Feng Xiao Qing felt that she had nothing to offer to Lu Yi Feng at this point because she had no decent background after she was kicked out and she also didn"t have high education either. The only education that she remembered was a few things that her mother taught her ah~!That was the reason she wanted to prove to herself and everyone else that she could become a diva. This was also to path a way between her and Lu Yi Feng --- she wanted to stand as his equal, not the one who dragged him down. At least, she was able to s.h.i.+ne on the stage even if she had no background.
Her wish was as simple as that --- even though she knew that it wasn"t so easy to achieve that. She needed a lot of people"s help and she was grateful to them. An Ran Jie"s guidance, Lu Yi Feng"s sources and back-up, Lin San"s clever arrangement, Xiao Xi Xi"s understanding, Ah Rang"s friends.h.i.+p, and the several coaches that taught her. So many people had supported her ah~!
If she said that she would survive with Lu Yi Feng by only relying on love, this was called bulls.h.i.+t.
She had to face the reality that they couldn"t only live with love. She didn"t want Lu Yi Feng to be criticized because of her!
Feng Xiao Qing decided to help Lu Yi Feng and answered, "It"s not Uncle"s fault. Mommy also doesn"t want grandmother to know our relations.h.i.+p, Xi Xi."Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click www.webnovel.com for visiting.
Xiao Xi Xi looked up in confusion and asked, "Why? Mommy... aren"t you in a relations.h.i.+p with Daddy? Why should you cover it up?" She didn"t understand ah~! After all, she was still a little girl. If she liked someone, she would tell him directly and announce it to the world. A little girl"s mind was as simple as that.
Feng Xiao Qing took a glance at Lu Yi Feng and nodded her head at Xiao Xi Xi. "Yes, we are in a relations.h.i.+p. However, we want to keep it as a secret..."
Xiao Xi Xi"s eyes widened. "Secret?" She asked in a whisper, feeling afraid that other people would hear their conversation. "Why, Mommy?" She asked once again. Just like usual, when she was curious about something, she wouldn"t stop asking "why", "why", "why".
Feng Xiao Qing laughed. "We want to make sure that we will stay until the end before announcing to the world that we are in a relations.h.i.+p," Feng Xiao Qing said the truth because she didn"t want to lie to the little girl. She already told Xiao Xi Xi beforehand that they would announce their relations.h.i.+p once she debuted, but it seemed like the little girl already forgot about it.
Xiao Xi Xi looked up at her sadly, "Mommy... why are you so pessimistic? I"m sure that both of you will stay until the end. Xiao Xi Xi already loves Daddy so much! I don"t want you to separate!"
Feng Xiao Qing and Lu Yi Feng didn"t know how to answer this. They were too conscious of their own feelings and situation, thus, they neglected Xiao Xi Xi"s feelings. If they separated, what would happen to the little girl? They suddenly felt really guilty.
They thought that a little girl wouldn"t understand this. Yes, she didn"t understand. However, the little girl was sensitive to the change in the environment around her...
Feng Xiao Qing said, "No... Mommy is not pessimistic ah~! It"s just being realistic."
"Huh?" Xiao Xi Xi asked in confusion, not understanding what Feng Xiao Qing meant.
Feng Xiao Qing tapped her head softly and said, "Don"t think too much! Mommy will have the confidence that we can stay until the end, if Mommy"s debut is a success!"
Xiao Xi Xi didn"t understand. "What"s the connection of your relations.h.i.+p with your debut?"
"You are too young to understand, but you will know about it in the future!" Feng Xiao Qing answered helplessly. She took a glance at Lu Yi Feng and even though the latter seemed to have no expression, she caught a smug look on his annoying face. It seemed like he was happy when she was in a predicament.
"That petty man!" She thought to herself.
Xiao Xi Xi sighed, knowing that the adult matter was really confusing. It was better if she continued staying as a little girl --- at least, mommy and daddy would always protect her. "Mommy... my teacher tells me that people shouldn"t be pessimistic! She just taught me about this today..." Xiao Xi Xi said seriously.
Feng Xiao Qing laughed, no wonder she knew the word "pessimistic" --- it was quite difficult to remember ah~!
"Okay... okay!" Feng Xiao Qing answered while waving both of her hands.
"Mommy... you have to listen to me seriously!" Xiao Xi Xi looked at her in a serious mode which made Feng Xiao Qing really wanted to laugh ah~!
Feng Xiao Qing pretended to be serious and nodded her head, "Go on!"
"Mommy... if you are pessimistic, everything won"t go well! So you have to be optimistic! You will always be together with Daddy! Okay?!" Xiao Xi Xi tried to teach her mommy what her teacher had taught her. This little teacher was so cute! Lu Yi Feng looked at the mother and daughter"s interaction happily.
Feng Xiao Qing didn"t know whether she should laugh or cry. Xiao Xi Xi really took it seriously, but this also made her feel better and her confidence started to shoot up! She felt lucky for having this cute little girl as a daughter ah~!
"Okay!" Feng Xiao Qing said loudly which made Xiao Xi Xi felt satisfied.
However, the little girl didn"t stop right there.
"Follow me!" Xiao Xi Xi said seriously.
Feng Xiao Qing nodded. "Follow you!" She echoed Xiao Xi Xi"s words.
Xiao Xi Xi paused and said, "No, Mommy... Wait!"
"Huh?" Feng Xiao Qing looked questioningly at her.
"Follow my words later... Don"t follow me now!" Xiao Xi Xi said with a frown which made Feng Xiao Qing almost laughed out loud. She held it back because she didn"t want to hurt Xiao Xi Xi"s tender feelings.
"Okay... Talk first... and I will follow you!" Feng Xiao Qing finally said helplessly.