And they turned in to their bedrooms, in anger with one another, for the first time since they had quarrelled in boyish fashion over tops and marbles years ago together.
III.
That night the two Carnegies slept very little. They were both in love, very seriously in love; and anybody who has ever been in the same condition must have noticed that the symptoms, which may have been very moderate or undecided during the course of the evening, become rapidly more p.r.o.nounced and violent as you lie awake in the solitude of your chamber through the night watches. But more than that, they had both begun to feel simultaneously the stab of jealousy. Each of them had been very much taken indeed by Isabel Walters; still, if they had seen no chance of a rival looming in the distance, they might have been content to wait a little, to see a little more of her, to make quite sure of their own affection before plunging headlong into a declaration. After all, it"s very absurd to ask a girl to be your companion for life on the strength of an acquaintanceship which has extended over the time occupied by three dances in a single evening. But then, thought each, there was the chance of Ernest"s proposing to her, or of Harold"s proposing to her, before I do. That idea made precipitancy positively imperative; and by the next morning each of the young men had fully made up his mind to take the first opportunity of asking Isabella Walters to be his wife.
Breakfast pa.s.sed off very silently, neither of the twins speaking much to one another; but n.o.body noticed their reticence much; for the morning after the occasional orgy or dance is apt to prove a very limp affair indeed in professional homes, where dances are not of nightly occurrence. After breakfast, Harold went off quickly to the office, and Ernest, having bespoken a holiday at the hospital, joined his sister and Nellie Holt in the library.
"Do you know, Ernest," Edie said to him, mindful of her last night"s conversation with her other brother, "I really believe Harold has fallen desperately in love at first sight with that tall Miss Walters."
"I can easily believe it," Ernest answered testily; "she"s very handsome and very clever."
Edie raised her eyebrows a little. "But it"s awfully foolish, Ernest, to fall in love blindfold in that way, isn"t it now?" she said, with a searching look at her brother. "He can"t possibly know what sort of a girl she really is from half an hour"s conversation in a ballroom."
"For my part, I don"t at all agree with you, Edie," said Ernest, in his coldest manner. "I don"t believe there"s any right way of falling in love except at first sight. If a girl is going to please you, she ought to please you instantaneously and instinctively; at least, so I think.
It isn"t a thing to be thought about and reasoned about, but a thing to be felt and apprehended intuitively. I couldn"t reason myself into marrying a girl, and what"s more, I don"t want to."
He sat down to the table, took out a sheet or two of initialed notepaper, and began writing a couple of letters. One of them, which he marked "Private" in the corner, ran as follows:--
"MY DEAR MISS WALTERS,
"Perhaps you will think it very odd of me to venture upon writing to you on the strength of such a very brief and casual acquaintance as that begun last night; but I have a particular reason for doing so, which I think I can justify to you when I see you. You mentioned to me that you were asked to the Montagus" steam-launch expedition up the river from Surbiton to-morrow; but I understood you to say you did not intend to accept the invitation. I write now to beg of you to be there, as I am going, and I am particularly anxious to meet you and have a little conversation with you on a subject of importance. I know you are not a very conventional person, and therefore I think you will excuse me for asking this favour of you. Please don"t take the trouble to write in reply; but answer by going to the Montagus", and I shall then be able to explain this very queer letter. In haste,
"Yours very truly, "ERNEST CARNEGIE."
He read this note two or three times over to himself, looking not very well satisfied with its contents; and then at last, with the air of a man who determines to plunge and stake all upon a single venture, he folded it up and put it in its envelope. "It"ll mystify her a little, no doubt," he thought to himself; "and being a woman, she"ll be naturally anxious to unravel the mystery. But of course she"ll know I mean to make her an offer, and perhaps she"ll think me a perfect idiot for not doing it outright, instead of beating about the bush in this incomprehensible fashion. However, it"s too cold-blooded, proposing to a girl on paper; I very much prefer the _viva voce_ system. It"s only till to-morrow; and I doubt if Harold will manage to be beforehand with me in that time. He"ll be deep in business all morning, and have no leisure to think about her.
Anyhow, all"s fair in love and war; he said it should be war; and I"ll try to steal a march upon him, for all his lawyer"s quibbles and quiddits."
