The earl squeezed Gower"s hand an instant; and it was an act unknown for him to touch or bear a touch; it said a great deal.
Late at night he mounted to Gower"s room. The funeral of the day"s impressions had not been skaken off. He kicked at it and sunk under it as his talk rambled. "Add five thousand," he commented, on the spread of Livia"s papers over the table. "I"ve been having an hour with her. Two thousand more, she says. Better multiply by two and a half for a woman"s confession. We have to trust to her for some of the debts of honour. See her in the morning. No one masters her but you. Mind, the first to be clear of must be St. Ombre. I like the fellow; but these Frenchmen--they don"t spare women. Ambrose,"--the earl"s eyelids quivered. "Jealousy fired that shot. Quite groundless. She "s cool as a marble Venus, as you said. Go straight from her house to Esslemont. I don"t plead a case. Make the best account you can of it. Say--you may say my eyes are opened. I respect her. If you think that says little, say more. It can"t mean more. Whatever the Countess of Fleetwood may think due to her, let her name it. Say my view of life, way of life, everything in me, has changed. I shall follow you. I don"t expect to march over the ground.
She has a heap to forgive. Her father owns or boasts, in that book of his Rose Mackrell lent me, he never forgave an injury."
Gower helped the quotation, rubbing his hands over it, for cover of his glee at the words he had been hearing. "Never forgave an injury without a return blow for it. The blow forgives. Good for the enemy to get it.
He called his hearty old Pagan custom "an action of the lungs" with him.
And it"s not in nature for injuries to digest in us. They poison the blood, if we try. But then, there"s a manner of hitting back. It is not to go an inch beyond the exact measure, Captain Kirby warns us."
Fleetwood sighed down to a low groan.
"Lord Feltre would have an answer for you. She"s a wife; and a wife hitting back is not a pleasant--well, petticoats make the difference. If she"s for amends, she shall exact them; and she may be hard to satisfy, she shall have her full revenge. Call it by any other term you like. I did her a wrong. I don"t defend myself; it "s not yet in the Law Courts.
I beg to wipe it out, rectify it--choose your phrase--to the very fullest. I look for the alliance with her to..."
He sprang up and traversed the room: "We"re all guilty of mistakes at starting: I speak of men. Women are protected; and if they"re not, there"s the convent for them, Feltre says. But a man has to live it on before the world; and this life, with these flies of fellows... I fell into it in some way. Absolutely like the first bird I shot as a youngster, and stood over the battered head and b.l.o.o.d.y feathers, wondering! There was Ambrose Mallard--the same splintered bones--blood--come to his end; and for a woman; that woman the lady bearing the t.i.tle of half-mother to me. G.o.d help me! What are my sins?
She feels nothing, or about as much as the mortuary paragraph of the newspapers, for the dead man; and I have Ambrose Mallard"s look at her and St. Ombre talking together, before he left the tent to cross the fields. Borrow, beg, or steal for money to play for her! and not a glimpse of the winning post.
St. Ombre "s a cool player; that "s at the bottom of the story. He"s cool because play doesn"t bite him, as it did Ambrose. I should say the other pa.s.sion has never bitten him. And he"s alive and presentable; Ambrose under a sheet, with Chummy Potts to watch. Chummy cried like a brat in the street for his lost mammy. I left him crying and sobbing.
They have their feelings, these "children of vapour," as you call them.
But how did I fall into the line with a set I despised? She had my opinion of her gamblers, and retorted that young Cressett"s turn for the fling is my doing. I can"t swear it"s not. There"s one of my sins.
What"s to wipe them out! She has a tender feeling for the boy; confessed she wanted governing. Why; she"s young, in a way. She has that particular vice of play. She might be managed. Here"s a lesson for her!
Don"t you think she might? The right man,--the man she can respect, fancy incorruptible! He must let her see he has an eye for tricks. She"s not responsible for--his mad pa.s.sion was the cause, cause of everything he did. The kind of woman to send the shaft. You called her "Diana seated." You said, "She doesn"t hunt, she sits and lets fly her arrow."
