Gino Ferraro was holding court at his restaurant, close by the Boston Garden. He wore a blue blazer and tan slacks and a red-striped tie. He needed gla.s.ses and he had had them made in gold-filled aviator frames. When Duggan and his kids came in, Gino was effusive. He said: "Annie. Mark. So good to see you." They shook his hand. Gino said to Duggan: "Table for three, Jack?"
"Please," Duggan said.
Gino clapped him on the back. "It"s good to see you, my friend," he said. "When"re we goin" the track?"
"Tomorrow is out," Duggan said. "Police hearing. You hear about that guy Franklin?"
"Poor guy," Gino said. He shook his head.
"I got him," Duggan said.
"Poor guy, you," Gino said. "He got any money?"
"If he has," Duggan said, "he"s hangin" onto it."
"Ahh," Gino said. He ushered them into the dining area.
He spoke to Mark. "And you, young man, are you goin" the game?"
"Steak," Mark said, as he sat down.
"Ahh," Gino said, "braciolettine. And for you, Mr. Duggan?"
"Gimme a beer, Gino," Duggan said.
"It"s a pleasure, Jack, see you with the kids in here," Gino said.
Duggan slumped. "Out on dates," he said. "Out on dates with my own d.a.m.ned kids."
Gino patted him again. "It"ll get better, Jack. It"ll get better."
Harold Gould had been to morning Ma.s.s and had a cup of coffee. He was dressed in a gray cheviot suit and he was madder than a hornet. He slammed his fist on the desk when he sat down in the creaking oak chair. He shouted at Edie Washburn. His face was inflamed and his veins stood out.
"I dunno," she said.
"He isn"t here," Gould said.
"He isn"t here," she said.
"Can"t fool you, can they?" Gould said.
"Nope," she said.
"Find him," Gould said.
"OK," she said.
"Find him before noon," Gould said.
"This may be hard to do," she said.
"Struggle," Gould said. "Life is very hard."
In the early morning, Walter Nolan stood with his shoulders hunched under the tan raincoat on the macadam launching ramp at the marina. There was some cold gray sunshine. There was an object floating in the water. It was Ellis. Edie Washburn stood next to him. She wore a tan raincoat.
"This," Walter said, "does not look like a plea bargain to me, under any circ.u.mstances."
"The defendant appears to be dead," she said.
"Terminally dead," Nolan said.
Duggan showed up at his office fairly early in the morning. He did not look good. Cynthia snapped her gum and snapped at him. "Hard night, Counselor?"
"Very," he said.
"You should go home at night," she said.
"I did," he said.
"Frederick Ellis is dead," she said.
Duggan sat down fast in the reception area. "Dead," he said.
"Dead," she said. She snapped her gum again.
"Cause of death?" he said.
"Gunshot," Cynthia said. "He"s on the slab. Southern Mortuary."
Duggan did not say anything for a while. "I appreciate the address. I don"t think I care to see him."
"He didn"t pay ya, did he?" Cynthia said.
"Nope," Duggan said, getting up.
"Then the h.e.l.l with him," Cynthia said. She went back to her coffee and her newspaper.
"Exactly," Duggan said. "Exactly."
The hearing room was windowless. The walls were walnut paneling, halfway up. Above waist level, the walls were white. They needed paint. The commissioner and two uniformed officers sat behind a long oak table. The commissioner wore a gray flannel suit and a stern expression. He said: "Mr. Duggan. Have you any more questions?"
Duggan turned and glanced at Franklin. Franklin shook his head once. Duggan turned back to the commissioner. "I have nothing further," he said.
"Would you care to be heard?" the commissioner said.
"Actually," Duggan said, "I think I"ve been heard enough at this proceeding. I can talk some more if you like, but I don"t think I"m going to add much to the supply of human wisdom."
The commissioner did not cover his grin quickly enough. "That will be fine, Counselor," he said. He rapped the gavel. "The hearing will be in recess while we deliberate." The spectators began to shift in their chairs, collecting coats. "We will deliberate right here," the commissioner said. "No need to leave unless you wish to."
The commissioner leaned to the officer on his right and spoke behind his hand. He nodded and turned to the officer on his left. He spoke behind his hand again. He nodded again. He rapped the gavel. "The board is agreed," he said. "We find the charges against Patrolman Franklin to be without merit, and that he acted with prudence and discretion in protecting the life and safety of a fellow officer. Anything further?"
"Nothing further," Duggan said.
