"That couldn"t--couldn"t have been possible."
"Poor young man!"
"But I always told him it was impossible."
"I wonder whether you cared about Reginald all that time." In answer to this Mary only hid her face in the old woman"s lap. "Dear me! I suppose you did all along. But I am sure it was better not to say anything, and now what will your papa and mamma say?"
"They"ll hardly believe it at first."
"I hope they"ll be glad."
"Glad! Why what do you suppose they would want me to do? Dear papa!
And dear mamma too, because she has really been good to me. I wonder when it must be?" Then that question was discussed at great length, and Lady Ushant had a great deal of very good advice to bestow.
She didn"t like long engagements, and it was very essential for Reginald"s welfare that he should settle himself at Bragton as soon as possible. Mary"s pleas for a long day were not very urgent.
That evening at Bragton was rather long and rather dull. It was almost the first that she had ever pa.s.sed in company with Reginald, and there now seemed to be a necessity of doing something peculiar, whereas there was nothing peculiar to be done. It was his custom to betake himself to his books after dinner; but he could hardly do so with ease in company with the girl who had just promised him to be his wife. Lady Ushant too wished to show her extreme joy, and made flattering but vain attempts to be ecstatic. Mary, to tell the truth, was longing for solitude, feeling that she could not yet realise her happiness.
Not even when she was in bed could she reduce her mind to order.
It would have been all but impossible even had he remained the comparatively humble lord of Hoppet Hall;--but that the squire of Bragton should be her promised husband was a marvel so great that from every short slumber, she waked with fear of treacherous dreams.
A minute"s sleep might rob her of her joy and declare to her in the moment of waking that it was all an hallucination. It was not that he was dearer to her, or that her condition was the happier, because of his position and wealth;--but that the chance of his inheritance had lifted him so infinitely above her! She thought of the little room at home which she generally shared with one of her sisters, of her all too scanty wardrobe, of her daily tasks about the house, of her stepmother"s late severity, and of her father"s cares. Surely he would not hinder her from being good to them; surely he would let the young girls come to her from time to time! What an added happiness it would be if he would allow her to pa.s.s on to them some sparks of the prosperity which he was bestowing on her. And then her thoughts travelled on to poor Larry. Would he not be more contented now;--now, when he would be certain that no further frantic efforts could avail him anything. Poor Larry! Would Reginald permit her to regard him as a friend? And would he submit to friendly treatment? She could look forward and see him happy with his wife, the best loved of their neighbours;--for who was there in the world better than Larry? But she did not know how two men who had both been her lovers, would allow themselves to be brought together. But, oh, what peril had been there! It was but the other day she had striven so hard to give the lie to her love and to become Larry"s wife. She shuddered beneath the bedclothes as she thought of the danger she had run. One word would have changed all her Paradise into a perpetual wail of tears and waste of desolation. When she woke in the morning from her long sleep an effort was wanting to tell her that it was all true. Oh, if it had slipped from her then;--if she had waked after such a dream to find herself loving in despair with a sore bosom and angry heart!
She met him downstairs, early, in the study, having her first request to make to him. Might she go in at once after breakfast and tell them all? "I suppose I ought to go to your father," he said. "Let me go first," she pleaded, hanging on his arm. "I would not think that I was not mindful of them from the very beginning." So she was driven into Dillsborough in the pony carriage which had been provided for old Mrs. Morton"s use, and told her own story. "Papa," she said, going to the office door. "Come into the house;--come at once." And then, within her father"s arms, while her stepmother listened, she told them of her triumph. "Mr. Reginald Morton wants me to be his wife, and he is coming here to ask you."
"The Lord in heaven be good to us," said Mrs. Masters, holding up both her hands. "Is it true, child?"
"The squire!"
"It is true, papa,--and,--and--"
"And what, my love?"
"When he comes to you, you must say I will be."
There was not much danger on that score. "Was it he that you told me of?" said the attorney. To this she only nodded her a.s.sent. "It was Reginald Morton all the time? Well!"
"Why shouldn"t it be he?"
"Oh no, my dear! You are a most fortunate girl,--most fortunate! But somehow I never thought of it, that a child of mine should come to live at Bragton and have it, one may say, partly as her own! It is odd after all that has come and gone. G.o.d bless you, my dear, and make you happy. You are a very fortunate child."
Mrs. Masters was quite overpowered. She had thrown herself on to the old family sofa, and was fanning herself with her handkerchief. She had been wrong throughout, and was now completely humiliated by the family success; and yet she was delighted, though she did not dare to be triumphant. She had so often asked both father and daughter what good gentlemen would do to either of them; and now the girl was engaged to marry the richest gentleman in the neighbourhood! In any expression of joy she would be driven to confess how wrong she had always been. How often had she asked what would come of Ushanting.
