"Really..." Feng Xiao Qing answered helplessly because she could see the disbelief in his eyes. She didn"t want him to chase an answer from her any further ah~! She was afraid that she couldn"t hold on and instead, blurt out the truth. However, the man was quite persistent.Lu Yi Feng furrowed his eyebrows and said once again, "You know... if you have something that needs my help with, you can just tell me! You don"t have to hesitate!" He was too worried of Feng Xiao Qing and wanted to prove himself useful, otherwise, he wouldn"t miss the "somehow-aroused" look on Feng Xiao Qing"s face.
No matter what, he was still a man. He still knew about "those things" a little bit --- not fully that oblivious.
Feng Xiao Qing really didn"t know whether she should laugh or cry when she heard how he was trying to "sell" his worth to her with a straight and aloof face. "Boss... are you trying to scare me with your expression?" She thought to herself.
Fortunately, she knew him well --- that was just the way he was ah~!
Her naughty side would like to say confidently with a seductive look on her voice, "Ahem... okay... okay... I admit that I have something important that I really need your help with, Boss! It"s really bothering me, but I don"t know how to shamelessly ask for help. I just need your masculine hand to touch me there... at my sweetness down here ah~! A little bit, I promise! A little bit is already enough for me... If you are not willing to lend your hand, then a single finger would have been fine! As long as you can satisfy me!"
Somehow, Feng Xiao Qing felt like she was a cougar who hunted an innocent young man --- especially when she saw Lu Yi Feng"s confused look. "Is he really that innocent?" Feng Xiao Qing wondered to herself.
However, her good side persuaded her calmly while trying to defeat her dark side, "Calm down! Calm down! Your arousal should be put aside, for now, ah~! You need to find a good psychiatrist for Xiao Xi Xi and you finally get one from Lu Yi Feng. You should deal with this matter first! How can you let go such a good chance ah~?! After all, it"s so important. Another matter can be postponed ah~!"
Both of her evil and good side kept fighting so that their advice would be chosen by Feng Xiao Qing, which made the latter in a daze. Her buzzing mind made her feel dizzy ah~!
Evil side: "Use the chance to let him satisfy you! Enjoy the moment ah~!"
Good side: "Remember Xiao Xi Xi!"
Evil side: "It"s probably one in a lifetime chance. If you don"t do it now, maybe... there won"t be another chance in the future. You will regret it later..."
Good side: "Remember your daughter"s problem! She needs you..."
Evil side: "Satisfaction first, after all, Xiao Xi Xi is still sleeping. Tomorrow won"t be too late for you to talk about this matter."
Good side: "Get the consent from the psychiatrist first! Besides, you are still not in a relations.h.i.+p with the man in front of you... Cherish yourself! Don"t make it look like you are an easy woman."
Evil side: "Be happy!"
Good side: "Be responsible!"
Evil side: "Satisfy yourself!"
Good side: "No... no... no... you have to be rational!"
Those two sides of hers kept fighting inside her mind ah~! She really felt at a loss because this was the first time she had experienced this. She really wanted to yell and let them stop talking, so she could think clearly.
"Xiao Qing... Xiao Qing..." Lu Yi Feng called her a few times helplessly. He wondered what this woman was thinking about ah~! Her mind kept wandering around elsewhere and made him feel at a loss.
Lu Yi Feng"s worried voice made Feng Xiao Qing wake out of her reverie --- the battle inside her mind had finally finished.
"So... Sorry... I was out of it because I"m too worried about Xiao Xi Xi"s matter and feeling uncomfortable to let you help me," she answered softly while feeling a bit hesitant.
Yes, the good side had won.
How could she choose arousal over Xiao Xi Xi? Suddenly, the pressure at her sweetness down there had become much better after her mind regained the clarity once again which made her sigh in relief --- however, the tingling sensation was still there.
Lu Yi Feng sighed in relief, it seemed like nothing was wrong with her because her reasoning was quite reasonable. "Why are you always feeling uncomfortable when I try to help you? You always seem so hesitant ah~?" Lu Yi Feng asked out of curiosity. Other women would certainly jump to get the chance yo get a benefit from him.
Feng Xiao Qing sighed and answered in a low voice, "It"s not you... it"s me..."
Lu Yi Feng rolled his eyes. A cla.s.sic reason. However, wasn"t it supposed to be a cla.s.sic reason for the couple who would break up soon? He couldn"t help but ask, "What do you mean?"
Feng Xiao Qing smiled tenderly. "I already get used to being alone with Xiao Xi Xi since she was born... I always rely on myself, thus, asking for your help... honestly... feels a bit weird to me..." Feng Xiao Qing decided to answer his question honestly.
Indeed, the problem lied in her.
Lu Yi Feng nodded his head in understanding. Her answer was quite reasonable --- it must have been hard for her to trust people with her background and also, her painful past. He sighed in relief when he knew that the problem wasn"t him.
He said, "Don"t worry! You can trust me... Really, you can rely on me..." He didn"t know how to put those words in a better way, after all, he had never said this kind of cheesy thing before. He promised to himself that he wouldn"t let her suffer a grievance.
Feng Xiao Qing answered while biting her lower lip, "I"ll try. it"s hard for a habit to change in a heartbeat." She added to herself, "Besides, they aren"t in a clear relations.h.i.+p at the moment. How long can she depend on him? How long that the thing between them will last? She"s afraid that if things don"t work for them in the future and she already depends on him too much, it will be hard for her to survive when he isn"t around."
Feng Xiao Qing didn"t want to put herself on that predicament. She cleverly didn"t say her thoughts out loud because it was her own doubt... She didn"t want him to know that she had been pessimistic even before their love started to blossom more.
"Good!" Lu Yi Feng said in satisfaction. "So... for the first step, you should agree to my arrangement for Xiao Xi Xi," he said a bit domineering which made Feng Xiao Qing"s heart skip a beat.Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click for visiting.
How could Feng Xiao Qing reject his kindness? If she kept rejecting, she would end up offending him ah~! After all, he was a male... and a male usually had a large ego.