The commissioner banged the gavel again. "Hearing is adjourned." Franklin stood up very slowly. Ahearn came out of the spectators" section and shook his hand. Each of them had tears in his eyes. Ahearn took Duggan by the hand. "Thanks," he said.
"Yeah," Franklin said. "Thanks."
"Nothing to it," Duggan said. "Lead pipe cinch."
"See?" Ahearn said. "I told you he was a rotten louse."
EDWARD P. JONES.
Old Boys, Old Girls.
From The New Yorker.
THEY CAUGHT HIM after he had killed the second man. The law would never connect him to the first murder. So the victim - a stocky fellow Caesar Matthews shot in a Northeast alley only two blocks from the home of the guy"s parents, a man who died over a woman who was actually in love with a third man - was destined to lie in his grave without anyone officially paying for what had happened to him. It was almost as if, at least on the books the law kept, Caesar had got away with a free killing.
Seven months after he stabbed the second man - a twenty-two-year-old with prematurely gray hair who had ventured out of Southeast for only the sixth time in his life - Caesar was tried for murder in the second degree. During much of the trial, he remembered the name only of the first dead man - Percy, or "Golden Boy," Weymouth - and not the second, Antwoine Stoddard, to whom everyone kept referring during the proceedings. The world had done things to Caesar since he"d left his father"s house for good at sixteen, nearly fourteen years ago, but he had done far more to himself.
So at trial, with the weight of all the harm done to him and because he had hidden for months in one s.h.i.t hole after another, he was not always himself and thought many times that he was actually there for killing Golden Boy, the first dead man. He was not insane, but he was three doors from it, which was how an old girlfriend, Yvonne Miller, would now and again playfully refer to his behavior. Who the f.u.c.k is this Antwoine b.i.t.c.h? Caesar sometimes thought during the trial. And where is Percy? It was only when the judge sentenced him to seven years in Lorton, D.C."s prison in Virginia, that matters became somewhat clear again, and in those last moments before they took him away he saw Antwoine spread out on the ground outside the Prime Property night club, blood spurting out of his chest like oil from a bountiful well. Caesar remembered it all: sitting on the sidewalk, the liquor spinning his brain, his friends begging him to run, the club"s music flooding out of the open door and going thumpety-thump-thump against his head. He sat a few feet from Antwoine, and would have killed again for a cigarette. "That"s you, baby, so very near insanity it can touch you," said Yvonne, who believed in unhappiness and who thought happiness was the greatest trick G.o.d had invented. Yvonne Miller would be waiting for Caesar at the end of the line.
He came to Lorton with a ready-made reputation, since Multrey Wilson and Tony Cathedral - first-degree murderers both, and destined to die there - knew him from his Northwest and Northeast days. They were about as big as you could get in Lorton at that time (the guards called Lorton the House of Multrey and Cathedral), and they let everyone know that Caesar was good people, "a protected body," with no danger of having his biscuits or his b.u.t.t taken.
A little less than a week after Caesar arrived, Cathedral asked him how he liked his cellmate. Caesar had never been to prison but had spent five days in the D.C. jail, not counting the time there before and during the trial. They were side by side at dinner, and neither man looked at the other. Multrey sat across from them. Cathedral was done eating in three minutes, but Caesar always took a long time to eat. His mother had raised him to chew his food thoroughly. "You wanna be a old man livin on oatmeal?" "I love oatmeal, Mama." "Tell me that when you have to eat it every day till you die."
"He all right, I guess," Caesar said of his cellmate, with whom he had shared fewer than a thousand words. Caesar"s mother had died before she saw what her son became.
"You got the bunk you want, the right bed?" Multrey said. He was sitting beside one of his two "women," the one he had turned out most recently. "She" was picking at her food, something Multrey had already warned her about. The woman had a family - a wife and three children - but they would not visit. Caesar would never have visitors, either.
"It"s all right." Caesar had taken the top bunk, as the cellmate had already made the bottom his home. A miniature plastic panda from his youngest child dangled on a string hung from one of the metal bedposts. "Bottom, top, it"s all the same ship."
Cathedral leaned into him, picking chicken out of his teeth with an inch-long fingernail sharpened to a point. "Listen, man, even if you like the top bunk, you f.u.c.k him up for the bottom just cause you gotta let him know who rules. You let him know that you will stab him through his motherf.u.c.kin heart and then turn around and eat your supper, cludin the dessert." Cathedral straightened up. "Caes, you gon be here a few days, so you can"t let n.o.body f.u.c.k with your humanity."
