told me the margravine had been summoned to Rippau just before they left Sarkeld. Her mistress had informed Baroness Turckems of her intention to visit England. Prince Ernest was travelling in France.
The hour which brought me to Ottilia was noon. The arrangements of the ladies could only grant me thirty minutes, for Janet was to drive the princess out into the country to view the island. She and my aunt Dorothy had been already introduced. Miss Goodwin, after presenting them, insisted upon ceremoniously accompanying me to the house. Quite taking the vulgar view of a proceeding such as the princess had been guilty of, and perhaps fearing summary audacity and interestedness in the son of a father like mine, she ventured on lecturing me, as though it lay with me to restrain the fair romantic head, forbear from calling up my special advantages, advise, and stand to the wisdom of this world, and be the man of honour. The princess had said: "Not see him when I have come to him?" I rea.s.sured my undiscerning friend partly, not wholly.
"Would it be commonly sensible or civil, to refuse to see me, having come?"
Miss Goodwin doubted.
I could indicate forcibly, because I felt, the clear-judging brain and tempered self-command whereby Ottilia had gained her decision.
Miss Goodwin nodded and gave me the still-born affirmative of politeness. Her English mind expressed itself willing to have exonerated the rash great lady for visiting a dying lover, but he was not the same person now that he was on his feet, consequently her expedition wore a different aspect:--my not dying condemned her. She entreated me to keep the fact of the princess"s arrival unknown to my father, on which point we were one. Intensely enthusiastic for the men of her race, she would have me, above all things, by a form of adjuration designed to be a masterpiece of persuasive rhetoric, "prove myself an Englishman." I was to show that "the honour, interests, reputation and position of any lady (demented or not," she added) "were as precious to me as to the owner": that "no woman was ever in peril of a shadow of loss in the hands of an English gentleman," and so forth, rather surprisingly to me, remembering her off-hand manner of the foregoing day. But the sense of responsibility thrown upon her ideas of our superior national dignity had awakened her fervider naturalness--made her a different person, as we say when accounting, in our fashion, for what a little added heat may do.
The half hour allotted to me fled. I went from the room and the house, feeling that I had seen and heard her who was barely of the world of humankind for me, so strongly did imagination fly with her. I kissed her fingers, I gazed in her eyes, I heard the beloved voice. All pa.s.sed too swift for happiness. Recollections set me throbbing, but recollection brought longing. She said, "Now I have come I must see you, Harry."
Did it signify that to see me was a piece of kindness at war with her judgement? She rejoiced at my perfect recovery, though it robbed her of the plea in extenuation of this step she had taken. She praised me for abstaining to write to her, when I was stammering a set of hastily-impressed reasons to excuse myself for the omission. She praised my step into Parliament. It did not seem to involve a nearer approach to her. She said, "You have not wasted your time in England." It was for my solitary interests that she cared, then.
I brooded desperately. I could conceive an overlooking height that made her utterance simple and consecutive: I could not reach it. Topics which to me were palpitating, had no terror for her. She said, "I have offended my father; I have written to him; he will take me away." In speaking of the letter which had caused her to offend, she did not blame the writer. I was suffered to run my eyes over it, and was ashamed.
It read to me too palpably as an outcry to delude and draw her hither:--pathos and pathos: the father holding his dying son in his arms, his sole son, Harry Richmond; the son set upon by enemies in the night: the lover never daring to beg for a sight of his beloved ere he pa.s.sed away:--not an ill-worded letter; read uncritically, it may have been touching: it must have been, though it was the reverse for me. I frowned, broke down in regrets, under sharp humiliation.
She said, "You knew nothing of it. A little transgression is the real offender. When we are once out of the way traced for us, we are in danger of offending at every step; we are as lawless as the outcasts."
That meant, "My turning aside to you originally was the blameable thing." It might mean, "My love of you sets my ideas of duty at variance with my father"s."
She smiled; nothing was uttered in a tone of despondency. Her high courage and breeding gave her even in this pitfall the smoothness which most women keep for society. Why she had not sent me any message or tidings of herself to Riversley was not a matter that she could imagine to perplex me: she could not imagine my losing faith in her. The least we could do, I construed it, the religious bond between us was a faith in one another that should sanctify to our souls the external injuries it caused us to commit. But she talked in no such strain. Her delight in treading English ground was her happy theme. She said, "It is as young as when we met in the forest"; namely, the feeling revived for England.
How far off we were from the green Devonshire coast, was one of her questions, suggestive of our old yacht-voyage lying among her dreams.
