"Did you get enough to eat?" Ethel said. She looked pleased but, it seemed to Sammy, a little taken aback.
"Did you save room for my babka?" Bubbie said.
"I always always save room for dessert, Mrs. Kavalier," Bacon said. He turned to Sammy. "Is babka dessert?" save room for dessert, Mrs. Kavalier," Bacon said. He turned to Sammy. "Is babka dessert?"
"An eternal question among my people," Sammy said. "There are some who argue that it"s actually a kind of very small ha.s.sock."
Ethel got up to make coffee. Bacon stood up and started to clear away the dishes.
"Enough already," Sammy said, pushing him back down into his chair. "You"re making me look very bad here." He gathered up the dirty plates and utensils and carried them into the tiny kitchen.
"Don"t stack them," his mother said by way of thanks. "It gets the bottoms dirty."
"I"m just trying to be helpful."
"Your kind of help is worse than no help." She set the percolator on the ring and turned on the gas. "Stand back," she said, striking a match. She must have been lighting gas stoves for thirty years, but each time it was as if entering a burning building. She ran water in the sink and slid the dishes in. Steam rose from the bubbles of Lux; the dishwater must of course be antibacterially hot. "He looks just like Josef draws him," she said.
"Doesn"t he, though."
"Is everything all right with your cousin?"
Sammy guessed that her feelings were hurt. "He really wanted to come, Ma," he said. "But it was short notice, you know?"
"It doesn"t make any difference to me."
"I"m just saying."
"Is there news? What does the man at the agency say?"
"Hoffman says the kids are still in Portugal."
"With the nuns." As a girl, during the first war, Ethel had been sheltered briefly by Orthodox nuns. They had treated her with a kindness that she had never forgotten, and Sammy knew that she would have preferred her little nephew to remain with these Portuguese Carmelites, in the relative safety of a Lisbon orphanage, rather than to set off across a submarine-haunted ocean in a thirdhand steamer with a rickety name. But the nuns were apparently under pressure from the Catholic Church in Portugal not to make harboring Jewish children from Central Europe a permanent thing.
"The boat is on its way over there now," Sammy said. "To get them. It got itself into one of these convoy things, you know, with five U.S. Navy destroyers. Thomas ought to be here in a month, Joe said."
"A month. Here." His mother handed him a dishtowel and a dish. "Dry."
"Yeah, so Joe"s happy about that. He seems happy with Rosa, too. He"s not working those crazy hours like he used to anymore. We"re making enough money now that I was able to talk him into dropping all the books he was working on but three.[8][8] I had to hire I had to hire five five guys to replace him." guys to replace him."
"I"m glad he"s settling down. He was getting wild before. Fighting. Getting hurt on purpose."
"The thing is, I think he likes it here," Sammy said. "I wouldn"t be surprised if he decided to stay, even after the war"s over."
"Kayn ayn hora," his mother said. "Let"s hope he has a choice." his mother said. "Let"s hope he has a choice."
"That"s a cheerful thought."
"I don"t know this girl very well. But she seemed ..." She hesitated, unwilling to go so far as to bestow actual praise on Rosa. "I got the feeling she has a good head on her shoulders." The previous month, Joe and Rosa had taken Ethel to see Here Comes Mr. Jordan; Here Comes Mr. Jordan; Ethel was partial to Robert Montgomery. "He could do much worse." Ethel was partial to Robert Montgomery. "He could do much worse."
"Yeah," Sammy said. "Rosa"s all right."
Then, for a minute, he just dried the dishes and forks she pa.s.sed to him and set them, under his mother"s scrutiny, in the rack. There was no sound but the squeak of the dishtowel, the chiming of the dishes, and the steady trickling of hot water into the sink. Bacon and Bubbie seemed, in the dining room, to have run out of things to say to each other. It was one of those prolonged silences that meant, Ethel always used to say, that somewhere an idiot had just been born.
"I"d like to meet someone, you know," Sammy said at last. "I mean, I"ve been thinking. Just recently. Meet someone nice." like to meet someone, you know," Sammy said at last. "I mean, I"ve been thinking. Just recently. Meet someone nice."
His mother shut off the tap and pulled the stopper from the drain. Her hands were bright red from the scalding water.
