Feng Xiao Qing was quite surprised by his reasoning. He was feeling embarra.s.sed? It showed how bad his trauma actually was because it could even make such a confident man become so... unconfident inwardly...There was a lost little boy inside him which made her want to hug that little boy...
She sighed and hugged him while patting his back just to give him a little comfort. "I"m here... I"m here... Just take your time. It"s fine if you are not ready to talk about the past. I hope that one day, you will trust me enough to tell me everything..." She said with a low soothing voice.
Lu Yi Feng answered, "It"s not about trust, actually. It"s more like I hate to talk about that matter. Each time I tried to remember and say something about that, somehow, I got the urge to vomit."
Feng Xiao Qing sighed. "No need to force yourself... at least, you are getting better. There"s no need to look back if you can handle everything at the moment."
Lu Yi Feng nodded his head in agreement. Tang Yi Jun had said that as long as there was no trigger, he would be fine for the rest of his life. It was already good enough for him. He just hoped that he would never meet that woman ever again.
Without her, he had been living a blissful life despite the illness. Yes, even the illness was better than that d.a.m.ned woman!
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They were back into their busy life after that night"s session. Lu Yi Feng and Xiao Xi Xi had never been feeling better. They were continuously doing their sessions together which made a great improvement to little Xi Xi --- she rarely had a nightmare and she didn"t need to depend on the medicine anymore. She was quite amazed by the Uncle Doctor"s skills which she had doubted at first.
She felt lucky that she had listened to her mommy and daddy"s persuasion. Otherwise, she would still battle with the trauma all alone.
This was actually why Lu Yi Feng continued accompanying her. He knew how painful it was to hold everything to himself... He was all alone and lonely, making his condition even worse than before. Back then, he also wished that someone would help him... But, no one came, knew, or realized his pain...
He didn"t want the same thing to happen to the little girl.
Lu Yi Feng was a little boy and supposed to be stronger than the little girl --- it almost drove him crazy... Thus, he was afraid that Xiao Xi Xi would have a worse time than him.
Feng Xiao Qing was busy with her debut and it would happen soon --- in less than one week. At this time, Lu Yi Feng made a preparation... he wanted to surprise her with a romantic confession which he had been wanting to do for a long time. Due to her hectic schedule, Feng Xiao Qing didn"t realize anything about the preparation and Lu Yi Feng didn"t need to do it secretly at all.
He wasn"t only busy because of preparing the surprise, but Lu Yi Feng also needed to erase Feng Xiao Qing"s track under his mother"s inquiring gaze. There was no "give up" words in her mother"s dictionary when she wanted to know something and Lu Yi Feng also inherited this trait. The woman kept following him 24/7 and fortunately, Feng Xiao Qing was so busy that she didn"t have time to meet up with him at all!
But... she still needed to go back to their apartment and that was the time he needed to do something about her mother"s followers. Sooner or later, she would feel something was fishy if Feng Xiao Qing and Xiao Xi Xi kept going in and out of the same apartment as him.
Lu Yi Feng finally decided to confess before her debut... Once she started to debut, she would be busy because he already prepared several famous events for her to attend in order to boost her popularity --- it meant there would be no time for her to deal with her private life. She probably wouldn"t even have time to spend with Xiao Xi Xi until everything started to be in track and she could rest for a bit.
Lu Yi Feng had predicted that Feng Xiao Qing would be booming right after the debut so he needed to do something first ah~! He wanted to stake a claim first before her popularity increased because a lot of men would pay attention to her. He wouldn"t let that happen!
He decided to do the confession the next day and asked for An Ran Jie"s cooperation --- she would be the one who brought Feng Xiao Qing to the place where the event took place.
Even though he knew that she wanted to be with him as well, he still felt nervous ah~! He was fidgeting all day and Xiao Xi Xi already asked him several times what was wrong with him. He could only ask Lin San to distract the little girl. He was afraid if he told her, she would accidentally blurt it out to Feng Xiao Qing and in the end, the surprise would become a failure.
Lin San who saw his big boss" nervous state really wanted to laugh out loud but didn"t dare to do so... He wished that he would have a successful confession the next day.
Feng Xiao Qing, who had just come back from the company and felt tired to the bone, could even see that something was wrong with the man. She tilted her head to the side and asked, "Are you okay?"
Lu Yi Feng forced a smile and said, "Of course!"
After that, without saying anything, he scurried away back into his room without saying anything else to Feng Xiao Qing. Lu Yi Feng was too nervous to face the woman.
Feng Xiao Qing, "..."
Why did he run so fast ah~?! She merely tried to show him her concern ah~!
"Weirdo..." She muttered to herself before she went back to her room and sleep beside Xiao Xi Xi right away.