Excepting an extreme and terrorizing paleness, there was little to fever me with the thought that she suffered mortally. Of reproach, not a word; nor of regret. At the first touch of hands, when we stood together, alone, she said, "Would hearing of your recovery have given me peace?"
My privileges were the touch of hands, the touch of her fingers to my lips, a painless hearing and seeing, and pa.s.sionate recollection. She said, "Impatience is not for us, Harry": I was not to see her again before the evening. These were the last words she said, and seemed the lightest until my hot brain made a harvest of them transcending thrice-told vows of love. Did they not mean, "We two wait": therefore, "The years are bondmen to our stedfastness." Could sweeter have been said? They might mean nothing!
She was veiled when Janet drove her out; Janet sitting upright in her masterly way, smoothing her pet ponies with the curl of her whip, chatting and smiling; the princess slightly leaning back. I strode up to the country roads, proud of our land"s beauty under a complacent sky.
By happy chance, which in a generous mood I ascribed to Janet"s good nature, I came across them at a seven miles" distance. They were talking spiritedly: what was wonderful, they gave not much heed to me: they seemed on edge for one another"s conversation: each face was turned to the other"s, and after nodding an adieu, they resumed the animated discourse. I had been rather in alarm lest Ottilia should think little of Janet. They pa.s.sed out of sight without recurring to a thought of me behind them.
In the evening I was one among a group of ladies. I had the opportunity of hearing the running interchange between Ottilia and Janet, which appeared to be upon equal terms; indeed, Janet led. The subjects were not very deep. Plain wits, candour, and an unpretending tongue, it seemed, could make common subjects attractive, as fair weather does our English woods and fields. The princess was attracted by something in Janet. I myself felt the sway of something, while observing Ottilia"s rapt pleasure in her talk and her laughter, with those funny familiar frowns and current dimples twisting and melting away like a play of shadows on the eddies of the brook.
"I "m glad to be with her," Janet said of Ottilia.
It was just in that manner she spoke in Ottilia"s presence. Why it should sound elsewhere unsatisfactorily blunt, and there possess a finished charm, I could not understand.
I mentioned to Janet that I feared my father would be returning.
She contained herself with a bridled "Oh!"
We were of one mind as to the necessity for keeping him absent, if possible.
"Harry, you"ll pardon me; I can"t talk of him," said she.
I proposed half-earnestly to foil his return by going to London at once.
"That"s manly; that"s nice of you," Janet said.
This was on our walk from the house at night. My aunt Dorothy listened, pressing my arm. The next morning Janet urged me to go at once. "Keep him away, bring down grandada, Harry. She cannot quit the island, because she has given Prince Ernest immediate rendezvous here. You must not delay to go. Yes, the Countess of Delzenburg shall have your excuses. And no, I promise you I will run n.o.body down. Besides, if I do, aunty will be at hand to plead for the defence, and she can! She has a way that binds one to accept everything she says, and Temple ought to study with her for a year or two before he wears his gown. Bring him back with you and grandada. He is esteemed here at his true worth. I love him for making her in love with English boys. I leave the men for those who know them, but English boys are unrivalled, I declare.
Honesty, bravery, modesty, and nice looks! They are so nice in their style and their way of talking. I tell her, our men may be shy and sneering,--awkward, I daresay; but our boys beat the world. Do bring down Temple. I should so like her to see a cricket-match between two good elevens of our boys, Harry, while she is in England! We could have arranged for one at Riversley."
I went, and I repressed the idea, on my way, that Janet had manoeuvred by sending me off to get rid of me, but I felt myself a living testimony to her heartlessness: for no girl of any heart, acting the part of friend, would have allowed me to go without a leave-taking of her I loved few would have been so cruel as to declare it a duty to go at all, especially when the chances were that I might return to find the princess wafted away. Ottilia"s condescension had done her no good.
"Turn to the right, that"s your path; on." She seemed to speak in this style, much as she made her touch of the reins understood by her ponies.
"I "ll take every care of the princess," she said. Her conceit was unbounded. I revelled in contemptuous laughter at her a.s.sumption of the post of leader with Ottilia. However, it was as well that I should go: there was no trusting my father.
CHAPTER XLIX. WHICH FORESHADOWS A GENERAL GATHERING
At our Riversley station I observed the squire, in company with Captain Bulsted, jump into a neighbouring carriage. I joined them, and was called upon to answer various inquiries. The squire gave me one of his short tight grasps of the hand, in which there was warmth and shyness, our English mixture. The captain whispered in my ear: "He oughtn"t to be alone."
"How"s the great-grandmother of the tribe?" said I.