"I"d like that, too," she said. She opened another drawer and took out the box of waxed paper. She tore off a piece, spread it on the zinc counter, and took a dish from the rack.
"So how was he?" she asked him, setting the dish upside down on the sheet of waxed paper.
"Who"s that?"
She nodded toward the dining room. "That one." She folded the ends of the sheet of paper up over the dish and smoothed them down. "At the rehearsal today."
"He was all right," Sammy said. "He was good. Yeah, I think he"ll do fine."
"Will he?" she said, and, lifting the wrapped dish, she looked him in the eye for the first time all evening.
Though it would recur often enough in his memory in later years, he would never know exactly what she had meant by that look.
3
The following day, a wealthy young New Yorker named Leon Douglas Saks followed in the footsteps of his grandfathers and was called before the Torah to become a bar mitzvah. He was a second cousin of Rosa"s, and although she had never met the boy, she managed without too much trouble to w.a.n.gle an invitation to the reception at the Pierre as the date of one of the entertainers on the bill, the performing magician known as the Amazing Cavalieri.
When she woke from a post-coital nap that Sat.u.r.day afternoon, in her bedroom under the eaves, the Amazing Cavalieri was standing in front of her scarf-draped mirror, looking with remarkable interest at his own naked reflection. Rosa pulled a pillow over her head and lay very still so that she could watch him watching himself. She could smell the trace of his breath in her own exhalations, the indeterminate but distinctive flavor of his lips, somewhere between maple and smoke. At first, as she watched him, she thought that he was engaging in rank self-admiration, and since she considered his lack of vanity about his appearance-his ink-stained shirtfronts, rumpled jackets, and ragged trouser cuffs-to be itself a kind of vanity, one for which she loved him, she was amused. She wondered if he could see how much weight he had added to his long, spare frame over the last several months. When they had first started going out, he was so absorbed by his work that he rarely took time for meals, existing quite mysteriously on coffee and bananas, but as Rosa herself, to her considerable satisfaction, had begun to absorb Joe more and more, he had become a regular guest at her father"s dinner table, where there were never fewer than five courses and three different varieties of wine. His ribs no longer stuck out, and his skinny little-boy"s behind had taken on a manlier heft. It was as if, she thought, he had been engaged in a process of transferring himself from Czechoslovakia to America, from Prague to New York, a little at a time, and every day there was more of him on this side of the ocean. She wondered if this could be what he was looking at now-this evidence of his irrefutable existence here, on this sh.o.r.e, in this bedroom, as her Joe. For a while she lay staring at the gloved knuckles of his spine, the stippled pale stone of his shoulders. Presently, however, she became aware of the way he kept narrowing and widening his blue eyes, tightening them at the corners and then opening them into a pop-eyed stare, over and over again. As he did so he moved his lips constantly, engaging in some kind of patter or incantation. From time to time he gestured broadly, flourishing his fingers around a handful of empty air, pointing proudly at some invisible wonderful thing.
Finally she couldn"t stand it anymore and threw off the pillow.
"What the h.e.l.l are you doing?"
He jumped and knocked his cigarette from the ashtray on her dressing table. He retrieved it, brushing ash from the carpet, then came over and sat on the bed. "How long were you watching?"
"An hour," she lied.
He nodded. Had he really been standing there like that for an hour, giving himself the evil eye and marveling at nothing?
"You looked like you were trying to hypnotize yourself or something."
"I guess I was. I guess I"m a little nervous," he said. As he spent night after night in the company of inveterate and literate talkers, his English had improved considerably. "Performing in front of your family. Your father." Rosa"s father had not appeared at a Saks family event in years, but he was attending the reception tonight just to see Joe perform. He had been invited to the religious portion of the proceedings that morning, too, at B"nai Jeshurun, but G.o.d forbid. He hadn"t been inside a synagogue, he calculated, since 1899. "Right now he thinks I"m the best magician in New York," Joe continued. "Because he"s never seen me. After tonight, maybe he"ll think I"m a palooka."
"He"ll love you," she said. She was touched to see that her father"s opinion meant so much to him. She interpreted it as further evidence of his belonging to her. "Don"t worry."
"Mm-hmm," he said. "You already think I"m a palooka."
"Not me," she said, running a hand up his thigh and taking hold of his p.e.n.i.s, which at once began to show renewed interest in her. "I know you"re magic."
