despite his affiliations. Best of a bad lot. Incidentally, is he the one with whom-"
"-Miss Arkady Simms ran off?" Willard finished without any embarra.s.sment. "Yes, that was Helmuth.
But that"s all going to be changed now."
Opperly nodded. "Good-by, Willard," he said.
Willard quickly heaved himself up on an elbow. Opperly looked at him for about five seconds, then, without a word, walked out of the room.
The only obvious furnishings in Jan Tregarron"s office were a flat-topped desk and a few chairs.
Tregarron sat behind the desk, the top of which was completely bare. He looked almost bored, except that his little eyes were smiling. Jorj Helmuth sat across the desk from him, a few feet back, erect and grim faced, while Caddy, shadowy in the muted light, stood against the wall behind Tregarron. She still wore the fur-trimmed skylon frock she"d put on that afternoon. She took no part in the conversation, seemed almost unaware of it.
"So you just went ahead and canceled the conference without consulting me?" Jorj was saying.
"You called it without consulting me." Tregarron playfully wagged a finger. "Shouldn"t do that sort of thing, Jorj."
"But I tell you, I was completely prepared. I was absolutely sure of my ground."
"I know, I know," Tregarron said lightly. "But it"s not the right time for it. I"m the best judge of that."
"When will be the right tune?"
Tregarron shrugged. "Look here, Jorj," he said, "every man should stick to his trade, to his forte.
Technology isn"t ours."
Jorj"s lips thinned. "But you know as well as I do that we are going to have to have a nuclear s.p.a.ceship and actually go to Mars someday."
Tregarron lifted his eyebrows. "Are we?"
"Yes! Just as we"re going to have to build a real Maizie. All the things we"ve done until now have been
emergency measures."
"Really?"
Jorj stared at him. "Look here, Jan," he said, gripping his knees with his hands, "you and I are going to have to talk things through."
"Are you quite sure of that?" Jan"s voice was very cool. "I have a feeling that it might be best if you said nothing and accepted things as they are."
"No!"
"Very well." Tregarron settled himself in his chair.
"I helped you organize the Thinkers," Jorj said, and waited. "At least, I was your first partner."
Tregarron barely nodded.
"Our basic idea was that the time had come to apply science to the life of man on a large scale, to live rationally and realistically. The only things holding the world back from this all-important step were the ignorance, superst.i.tion, and inertia of the average man, and the stuffiness and lack of enterprise of the academic scientists.
"Yet we knew that in their deepest hearts the average man and the professionals were both on our side. They wanted the new world visualized by science. They wanted the simplifications and conveniences, the glorious adventures of the human mind and body. They wanted the trips to Mars and into the depths of the human psyche, they wanted the robots and the thinking machines. All they lacked was the nerve to take the first big step-and that was what we supplied.
"It was no time for half measures, for slow and sober plodding. The world was racked by wars and neurosis, in danger of falling into the foulest hands. What was needed was a tremendous and thrilling appeal to the human imagination, an earth-shaking affirmation of the power of science for good.
"But the men who provided that appeal and affirmation couldn"t afford to be cautious. They wouldn"t check and double check. They couldn"t wait for the grudging and jealous approval of the professionals. They had to use stunts, tricks, fakes-anything to get over the big point. Once that had been done, once mankind was headed down the new road, it would be easy enough to give the average man the necessary degree of insight to heal the breach with the pro-fessionals, to make good in actuality what had been made good only in pretense.
"Have I stated our position fairly?"
Tregarron"s eyes were hooded. "You"re the one who"s telling it."
"On those general a.s.sumptions we established our hold on susceptible leaders and the mob," Jorj went on. "We built Maizie and the Mars rocket and the Mind Bomb. We discovered the wisdom of the Martians. We sold the people on the science that the professionals had been too high-toned to advertise or bring into the market place.
"But now that we"ve succeeded, now that we"ve made the big point, now that Maizie and Mars and science do rule the average human imagination, the time has come to take the second big step, to let accomplishment catch up with imagination, to implement fantasy with fact.
