"I know what you"re going to do," she says. "Only you"re not going to do it, because I won"t let you."
"You"re being devoured."
"It was a dream, Em. It was only a stupid, crazy dream, and I"m not even sure what I actually remember and what I"m just making up."
"Please," I say, "please let me try." And I watch as whatever resolve she might have had breaks apart. She wants as badly as I do to hope, even though we both know there"s no hope left. I watch that hideous black gyre above her hip, below her left breast. She takes two steps back towards me.
"I don"t think it will hurt," she tells me. And I can"t see any point in asking whether she means, I don"t think it will hurt me, or I don"t think it will hurt you. "I don"t think there will be any pain."
"I can"t see how it possibly matters anymore," I tell her. I don"t say anything else. With my right hand, I reach into the hole, and my arm vanishes almost up to my shoulder. There"s cold beyond any comprehension of cold. I glance up, and she"s watching me. I think she"s going to scream, but she doesn"t. Her lips part, but she doesn"t scream. I feel my arm being tugged so violently I"m sure that it"s about to be torn from its socket, the humerus ripped from the glenoid fossa of the scapula, cartilage and ligaments snapped, the subclavian artery severed before I tumble back to the floor and bleed to death. I"m almost certain that"s what will happen, and I grit my teeth against that impending amputation.
"I can"t feel you," Charlotte whispers. "You"re inside me now, but I can"t feel you anywhere."
Then.
The hole is closing. We both watch as that clockwise spiral stops spinning, then begins to turn widdershins. My freezing hand clutches at the void, my fingers straining for any purchase. Something"s changed; I understand that perfectly well. Out of desperation, I"ve chanced upon some remedy, entirely by instinct or luck, the solution to an insoluble puzzle. I also understand that I need to pull my arm back out again, before the edges of the hole reach my bicep. I imagine the collapsing rim of curved s.p.a.cetime slicing cleanly through sinew and bone, and then I imagine myself fused at the shoulder to that point just above Charlotte"s hip. Horror vies with cartoon absurdities in an instant that seems so swollen it could accommodate an age.
Charlotte"s hands are on my shoulders, gripping me tightly, pushing me away, shoving me as hard as she"s able. She"s saying something, too, words I can"t quite hear over the roar at the edges of that cataract created by the implosion of the quantum foam.
Oh, Kitty, how nice it would be if we could only get through into Looking-gla.s.s House! I"m sure it"s got oh! such beautiful things in it! Let"s pretend there"s a way of getting through into it, somehow, Kitty. Let"s pretend the gla.s.s has got all soft as gauze, so that we can get through...
I"m watching a shadow race across the sea.
Warm sun fills the kitchen.
I draw another card.
Charlotte is only ten years old, and a BB fired by her brother strikes her ankle. Twenty-three years later, she falls at the edge of our flower garden.
Time. s.p.a.ce. Shadows. Gravity and velocity. Past, present, and future. All smeared, every distinction lost, and nothing remaining that can possibly be quantified.
I shut my eyes and feel her hands on my shoulders.
And across the s.p.a.ce within her, as my arm bridges countless light years, something brushes against my hand. Something wet, and soft, something indescribably abhorrent. Charlotte pushed me, and I was falling backwards, and now I"m not. It has seized my hand in its own or wrapped some celestial tendril about my wrist and for a single heartbeat it holds on before letting go.
...whatever it is, it"s been there since before there was time. It"s been there alone since before the universe was born.
There"s pain when my head hits the bedroom floor. There"s pain and stars and twittering birds. I taste blood and realize that I"ve bitten my lip. I open my eyes, and Charlotte"s bending over me. I think there are galaxies trapped within her eyes. I glance down at that spot above her left hip, and the skin is smooth and whole. She"s starting to cry, and that makes it harder to see the constellations in her eyes. I move my fingers, surprised that my arm and hand are both still there.
"I"m sorry," I say, even if I"m not sure what I"m apologizing for.
"No," she says, "don"t be sorry, Em. Don"t let"s be sorry for anything. Not now. Not ever again."
The Sea Troll"s Daughter It had been three days since the stranger returned to Invergo, there on the muddy sh.o.r.es of the milky blue-green bay where the glacier met the sea. Bruised and bleeding, she"d walked out of the freezing water. Much of her armor and clothing were torn or altogether missing, but she still had her spear and her dagger, and claimed to have slain the demon troll that had for so long plagued the people of the tiny village.