He went back to the cell and told Pancho Morrison that he wanted the bottom bunk, couldn"t sleep well at the top.
"Too bad," Pancho said. He was lying down, reading a book published by the Jehovah"s Witnesses. He wasn"t a Witness, but he was curious.
Caesar grabbed the book and flung it at the bars, and the bulk of it slid through an inch or so and dropped to the floor. He kicked Pancho in the side, and before he could pull his leg back for a second kick Pancho took the foot in both hands, twisted it, and threw him against the wall. Then Pancho was up, and they fought for nearly an hour before two guards, who had been watching the whole time, came in and beat them about the head. "Show"s over! Show"s over!" one kept saying.
They attended to themselves in silence in the cell, and with the same silence they flung themselves at each other the next day after dinner. They were virtually the same size, and though Caesar came to battle with more muscle, Pancho had more heart. Cathedral had told Caesar that morning that Pancho had lived on practically nothing but heroin for the three years before Lorton, so whatever fighting dog was in him could be pounded out in little or no time. It took three days. Pancho was the father of five children, and each time he swung he did so with the memory of all five and what he had done to them over those three addicted years. He wanted to return to them and try to make amends, and he realized on the morning of the third day that he would not be able to do that if Caesar killed him. So fourteen minutes into the fight he sank to the floor after Caesar hammered him in the gut. And though he could have got up he stayed there, silent and still. The two guards laughed. The daughter who had given Pancho the panda was nine years old and had been raised by her mother as a Catholic.
That night, before the place went dark, Caesar lay on the bottom bunk and looked over at pictures of Pancho"s children, which Pancho had taped on the opposite wall. He knew he would have to decide if he wanted Pancho just to move the photographs or to put them away altogether. All the children had toothy smiles. The two youngest stood, in separate pictures, outdoors in their First Communion clothes. Caesar himself had been a father for two years. A girl he had met at an F Street club in Northwest had told him he was the father of her son, and for a time he had believed her. Then the boy started growing big ears that Caesar thought didn"t belong to anyone in his family, and so after he had slapped the girl a few times a week before the child"s second birthday she confessed that the child belonged to "my first love." "Your first love is always with you," she said, sounding forever like a television addict who had never read a book. As Caesar prepared to leave, she asked him, "You want back all the toys and things you gave him?" The child, as if used to their fighting, had slept through this last encounter on the couch, part of a living-room suite that they were paying for on time. Caesar said nothing more and didn"t think about his 18k.-gold cigarette lighter until he was eight blocks away. The girl p.a.w.ned the thing and got enough to pay off the furniture bill.
Caesar and Pancho worked in the laundry, and Caesar could look across the noisy room with all the lint swirling about and see Pancho sorting dirty pieces into bins. Then he would push uniform bins to the left and everything else to the right. Pancho had been doing that for three years. The job he got after he left Lorton was as a gofer at construction sites. No laundry in the outside world wanted him. Over the next two weeks, as Caesar watched Pancho at his job, his back always to him, he considered what he should do next. He wasn"t into f.u.c.king men, so that was out. He still had not decided what he wanted done about the photographs on the cell wall. One day at the end of those two weeks, Caesar saw the light above Pancho"s head flickering and Pancho raised his head and looked for a long time at it, as if thinking that the answer to all his problems lay in fixing that one light. Caesar decided then to let the pictures remain on the wall.
Three years later, they let Pancho go. The two men had mostly stayed at a distance from each other, but toward the end they had been talking, sharing plans about a life beyond Lorton. The relationship had reached the point where Caesar was saddened to see the children"s photographs come off the wall. Pancho pulled off the last taped picture and the wall was suddenly empty in a most forlorn way. Caesar knew the names of all the children. Pancho gave him a rabbit"s foot that one of his children had given him. It was the way among all those men that when a good-luck piece had run out of juice it was given away with the hope that new ownership would renew its strength. The rabbit"s foot had lost its electricity months before Pancho"s release. Caesar"s only good-fortune piece was a key chain made in Peru; it had been sweet for a bank robber in the next cell for nearly two years until that man"s daughter, walking home from third grade, was abducted and killed.