Well, she showed feeling for young Cressett, and her hit at me was an answer. It struck me on the mouth. But she"s an eternal anxiety. A man she respects! A man to govern her!"
Fleetwood hurried his paces. "I couldn"t have allowed poor Ambrose.
Besides, he had not a chance--never had in anything. It wants a head, wants the man who can say no to her. "The Reveller"s Aurora," you called her. She has her beauty, yes. She respects you. I should be relieved--a load off me! Tell her, all debts paid; fifty thousand invested, in her name and her husband"s. Tell her, speak it, there"s my consent--if only the man to govern her! She has it from me, but repeat it, as from me.
That sum and her portion would make a fair income for the two. Relieved?
By heaven, what a relief! Go early. Coach to Esslemont at eleven. Do my work there. I haven"t to repeat my directions. I shall present myself two days after. I wish Lady Fleetwood to do the part of hostess at Calesford. Tell her I depute you to kiss my son for me. Now I leave you.
Good-night. I shan"t sleep. I remember your saying, "bad visions come under the eyelids." I shall keep mine open and read--read her father"s book of the Maxims; I generally find two or three at a dip to stimulate.
No wonder she venerates him. That sort of progenitor is your "permanent aristocracy." Hard enemy. She must have some of her mother in her, too.
Abuse me to her, admit the justice of reproaches, but say, reason, good feeling--I needn"t grind at it. Say I respect her. Advise her to swallow the injury--not intended for insult. I don"t believe anything higher than respect can be offered to a woman. No defence of me to her, but I"ll tell you, that when I undertook to keep my word with her, I plainly said--never mind; good-night. If we meet in the morning, let this business rest until it "s done. I must drive to help poor Chums and see about the Inquest."
Fleetwood nodded from the doorway. Gower was left with humming ears.
CHAPTER XL. RECORD OF MINOR INCIDENTS
They went to their beds doomed to lie and roam as the solitaries of a sleepless night. They met next day like a couple emerging from sirocco deserts, indisposed for conversation or even short companionship, much of the night"s dry turmoil in their heads. Each would have preferred the sight of an enemy; and it was hardly concealed by them, for they inclined to regard one another as the author of their infernal pa.s.sage through the drear night"s wilderness.
Fleetwood was the civiller; his immediate prospective duties being clear, however abhorrent. But he had inflicted a monstrous disturbance on the man he meant in his rash, decisive way to elevate, if not benefit. Gower"s imagination, foreign to his desires and his projects, was playing juggler"s tricks with him, dramatizing upon hypotheses, which mounted in stages and could pretend to be soberly conceivable, a.s.suming that the earl"s wild hints overnight were a credible basis.
He transported himself to his first view of the Countess Livia, the fountain of similes born of his prostrate adoration, close upon the invasion and capture of him by the combined liqueurs in the giddy Batlen lights; and joining the Arabian magic in his breast at the time with the more magical reality now proposed as a sequel to it, he entered the land where dreams confess they are outstripped by revelations.
Yet it startled him to hear the earl say: "You"ll get audience at ten; I"ve arranged; make the most of the situation to her. I refuse to help.
I foresee it "s the only way of solving this precious puzzle. You do me and every one of us a service past paying. Not a man of her set worth.... She--but you"ll stop it; no one else can. Of course, you"ve had your breakfast. Off, and walk yourself into a talkative mood, as you tell me you do."
"One of the things I do when I"ve n.o.body to hear," said Gower, speculating whether the black sprite in this young n.o.bleman was for sending him as a rod to scourge the lady: an ingenious device, that smelt of mediaeval Courts and tickled his humour.
"Will she listen?" he said gravely.
"She will listen; she has not to learn you admire. You admit she has helped to trim and polish, and the rest. She declares you"re incorruptible. There"s the ground open. I fling no single sovereign more into that quicksand, and I want not one word further on the subject. I follow you to Esslemont. Pray, go."
Fleetwood pushed into the hall. A footman was ordered to pack and deposit Mr. Woodseer"s portmanteau at the coach-office.
"The princ.i.p.al point is to make sure we have all the obligations," Gower said.
"You know the princ.i.p.al point," said the earl. "Relieve me."