She had seen his act twice now. The truth was that Joe was a talented but careless performer, liable to bite off more than he could chew. He had renewed his career, as promised, with the Hoffman reception at the Hotel Trevi the previous November, and had gotten off to a rather shaky start when-forgetting the disdain in which his teacher Bernard Kornblum had held such "mechanisms," and succ.u.mbing to his fatal weakness, from which he suffered all his life, for acts of daring and the beau geste-he became hopelessly entangled in the Emperor"s Dragon, an elaborate set-piece trick that he had purchased, on credit, from Louis Tannen"s Magic Shop. It was a h.o.a.ry bit of mock-Chinese flummery from the heyday of Ching Ling Foo, in which a silk "dragon" in a bra.s.s cage was made to breathe fire, then lay a number of colored eggs, each presented to the inspection of a witness for signs of seams or apertures before it was cracked with a silver wand, disgorging some personal item belonging to a member of the audience who, up to this point, had not been aware of his watch"s or lighter"s disappearance from his or her person. Picking pockets had never been Joe"s great strength, however, and he was long out of practice. In the Trevi"s lobby, before the show, there was an unpleasant incident with the bar mitzvah boy"s aunt Ida, involving her beaded handbag, which had to be hastily smoothed over by Hermann Hoffman; and, during the performance, Joe singed off his own right eyebrow. He had moved quickly into cards and coins after that, and here his renewed training and the native gifts of his fingers served him well. He caused half-dollars and queens to behave in bizarre ways, endowed them with sentience and emotions, transformed them into kinds of weather, raising storms of aces and calling down nickel lightning from the sky. After Joe finished his act, young Maurice Hoffman brought over a friend who was having his own bar mitzvah in two weeks and had determined to impel his parents to hire Joe for the affair. More bookings followed: all at once Joe discovered that he had become the fashionable entertainer among the wealthy, male Jewish adolescents of the Upper West Side, many of them, of course, loyal readers of Empire comic books. They didn"t seem to care that from time to time an ace dropped from his watchband or that he misread their minds. They adored him, and he accepted their adoration. In fact, he seemed actively to seek out the company of thirteen-year-old boys, not so much because it gratified his ego, Rosa thought, as because he longed to see his brother again so badly. And because their company- respectful, sardonic, willing to be awed, stubborn in their desire to get to the bottom of each trick-seemed to promise good things for Thomas on his arrival: friends of raucous intelligence, at once innocent and hard-edged, homely or handsome but uniformly well dressed, their faces free of all shadow save those of acne or an incipient beard. These were boys who lived free of the fear of invasion, occupation, cruel and arbitrary laws. With Rosa"s encouragement, Joe began, tentatively at first and then with great ardor, to envision the transformation of his brother into an American boy.
Sometimes, when he was making arrangements with the parents beforehand, the name of Houdini came up, and Joe would be asked if he might (naturally with a commensurate increase in his fee) perform an escape; but here he drew the line.
"I escaped from Prague," he would say, looking down at his bare wrists as if for the reddened trace of a manacle. "I think maybe that is enough."
Here the parents, exchanging looks with Rosa, would invariably agree and write him out a check for a hundred dollars. It had never seemed to occur to Joe that the reason for his sudden popularity on the West Side bar mitzvah circuit was neither the erratic skill of his prestigious digits, nor the unwavering fervor of his young fans, but rather the sympathy those parents felt for a homeless Jewish boy who had somehow managed to get out from under the shadow of the billowing black flag that was unfurling across Europe, and who was known to donate his entire fee to the Transatlantic Rescue Agency.
"I"m not getting any better," he said now, watching abstractly as he expanded in her hand. "Really, it"s embarra.s.sing. At Tannen"s they all make fun of me."
"You"re much better than you used to be," she said, and then added, with just a hint of self-servingness: "Everything"s much better, isn"t it?"
"Much better," he said, moving a little in her grasp. "Yes. Much."