One day after Pancho left, they brought in a thief and three-time rapist of elderly women. He nodded to Caesar and told him that he was Watson Rainey and went about making a home for himself in the cell, finally plugging in a tiny lamp with a green shade which he placed on the metal shelf jutting from the wall. Then he climbed onto the top bunk he had made up and lay down. His name was all the wordplay he had given Caesar, who had been smoking on the bottom bunk throughout Rainey"s efforts to make a nest. Caesar waited ten minutes and then stood and pulled the lamp"s cord out of the wall socket and grabbed Rainey with one hand and threw him to the floor. He crushed the lamp into Rainey"s face. He choked him with the cord. "You come into my house and show me no respect! " Caesar shouted. The only sound Rainey could manage was a gurgling that bubbled up from his mangled mouth. There were no witnesses except for an old man across the way, who would occasionally glance over at the two when he wasn"t reading his Bible. It was over and done with in four minutes. When Rainey came to, he found everything he owned piled in the corner, soggy with p.i.s.s. And Caesar was again on the top bunk.
They would live in that cell together until Caesar was released, four years later. Rainey tried never to be in the house during waking hours; if he was there when Caesar came in, he would leave. Rainey"s name spoken by him that first day were all the words that would ever pa.s.s between the two men.
A week or so after Rainey got there, Caesar bought from Multrey a calendar that was three years old. It was large and had no markings of any sort, as pristine as the day it was made. "You know this one ain"t the year we in right now," Multrey said as one of his women took a quarter from Caesar and dropped it in her purse. Caesar said, "It"ll do." Multrey prized the calendar for one thing: its top half had a photograph of a naked woman of indeterminate race sitting on a stool, her legs wide open, her p.u.s.s.y aimed dead at whoever was standing right in front of her. It had been Multrey"s good-luck piece, but the luck was dead. Multrey remembered what the calendar had done for him and he told his woman to give Caesar his money back, lest any new good-fortune piece turn sour on him.
The calendar"s bottom half had the days of the year. That day, the first Monday in June, Caesar drew in the box that was January 1 a line that went from the upper left-hand corner down to the bottom right-hand corner. The next day, a June Tuesday, he made a line in the January 2 box that also ran in the same direction. And so it went. When the calendar had all such lines in all the boxes, it was the next June. Then Caesar, in that January 1 box, made a line that formed an X with the first line. And so it was for another year. The third year saw horizontal marks that sliced the boxes in half. The fourth year had vertical lines down the centers of the boxes.
This was the only calendar Caesar had in Lorton. That very first Monday, he taped the calendar over the area where the pictures of Pancho"s children had been. There was still a good deal of empty s.p.a.ce left, but he didn"t do anything about it, and Rainey knew he couldn"t do anything, either.
The calendar did right by Caesar until near the end of his fifth year in Lorton, when he began to feel that its juice was drying up. But he kept it there to mark off the days and, too, the naked woman never closed her legs to him.
In that fifth year, someone murdered Multrey as he showered. The killers - it had to be more than one for a man like Multrey - were never found. The Multrey woman who picked at her food had felt herself caring for a recent arrival who was five years younger than her, a part-time deacon who had killed a Southwest bartender for calling the deacon"s wife "a woman without one f.u.c.kin brain cell." The story of that killing - the bartender was dropped headfirst from the roof of a ten-story building - became legend, and in Lorton men referred to the dead bartender as "the Flat-Head Insulter" and the killer became known as "the Righteous Desulter." The Desulter, wanting Multrey"s lady, had hired people to butcher him. It had always been the duty of the lady who hated food to watch out for Multrey as he showered, but she had stepped away that day, just as she had been instructed to by the Desulter.
In another time, Cathedral and Caesar would have had enough of everything - from muscle to influence - to demand that someone give up the killers, but the prison was filling up with younger men who did not care what those two had been once upon a time. Also, Cathedral had already had two visits from the man he had killed in Northwest. Each time, the man had first stood before the bars of Cathedral"s cell. Then he held one of the bars and opened the door inward, like some wooden door on a person"s house. The dead man standing there would have been sufficient to unwrap anyone, but matters were compounded when Cathedral saw a door that for years had slid sideways now open in an impossible fashion. The man stood silent before Cathedral, and when he left he shut the door gently, as if there were sleeping children in the cell. So Cathedral didn"t have a full mind, and Multrey was never avenged.
