"Well! Well!" said Uncle Henry, "you are very magnanimous, my dear, and one day Charles will fully appreciate it. And I hope he will be duly thankful to you for your great goodness. Yes! You will soon have Master Charles creeping back, very ashamed of himself, and when he comes, I for one, intend to give him the biggest talking to he has ever had in his life. But I really think the Vicar too, should be told, in confidence, so that he may decide upon the right course of action for himself."
"Because he could not allow your husband to communicate, my love," said Aunt, "without being sure of his genuine repentance."
"I have been thinking of that too," said Charlie"s wife. "It would not be right."
"I wonder what he feels about himself, when he remembers his dear little children," said Aunt. "Maud nearly old enough to understand, and all!"
So they lay for Charlie, while he basked and thrived in the abyss of the lotus-flower; and the 160 dwindled.
It was towards the end of the second month that Charlie sensed a new element in his precarious dream. All day when he was out, thinking of Kitty through the routine of his work, he had no idea of what she was doing. Sometimes he was afraid to think of what she might be doing, and for fear of shattering the dream, he never dared to ask. Always she was sweet and joyful towards him--save for petulant quarrels she raised as if to make the ensuing sweetness and joyfulness the dearer--until towards the close of the second month. Then one evening she was distrait; one evening, critical; one night, cold; then she had a dinner and dance engagement at the Savoy. Then he knew that his time had come.
He waited up for her. He had the gas fire lighted in the tiny sitting-room, and little sugary cakes and wine on the table; and the gas fire lighted in the bedroom to warm it for her, and the bed turned down, and her nightgown and slippers, so frail, warming before the fire.
But he knew.
In the early dawn her key clicked in the lock, and she came in, followed by a man. He was pale, sensual, moneyed, fashionable. Charlie got up stoutly; but he was already beaten.
The Jew looked at him, and turned to Kitty.
"I told you," she said, stammering a little, "I told you how it was. By to-morrow ... I told you...."
"I"ll come again, to-morrow, then," said the man very meaningly, "fetch you out----"
"At eight," she nodded firmly.
He kissed her on the mouth, while Charlie stood looking at them with eyes that seemed to stare themselves out of his head, turned and went out.
"Nighty-night!" Kitty called after him.
After the front door clicked again there was a moment"s silence. Kitty advanced, shook off her cloak, took up one of the sugary cakes, and began to munch it. She looked beautiful and careless and sorry and hard all at once.
"What are you sitting up for, Charlie?" she asked. "I didn"t expect to see you. I brought that fellow in to talk."
"What about?" said Charlie in a hoa.r.s.e desolate voice.
"Charlie," said Kitty, hurriedly, "you know this arrangement of ours can"t last, now, can it, dear? You haven"t the cash for one thing, dear. Now, have you? And I"ve got to think of myself a little; a girl"s got to provide. You"ve been awf"ly good to me. Let"s part friends."
""Part!"" he repeated.
His eyes seemed to start from his head.
"Let"s part friends," wheedled Kitty. "Shall us?"
The night pa.s.sed in a kind of evil vision of desolation, and Kitty was asleep long before he had stopped his futile whisperings into her ear.
Before he went to the office in the morning, he asked her from a breaking heart: "You mean it?"
"I"ve got to," she explained. She cried easily. "Dearie, you"ll leave peaceably? You won"t make a row? Now, for my sake! To oblige me! While you"re out to-day I"ll pack your suit-case and give it to the hall-porter for you to call for. Shall I, Charlie? Kiss me, dear. Don"t take your latch-key. Good-bye. You"ve been awfully decent to me. We"ll part friends, shall us?"
He kissed her, and went out to work, speaking no more. He had said all the things in his heart during the hours of that sleepless dawn. She knew how he loved her ... though possibly she didn"t quite believe. He realised her position acutely, perhaps more acutely than his own. She had to live. And yet....
He had taken his latch-key the same as usual, and he found himself at the end of the day, going the same as usual to the tiny flat that was home if ever there was any place called home. He let himself in noiselessly. The little hall was dark. He stood in a corner against the coat cupboard. The flat was silent. He stood there a long while without moving and a clock chimed seven. He heard her singing--
"I"m for ever blowing bubbles....
Lal-la! la! la!... la! la! la!..."
