... He thought he might rehea.r.s.e a pa.s.sage, which wasn"t--as he gladly believed--altogether devoid of merit. He did rehea.r.s.e it. And we broke into applause the more tempestuous because suspicion of a chill queerly lay upon us. A chill insidious as it was vague, disturbing as it was--wasn"t it? we silently, quite violently, hoped so--ridiculously uncalled for.
"After all, that pa.s.sage is thundering good, you know," Harry Lessingham announced, as though arguing with himself, arguing himself out of that same invidious chill, an hour later.
Arabella had refused a hansom, declaring herself excited, still under the spell, and so wanting to walk. Leaving the Church Street house, the three of us crossed into Campden Grove, with a view to turning down Campden House Road, thus reaching Kensington High Street.
"It was out of sight of the average--packed with epigram; worthy of all we"ve ever believed or asked of him. It takes a master of technique, of style, to write like that."
"Beloved brother, which of us ever said it didn"t?" Arabella took him up sweetly.
Slender, light-footed, the train of her evening gown switched over her arm, beneath her flowing orange and white-flowered satin cloak, she walked between us.
"Why, it was good to the point of being inevitable. One seemed--I certainly did--to know every phrase, every word which was coming. None could have been other, or been placed otherwise than it was--and that"s the highest praise one can give to anybody"s prose, isn"t it? One jumped to the perfect rightness of the whole--a rightness so perfect as to make the sentences sound quite extraordinarily familiar."
This last a.s.sertion dropped as a bomb between Lessingham and myself.
"By the way," the girl presently said, as our awkward silence continued, "has either of you happened to read, or re-read, Meredith"s "Egoist" just lately?"
Lessingham stopped short, and in the light of a neighbouring gas-lamp I saw his handsome, boyish face look troubled to the point of physical pain.
"What on earth are you driving at? What do you mean, Arabella--that Pogson is a plagiarist?"
"Don"t eat me, Harry dearest, if I incline to use a shorter, commoner expression."
"A thief?"
"An unconscious one, no doubt," she threw off quickly, fearful of explosions, possibly, in her turn. "He may have been betrayed by his own extraordinary memory."
"But this is horrible, horrible," Lessingham cried. "All the names, though, were different."
Arabella appeared to have overcome her fear of explosions. Her charming eyes again danced.
"Exactly," she said. "That was the peculiar part of it, the thing which riveted my attention. He had--I mean the names of the characters and places were different--were altered, changed."
Lessingham stood bare-headed in the light of a gas-lamp. He ran the fingers of his left hand through his crisp fair hair, rumpling it up into a distracted crest. I could see, could almost hear, the travail of his honest soul. Loyalty, faith and honour worked at high pressure to hit on a satisfactory explanation.
Suddenly he threw back his head and laughed.
"Why, of course," he cried, "it"s as clear as mud. Pogson wasn"t betrayed by anything. He did it on purpose. Don"t you understand, you dear goose, you very-much-too-clever-by-half dear goose? It was simply his kindly joke, his good-natured little game. And we, like the pack of idiots which--compared with him--we are, never scented it. You pestered--yes, Arabella, most unconscionably pestered him to read an excerpt from his novel; and to pacify you he quoted a page from Meredith instead."
Harry Lessingham tucked his hand under the folds of the orange and white-flowered cloak, and taking the girl affectionately by the elbow, trotted her down the sloping pavement towards Kensington High Street.
"All the honours of war rest with Pogson," he joyfully a.s.sured her.
"You made an importunate, impertinent demand for bread. He didn"t mean to be drawn; but was too civil, too tender-hearted to put you off with a stone, so slyly cut you a slice from another man"s loaf. Does it occur to you, my sweet sister, you"ve been had--very neatly had?"
"If it comes to that, Miss Lessingham by no means stands alone," I interrupted. "We"ve all been had, as you so gracefully put it, very neatly and very extensively had."
For though I trusted Lessingham"s view was the correct one--trusted so most devoutly--I could not but regret the discomfiture of Arabella. Her approach to our chosen idol may have slightly lacked in reverence; she may, indeed, in plain English, have cheeked him. But she had done so in the prettiest, airiest manner. Pogson"s punishment of her indiscretion, if highly ingenious, still struck me as not in the best taste. For was it not at once rather mean and rather cheap to make so charming a person the subject, and that before witnesses, of a practical joke?
If, after all, it really was a joke. That insidious, odious chill which earlier prompted my tempestuous applause, as I woefully registered, hung about me yet. Unquestionably Arabella Lessingham"s visit to Church Street showed more and more, when I considered it, as a radical mistake! From it I date the waning of the moon of my delight in respect of both Pogson and herself. I had bowed in worship, equally sincere, though diverse in sentiment, before each; and to each had pledged my allegiance. To have them thus discredit one another represented the most trying turn of events.
For a full month I cold-shouldered the band, abjured the shrine, and avoided the lady. Then, while still morose and brooding, my trouble at its height, a cousin--in the third degree--rich, middle-aged, and conveniently restless, invited me to be his travelling companion. We had taken trips together before. This one promised fields of wider adventure--nothing less than the quartering of southern Europe, along with nibblings at African and Asiatic Mediterranean coasts. It was the chance of a life-time. I embraced it. I also called at the house in Church Street to make my farewells. I could do no less.
