"What has put that into her head?"
"She has had an idea you have not been happy. That is why she is different now."
"You mean she wants to make me happier?"
"Well, she wants you not to go; she wants you to stay."
"I suppose you mean on account of the rent," I remarked candidly.
Miss t.i.ta"s candor showed itself a match for my own. "Yes, you know; so that I shall have more."
"How much does she want you to have?" I asked, laughing. "She ought to fix the sum, so that I may stay till it"s made up."
"Oh, that wouldn"t please me," said Miss t.i.ta. "It would be unheard of, your taking that trouble."
"But suppose I should have my own reasons for staying in Venice?"
"Then it would be better for you to stay in some other house."
"And what would your aunt say to that?"
"She wouldn"t like it at all. But I should think you would do well to give up your reasons and go away altogether."
"Dear Miss t.i.ta," I said, "it"s not so easy to give them up!"
She made no immediate answer to this, but after a moment she broke out: "I think I know what your reasons are!"
"I daresay, because the other night I almost told you how I wish you would help me to make them good."
"I can"t do that without being false to my aunt."
"What do you mean, being false to her?"
"Why, she would never consent to what you want. She has been asked, she has been written to. It made her fearfully angry."
"Then she HAS got papers of value?" I demanded quickly.
"Oh, she has got everything!" sighed Miss t.i.ta with a curious weariness, a sudden lapse into gloom.
These words caused all my pulses to throb, for I regarded them as precious evidence. For some minutes I was too agitated to speak, and in the interval the gondola approached the Piazzetta. After we had disembarked I asked my companion whether she would rather walk round the square or go and sit at the door of the cafe; to which she replied that she would do whichever I liked best--I must only remember again how little time she had. I a.s.sured her there was plenty to do both, and we made the circuit of the long arcades. Her spirits revived at the sight of the bright shop windows, and she lingered and stopped, admiring or disapproving of their contents, asking me what I thought of things, theorizing about prices. My attention wandered from her; her words of a while before, "Oh, she has got everything!" echoed so in my consciousness. We sat down at last in the crowded circle at Florian"s, finding an unoccupied table among those that were ranged in the square.
It was a splendid night and all the world was out-of-doors; Miss t.i.ta could not have wished the elements more auspicious for her return to society. I saw that she enjoyed it even more than she told; she was agitated with the mult.i.tude of her impressions. She had forgotten what an attractive thing the world is, and it was coming over her that somehow she had for the best years of her life been cheated of it. This did not make her angry; but as she looked all over the charming scene her face had, in spite of its smile of appreciation, the flush of a sort of wounded surprise. She became silent, as if she were thinking with a secret sadness of opportunities, forever lost, which ought to have been easy; and this gave me a chance to say to her, "Did you mean a while ago that your aunt has a plan of keeping me on by admitting me occasionally to her presence?"
"She thinks it will make a difference with you if you sometimes see her. She wants you so much to stay that she is willing to make that concession."
"And what good does she consider that I think it will do me to see her?"
"I don"t know; she thinks it"s interesting," said Miss t.i.ta simply. "You told her you found it so."
"So I did; but everyone doesn"t think so."
"No, of course not, or more people would try."
"Well, if she is capable of making that reflection she is capable of making this further one," I went on: "that I must have a particular reason for not doing as others do, in spite of the interest she offers--for not leaving her alone." Miss t.i.ta looked as if she failed to grasp this rather complicated proposition; so I continued, "If you have not told her what I said to you the other night may she not at least have guessed it?"
"I don"t know; she is very suspicious."
"But she has not been made so by indiscreet curiosity, by persecution?"
"No, no; it isn"t that," said Miss t.i.ta, turning on me a somewhat troubled face. "I don"t know how to say it: it"s on account of something--ages ago, before I was born--in her life."
"Something? What sort of thing?" I asked as if I myself could have no idea.
"Oh, she has never told me," Miss t.i.ta answered; and I was sure she was speaking the truth.
Her extreme limpidity was almost provoking, and I felt for the moment that she would have been more satisfactory if she had been less ingenuous. "Do you suppose it"s something to which Jeffrey Aspern"s letters and papers--I mean the things in her possession--have reference?"
"I daresay it is!" my companion exclaimed as if this were a very happy suggestion. "I have never looked at any of those things."
"None of them? Then how do you know what they are?"
"I don"t," said Miss t.i.ta placidly. "I have never had them in my hands.
But I have seen them when she has had them out."
"Does she have them out often?"
"Not now, but she used to. She is very fond of them."
"In spite of their being compromising?"
"Compromising?" Miss t.i.ta repeated as if she was ignorant of the meaning of the word. I felt almost as one who corrupts the innocence of youth.
"I mean their containing painful memories."
"Oh, I don"t think they are painful."
"You mean you don"t think they affect her reputation?"
At this a singular look came into the face of Miss Bordereau"s niece--a kind of confession of helplessness, an appeal to me to deal fairly, generously with her. I had brought her to the Piazza, placed her among charming influences, paid her an attention she appreciated, and now I seemed to let her perceive that all this had been a bribe--a bribe to make her turn in some way against her aunt. She was of a yielding nature and capable of doing almost anything to please a person who was kind to her; but the greatest kindness of all would be not to presume too much on this. It was strange enough, as I afterward thought, that she had not the least air of resenting my want of consideration for her aunt"s character, which would have been in the worst possible taste if anything less vital (from my point of view) had been at stake. I don"t think she really measured it. "Do you mean that she did something bad?" she asked in a moment.
"Heaven forbid I should say so, and it"s none of my business. Besides, if she did," I added, laughing, "it was in other ages, in another world.
But why should she not destroy her papers?"
"Oh, she loves them too much."
"Even now, when she may be near her end?"
"Perhaps when she"s sure of that she will."
"Well, Miss t.i.ta," I said, "it"s just what I should like you to prevent."