Yet, she returned to them with no proof of this mighty deed, except her word and her wounds. Many were quick to point out that the former could be lies, and that she could have come by the latter in any number of ways that did not actually involve killing the troll, or anything else, for that matter. She might have been foolhardy and wandered up onto the wide splay of the glacier, then taken a bad tumble on the ice. It might have happened just that way. Or she might have only slain a bear, or a wild boar or auroch, or a walrus, having mistook one of these beasts for the demon. Some even suggested it may have been an honest mistake, for bears and walrus, and even boars and aurochs, can be quite fearsome when angered, and if encountered unexpectedly in the night, may have easily been confused with the troll.
Others among the villagers were much less gracious, such as the blacksmith and his one-eyed wife, who went so far as to suggest the stranger"s injuries may have been self inflicted. She had bludgeoned and battered herself, they argued, so that she might claim the reward, then flee the village before the creature showed itself again, exposing her deceit. This stranger from the south, they said, thought them all feebleminded. She intended to take their gold and leave them that much poorer and still troubled by the troll.
The elders of Invergo spoke with the stranger, and they relayed these concerns, even as her wounds were being cleaned and dressed. They"d arrived at a solution, by which the matter might be settled. And it seemed fair enough, at least to them.
"Merely deliver unto us the body," they told the stranger. "Show us this irrefutable testament to your handiwork, and we will happily see that you are compensated with all that has been promised to whomsoever slays the troll. All the monies and horses and mammoth hides, for ours was not an idle offer. We would not have the world thinking we are liars, but neither would we have it thinking we can be beguiled by make-believe heroics."
But, she replied, the corpse had been s.n.a.t.c.hed away from her by a treacherous current. She"d searched the murky depths, all to no avail, and had been forced to return to the village empty handed, with nothing but the scars of a lengthy and terrible battle to attest to her victory over the monster.
The elders remained unconvinced, repeated their demand, and left the stranger to puzzle over her dilemma.
So, penniless and deemed either a fool or a charlatan, she sat in the moldering, broken-down hovel that pa.s.sed for Invergo"s one tavern, bandaged and staring forlornly into a smoky sod fire. She stayed drunk on whatever mead or barley wine the curious villagers might offer to loosen her tongue, so that she"d repeat the tale of how she"d purportedly bested the demon. They came and listened and bought her drinks, almost as though they believed her story, though it was plain none among them did.
"The fiend wasn"t hard to find," the stranger muttered, thoroughly dispirited, looking from the fire to her half-empty cup to the doubtful faces of her audience. "There"s a sort of reef, far down at the very bottom of the bay. The troll made his home there, in a hall fashioned from the bones of great whales and other such leviathans. How did I learn this?" she asked, and when no one ventured a guess, she continued, more dispirited than before.
"Well, after dark, I lay in wait along the sh.o.r.e, and there I spied your monster making off with a ewe and a lamb, one tucked under each arm, and so I trailed him into the water. He was bold, and took no notice of me, and so I swam down, down, down through the tangling blades of kelp and the ruins of sunken trees and the masts of ships that have foundered "
"Now, exactly how did you hold your breath so long?" one of the men asked, raising a skeptical eyebrow.
"Also, how did you not succ.u.mb to the chill?" asked a woman with a fat goose in her lap. "The water is so dreadfully cold, and especially "
"Might it be that someone here knows this tale better than I?" the stranger growled, and when no one admitted they did, she continued. "Now, as I was saying, the troll kept close to the bottom of the bay, in a hall made all of bones, and it was here that he retired with the ewe and the lamb he"d slaughtered and dragged into the water. I drew my weapon," and here she quickly slipped her dagger from its sheath for effect. The iron blade glinted dully in the firelight. Startled, the goose began honking and flapping her wings.
"I still don"t see how you possibly held your breath so long as that," the man said, raising his voice to be heard above the noise of the frightened goose. "Not to mention the darkness. How did you see anything at all down there, it being night and the bay being so silty?"