When she first met him, he had been such a forlorn, solitary figure, bruised and broken from all his street fighting, with the little fireplug, Sammy Clay, his lone prop and a.s.sociate. Now he had friends, down at that magic shop of his, and in the New York art world. He had changed; she had changed him. In the pages of Radio Comics Radio Comics-Rosa was now a loyal reader-he and the Escapist continued to fight the forces of the Iron Chain, in battles that were increasingly grotesque and ornate. But the sad futility of the struggle, which Joe had sensed so early in his run on the magazine and which had been immediately apparent to Rosa, seemed to have begun to overtake the ingenuity of his pen. Month after month, the Escapist ground the armies of evil into paste, and yet here they were in the spring of 1941 and Adolf Hitler"s empire was more extensive than Bonaparte"s. In the pages of Triumph, Triumph, the Four Freedoms the Four Freedoms[9][9] attained the o.r.g.a.s.mically impossible goal of killing Hitler, only to learn in the next issue that their victim had been merely a mechanical double. Though Joe kept fighting, Rosa could see that his heart had gone out of the mayhem. It was in the pages of attained the o.r.g.a.s.mically impossible goal of killing Hitler, only to learn in the next issue that their victim had been merely a mechanical double. Though Joe kept fighting, Rosa could see that his heart had gone out of the mayhem. It was in the pages of All Doll, All Doll, in realms far from Zothenia or Prague, that Joe"s art now blossomed. in realms far from Zothenia or Prague, that Joe"s art now blossomed.
Luna Moth was a creature of the night, of the Other World, of mystic regions where evil worked by means of spells and curses instead of bullets, torpedoes, or sh.e.l.ls. Luna fought in the wonderworld against specters and demons, and defended all us unsuspecting dreamers against attack from the dark realms of sleep. Twice now she had flapped into battle against slavering Elder Creatures readying vast interdimensional armadas of demons, and while it was easy enough to see such plots as allegories of paranoia, invasion, and world war, and Joe"s work here as a continuation of the internecine conflict of Radio Radio and and Triumph, Triumph, the art Joe turned in for the art Joe turned in for Luna Moth Luna Moth was very different from his work on the other books. Rosa"s father, with his eye for native American sources of the Surrealist idea, had introduced Joe to the work of Winsor McKay. The urban dreamscapes, the dizzying perspectives, the playful tone, and the bizarre metamorphoses and juxtapositions of was very different from his work on the other books. Rosa"s father, with his eye for native American sources of the Surrealist idea, had introduced Joe to the work of Winsor McKay. The urban dreamscapes, the dizzying perspectives, the playful tone, and the bizarre metamorphoses and juxtapositions of Little Nemo in Slumberland Little Nemo in Slumberland all quickly found their way into Joe"s pages for all quickly found their way into Joe"s pages for Luna Moth. Luna Moth. Suddenly the standard three tiers of quadrangular panels became a prison from which he had to escape. They hampered his efforts to convey the dislocated and non-Euclidean dream s.p.a.ces in which Luna Moth fought. He sliced up his panels, stretched and distorted them, cut them into wedges and strips. He experimented with benday dots, cross-hatching, woodcut effects, and even crude collage. Suddenly the standard three tiers of quadrangular panels became a prison from which he had to escape. They hampered his efforts to convey the dislocated and non-Euclidean dream s.p.a.ces in which Luna Moth fought. He sliced up his panels, stretched and distorted them, cut them into wedges and strips. He experimented with benday dots, cross-hatching, woodcut effects, and even crude collage.[10][10] Through this bravura landscape of twilight flew a wisecracking, powerful young woman with immense b.r.e.a.s.t.s, fairy wings, and furry antennae. The strip lay poised on the needle-sharp fulcrum between the marvelous and the vulgar that was, to Rosa, the balancing point of Surrealism itself. She could see Joe, in each new issue, contending with the conventions and cliches of Sammy"s more than usually literate stories, working his way toward some kind of breakthrough in his art. And she was determined to be there when he did. She had a feeling that she was going to be the only one to notice or appreciate it when it happened; to her, Joe had that authentic air of the solitary bricoleur, the potterer of genius, like the Facteur Cheval or that strange and diffident other Joe, Mr. Cornell, striking out toward the sublime in a vessel constructed of the commonplace, the neglected, the despised. Being there, supporting him in whatever way she could, at that moment of embarkation and on all the brilliant journey that would follow, had become a key element, along with helping him bring