There was an armed-robbery man in the place, a tattooer with homemade inks and needles. He made a good living painting on both muscled and frail bodies the names of children; the Devil in full regalia with a pitchfork dripping with blood; the words "Mother" or "Mother Forever" surrounded by red roses and angels who looked sad, because when it came to drawing happy angels the tattoo man had no skills. One pickpocket had had a picture of his father tattooed in the middle of his chest; above the father"s head, in medieval lettering, were the words "Rotting in h.e.l.l," with the letter "H" done in fiery yellow and red. The tattoo guy had told Caesar that he had skin worthy of "a painter"s best canvas," that he could give Caesar a tattoo "G.o.d would envy." Caesar had always told him no, but then he awoke one snowy night in March of his sixth year and realized that it was his mother"s birthday. He did not know what day of the week it was, but the voice that talked to him had the authority of a million loving mothers. He had long ago forgotten his own birthday, had not even bothered to ask someone in prison records to look it up.
There had never been anyone or anything he wanted commemorated on his body. Maybe it would have been Carol, his first girlfriend twenty years ago, before the r.e.t.a.r.ded girl entered their lives. He had played with the notion of having the name of the boy he thought was his put over his heart, but the lie had come to light before that could happen. And before the boy there had been Yvonne, with whom he had lived for an extraordinary time in Northeast. He would have put Yvonne"s name over his heart, but she went off to work one day and never came back. He looked for her for three months, and then just a.s.sumed that she had been killed somewhere and dumped in a place only animals knew about. Yvonne was indeed dead, and she would be waiting for him at the end of the line, though she did not know that was what she was doing. "You can always trust unhappiness," Yvonne had once said, sitting in the dark on the couch, her cigarette burned down to the filter. "His face never changes. But happiness is slick, can"t be trusted. It has a thousand faces, Caes, all of them just ready to reform into unhappiness once it has you in its clutches."
So Caesar had the words "Mother Forever" tattooed on his left bicep. Knowing that more letters meant a higher payment of cigarettes or money or candy, the tattoo fellow had dissuaded him from having just plain "Mother." "How many hours you think she spent in labor?" he asked Caesar. "Just to give you life." The job took five hours over two days, during a snowstorm. Caesar said no to angels, knowing the man"s ability with happy ones, and had the words done in blue letters encased in red roses. The man worked from the words printed on a piece of paper that Caesar had given him, because he was also a bad speller.
The snow stopped on the third day and, strangely, it took only another three days for the two feet of mess to melt, for with the end of the storm came a heat wave. The tattoo man, a good friend of the Righteous Desulter, would tell Caesar in late April that what happened to him was his own fault, that he had not taken care of himself as he had been instructed to do. "And the heat ain"t helped you neither." On the night of March 31, five days after the tattoo had been put on, Caesar woke in the night with a pounding in his left arm. He couldn"t return to sleep so he sat on the edge of his bunk until morning, when he saw that the "e"s in "Mother Forever" had blistered, as if someone had taken a match to them.
He went to the tattoo man, who first told him not to worry, then patted the "e"s with peroxide that he warmed in a spoon with a match. Within two days, the "e"s seemed to just melt away, each dissolving into an ugly pile at the base of the tattoo. After a week, the diseased "e"s began spreading their work to the other letters and Caesar couldn"t move his arm without pain. He went to the infirmary. They gave him aspirin and Band-Aided the tattoo. He was back the next day, the day the doctor was there.
He spent four days in D.C. General Hospital, his first trip back to Washington since a court appearance more than three years before. His entire body was paralyzed for two days, and one nurse confided to him the day he left that he had been near death. In the end, after the infection had done its work, there was not much left of the tattoo except an "o" and an "r," which were so deformed they could never pa.s.s for English, and a few roses that looked more like red mud. When he returned to prison, the tattoo man offered to give back the cigarettes and the money, but Caesar never gave him an answer, leading the man to think that he should watch his back. What happened to Caesar"s tattoo and to Caesar was bad advertising, and soon the fellow had no customers at all.
Something had died in the arm and the shoulder, and Caesar was never again able to raise the arm more than thirty-five degrees. He had no enemies, but still he told no one about his debilitation. For the next few months he tried to stay out of everyone"s way, knowing that he was far more vulnerable than he had been before the tattoo. Alone in the cell, with no one watching across the way, he exercised the arm, but by November he knew at last he would not be the same again. He tried to bully Rainey Watson as much as he could to continue the facade that he was still who he had been. And he tried to spend more time with Cathedral.
But the man Cathedral had killed had become a far more constant visitor. The dead man, a young bachelor who had been Cathedral"s next-door neighbor, never spoke. He just opened Cathedral"s cell door inward and went about doing things as if the cell were a family home - straightening wall pictures that only Cathedral could see, turning down the gas on the stove, testing the shower water to make sure that it was not too hot, tucking children into bed. Cathedral watched silently.