He took another sheet from his blotting-book, and wrote a second note, much more rapidly than the first one. It ran after this fashion--
"DEAR MRS. MONTAGU,--
"Will you think it very rude of me if I ask you to let me be one of your party on your expedition up the river to-morrow? I heard of it from your son Algernon last night at the Balfours", and I happen to be _very_ anxious to meet one of the ladies you have invited. Now, I know you"re kindness itself to all your young friends in all these little matters, and I"m sure you won"t be angry with me for so coolly inviting myself. If I hadn"t felt perfect confidence in your invariable goodness, I wouldn"t have ventured to do so. Please don"t answer unless you"ve no room for me, but expect me to turn up at half-past two.
"Yours very sincerely, "ERNEST CARNEGIE.
"P.S.--We might call at Lady Portlebury"s lawn, and look over the conservatories."
"Now, that"s bold, but judicious," Ernest said to himself, admiringly, as he held the letter at arm"s-length, after blotting it. "She might have been angry at my inviting myself, though I don"t think she would be; but I"m sure she"ll be only too delighted if I offer to take her guests over Aunt Portlebury"s conservatories. The postscript"s a stroke of genius. What a fuss these people will make, even over the widow of a stupid old cavalry officer, because her husband happens to have been knighted. It"s all the better that she"s a widow, indeed. The delicious vagueness of the t.i.tle "Lady" is certainly one of its chief recommendations. Sir Antony being out of the way, Mrs. Montagu"s guests can"t really tell but that poor dear old Aunt Portlebury may be a real live Countess." And he folded his second letter up with the full satisfaction of an approving conscience.
When Isabel Walters received Ernest Carnegie"s mysterious note, she was certainly mystified by it as he had expected, and also not a little gratified. He meant to propose to her, that was certain; and there was never a woman in the whole world who was not flattered by a handsome young man"s marked attentions. It was a very queer letter, no doubt; but it had been written skilfully enough to suit the particular personality of Isabel Walters: for Ernest Carnegie was a keen judge of character, and he flattered himself that he knew how to adapt his correspondence to the particular temperament of the persons he happened to be addressing.
And though Isabel had no very distinct idea of what the two Carnegies were severally like (it could hardly have been much more distinct if she had known them both intimately), she felt they were two very good-looking, agreeable young men, and she was not particularly averse to the attentions of either. After all, upon what straws we all usually hang our love-making! We see one another once or twice under exceptionally deceptive circ.u.mstances; we are struck at first sight with something that attracts us on either side; we find the attraction is mutual; we flounder at once into a declaration of undying attachment; we get married, and on the whole we generally find we were right after all, in spite of our precipitancy, and we live happily ever afterwards. So it was not really very surprising that Isabel Walters, getting such a note from one of the two handsome young Mr. Carnegies, should have been in some doubt which of the two identicals it actually was, and yet should have felt indefinitely pleased and flattered at the implied attention. Which was Ernest and which Harold could only mean to her, when she came to think on it, which was the one she danced with first last night, and which the one she danced with second. She decided in her own mind that it would be better for her to go to the Montagus" picnic to-morrow, but to say nothing about it to her mother. "Mamma wouldn"t understand the letter," she said to herself complacently; "she"s so conventional; and when I come back to-morrow I can tell her one of the young Carnegies was there, and that he proposed to me. She need never know there was any appointment."
IV.
At six o"clock, Harold Carnegie returned from the office. He, too, had been thinking all day of Isabel Walters, and the moment he got home he went into the library to write a short note to her, before Ernest had, as usual, forestalled him. As he did so he happened to see a few words dimly transferred to the paper in the blotting-book. They were in Ernest"s handwriting, and he was quite sure the four first words read, "My dear Miss Walters." Then Ernest had already been beforehand with him, after all! But not by a fortnight: that was one good point; not this time by a fortnight! He would be even with him yet; he would catch up this antic.i.p.atory twin-brother of his, by force or fraud, rather than let him steal away Isabel Walters from him once and for ever. "All"s fair in love and war," he muttered to himself, taking up the blotting-book carefully, and tearing out the tell-tale leaf in a furtive fashion. "Thank Heaven, Ernest writes a thick black hand, the same as I do; and I shall probably be able to read it by holding it up to the light." In his own soul Harold Carnegie loathed himself for such an act of petty meanness; but he did it; with love and jealousy goading him on, and the fear of his own twin-brother stinging him madly, he did it; remorsefully and shamefacedly, but still did it.