The stranger shook her head and sighed in disgust, her face half hidden by the tangled black tresses that covered her head and hung down almost to the tavern"s dirt floor. She returned the dagger to its sheath and informed the lot of them they"d hear not another word from her if they persisted with all these questions and interruptions. She also raised up her cup, and the woman with the goose nodded to the barmaid, indicating a refill was in order.
"I found the troll there inside its lair," the stranger continued, "feasting on the entrails and viscera of the slaughtered sheep. Inside, the walls of its lair glowed, and they glowed rather brightly, I might add, casting a ghostly phantom light all across the bottom of the bay."
"Awfully b.l.o.o.d.y convenient, that," the woman with the goose frowned, as the barmaid refilled the stranger"s cup.
"Sometimes, the Fates, they do us a favorable turn," the stranger said, and took an especially long swallow of barley wine. She belched, then went on. "I watched the troll, I did, for a moment or two, hoping to discern any weak spots it might have in its scaly, k.n.o.bby hide. That"s when it espied me, and straightaway the fiend released its dinner and rushed towards me, baring a mouth filled with fangs longer even than the tusks of a bull walrus."
"Long as that?" asked the woman with the goose, stroking the bird"s head.
"Longer, maybe," the stranger told her. "Of a sudden, it was upon me, all fins and claws, and there was hardly time to fix every detail in my memory. As I said, it rushed me, and bore me down upon the muddy belly of that accursed hall with all its weight. I thought it might crush me, stave in my skull and chest, and soon mine would count among the jumble of bleached skeletons littering that floor. There were plenty enough human bones, I do recall that much. Its talons sundered my armor, and sliced my flesh, and soon my blood was mingling with that of the stolen ewe and lamb. I almost despaired, then and there, and I"ll admit that much freely and suffer no shame in the admission."
"Still," the woman with the goose persisted, "awfully d.a.m.ned convenient, all that light."
The stranger sighed and stared sullenly into the fire.
And for the people of Invergo, and also for the stranger who claimed to have done them such a service, this was the way those three days and those three nights pa.s.sed. The curious came to the tavern to hear the tale, and most of them went away just as skeptical as they"d arrived. The stranger only slept when the drink overcame her, and then she sprawled on a filthy mat at one side of the hearth; at least no one saw fit to begrudge her that small luxury.
But then, late on the morning of the fourth day, the troll"s mangled corpse fetched up on the tide, not far distant from the village. A clam digger and his three sons had been working the mudflats where the narrow aquamarine bay meets the open sea, and they were the ones who discovered the creature"s remains. Before midday, a group had been dispatched by the village constabulary to retrieve the body and haul it across the marshes, delivering it to Invergo, where all could see and judge for themselves. Seven strong men were required to hoist the carca.s.s onto a litter (usually reserved for transporting strips of blubber and the like), which was drawn across the mire and through the rushes by a team of six oxen. Most of the afternoon was required to cross hardly a single league. The mud was deep and the going slow, and the animals strained in their harnesses, foam flecking their lips and nostrils. One of the cattle perished from exhaustion not long after the putrefying load was finally dragged through the village gates and dumped unceremoniously upon the flagstones in the common square.
Before this day, none among them had been afforded more than the briefest, fleeting glimpse of the sea devil. And now, every man, woman, and child who"d heard the news of the recovered corpse crowded about, able to peer and gawk and prod the dead thing to their hearts" content. The mob seethed with awe and morbid curiosity, apprehension and disbelief. For their pleasure, the enormous head was raised up and an anvil slid underneath its broken jaw, and, also, a fishing gaff was inserted into the dripping mouth, that all could look upon those protruding fangs, which did, indeed, put to shame the tusks of many a bull walrus.
However, it was almost twilight before anyone thought to rouse the stranger, who was still lying unconscious on her mat in the tavern, sleeping off the proceeds of the previous evening"s storytelling. She"d been dreaming of her home, which was very far to the south, beyond the raw black mountains and the glaciers, the fjords and the snow. In the dream, she"d been sitting at the edge of a wide green pool, shaded by willow boughs from the heat of the noonday sun, watching the pretty women who came to bathe there. Half a bucket of soapy, lukewarm seawater was required to wake her from this reverie, and the stranger spat and sputtered and cursed the man who"d doused her (he"d drawn the short straw). She was ready to reach for her spear when someone hastily explained that a clam digger had come across the troll"s body on the mudflats, and so the people of Invergo were now quite a bit more inclined than before to accept her tale.
