"It isn"t two yet," Rachel replied. "There are more than two hours to get ready for him."
Miss Deane bridled slightly. "I must have my rest before he comes," she said, and added: "I suppose you"ve told him about us, dear?"
"About _you_?" Rachel asked.
Miss Deane nodded, complacently.
"Well, not very much," Rachel admitted.
Miss Dean"s look, as she playfully threatened Rachel with her long-handled lorgnette, was distinctly sly.
"Then he doesn"t know yet that there are two of us?" she simpered.
"Won"t it be just a little bit of a shock to him, my dear?"
Rachel drew a long breath and leaned back in her chair. "Yes," she said curtly, "I expect it will."
Never before had the realisation of that strange likeness seemed so intolerable as at that moment. Even now her aunt was looking at her with the very air and gesture which had once charmed her in her own reflection, and that she knew still charmed and fascinated her lover.
It was an air and gesture of which she could never break herself. It was natural to her, a true expression of something ineradicable in her being. Indeed, one of the worst penalties imposed upon her during the past month had been the omission of those pleasant ceremonies before the mirror. She had somehow missed herself, lost the sweetest and most adorable of companions!
Miss Deane got up, and holding herself very erect, moved with a little mincing step towards the tall mirror over the console table. Rachel held her breath. She saw that her aunt, suddenly aroused by this thought of the coming lover, was returning mechanically to her old habit of self-admiration. Was it possible, Rachel wondered, that the sight of the image she would see in the looking-gla.s.s, contrasted now with the memories of the living reflection she had so intimately studied for the past four weeks, might shock her into a realisation of the starkly hideous truth?
But it seemed that the aged woman must be blind. She gave no start of surprise as she paused before the gla.s.s; she showed no sign of anxiety concerning the vision she saw there. Her left hand, in which she held her lorgnette, had fallen to her side, and with the finger-tips of her right she daintily caressed the hollows of her sunken cheeks. She stayed there until Rachel, unable to endure the sight any longer, and with some vague purpose of defiance in her mind, jumped to her feet, crossed the room and stood shoulder by shoulder with her aunt staring into the gla.s.s.
For a moment Miss Deane did not move; then, with a queer hesitation, she dropped her right hand and slowly lifted her lorgnette.
Rachel felt a cold chill of horror invading her. Something fearful and terrible was happening before her eyes; her aunt was shrinking, withering, growing old in a moment. The stiffness had gone out of her pose, her head had begun to droop; the proud contempt in her face was giving way to the moping, resentful reminiscence of the aged. She still held up her lorgnette, still stared half fearfully at the glaring contrast that was presented to her, but her hand and arm had begun to tremble under the strain, and, instant by, instant, all life and vigour seemed to be draining away from her.
Then, suddenly, with a fierce effort she turned away her head, straightened herself, and walked over to the door, pa.s.sing out with a high, thin cackle of laughter that had in it the suggestion of a vehement, petulant derision; of a bitterness outmastering control.
Rachel shivered, but held her ground before the mirror. She had nothing to fear from that contemplation. As for her aunt, she had had her day.
It was time she knew the truth.
"She _had_ to know," Rachel repeated, addressing the dear likeness that so proudly reflected her.
V
She found consolation in that thought. Her aunt _had_ to know and Rachel herself was only the chance instrument of the revelation. She had not _meant_, so she persisted, to do more than vindicate her own integrity.
Nevertheless, her own pa.s.sionate problem was not yet solved. Her aunt would not, so Rachel believed, give way without a struggle. Had she not made a gallant effort at recovery even as she left the room, and would she not make a still greater effort while Adrian was there; a.s.sert her rivalry if only in revenge?
She must meet that, Rachel decided, by presenting a contrast. She would be meek and humble in her aunt"s presence. Adrian might recognise the admired airs and gestures in those of the old woman, but he should at least have no opportunity to compare them....
And it was with this thought and intention in her mind that Rachel received him, when he arrived with a lover"s promptness a little before four o"clock.
"Are you so dreadfully nervous?" he asked her, when they were alone together in the drawing-room. "You"re like you were the first day we met in town--different from your usual self."
"Oh! What a memory you have for my looks and behaviour," she replied pettishly. "Of course, I"m nervous."
He tried to argue with her, questioning her as to Miss Deane"s probable reception of him, but she refused to answer. "You"ll see for yourself in a few minutes," she said; but the minutes pa.s.sed and still Miss Deane did not come.
At a quarter to five the elderly parlour-maid brought in tea. "Miss Deane said you were not to wait for her, Miss Rachel," was the message she delivered. "She"ll be down presently, I was to say."
Rachel could not suppress a scornful twist of her mouth. She had no doubt that her aunt was taking very special pains with her toilet; trying to obliterate, perhaps, her recent vision before the console gla.s.s. Rachel saw her entrance in imagination, stiff-necked and proud, defying the criticisms of youth and the suggestions of age.
"Oh! why doesn"t she come and let me get it over?" she pa.s.sionately demanded, and even as she spoke she heard the sounds of some one coming down the stairs, not the accustomed sounds of her aunt"s finicking, high-heeled steps, but a shuffling and creaking, accompanied by the murmurs of a weak, protesting voice.
Rachel jumped to her feet. She knew everything then--before the door opened, and she saw first of all the shocked, scared face of the elderly parlour-maid who supported the crumpled, palsied figure of the old, old woman who, three hours before, had been so miraculously young, magically upheld and supported then by the omnipotent strength of an idea.
She only stayed in the drawing-room for five minutes; a querulous, resentful old lady, malignantly jealous, so it seemed, of their vigour and impatient of their sympathy.
When the parlour-maid had been sent for and Miss Deane had gone, Rachel stood up and looked down at Adrian with all her old hauteur.
"Can you realise," she asked, "that once my aunt was supposed to be very, very like me?"
He smiled and shook his head, as if the possibility was too absurd to contemplate.
Rachel turned and looked at herself in the gla.s.s, raising her chin and slightly pursing her lips, staring superciliously at her own image under half-lowered eyelids.
"Some day I may be as she is now," she said, with the superb contemptuous arrogance of youth.
Adrian was watching her with adoration. "You will never grow old," he said.
"So long as one does not get the idea of growing old into one"s head,"
Rachel began speculatively....
But Miss Deane had got the idea so strongly now that she died that night.
Rachel was with her at the last.
The old woman was trying to mouth a text from the Bible.
"What did you say, dear?" Rachel murmured, bending over her, and caught enough of the answer to guess that Miss Deane was mumbling again and again: "Now we see through a gla.s.s darkly, but then face to face."
THE OLIVE
By ALGERNON BLACKWOOD
(From _Pearson"s Magazine_, London)
1922
He laughed involuntarily as the olive rolled towards his chair across the shiny parquet floor of the hotel dining-room.