"Well, well, you mustn"t be unkind to poor Rufus K. Gunn," said Minnie.
"Unkind? Why, we won"t be any thing to him at all."
"And am I never to--to--see him again?"
"No!" said her sister, firmly.
Minnie started, and looked at Mrs. Willoughby, and saw in her face a fixed resolution.
"No, never!" repeated Mrs. Willoughby. "I am going to take you back to England. I"m afraid to take any railroad or steamboat. I"ll hire a carriage, and we"ll all go in a quiet way to Florence. Then we can take the railroad to Leghorn, and go home by the way of Ma.r.s.eilles. No one will know that we"ve gone away. They"ll think we have gone on an excursion. Now we"ll go out driving this morning, and this afternoon we must keep the outer door locked, and not let any one in. I suppose there is no danger of meeting him in the morning. He must be on duty then."
"But mayn"t I see him at all before we go?"
"No!"
"Just once--only once?"
"No, not once. You"ve seen that horrid man for the last time."
Minnie again looked at her sister, and again read her resolution in her face. She turned away, her head dropped, a sob escaped from her, and then she burst into tears.
Mrs. Willoughby left the room.
CHAPTER XIX.
JEALOUSY.
Lord Hawbury had come to Rome for the sole purpose of watching over his friend Scone Dacres. But he had not found it so easy to do so. His friend kept by himself more than he used to, and for several days Hawbury had seen nothing of him. Once while with the ladies he had met him, and noticed the sadness and the gloom of his brow. He saw by this that he was still a prey to those feelings the exhibition of which had alarmed him at Naples, and made him resolve to accompany him here.
A few days afterward, while Hawbury was in his room, his friend entered. Hawbury arose and greeted him with unfeigned joy.
"Well, old man," he said, "you"ve kept yourself close, too. What have you been doing with yourself? I"ve only had one glimpse of you for an age. Doing Rome, hey? Antiquities, arts, churches, palaces, and all that sort of thing, I suppose. Come now, old boy, sit down and give an account of yourself. Have a weed? Here"s Ba.s.s in prime order. Light up, my dear fellow, and let me look at you as you compose your manly form for a friendly smoke. And don"t speak till you feel inclined."
Dacres took his seat with a melancholy smile, and selecting a cigar, lighted it, and smoked in silence for some time.
"Who was that Zouave fellow?" he asked at length: "the fellow that I saw riding by the carriage the other day?"
"That--oh, an old friend of mine. He"s an American named Gunn. He"s joined the Papal Zouaves from some whim, and a deuced good thing it is for them to get hold of such a man. I happened to call one day, and found him with the ladies."
"The ladies--ah!" and Dacres"s eyes lighted up with a bad, hard light.
"I suppose he"s another of those precious cavaliers--the sc.u.m of all lands--that dance attendance on my charming wife."
"Oh, see here now, my dear fellow, really now," said Hawbury, "none of that, you know. This fellow is a friend of _mine_, and one of the best fellows I ever saw. You"d like him, old chap. He"d suit you."
"Yes, and suit my wife better," said Dacres, bitterly.
"Oh, come now, really, my dear boy, you"re completely out. He don"t know your wife at all. It"s the other one, you know. Don"t be jealous, now, if I tell you."
"Jealous!"
"Yes. I know your weakness, you know; but this is an old affair. I don"t want to violate confidence, but--"
Dacres looked hard at his friend and breathed heavily. He was evidently much excited.
"But what?" he said, hoa.r.s.ely.
"Well, you know, it"s an old affair. It"s the young one, you know--Miss Fay. He rather affects her, you know. That"s about it."
"Miss Fay?"
"Yes; your child-angel, you know. But it"s an older affair than yours; it is, really; so don"t be giving way, man. Besides, his claims on her are as great as yours; yes, greater too. By Jove!"
"Miss Fay! Oh, is that all?" said Dacres, who, with a sigh of infinite relief, shook off all his late excitement, and became cool once more.
Hawbury noted this very thoughtfully.
"You see," said Dacres, "that terrible wife of mine is so cursedly beautiful and fascinating, and so infernally fond of admiration, that she keeps no end of fellows tagging at her heels. And so I didn"t know but that this was some new admirer. Oh, she"s a deep one! Her new style, which she has been cultivating for ten years, has made her look like an angel of light. Why, there"s the very light of heaven in her eyes, and in her face there is nothing, I swear, but gentleness and purity and peace. Oh, had she but been what she now seems! Oh, if even now I could but believe this, I would even now fling my memories to the winds, and I"d lie down in the dust and let her trample on me, if she would only give me that tender and gentle love that now lurks in her face. Good Heavens! can such a change be possible? No; it"s impossible! It can"t be! Don"t I know her? Can"t I remember her? Is my memory all a dream? No, it"s real; and it"s marked deep by this scar that I wear. Never till that scar is obliterated can that woman change."
Dacres had been speaking, as he often did now, half to himself; and as he ended he rubbed his hand over the place where the scar lay, as though to soothe the inflammation that arose from the rush of angry blood to his head.
"Well, dear boy, I can only say I wish from my heart that her nature was like her face. She"s no favorite of mine, for your story has made me look on her with your eyes, and I never have spoken to her except in the most distant way; but I must say I think her face has in it a good deal of that gentleness which you mention. Miss Fay treats her quite like an elder sister, and is deuced fond of her, too. I can see that. So she can"t be very fiendish to her. Like loves like, you know, and the one that the child-angel loves ought to be a little of an angel herself, oughtn"t she?"
Dacres was silent for a long time.
"There"s that confounded Italian," said he, "dangling forever at her heels--the devil that saved her life. He must be her accepted lover, you know. He goes out riding beside the carriage."
"Well, really, my dear fellow, she doesn"t seem overjoyed by his attentions."
"Oh, that"s her art. She"s so infernally deep. Do you think she"d let the world see her feelings? Never. Slimy, Sir, and cold and subtle and venomous and treacherous--a beautiful serpent. Aha! isn"t that the way to hit her off? Yes, a beautiful, malignant, venomous serpent, with fascination in her eyes, and death and anguish in her bite. But she shall find out yet that others are not without power. Confound her!"
"Well, now, by Jove! old boy, I think the very best thing you can do is to go away somewhere, and get rid of these troubles."
"Go away! Can I go away from my own thoughts? Hawbury, the trouble is in my own heart. I must keep near her. There"s that Italian devil. He shall not have her. I"ll watch them, as I have watched them, till I find a chance for revenge."
"You have watched them, then?" asked Hawbury, in great surprise.
"Yes, both of them. I"ve seen the Italian prowling about where she lives. I"ve seen her on her balcony, evidently watching for him."
"But have you seen any thing more? This is only your fancy."
"Fancy! Didn"t I see her herself standing on the balcony looking down.
I was concealed by the shadow of a fountain, and she couldn"t see me.
She turned her face, and I saw it in that soft, sweet, gentle beauty which she has cultivated so wonderfully. I swear it seemed like the face of an angel, and I could have worshiped it. If she could have seen my face in that thick shadow she would have thought I was an adorer of hers, like the Italian--ha, ha!--instead of a pursuer, and an enemy."
"Well, I"ll be hanged if I can tell myself which you are, old boy; but, at any rate, I"m glad to be able to state that your trouble will soon be over."