This it was that had come of Ushanting. The girl had been made fit to be the companion of such a one as Reginald Morton, and had now fallen into the position which was suited to her. "Of course we shall see nothing of you now," she said in a whimpering voice. It was not a gracious speech, but it was almost justified by disappointments.
"Mamma, you know that I shall never separate myself from you and the girls."
"Poor Larry!" said the woman sobbing. "Of course it is all for the best; but I don"t know what he"ll do now."
"You must tell him, papa," said Mary; "and give him my love and bid him be a man."
CHAPTER XVIII.
"BID HIM BE A MAN."
The little phaeton remained in Dillsborough to take Mary back to Bragton. As soon as she was gone the attorney went over to the Bush with the purpose of borrowing Runciman"s pony, so that he might ride over to Chowton Farm and at once execute his daughter"s last request.
In the yard of the inn he saw Runciman himself, and was quite unable to keep his good news to himself. "My girl has just been with me," he said, "and what do you think she tells me?"
"That she is going to take poor Larry after all. She might do worse, Mr. Masters."
"Poor Larry! I am sorry for him. I have always liked Larry Twentyman.
But that is all over now."
"She"s not going to have that tweedledum young parson, surely?"
"Reginald Morton has made her a set offer."
"The squire!" Mr. Masters nodded his head three times. "You don"t say so. Well, Mr. Masters, I don"t begrudge it you. He might do worse.
She has taken her pigs well to market at last!"
"He is to come to me at four this afternoon."
"Well done, Miss Mary! I suppose it"s been going on ever so long?"
"We fathers and mothers," said the attorney, "never really know what the young ones are after. Don"t mention it just at present, Runciman.
You are such an old friend that I couldn"t help telling you."
"Poor Larry!"
"I can have the pony, Runciman?"
"Certainly you can, Mr. Masters. Tell him to come in and talk it all over with me. If we don"t look to it he"ll be taking to drink regular." At that last meeting at the club, when the late squire"s will was discussed, at which, as the reader may perhaps remember, a little supper was also discussed in honour of the occasion, poor Larry had not only been present, but had drunk so pottle-deep that the landlord had been obliged to put him to bed at the inn, and he had not been at all as he ought to have been after Lord Rufford"s dinner. Such delinquencies were quite outside the young man"s accustomed way of his life. It had been one of his recognised virtues that, living as he did a good deal among sporting men and with a full command of means, he had never drank. But now he had twice sinned before the eyes of all Dillsborough, and Runciman thought that he knew how it would be with a young man in his own house who got drunk in public to drown his sorrow. "I wouldn"t see Larry go astray and spoil himself with liquor," said the good-natured publican, "for more than I should like to name." Mr. Masters promised to take the hint, and rode off on his mission.
The entrance to Chowton Farm and Bragton gate were nearly opposite, the latter being perhaps a furlong nearer to Dillsborough. The attorney when he got to the gate stopped a moment and looked up the avenue with pardonable pride. The great calamity of his life, the stunning blow which had almost unmanned him when he was young, and from which he had never quite been able to rouse himself, had been the loss of the management of the Bragton property. His grandfather and his father had been powerful at Bragton, and he had been brought up in the hope of walking in their paths. Then strangers had come in, and he had been dispossessed. But how was it with him now? It had almost made a young man of him again when Reginald Morton, stepping into his office, asked him as a favour to resume his old task. But what was that in comparison with this later triumph? His own child was to be made queen of the place! His grandson, should she be fortunate enough to be the mother of a son, would be the squire himself! His visits to the place for the last twenty years had been very rare indeed. He had been sent for lately by old Mrs.
Morton,--for a purpose which if carried out would have robbed him of all his good fortune,--but he could not remember when, before that, he had even pa.s.sed through the gateway. Now it would all become familiar to him again. That pony of Runciman"s was pleasant in his paces, and he began to calculate whether the innkeeper would part with the animal. He stood thus gazing at the place for some minutes till he saw Reginald Morton in the distance turning a corner of the road with Mary at his side. He had taken her from the phaeton and had then insisted on her coming out with him before she took off her hat.
Mr. Masters as soon as he saw them trotted off to Chowton Farm.
Finding Larry lounging at the little garden gate Mr. Masters got off the pony and taking the young man"s arm, walked off with him towards Dillsborough Wood. He told all his news at once, almost annihilating poor Larry by the suddenness of the blow. "Larry, Mr. Reginald Morton has asked my girl to marry him, and she has accepted him."
"The new squire!" said Larry, stopping himself on the path, and looking as though a gentle wind would suffice to blow him over.
"I suppose it has been that way all along, Larry, though we have not known it."
"It was Mr. Morton then that she told me of?"
"She did tell you?"