He faced to the opening street door. Lord Feltre stood in the framing of it--a welcome sight. The "monastic man of fashion," of Gower"s phrase for him, entered, crooning condolences, with a stretched waxen hand for his friend, a partial nod for Nature"s worshipper--inefficient at any serious issue of our human affairs, as the earl would now discover.
Gower left the two young n.o.blemen to their greetings. Happily for him, philosophy, in the present instance, after a round of profundities, turned her lantern upon the comic aspect of his errand. Considering the Countess Livia, and himself, and the tyrant, who benevolently and providentially, or sardonically, hurled them to their interview, the situation was comic, certainly, in the sense of its being an illumination of this life"s odd developments. For thus had things come about, that if it were possible even to think of the lady"s condescending, he, thanks to the fair one he would see before evening, was armed and proof against his old infatuation or any renewal of it.
And he had been taught to read through the beautiful twilighted woman, as if she were burnt paper held at the fire consuming her. His hopes hung elsewhere. Nevertheless, an intellectual demon-imp very lively in his head urged him to speculate on such a contest between them, and weigh the engaging forces. Difficulties were perceived, the scornful laughter on her side was plainly heard; but his feeling of savage mastery, far from beaten down, swelled so as to become irritable for the trial; and when he was near her house he held a review of every personal disadvantage he could summon, incited by an array of limping deficiencies that flattered their arrogant leader with ideas of the power he had in spite of them.
In fact, his emanc.i.p.ation from sentiment inspired the genial mood to tease. Women, having to encounter a male adept at the weapon for the purpose, must be either voluble or supportingly proud to keep the skin from shrinking: which is a commencement of the retrogression; and that has frequently been the beginning of a rout. Now the Countess Livia was a lady of queenly pose and the servitorial conventional speech likely at a push to prove beggarly. When once on a common platform with a man of agile tongue instigated by his intellectual demon to pursue inquiries into her moral resources, after a ruthless exposure of the wrecked material, she would have to be, after the various fashions, defiant, if she was to hold her own against pressure; and seeing, as she must, the road of prudence point to conciliation, it was calculable that she would take it. Hence a string of possible events, astounding to mankind, but equally calculable, should one care to give imagination headway. Gower looked signally Captain Abrane"s "fiddler" while he waited at Livia"s house door. A studious intimacy with such a lady was rather like the exposure of the silver moon to the astronomer"s telescope.
The Dame will have nought of an interview and colloquy not found mentioned in her collection of ballads, concerning a person quite secondary in Dr. Glossop"s voluminous papers. She as vehemently prohibits a narration of Gower Woodseer"s proposal some hours later, for the hand of the Countess of Fleetwood"s transfixed maid Madge, because of the insignificance of the couple; and though it was a quaint idyll of an affection slowly formed, rationally based while seeming preposterous, tending to bluntly funny utterances on both sides. The girl was a creature of the enthusiasms, and had lifted that pa.s.sion of her const.i.tution into higher than the worship of sheer physical bravery.
She had pitied Mr. Gower Woodseer for his apparently extreme, albeit reverential, devotion to her mistress. The plainly worded terms of his asking a young woman of her position and her reputation to marry him came on her like an intrusion of dazzling day upon the closed eyelids of the night, requiring time, and her mistress"s consent, and his father"s expressed approval, before she could yield him an answer that might appear a forgetfulness of her station, her ignorance, her damaged character. Gower protested himself, with truth, a spotted pard, an ignoramus, and an outcast of all established cla.s.ses, as the worshipper of Nature cannot well avoid being.
"But what is it you like me for, Mr. Gower?" Madge longed to know, that she might see a way in the strange land where he had planted her after a whirl; and he replied: "I "ve thought of you till I can say I love you because you have naturally everything I shoot at."
The vastness of the compliment drove her to think herself empty of anything.
He named courage, and its offspring, honesty, and devotedness, constancy. Her bosom rose at the word.
"Yes, constancy," he repeated; and "growing girls have to "turn corners," as you told me once."
"I did?" said she, reddening under a memory, and abashed by his recollection of a moment she knew to have been weak with her, or noisy of herself.
