"I... I can"t tell you right now. I have been doing the therapy for a very long time and I never once told Tang Yi Jun about the reason as well... It"s really hard to talk about. Why don"t we just forget about my past? After all, I"ve never been better," Lu Yi Feng explained softly.He felt great after knowing that he could touch Feng Xiao Qing but if he could, he just wanted to bury his past! It was better to admit his feelings to Feng Xiao Qing than to recall that nightmare!
Zhang Li knew that this wasn"t the right time to force him. There was Xiao Xi Xi here and besides, she could see that Lu Yi Feng wasn"t ready to recall about the past... He didn"t even tell Tang Yi Jun ah~! She could only give up and at least, she would join the process of curing him.
No wonder... he didn"t like to be touched or hugged by her ever since he started to grow up. She thought it was because he was shy and old enough to stop being close with his mother so she didn"t think too much about it... Who knew that there was such a reason behind his refusal?!
The sign was there... but it was her who didn"t pay attention to it. Zhang Li sighed in sadness.
Lu Yi Feng felt that even if he wanted to tell someone about his disease, he would tell Feng Xiao Qing first about it. He was more comfortable to share it with her because... somehow, he felt that she really understood him.
"Grandma... Can I tell you another secret that will make you happy?" Xiao Xi Xi asked sweetly after listening to their conversation. She didn"t like to see her grandmother sad ah~!
"Of course!" Zhang Li was very happy when she heard that. The more secret that she knew, the better it would be! She wanted to know more about her son.
"Daddy can touch a woman --- a very special woman and he doesn"t get an allergic reaction!" Xiao Xi Xi said with a smile. Her mommy was obviously someone special, right?
"Really?" Zhang Li looked at Xiao Xi Xi in a surprise with a hint of a smile on her face. She looked at Lu Yi Feng with a smug look which made the latter feel helpless.
Lu Yi Feng, "..."
"Quick! Tell Grandmother... Who is that special woman?" Zhang Li asked curiously while tried to make Xiao Xi Xi tell her more about that woman.
Xiao Xi Xi grinned. "It"s..."
Before she could talk, Lu Yi Feng cut her off. "Mother... I will tell you about it in the future... When I"m ready and also when our relations.h.i.+p is already stable enough. This is still too early and I don"t want to scare her away..."
"What do you think I am?! Do I look like a monster?" Zhang Li asked in displeasure. How could she scare the poor woman ah~?! This was an insult to her.
Lu Yi Feng said helplessly, "Mother... you know that"s not what I mean ah~!"
"But..." Zhang Li wanted to say something else but Lu Yi Feng shook his head.
"I won"t tell you anything!" Lu Yi Feng said stubbornly.
Xiao Xi Xi felt helpless as well. If Daddy said no, she could only obey him. "I"m sorry, Grandma. It seems like I can"t tell you about her ident.i.ty," Xiao Xi Xi said sadly.
Lu Yi Feng nodded his head happily. It seemed like her daughter was quite sensible and choosing to be on his side.
"But I can give you a hint..." Xiao Xi Xi said excitedly.
Lu Yi Feng, "..."
If she gave his mother an obvious hint, then what was the different ah~?!
"Xi Xi..." Lu Yi Feng gave him a warning.
"Daddy... I will just give grandmother a tiny little hint, okay?" Xiao Xi Xi begged softly. "I don"t want grandma to feel left out ah~!"
Lu Yi Feng was proud of how considerate she was but oh well... he wasn"t ready!! He didn"t know whether he should laugh or cry ah~!
Zhang Li even pretended by looking at him with sad eyes. "It"s just a clue... Why are you being so stingy ah~?!"
Lu Yi Feng, "..."
"Mother.... it looks pretty weird when you look at me that way..." Lu Yi Feng thought to himself but he didn"t dare to say it to Zhang Li ah~! What if she beat him?!
Lu Yi Feng sighed. "It"s up to both of you... My opinion doesn"t really matter anyway..."
Xiao Xi Xi grinned and nodded her head without feeling guilty whatsoever. "Alright!"
Lu Yi Feng, "..." She really didn"t care about his opinion ah~!
Zhang Li looked at Xiao Xi Xi with a serious expression that said "tell me! loudly" which made Xiao Xi Xi think that she had made the right choice.
Xiao Xi Xi said in a whisper, "Grandma... you know this woman and she"s always together with Daddy...!"
"I know her? Always with Lu Yi Feng?!" Zhang Li asked in surprise. When did he have a woman around ah~!
Xiao Xi Xi nodded her head in excitement. "It"s true!"
"Then, how do you know her too?" Zhang Li tried to inquire for more information from Xiao Xi Xi. She didn"t think that it would be Xiao Xi Xi"s mother... It wasn"t that she didn"t like Feng Xiao Qing, it was just that she was too baffled by everything so her mind was a bit blank as well.
Lu Yi Feng cleared his throat. "Only a tiny little hint..." He reminded them.
Xiao Xi Xi thought that she had made it so obvious while for Zhang Li, it was still a bit vague. The only woman that Xiao Xi Xi had seen around her daddy was her mother --- so... it should be obvious enough, right?! She didn"t know that Zhang Li didn"t know about this fact, so it was a bit hard for Zhang Li to guess. After all, Lu Yi Feng always covered his track perfectly!
"If the woman is your mother... it will be better ah~!" Zhang Li said to Xiao Xi Xi. After all, if they got married, Xiao Xi Xi would really become her granddaughter...
BINGO!