I have used the word "resigned" in describing Pogson. To-day that word notably covered him. Our friend appeared depressed; yet bland in his depression, anxious to mollify and placate rather than reproach. His att.i.tude touched me. I hardly deserved it after my neglect--to which, by the way, he made no smallest reference. But as I unfolded my plans, he increasingly threw off his depression and generously entered into them. Would have me fetch an atlas and trace out my proposed itinerary upon the map. It included names to conjure with. These set wide the flood-gates of his speech. He at once enchanted and confounded me by his knowledge of the literature, art, history, of Syria, Egypt, Italy, Greece, and the Levant.
For the next three-quarters of an hour I had Pogson at his best. And oh! how vastly good that same best was! Under the flashing, multi-coloured light of it, he routed my suspicions; put my annoyance and distrust to flight. As he leaned back in the roomy library chair, filled to veritable overflowing by his big, squashy, brown-velvet jacketted person--Pogson had put on flesh of late; put it on sensibly, as I remarked, even during the few weeks of my absence--he reconquered all my admiration and belief.
As I rose to depart:
"Ah! you fortunate youth," he thus genially addressed me; "thrice fortunate youth, in your freedom, your enterprise, your happy elasticity of flesh and spirit! What won"t you have to tell me of things actually seen, of lands, cities, civilizations, past and present, and the storied wonder of them, when you come back!"
"And what won"t you have to read to me in return, dear Master," I echoed, eager to testify to my recovered faith. "By then the book will be finished on which all our hopes and affections are set. Ten times more precious, more illuminating than anything I have seen, will be what I hear from you when I come back!"
But, as I spoke, surely I wasn"t mistaken in thinking that for an agitating minute the pinkness of Pogson"s large countenance sickly ebbed and blanched. And while my attention was still engaged by this disquieting phenomenon, I became aware that Mrs. Pogson had joined us.
Silently, mysteriously, she faded--the term holds good--into evidence, as on so many former occasions she had silently, mysteriously faded out.
Dressed in one of those verdant gowns, so dolorously veiled in semi-transparent black, she stood behind her husband"s chair. Her eyes met mine. They were no longer nervous or in expression vague; but oddly aggressive, challenging, defiantly alight.
"Oh, yes," she declared, "by then Heber will have completed his great novel, without doubt."
When uttering his name, she laid a thin, long-fingered hand upon his rounded shoulder, and to my--little short of--stupefaction, I saw Pogson"s fat, pink hand move up to seek and clasp it.
On me this action--hers soothing, protective; his appealing, welcoming--produced the most bewildering effect. I felt embarra.s.sed and abashed; an indecently impertinent intruder upon the secret places of two human hearts. That any such intimate and tender correspondence existed between this so strangely ill-a.s.sorted couple I never dreamed.
I uttered what must have sounded wildly incoherent farewells and fled.
Of the ensuing eighteen months of foreign travel it is irrelevant here to speak. Suffice it that on my return to England and to Chelsea, the earliest news which greeted me was that Arabella Lessingham had been now five weeks married and Heber Pogson a fortnight dead. Lessingham, dear, good fellow, was my informant, and minded acquainting me, so I fancied, only a degree less with the first item than with the second.
For some considerable time, he told me, Pogson had been ailing. He grew inordinately stout, unwieldy to the extent of all exertion, all movement causing him distress. Suffocation threatened if he attempted to lie down; so that, latterly, he spent not only all day, but all night sitting in the big library chair we knew so well. If not actually in pain, he must still have suffered intolerable discomfort. But he never complained, and to the last his pa.s.sion for books never failed.
"We took him any new ones we happened to run across, as you"d take a sick woman flowers. To the end he read."
"And wrote?" I asked.
"That I can"t say," Lessingham replied. "There were things I could not make out. And I couldn"t question him. It didn"t seem to be my place, though I had an idea he"d something on his mind to speak of which would be a relief. It worried me badly. I felt sure he wanted to tell us, but couldn"t bring himself to the point. He talked of you. He cared for you more than for any of us; yet--I may be all wrong--it seemed to me he was glad you weren"t here. Once or twice, I thought, he felt almost afraid you might come back before--before it was all over, you know. It sounds rather horrible, but I had a feeling he longed to slink off quietly out of sight--for he did not dread death, I"m certain of that.
What he dreaded was that life had some trick up her sleeve which, if he delayed too long, might give him away; put him to shame somehow at the last."
"And Mrs. Pogson?"
Lessingham looked at me absently.
"Oh! Mrs. Pogson? She"s never interested me. She"s too invertebrate; but I believe she took care of Pogson all right."
Next day I called at the house in Church Street. After some parley I was admitted into the studio-library. Neither in Mrs. Pogson nor in the familiar room did I find any alteration, save that the green had disappeared from her dress. She wore hanging, trailing, unrelieved black. And that a piece of red woollen cord was tied across, from arm to arm, of Pogson"s large library chair, forbidding occupation of it.
This pleased me. It struck the positive, the, in a way, aggressive note, which Mrs. Pogson had once before so strangely, unexpectedly, sounded in my presence.
I said the things common to such occasions as that of our present meeting; said them with more than merely conventional feeling and emphasis. I praised her husband"s great gifts, his amazing learning, his eloquence, the magnetic charm by which he captivated and held us.
Finally I dared the question I had come here to ask, which had burned upon my tongue, indeed, from the moment I heard of Pogson"s death.