Madge went straightway to her mistress and related her great event, in the tone of a confession of crime. Her mistress"s approbation was timidly suggested rather than besought.
It came on a flood. Carinthia"s eyes filled; she exclaimed: "Oh, that good man!--he chooses my Madge for wife. She said it, Rebecca said it.
Mrs. Wythan saw and said Mr. Woodseer loved my Madge. I hear her saying it. Then yes, and yes, from me for both your sakes, dear girl. He will have the faithfullest, he will have the kindest--Oh! and I shall know there can be a happy marriage in England."
She summoned Gower; she clasped his hand, to thank him for appreciating her servant and sister, and for the happiness she had in hearing it; and she gazed at him and the laden brows of her Madge alternately, encouraging him to repeat his recital of his pecuniary means, for the poetry of the fact it verified, feasting on the sketch of a four-roomed cottage and an agricultural labourer"s widow for cook and housemaid; Madge to listen to his compositions of the day in the evening; Madge to praise him, Madge to correct his vanity.
Love was out of the count, but Carinthia"s leaping sympathy decorated the baldness of the sketch and spied his features through the daubed mask he chose to wear as a member of the order of husbands, without taking it for his fun. Dry material statements presented the reality she doated to think of. Moreover, the marriage of these two renewed her belief in true marriages, and their intention to unite was evidence of love.
"My journey to England was worth all troubles for the meeting Madge,"
she said. "I can look with pleasure to that day of my meeting her first--the day, it was then!"
She stopped. Madge felt the quivering upward of a whimper to a sob in her breast. She slipped away.
"It"s a day that has come round to be repaired, Lady Fleetwood," said Gower. "If you will. Will you not? He has had a blow--the death of a friend, violent death. It has broken him. He wants a month or so in your mountains. I have thought him hard to deal with; he is humane. His enormous wealth has been his tempter. Madge and I will owe him our means of livelihood, enough for cottagers, until I carve my way. His feelings are much more independent of his rank than those of most n.o.blemen. He will repeat your kind words to Madge and me; I am sure of it. He has had heavy burdens; he is young, hardly formed yet. He needs a helper; I mean, one allied to him. You forgive me? I left him with a Catholic lord for comforter, who regards my prescript of the study of Nature, when we"re in grief, as about the same as an offer of a dish of cold boiled greens. Silver and ivory images are more consoling. Neither he nor I can offer the right thing for Lord Fleetwood. It will be found here. And then your mountains. More than I, nearly as much as you, he has a poet"s ardour for mountain land. He and Mr. Wythan would soon learn to understand one another on that head, if not as to management of mines."
The pleading was crafty, and it was penetrative in the avoidance of stress. Carinthia shook herself to feel moved. The endeavour chilled her to a notion that she was but half alive. She let the question approach her, whether Chillon could pardon Lord Fleetwood. She, with no idea of benignness, might speak pardon"s word to him, on a late autumn evening years hence, perhaps, or to his friends to-morrow, if he would considerately keep distant. She was upheld by the thought of her brother"s more honourable likeness to their father, in the certainty of his refusal to speak pardon"s empty word or touch an offending hand, without their father"s warrant for the injury wiped out; and as she had no wish for that to be done, she could antic.i.p.ate his withholding of the word.
For her brother at wrestle with his fallen fortunes was now the beating heart of Carinthia"s mind. Her husband was a shadow there. He did obscure it, and he might annoy, he was unable to set it in motion. He sat there somewhat like Youth"s apprehension of Death:--the dark spot seen mistily at times through people"s tears, or visioned as in an ambush beyond the hills; occasionally challenged to stimulate recklessness; oftener overlooked, acknowledged for the undesired remote of life"s conditions, life"s evil, fatal, ill-a.s.sorted yoke-fellow; and if it was in his power to burst out of his corner and be terrible to her, she could bring up a force unnamed and unmeasured, that being the blood of her father in her veins. Having done her utmost to guard her babe, she said her prayers; she stood for peace or the struggle.
"Does Lord Fleetwood speak of coming here?" she said.