He took the page up to his own bedroom, and held it up to the window-pane. Blurred and indistinct, the words nevertheless came out legibly in patches here and there, so that with a little patient deciphering Harold could spell out the sense of both letters, though they crossed one another obliquely at a slight angle. "Very brief and casual acquaintance ... Montagus" steam-launch expedition up the river from Surbiton to-morrow ... am going and am particularly anxious to meet you ... this favour of you...." "So that"s his plan, is it?" Harold said to himself. "Softly, softly, Mr. Ernest, I think I can checkmate you!
What"s this in the one to Mrs. Montagu? "Expect me to turn up at half-past two." Aha, I thought so! Checkmate, Mr. Ernest, checkmate: a scholar"s mate for you! He"ll be at the hospital till half-past one; then he"ll take the train to Clapham Junction, expecting to catch the South-Western at 2.10. But to-morrow"s the first of the month; the new time-tables come into force; I"ve got one and looked it out already. The South-Western now leaves at 2.4, three minutes before Mr. Ernest"s train arrives at Clapham Junction. I have him now, I have him now, depend upon it. I"ll go down instead of him. I"ll get the party under way at once.
I"ll monopolize Isabel, pretty Isabel. I"ll find my opportunity at Aunt Portlebury"s, and Ernest won"t get down to Surbiton till the 2.50 train.
Then he"ll find his bird flown already. Aha! that"ll make him angry.
Checkmate, my young friend, checkmate. You said it should be war, and war you shall have it. I thank thee, friend, for teaching me that word.
Rivals now, you said; yes, rivals. "Dolus an virtus, quis in hoste requirat?" Why, that comes out of the pa.s.sage about Androgeos! An omen, a good omen. There"s nothing like war for quickening the intelligence. I haven"t looked at a Virgil since I was in the sixth form; and yet the line comes back to me now, after five years, as pat as the Catechism."
Chuckling to himself at the fraud to stifle conscience (for he had a conscience), Harold Carnegie dressed hastily for dinner, and went down quickly in a state of feverish excitement. Dinner pa.s.sed off grimly enough. He knew Ernest had written to Isabel; and Ernest guessed from the other"s excited, triumphant manner (though he tried hard to dissemble the note of triumph in it) that Harold must have written too--perhaps forestalling him by a direct proposal. In a dim way Mrs.
Carnegie guessed vaguely that some coldness had arisen between her two boys, the first time for many years; and so she held her peace for the most part, or talked in asides to Nellie Holt and her daughter. The conversation was therefore chiefly delegated to Mr. Carnegie himself, who discoursed with much animation about the iniquitous nature of the new act for reducing costs in actions for the recovery of small debts--a subject calculated to arouse the keenest interest in the minds of Nellie and Edie.
Next morning, Harold Carnegie started for the office with prospective victory elate in his very step, and yet with the consciousness of his own mean action grinding him down to the pavement as he walked along it.
What a dirty, petty, dishonourable subterfuge! and still he would go through with it. What a self-degrading bit of treachery! and yet he would carry it out. "Pater," he said, as he walked along, "I mean to take a holiday this afternoon. I"m going to the Montagus" water-party."
"Very inconvenient, Harold, my boy; "Wilkins _versus_ the Great Northern Railway Company" coming on for hearing; and, besides, Ernest"s going there too. They won"t want a pair of you, will they?"
"Can"t help it, Pater," Harold answered. "I have particular business at Surbiton, much more important to me than "Wilkins versus the Great Northern Railway Company.""
His father looked at him keenly. "Ha!" he said, "a lady in the case, is there? Very well, my boy, if you must you must, and that"s the end of it. A young man in love never does make an efficient lawyer. Get it over quickly, pray; get it over quickly, that"s all I beg of you."
"I shall get it over, I promise you," Harold answered, "this very afternoon."
The father whistled. "Whew," he said, "that"s sharp work, too, Harold, isn"t it? You haven"t even told me her name yet. This is really very sudden." But as Harold volunteered no further information, Mr. Carnegie, who was a shrewd man of the world, held it good policy to ask him nothing more about it for the present; and so they walked on the rest of the way to the father"s office in unbroken silence.