over his brother, and binding her to him and to America with unbreakable bonds, in her mission of love. As for the practice of her own art, that had always been less a matter of mission than of long, moody habit, a way of s.n.a.t.c.hing at her emotions and ideas as they flitted past and pinning them, as it were, to canvas before they could elude her gaze. In the end, it would take far less time for the world, or at least that small portion of the world that read and thought about comic books, to acclaim Joe"s genius than it took for anyone- least of all Rosa-to acknowledge her own. Through this bravura landscape of twilight flew a wisecracking, powerful young woman with immense b.r.e.a.s.t.s, fairy wings, and furry antennae. The strip lay poised on the needle-sharp fulcrum between the marvelous and the vulgar that was, to Rosa, the balancing point of Surrealism itself. She could see Joe, in each new issue, contending with the conventions and cliches of Sammy"s more than usually literate stories, working his way toward some kind of breakthrough in his art. And she was determined to be there when he did. She had a feeling that she was going to be the only one to notice or appreciate it when it happened; to her, Joe had that authentic air of the solitary bricoleur, the potterer of genius, like the Facteur Cheval or that strange and diffident other Joe, Mr. Cornell, striking out toward the sublime in a vessel constructed of the commonplace, the neglected, the despised. Being there, supporting him in whatever way she could, at that moment of embarkation and on all the brilliant journey that would follow, had become a key element, along with helping him bring over his brother, and binding her to him and to America with unbreakable bonds, in her mission of love. As for the practice of her own art, that had always been less a matter of mission than of long, moody habit, a way of s.n.a.t.c.hing at her emotions and ideas as they flitted past and pinning them, as it were, to canvas before they could elude her gaze. In the end, it would take far less time for the world, or at least that small portion of the world that read and thought about comic books, to acclaim Joe"s genius than it took for anyone- least of all Rosa-to acknowledge her own.
"I"d better start getting ready," he said, though he did not move, and she redoubled her grip on his p.e.n.i.s.
"What are you planning to do with this?" she asked him. "Maybe you could work it into your act. I could paint a little face on it."
"I don"t work with puppets."
There was a knock on the door. She let go of him, and he clambered over her to get underneath the coverlet, too.
"Yes?" she called.
"Open up! I have a little gift for the Amazing." It was her father. Rosa got up and pulled on a bathrobe. Then she picked up the cigarette that Joe had left burning on her dresser and went over to the door.
Her father stood in the hall, dressed for the reception in an enormous three-piece cocoa-brown seersucker suit, and carrying a canvas garment bag over one arm. He peered in curiously at Joe, who had sat up in bed, the blanket pulled up just high enough to cover himself. The question of this not being a convenient time to interrupt the young lovers, or of whether perhaps he ought to come back later, did not occur to her father. He just barreled right into her room.
"Josef," he said, raising the garment bag. "We have noticed that every time you perform, you"re obliged to rent your tuxedo." Her father was inclined to the imperial "we" when he felt he was being particularly magnanimous. "It seemed to us you really ought to have one of your own." He unzipped the bag. "I had it made," he said.
The jacket was the color of the sky over Prague Castle on a clear winter night. The trousers were also a glossy, coal-dark blue, piped with a bright gold stripe. And affixed to one of the satiny black lapels was a small golden pin in the shape of a skeleton key.
"I sort of thought," her father said. "In honor of you-know-who." He reached into the pocket of the jacket and pulled out a domino mask of the same black satin as the jacket lapels, with long ties of black ribbon. "It couldn"t hurt to add a little bit of mystery to the act."
Rosa was as surprised as Joe. She was smiling so hard that her ears started to hurt a little. "Joe," she said, "look what he did."
"Thank you," Joe said, "I-" He made a show of wanting to stand up, trapped in the bed by his nakedness.
"For G.o.d"s sake, toss him a towel," her father drawled. "So he can thank us properly."
Joe climbed down from the bed, pulling the coverlet up around him. He knotted it around his waist and then took the blue tuxedo from Rosa"s father. A rather clumsy embrace followed, then her father brought out a flask and, after a bit of hopeless rummaging through the chaos of Rosa"s room, managed to find a gla.s.s that was only slightly smudged with lipstick prints.
"To the Amazing Cavalieri," he said, raising the pink-tinged gla.s.s of whiskey. "Whom-dare I say it?"