"That means I"ll get the reward and can be shed of this sorry one-wh.o.r.e p.i.s.s hole of a town?" she asked. The barmaid explained how the decision was still up to the elders, but that the scales did seem to have tipped somewhat in her favor.
And so, with help from the barmaid and the cook, the still half-drunken stranger was led from the shadows and into what pa.s.sed for bright daylight, there on the gloomy streets of Invergo. Soon, she was pushing her way roughly through the mumbling throng of bodies that had gathered about the slain sea troll, and when she saw the fruits of her battle when she saw that everyone else had seen them she smiled broadly and spat directly in the monster"s face.
"Do you doubt me still?" she called out, and managed to climb onto the creature"s back, slipping off only once before she gained secure footing on its shoulders. "Will you continue to ridicule me as a liar, when the evidence is right here before your own eyes?"
"Well, it might conceivably have died some other way," a peat cutter said without looking at the stranger.
"Perhaps," suggested a cooper, "it swam too near the glacier, and was struck by a chunk of calving ice."
The stranger glared furiously and whirled about to face the elders, who were gathered together near the troll"s webbed feet. "Do you truly mean to cheat me of the bounty?" she demanded. "Why, you ungrateful, two-faced gaggle of sheep f.u.c.kers," she began, then almost slipped off the cadaver again.
"Now, now," one of the elders said, holding up a hand in a gesture meant to calm the stranger. "There will, of course, be an inquest. Certainly. But, be a.s.sured, my fine woman, it is only a matter of formality, you understand. I"m sure not one here among us doubts, even for a moment, it was your blade returned this vile, contemptible spirit to the nether pits that sp.a.w.ned it."
For a few tense seconds, the stranger stared warily back at the elder, for she"d never liked men, and especially not men who used many words when only a few would suffice. She then looked out over the restless crowd, silently daring anyone present to contradict him. And, when no one did, she once again turned her gaze down to the corpse, laid out below her feet.
"I cut its throat, from ear to ear," the stranger said, though she was not entirely sure the troll had ears. "I gouged out the left eye, and I expect you"ll come across the tip end of my blade lodged somewhere in the gore. I am Malmury, daughter of my Lord Gwrtheyrn the Undefeated, and before the eyes of the G.o.ds do I so claim this as my kill, and I know that even they would not gainsay this rightful averment."
And with that, the stranger, whom they at last knew was named Malmury, slid clumsily off the monster"s back, her boots and breeches now stained with blood and the various excrescences leaking from the troll. She returned immediately to the tavern, as the salty evening air had made her quite thirsty. When she"d gone, the men and women and children of Invergo went back to examining the corpse, though a disquiet and guilty sort of solemnity had settled over them, and what was said was generally spoken in whispers. Overhead, a chorus of hungry gulls and ravens cawed and greedily surveyed the troll"s shattered body.
"Malmury," the cooper murmured to the clam digger who"d found the corpse (and so was, himself, enjoying some small degree of celebrity). "A fine name, that. And the daughter of a lord, even. Never questioned her story in the least. No, not me."
"Nor I," whispered the peat cutter, leaning in a little closer for a better look at the creature"s warty hide. "Can"t imagine where she"d have gotten the notion any of us distrusted her."
Torches were lit and set up round about the troll, and much of the crowd lingered far into the night, though a few found their way back to the tavern to listen to Malmury"s tale a third or fourth time, for it had grown considerably more interesting, now that it seemed to be true. A local alchemist and astrologer, rarely seen by the other inhabitants of Invergo, arrived and was permitted to take samples of the monsters flesh and saliva. It was he who located the point of the stranger"s broken dagger, embedded firmly in the troll"s sternum, and the artifact was duly handed over to the constabulary. A young boy in the alchemist"s service made highly detailed sketches from numerous angles, and labeled anatomical features as the old man had taught him. By midnight, it became necessary to post a sentry to prevent fisherman and urchins slicing off souvenirs. But only half an hour later, a fishwife was found with a horn cut from the sea troll"s cheek hidden in her bustle, and a second sentry was posted.