At one o"clock, Harold shut up his desk at the office and ran down to Surbiton. At Clapham Junction he kept a sharp look-out for Ernest, but Ernest was not there. Clearly, as Harold antic.i.p.ated, he hadn"t learnt the alteration in the time-tables, and wouldn"t reach Clapham Junction till the train for Surbiton had started.
At Surbiton, Harold pushed on arrangements as quickly as possible, and managed to get the party off before Ernest arrived upon the scene. Mrs.
Montagu, seeing "one of the young Carnegies" duly to hand, and never having attempted to discriminate between them in any way, was perfectly happy at the prospect of getting landed at Lady Portlebury"s without any minute investigation of the intricate question of Christian names.
The Montagus were _nouveaux riches_ in the very act of pushing themselves into fashionable society; and a chance of invading the Portlebury lawn was extremely welcome to them upon any terms whatsoever.
Isabel Walters was looking charming. A light morning dress became her even better than the dark red satin of the night before last; and she smiled at Harold with the smile of a mutual confidence when she took his hand, in a way that made his heart throb fast within him. From that moment forward, he forgot Ernest and the unworthy trick he was playing, and thought wholly and solely of Isabel Walters.
What a handsome young man he was, really, and how cleverly and brilliantly he talked all the way up to Portlebury Lodge! Everybody listened to him; he was the life and soul of the party. Isabel felt more flattered than ever at his marked attention. He was the doctor, wasn"t he? No, the lawyer. Well, really, how impossible it was to distinguish and remember them. And so well connected, too. If he were to propose to her, now, she could afford to be so condescending to Amy Balfour.
At Lady Portlebury"s lawn the steam-launch halted, and Harold managed to get Isabel alone among the walks, while his aunt escorted the main body of visitors thus thrust upon her hands over the conservatories. Eager and hasty, now, he lost no time in making the best of the situation.
"I guessed as much, of course, from your letter, Mr. Carnegie," Isabel said, playing with her fan with downcast eyes, as he pressed his offer upon her; "and I really didn"t know whether it was right of me to come here without showing it to mamma and asking her advice about it. But I"m quite sure I oughtn"t to give you an answer at once, because I"ve seen so very little of you. Let us leave the question open for a little.
It"s asking so much to ask one for a definite reply on such a very short acquaintance."
"No, no, Miss Walters," Harold said quickly. "For Heaven"s sake, give me an answer now, I beg of you--I implore you. I must have an answer at once, immediately. If you can"t love me at first sight, for my own sake--as I loved you the moment I saw you--you can never, never, never love me! Doubt and hesitation are impossible in true love. Now, or refuse me for ever! Surely you must know in your own heart whether you can love me or not; if your heart tells you that you can, then trust it--trust it--don"t argue and reason with it, but say at once you will make me happy for ever."
"Mr. Carnegie," Isabel said, lifting her eyes for a moment, "I do think, perhaps--I don"t know--but perhaps, after a little while, I could love you. I like you very much; won"t that do for the present? Why are you in such a hurry for an answer? Why can"t you give me a week or two to decide in?"
"Because," said Harold, desperately, "if I give you a week my brother will ask you, and perhaps you will marry him instead of me. He"s always before me in everything, and I"m afraid he"ll be before me in this. Say you"ll have me, Miss Walters--oh, do say you"ll have me, and save me from the misery of a week"s suspense!"
"But, Mr. Carnegie, how can I say anything when I haven"t yet made up my own mind about it? Why, I hardly know you yet from your brother."
"Ah, that"s just it," Harold cried, in a voice of positive pain. "You won"t find any difference at all between us, if you come to know us; and then perhaps you"ll be induced to marry my brother. But you know this much already, that here am I, begging and pleading before you this very minute, and surely you won"t send me away with my prayer unanswered!"
There was such a look of genuine anguish and pa.s.sion in his face that Isabel Walters, already strongly prepossessed in his favour, could resist no longer. She bent her head a little, and whispered very softly, "I will promise, Mr. Carnegie; I will promise."
Harold seized her hand eagerly, and covered it with kisses. "Isabel," he cried in a fever of joy, "you have promised. You are mine--mine--mine.