"It wasn"t nonsense," I replied stoutly. "He teaches me everything. He teaches me history and Shakespeare and Francois Villon, and painting and Schopenhauer and the tambourine."
Her pretty lips pouted in a little gasp of astonishment as she leaned on her long parasol and looked at me.
"You are the oddest little freak I have come across for a long time."
I smiled happily. She could have called me anything opprobrious in that silvery voice of hers and I should have smiled. Now I come to think of it "smile" is the wrong word. The man smiles, the boy grins. I grinned happily.
"Has your master always played the violin in orchestras like this?"
"Oh, no, Mademoiselle," said I. "Of course not. He only began four days ago."
"What was his employment till then?"
"Why, none," said I.
It seemed absurd for Paragot to have employment like a man behind a shop-counter. I remembered acquaintances of my mother"s who were "out of employment" and their unspeakable vileness. Then, echo of Paragot (for what else could I be?), I added: "We just walk about Europe for the sake of my education. My master said I was to learn Life from the Book of the Universe."
The lovely lady sat down.
"I believe you are nothing more nor less than an amazing little parrot.
I"m sure you speak exactly like your master."
"Oh, no, Mademoiselle," said I modestly, "I wish I could. There is no one who can talk like him in all the world."
She gave me a long, steady, half-frightened look out of her blue eyes. I know now that I had struck a chord of memory; that I had established beyond question in her mind Paragot"s ident.i.ty with the man who had loved her in days past; that old things sweet and terrifying surged within her heart. Even then, holding their secret, I saw that she had recognised Paragot.
"You must think me a very inquisitive lady," she said, with a forced smile; "but you must forgive me. What you said this morning about your master teaching you philosophy interested me greatly. One thing I should like to know," and she dug at the gravel with the point of her parasol, "and that I hardly like to ask. Is he--are you--very poor?"
"Poor?" It was a totally new idea. "Why, no, Mademoiselle; he has a great bank in London which sends him bank-notes whenever he wants them.
I once went with him. He has heaps of money."
The lady rose. "So this going about as a mountebank is only a masquerade," she said, with a touch of scorn.
"He did it to help Blanquette," said I.
"Blanquette?"
"The girl who plays the zither. My master has adopted her too."
"Oh, has he?" said the lady, the blue of her eyes becoming frosty again.
I dimly perceived that in mentioning Blanquette I had been indiscreet.
In what respect, I know not. I had intended my remark to be a tribute to Paragot"s wide-heartedness. She took it as if I had told her of a crime.
Women, even the loveliest of dream Joannas, are a mystifying race.
"_Bien heureux qui rien n"y a._"
"Goodbye," she said.
"Goodbye, Mademoiselle."
She must have read mortification in my face, for she turned after a step or two, and said more kindly.
"You"re not responsible, anyway." Then she paused, as if hesitating, while I stood hat in hand, as I had done during our conversation.
"I wonder if I can trust you."
She took her purse from the bag hanging at her waist and drew out a gold piece.
"I will give you this if you promise not to tell your Master that you have spoken to me this afternoon."
I shrank back. Remember I had been for three years in the hourly companions.h.i.+p of a man of lofty soul for all his waywardness, and he had modelled me like wax to his liking. The gold piece was tempting. I had never owned a gold piece in my life--and all the frost had melted from Joanna"s eyes. But I felt I should be dishonored in taking money.
"I promise without that," I said.
She put the coin back in her purse and held out her delicately gloved hand.
"Promise with this, then," she said.
And then I knew for the first time what an exquisite sensitive thing is a sweet, high-bred lady. Only such a one could have performed that act of grace. She converted me into a besotted little imbecile weltering in bliss. I would have pledged my soul"s welfare to execute any phantasmagoric behest she had chosen to ordain.
"I am leaving Aix tomorrow morning--but if you are ever in any trouble--by the way what is your name?"
"Asticot Pradel," said I, reflecting for the first time that though Polydore Pradel had perished and Berzelius Nibbidard Paragot reigned in his stead, my own borrowed or invented name remained unaltered. Augustus Smith lingered in my memory as a vague, mythical creature of no account.
Joanna smiled. "You are a little masquerader too. Well--if you are ever in any trouble, and I can help you--remember the Comtesse de Verneuil, 7 Avenue de Messine, Paris."
This offer of friends.h.i.+p took my breath away. I grinned stupidly at her.
I was also puzzled.
"What is the matter?" she laughed.
"The Comtesse de Verneuil?--but you are English," I stammered.
"Yes. But my husband is French. He is the Comte de Verneuil. Remember 7 Avenue de Messine."
She nodded graciously and turned away leaving a stupefied Asticot twirling his hat. Her husband! And I had been calling her Mademoiselle all the time! And I had been weaving fairy tales of our riding off with her to Paragot"s castle! She was married. Her husband was the Comte de Verneuil! Worse than that. Her husband was the disagreeable beaky-nosed man who gave me five sous to go away.
A sense of desolation, disaster, disillusionment overwhelmed me. I sat on the bench and burst out crying and Narcisse jumped up and licked my face.
CHAPTER IX
IT was nearly midnight when Paragot returned to our inn on the outskirts of the town. He reeled up to the doorstep where I sat in the moonlight awaiting his return.
"Why aren"t you in bed?"
"It was too hot and I couldn"t sleep, Master," said I. As a matter of fact I had been dismally failing to compose a poem on Joanna after the style of Maitre Francois Villon. Just as youthful dramatists begin with a five act tragedy, so do youthful poets begin with a double ballade. In order to eke out the slender stock of rhymes to Joanna, I had to drag in Indianna which somehow didn"t fit. I remember also that she showered her favours like manna, which was not very original.