"Dare it," Rosa said, feeling herself blushing mightily.
"I"ll just say that, in a family as small as this, there is most certainly room for one more." He drank.
Rosa was watching Joe"s face, feeling almost drunk on the happiness of the moment, and so she saw the look of pain that flickered across it at these words.
"I already have a family," he said quietly.
"Oh, yes ... Joe, for heaven"s sake, I know that. I just-"
"I"m sorry," Joe said immediately. "That was very rude of me. Thank you so much, for everything. For this." He held up the tuxedo. "For your kindness. For Rosa."
He had nearly saved the moment, and they allowed him to think that he had. But her father fled the bedroom within the minute, and Rosa and her Joe were left alone, on the bed, naked, staring at the empty blue suit.
4
The last letter that Joe was ever to receive from his mother, mailed from the Ostrovni Street post office, as the laws required, between the hours of one and three in the afternoon, read as follows (the black marks trace the brusque transit of the censor"s pen across the text): My dear son, It is a puzzle worthy of the best psychiatrist that a human life can be so utterly void and at the same time filled to bursting with hope. With Thomas gone we have nothing to live for, it seems, but the knowledge that he is on his way to be with you in that fortunate nation which has already so kindly received you in its bosom.
We are all as well as can be expected given Tante Lou"s fits of pique ["Tante Lou" was family code for the n.a.z.i government of Prague]. Your grandfather has lost most of the hearing in his left ear due to an infection, and some of the use of his right ear as well. So now he dwells in a realm of shouted conversations and serene imperviousness to argument. The latter is a valuable skill to possess around our Dear Friends [i.e., the Katz family, with whom the Kavaliers shared their two-room flat], and indeed I am at times inclined to believe that Papa is simply pretending to be deaf, or at least that he arranged to become so on purpose. My wrist has not quite healed it never may in the absence of ______ diet and is quite useless in poor weather but we have lately had a stretch of fine days, and I have continued to work on my Reinterpretation of Dreams Reinterpretation of Dreams[11][11] though paper [? smudged] is ______ bother, and I am obliged to soak my old typewriter ribbons in __ though paper [? smudged] is ______ bother, and I am obliged to soak my old typewriter ribbons in __.
Please, Josef, do not continue to trouble yourself or waste your time attempting to win for us what you have, with the help of your friends, been able to attain for your brother. It is enough; more than enough. Your late father, as you know, suffered from chronic optimism, but it is clear to me and to anyone not foolish or addled by deafness that we _______ and that the present state of affairs will be as permanent as any of us shall require. You must make a life for yourself there, with your brother, and turn your thoughts from us and from ____.
I have not had word from you for three months, and while I am certain that you continue to write faithfully I take this silence however unintentional as a suggestion. In all likelihood this letter will not find you but if you are reading this, then please. Listen to me. I want you to forget us, Josef, to leave us behind once and for all. It is not in your nature to do so, but you must. They say that ghosts find it painful to haunt the living, and I am tormented by the idea that our tedious existence should dim or impair your enjoyment of your own young life. That the reverse situation should obtain is fair and proper, and you cannot imagine how I delight in picturing you standing on some bright, busy street corner in that city of freedom and swing music. But for you to waste another moment in worrying about us in this city of _______! No.
I shall not write again unless I have news of which you cannot fairly be deprived. Until then you must know, dear one, that you are in my thoughts every instant of my waking life and in my (clinically quite uninteresting) dreams as well.