She would be in her bedroom, sitting before the mirror in her diaphanous underwear, touching up her face. The pauses in the song made him see her.... Now she was using the eyebrow pencil.... The song went on and broke again; now she would be half turning from the mirror, curved on the gilt chair as he had so often seen her, hand-gla.s.s in hand, looking at the back of her head, and her eyelashes, and her profile, fining away all hard edges of rouge and lipstick. He felt quite peaceful as he imaged her.
Peace was shattered at a blast by the ringing of the front door bell.
Then light streamed from the opened bedroom door, was switched off, and Kitty ran into the darkish hall. She clicked on the light by the front door, opened the door, and the big man came in.
He kissed her on the mouth.
Then Charlie stepped from beside the coat cupboard, suddenly as though some strong spring which held him there had been released, and the strong spring was in his tense body alone. For the first time in his life he felt all steel and wire and whipcord, and many fires. He threw himself on the intruder and fought for his woman.
Kitty did not scream. She knew better.
"Oh Charlie!" she panted. "For ---- sake go! Go! I can"t have a row here. Oh, Charlie, be a good boy, do."
"He _shall_ go," said the other man.
He was a big man; and still young and lithe. Kitty opened the front door, whispering: "Oh, Charlie! Oh! Charlie!" and the man pushed Charlie out. The lift was not working at the moment, the landing was quiet, there was not a soul on the stairway beside the liftshaft when the man flung Charlie headlong down the first flight and broke him on the unyielding stone.
Charlie heard his own spine crack; but as the other, scared and pale, reached him, he heard something else also; the voice of Kitty, who stood above them, looking down, sobbing: "I c-c-can"t have a row here.
It"d break me. Oh! Charlie! Oh Charlie! If you love me, go away!"
Charlie loved Kitty very much. "My back"s broken," he whispered to the enemy bending over him. "But if you get me under the armpits, lift me down the stairs, and put me into the street, and if the hall-porter sees us go out tell him I"m dead drunk----"
The man lifted him as instructed, an arm round him, just under the shoulder-blades and armpits. Below he could feel the crumpled weight sway and sag. He tried to be merciful in his handling. "D-d-do you no g-g-good," he faltered as he lifted Charlie downstairs, "t-to get me into a mess. I"m sorry. D-d-didn"t mean.... But I"ve got a wife and don"t want h.e.l.l raised.... You asked for it.... I"m sorry. I"m sorry...." When they reached the ground floor the single-handed porter was just carrying a pa.s.senger in the lift to the floor above, so they got un.o.bserved into the street, a quietish street, a cul-de-sac.
"Take me a f-f-few d-d-doors off, and put me down," said Charlie, and the sweat of pain ran down his face, but when the man had put him down against some area railings, and laid him straight, he was comfortable.
The other man simply vanished.
A taxi-driver found Charlie by-and-by, and the police fetched an ambulance and took him to the hospital, and in a white bed he lay sleepily, revealing nothing, all that night. But they found, searching for an address in his pockets, the address of his family, and they sent a message to his wife.
His wife received it early the next morning, and first she sent Maud for Uncle Henry and Aunt, who found that all was turning out as they prophesied, save for the slight deviation of Charlie"s accident.
"They don"t say exactly how bad he is?" said Uncle Henry. "Ah! but he was well enough to send for you! He knows which side his bread"s b.u.t.tered. Yes! we shall have Master Charles creeping back again, very thankful to be in his home with every comfort, nursed by you; and I will give him the worse talking to be has ever had in his life!"
"And if he"s ill he can"t prevent the Vicar visiting him too," said Aunt.
So Charlie"s wife set out to do her duty.
But still earlier that morning, instructed by the tremendous peace which was stealing over him that time was short, Charlie was making his first request. Would they please ring up _Shaftesbury_ 84 to ask for "Kitty" and tell her "Charlie" just wanted to see her very urgently for a few minutes at once, but not to be frightened, for everything would be perfectly all right?
Pending her arrival, which in a faltering voice over the phone she promised as soon as possible, Charlie asked the kindly Sister who was hovering near to help him die:
"Sister, when a friend of mine comes in, a young lady who isn"t used to--to seeing--things, if I go off suddenly as it were-what I"m afraid of is, she may be afraid if there"s any kind of struggle--I saw a fellow die once and he gave a sort of rattle--well, will you just pull the bed-clothes up over me, so that she doesn"t see?"