In the tavern, Malmury, daughter of Lord Gwrtheyrn, managed to regale her audience with increasingly fabulous variations of her battle with the demon. But no one much seemed to mind the embellishments, or that, partway through the tenth retelling of the night, it was revealed that the troll had summoned a gigantic, fire-breathing worm from the ooze that carpeted the floor of the bay, and which Malmury also claimed to have dispatched in short order.
"Sure," she said, wiping at her lips with the hem of the barmaid"s skirt. "And now, there"s something else for your clam diggers to turn up, sooner or later."
By dawn, the stench wafting from the common was becoming unbearable, and a daunting array of dogs and cats had begun to gather round about the edges of the square, attracted by the odor, which promised a fine carrion feast. The cries of the gulls and the ravens had become a cacophony, as though all the heavens had sprouted feathers and sharp, pecking beaks and were descending upon the village. The harbormaster, two physicians, and a cadre of minor civil servants were becoming concerned about the a.s.sorted noxious fluids seeping from the rapidly decomposing carca.s.s. This poisonous concoction spilled between the cobbles and had begun to fill gutters and strangle drains as it flowed downhill, towards both the waterfront and the village well. Though there was some talk of removing the source of the taint from the village, it was decided, rather, that a low bulwark or levee of dried peat would be stacked around the corpse.
And, true, this appeared to solve the problem of seepage, for the time being, the peat acting both as a dam and serving to absorb much of the rot. But it did nothing whatsoever to deter the cats and dogs milling about the square, or the raucous cloud of birds that had begun to swoop in, s.n.a.t.c.hing mouthfuls of flesh, before they could be chased away by the two sentries, who shouted at them and brandished brooms and long wooden poles.
Inside the smoky warmth of the tavern which, by the way, was known as the Cod"s Demise, though no sign had ever born that t.i.tle Malmury knew nothing of the trouble and worry her trophy was causing in the square, or the talk of having the troll hauled back into the marshes. But neither was she any longer precisely carefree, despite her drunkenness. Even as the sun was rising over the village and peat was being stacked about the corpse, a stooped and toothless old crone of a woman had entered the Cod"s Demise. All those who"d been enjoying the tale"s new wrinkle of a fire-breathing worm turned towards her. Not a few of them uttered prayers and clutched tightly to the fetishes they carried against the evil eye and all manner of sorcery and malevolent spirits. The crone stood near the doorway, and she leveled a long, crooked finger at Malmury.
"Her," she said ominously, in a voice that was not unlike low tide swishing about rocks and rubbery heaps of bladder rack. "She is the stranger? The one who has murdered the troll who for so long called the bay his home?"
There was a brief silence, as eyes drifted from the crone to Malmury, who was blinking and peering through a haze of alcohol and smoke, trying to get a better view of the frail, hunched woman.
"That I am," Malmury said at last, confused by this latest arrival and the way the people of Invergo appeared to fear her. Malmury tried to stand, then thought better of it and stayed in her seat by the hearth, where there was less chance of tipping over.
"Then she"s the one I"ve come to see," said the crone, who seemed less like a living, breathing woman, and more like something a.s.sembled from bundles of twigs and sc.r.a.ps of leather, sloppily held together with twine, rope, and sinew. She leaned on a gnarled cane, though it was difficult to be sure if the cane were wood or bone, or some skillful amalgam of the two. "She"s the interloper who has doomed this village and all those who dwell here."
Malmury, confused and growing angry, rubbed at her eyes, starting to think this was surely nothing more than an unpleasant dream, born of too much drink and the boiled mutton and cabbage she"d eaten for dinner.
"How dare you stand there and speak to me this way?" she barked back at the crone, trying hard not to slur as she spoke. "Aren"t I the one who, only five days ago, delivered this place from the depredations of that demon? Am I not the one who risked her life in the icy brine of the bay to keep these people safe?"
"Oh, she thinks much of herself," the crone cackled, slowly bobbing her head, as though in time to some music n.o.body else could hear. "Yes, she thinks herself gallant and brave and favored by the G.o.ds of her land. And who can say? Maybe she is. But she should know, this is not her land, and we have our own G.o.ds. And it is one of their children she has slain."