Fondly, Mother This letter was in the hip pocket of Joe"s new tuxedo as he entered the cream-and-gold Grand Ballroom of the Pierre. He had been carrying it around with him-unopened and unread-for days now. Whenever he paused to consider this behavior he found it quite shocking; but he never paused for very long. The burst of guilt that lit up the radiant nerves of his solar plexus when he handled or suddenly remembered the unopened letter was every bit as intense, he was sure, as whatever he would feel upon tearing its fragile seal and letting out the usual gray compound of bad dreams and pigeon feathers and soot. Every evening he took out the letter, without looking at it, and set it on his dresser. In the morning he transferred it to the pocket of the next day"s trousers. It would not be accurate to say that it weighed there like a stone, enc.u.mbering his progress through the city of freedom and swing, or that it caught like a bone in his throat. He was twenty years old, and he had fallen in love with Rosa Saks, in the wild scholastic manner of twenty-year-old men, seeing, in the tiniest minutiae, evidence of the systematic perfection of the whole and proof of a benign creation. He loved, for example, her hair in all the forms it took on her body: the down on her lip, the fuzz on her b.u.t.tocks, the recurrent brown feelers her eyebrows sent toward each other in between tweezings, the coa.r.s.e pubic ruff that she had allowed him to shave into the outline of a moth"s wings, the thick smoke-fragrant curls of her head. When she worked on a canvas in her top-floor room, she had a habit, when pondering, of standing storklike on her left foot and lovingly ma.s.saging it with the big toe, its toenail painted aubergine, of the right. Somehow this shade of purple and the echo of contemplative childish masturbation in the way she rubbed at her ankle struck him every time as not merely adorable but profound. The two dozen commonplace childhood photographs-snowsuit, pony, tennis racket, looming fender of a Dodge-were an inexhaustible source of wonder for him, at her having existed before he met her, and of sadness for his possessing nothing of the ten million minutes of that black-and-white scallop-edged existence save these few proofs. Only the embattled standards of a fundamentally restrained and sensible character prevented him from nattering constantly, to friends and strangers alike, about the capers she put in chicken salad (it was how her late mother had made it), the pile of dream words that acc.u.mulated by her bedside night after night, the lily-of-the-valley smell of her hand soap, et cetera. His portrayals of Judy Dark, in her up-to-the-minute gowns and bathing costumes cribbed from Vogue, Vogue, and of her winged alter ego in streamlined bra and panties, grew ever more libidinous and daring- as if Luna Moth had received from the secret councils of s.e.x Itself an augmentation of powers like that granted to the Escapist at the outbreak of war-until she verged, in certain panels that took on a sacred and totemic significance for the boys of America, on total nakedness. and of her winged alter ego in streamlined bra and panties, grew ever more libidinous and daring- as if Luna Moth had received from the secret councils of s.e.x Itself an augmentation of powers like that granted to the Escapist at the outbreak of war-until she verged, in certain panels that took on a sacred and totemic significance for the boys of America, on total nakedness.
Thus, just as his mother begged him (though he did not know it), Joe had turned his thoughts from Prague, his family, the war. Every golden age is as much a matter of disregard as of felicity. It was only when he was settling into the back of a taxicab, or reaching for his wallet, or brushing against a chair, that there came the crinkling of paper; the flutter of a wing; the ghostly foolscap whisper from home; and for a moment he would hang his head in shame.
"What is it?" Rosa said.
He had taken off the cutaway jacket, with the key pinned to its lapel, in order to drape it over the back of a chair, and as he did so the letter had rustled in its envelope.
"Nothing," he said. "Okay, sit there. I have to get to work."
This was his third time playing the Pierre, and he knew its characteristics fairly well, but he always liked to take ten minutes to reconnoiter or reacquaint himself with the room. He went up onto the low bandstand, at the back of which there were three tall panels faced with gilded mirrors. They had to be detached and lugged, one at a time, down the steps and around to a side of the room where they would not betray the secrets of his magician"s table. He dialed the five rheostats to a medium setting, so that the light of five ma.s.sive chandeliers would not reveal his black silk threads or expose the false bottom of a pitcher. The crystal chandeliers had been draped for the occasion with some green crepey stuff that was supposed to represent seaweed: the theme of tonight"s reception was, according to the printed programs laid across each gleaming plate, Neptune"s Kingdom. There were weird purple stalagmites jutting up from the carpet all around the room, to the right of the bandstand leaned the prow and bosomy figurehead, in papier-mache, of a sunken galleon buried in real sand, and in the center of it all yawned a giant opalescent clamsh.e.l.l from which Joe sincerely hoped Leon Douglas Saks was not planning to emerge. From the ceiling hung two mannequins with scallops covering their waxen b.r.e.a.s.t.s, and the sequined tails of hake and halibut where their legs ought to have been. Heavy fishing nets beaded with wooden floats hung from the walls, each filled with a catch of rubber starfish and lobster.
"You really look like you know what you"re doing," Rosa said, watching him dismantle the mirrors and adjust the lights.
"That is the greatest of Cavalieri"s illusions."