Malmury sat up as straight as she could manage, which wasn"t very straight at all, and, with her sloshing cup, jabbed fiercely at the old woman. Barley wine spilled out and spattered across the toes of Malmury"s boots and the hard-packed dirt floor.
"Hag," she snarled, "how dare you address me as though I"m not even present. If you have some quarrel with me, then let"s hear it spoken. Else, scuttle away and bother this good house no more."
"This good house?" the crone asked, feigning dismay as she peered into the gloom, her stooped countenance framed by the morning light coming in through the opened door. "Beg pardon. I thought possibly I"d wandered into a rather ambitious privy hole, but that the swine had found it first."
Malmury dropped her cup and drew her chipped dagger, which she brandished menacingly at the crone. "You will leave now, and without another insult pa.s.sing across those withered lips, or we shall be presenting you to the swine for their breakfast."
At this, the barmaid, a fair woman with blondish hair, bent close to Malmury and whispered in her ear, "Worse yet than the blasted troll, this one. Be cautious, my lady."
Malmury looked away from the crone, and, for a long moment, stared, instead, at the barmaid. Malmury had the distinct sensation that she was missing some crucial bit of wisdom or history that would serve to make sense of the foul old woman"s intrusion and the villagers" reactions to her. Without turning from the barmaid, Malmury furrowed her brow and again pointed at the crone with her dagger.
"This slattern?" she asked, almost laughing. "This shriveled harridan not even the most miserable of harpies would claim? I"m to fear her?"
"No," the crone said, coming nearer now. The crowd parted to grant her pa.s.sage, one or two among them stumbling in their haste to avoid the witch. "You need not fear me, Malmury Trollbane. Not this day. But, you would do well to find some ounce of sobriety and fear the consequences of your actions."
"She"s insane," Malmury sneered, than spat at the s.p.a.ce of damp floor between herself and the crone. "Someone show her a mercy, and find the hag a root cellar to haunt."
The old woman stopped and stared down at the glob of spittle, then raised her head, flared her nostrils, and fixed Malmury in her gaze.
"There was a balance here, Trollbane, an equity, decreed when my great grandmothers were still infants swaddled in their cribs. The debt paid for a grave injustice born of the arrogance of men. A t.i.the, if you will, and if it cost these people a few souls now and again, or thinned their bleating flocks, it also kept them safe from that greater wrath, which watches us always from the Sea at the Top of the World. But this selfsame balance have you undone, and, foolishly, they name you a hero for that deed. For their d.a.m.nation and their doom."
Malmury cursed, spat again, and tried then to rise from her chair, but was held back by her own inebriation and by the barmaid"s firm hand upon her shoulder.
The crone coughed and added a portion of her own jaundiced spittle to the floor of the tavern. "They will tell you, Trollbane, though the tales be less than half remembered among this misbegotten legion of cowards and imbeciles. You ask them, they will tell you what has not yet been spoken, what was never freely uttered for fear no hero would have accepted their blood money. Do not think me the villain in this ballad they are spinning around you."
"You would do well to leave, witch," answered Malmury, her voice grown low and throaty, as threatful as breakers before a storm tide or the grumble of a chained hound. "They might fear you, but I do not, and I"m in an ill temper to suffer your threats and intimations."
"Very well," the old woman replied, and she bowed her head to Malmury, though it was clear to all that the crone"s gesture carried not one whit of respect. "So be it. But you ask them, Trollbane. You ask after the cause of the troll"s coming, and you ask after his daughter, too."
And with that, she raised her cane, and the fumy air about her appeared to shimmer and fold back upon itself. There was a strong smell, like the scent of brimstone and of smoldering sage, and a sound, as well. Later, Malmury would not be able to decide if it was more akin to a distant thunderclap, or the crackle of burning logs. And, with that, the old woman vanished, and her spit sizzled loudly upon the floor.
"Then she is a sorceress," Malmury said, sliding the dagger back into its sheath.
"After a fashion," the barmaid told her, and slowly removed her grip upon Malmury"s shoulder. "She"s the last priestess of the Old Ways, and still pays tribute to those beings who came before the G.o.ds. I"ve heard her called Grimhildr, and also Gunna, though none among us recall her right name. She is powerful, and treacherous, but know that she has also done great good for Invergo and all the people along the coast. When there was plague, she dispelled the sickness "
"What did she mean, to ask after the coming of the troll and its daughter?"
"These are not questions I would answer," the barmaid replied, and turned suddenly away. "You must take them to the elders. They can tell you these things."
Malmury nodded and sipped from her cup, her eyes wandering about the tavern, which she saw was now emptying out into the morning-drenched street. The crone"s warnings had left them in no mood for tales of monsters, and had ruined their appet.i.te for the stranger"s endless boasting and bl.u.s.ter. No matter, Malmury thought. They"d be back come nightfall, and she was weary, besides, and needed sleep. There was now a cot waiting for her upstairs, in the loft above the kitchen, a proper bed complete with mattress and pillows stuffed with the down of geese, even a white bearskin blanket to guard against the frigid air that blew in through the cracks in the walls. She considered going before the council of elders, after she was rested and only hung over, and pressing them for answers to the crone"s questions. But Malmury"s head was beginning to ache, and she only entertained the proposition in pa.s.sing. Already, the appearance of the old woman and what she"d said was beginning to seem less like something that had actually happened, and Malmury wondered, dimly, if she was having trouble discerning where the truth ended and her own generous embroidery of the truth began. Perhaps she"d invented the hag, feeling the tale needed an appropriate epilogue, and then, in her drunkenness, forgotten that she"d invented her.
Soon, the barmaid whose name was Dota returned to lead Malmury up the narrow, creaking stairs to her small room and the cot, and Malmury forgot about sea trolls and witches and even the gold she had coming. For Dota was a comely girl, and free with her favors, and the stranger"s s.e.x mattered little to her.
The daughter of the sea troll lived among the jagged, windswept highlands that loomed above the milky blue-green bay and the village of Invergo. Here had she dwelt for almost three generations, as men reckoned the pa.s.sing of time, and here did she imagine she would live until the long span of her days was at last exhausted.
Her cave lay deep within the earth, where once had been only solid basalt. But over incalculable eons, the glacier that swept down from the mountains, inching between high volcanic cliffs as it carved a wide path to the sea, had worked its way beneath the bare and stony flesh of the land. A ceaseless trickle of melt.w.a.ter had carried the bedrock away, grain by igneous grain, down to the bay, as the perpetual cycle of freeze and thaw had split and shattered the stone. In time (and then, as now, the world had nothing but time), the smallest of breaches had become cracks, cracks became fissures, and intersecting labyrinths of fissures collapsed to form a cavern. And so, in this way, had the struggle between mountain and ice prepared for her a home, and she dwelt there, alone, almost beyond the memory of the village and its inhabitants, which she despised and feared and avoided when at all possible.
However, she had not always lived in the cave, nor unattended. Her mother, a child of man, had died while birthing the sea troll"s daughter, and, afterwards, she"d been taken in by the widowed conjurer who would, so many years later, seek out and confront a stranger named Malmury who"d come up from the southern kingdoms. When the people of Invergo had looked upon the infant, what they"d seen was enough to guess at its parentage. And they would have put the mother to death, then and there, for her congress with the fiend, had she not been dead already. And surely, likewise, would they have murdered the baby, had the old woman not seen fit to intervene. The villagers had always feared the crone, but also they"d had cause to seek her out in times of hardship and calamity. So it gave them pause, once she"d made it known that the infant was in her care, and this knowledge stayed their hand, for a while.
In the tumbledown remains of a stone cottage, at the edge of the mudflats, the crone had raised the infant until the child was old enough to care for herself. And until even the old woman"s infamy, and the prospect of losing her favors, was no longer enough to protect the sea troll"s daughter from the villagers. Though more human than not, she had the creature"s blood in her veins. In the eyes of some, this made her a greater abomination than her father.
Finally, rumors had spread that the girl was a danger to them all, and, after an especially harsh winter, many become convinced that she could make herself into an ocean mist and pa.s.s easily through windowpanes. In this way, it was claimed, had she begun feeding on the blood of men and women while they slept. Soon, a much-prized milking cow had been found with her udder mutilated, and the farmer had been forced to put the beast out of her misery. The very next day, the elders of Invergo had sent a warning to the crone, that their tolerance of the half breed was at an end, and she was to be remanded to the constable forthwith.