"Do you suppose I"d ever have gone into this with you if it hadn"t been for the thought of that second big step? Why, I"d have felt dirty and cheap, a mere charlatan-except for the sure conviction that someday everything would be set right. I"ve devoted my whole life to that conviction, Jan. I"ve studied and disciplined myself, using every scientific means at my disposal, so that I wouldn"t be found lacking when the day came to heal the breach between the Thinkers and the professionals. I"ve trained myself to be the perfect man for the job.
"Jan, the day"s come and I"m the man. I know you"ve been concentrating on other aspects of our work; you haven"t had time to keep up with my side of it. But I"m sure that as soon as you see how carefully I"ve prepared myself, how completely practical the neutron-drive rocket project is, you"ll beg me to go ahead!"
Tregarron smiled at the ceiling for a moment. "Your general idea isn"t so bad, Jorj, but your time scale is out of whack and your judgment is a joke. Oh yes. Every revolutionary wants to see the big change take place in his lifetime, Teh! It"s as if he were watching evolutionary vaudeville and wanted the Ape-to-Man Act over in twenty minutes.
"Time for the second big step? Jorj, the average man"s exactly what he was ten years ago, except that he"s got a new G.o.d. More than ever he thinks of Mars as a Hollywood paradise, with wise men and yummy princesses. Maizie is Mama magnified a million times. As for professional scientists, they"re more jealous and stuffy than ever. All they"d like to do is turn the clock back to a genteel dream world of quiet quadrangles and caps and gowns, where every commoner bows to the pa.s.sing scholar.
"Maybe in ten thousand years we"ll be ready for the second big step. Maybe. Meanwhile, as should be, the clever will rule the stupid for their own good. The realists will rule the dreamers. Those with free hands will rule those who have deliberately handcuffed themselves with taboos.
"Secondly, your judgment. Did you actually think you could have bossed those professionals, kept your mental footing in the intellectual melee? You, a nuclear physicist? A rocket scientist? Why, it"s- Take it easy now, boy, and listen to me. They"d have torn you to pieces in twenty minutes and glad of the chance! You baffle me, Jorj. You know that Maizie and the Mars rocket and all that are fakes, yet you believe in your somno-learning and consciousness-expansion and optimism-pumping like the veriest yokel. I wouldn"t be surprised to hear you"d taken up ESP and hypnotism. I think you should take stock of yourself and get a new slant. It"s overdue."
He leaned back. Jorj"s face had become a mask. His eyes did not flicker from Tregarron"s, yet there was a subtle change in his expression. Behind Tregarron, Caddy swayed as if in a sudden gust of intangible wind and took a silent step forward from the wall.
"That"s your honest opinion?" Jorj asked very quietly.
"It"s more than that," Tregarron told him, just as unmelodramati-cally. "It"s orders."
Jorj stood up purposefully. "Very well," he said. "In that case I have to tell you that-"
Casually, but with no waste motion, Tregarron slipped an ultrasonic pistol from under the desk and laid it on the empty top.
"No," he said, "let me tell you something. I was afraid this would happen and I made preparations. If you"ve studied your n.a.z.i, Fascist, and Soviet history, you know what happens to old revolutionaries who don"t move with the times. But I"m not going to be too harsh. I have a couple of boys waiting outside. They"ll take you by "copter to the field, then by jet to New Mex. Bright and early tomorrow morning, Jorj, you"re leaving on a trip to Mars."
Jorj hardly reacted to the words. Caddy was two steps nearer Tre-garron.
"I decided Mars would be the best place for you," the fat man continued. "The robot controls will be arranged so that your "visit" to Mars lasts two years. Perhaps in that time you will have learned wisdom, such as realizing that the big liar must never fall for his own big lie.
"Meanwhile, there will have to be a replacement for you. I have in mind a person who may prove peculiarly worthy to occupy your position, with all its perquisites. A person who seems to understand that force and desire are the motive powers of life, and that anyone who believes the big lie proves himself strictly a jerk."
Caddy was standing behind Tregarron now, her half-closed, sleepy eyes fixed on Jorj"s.
"His name is Willard Farquar. You see, I too believe in cooperating with the scientists, Jorj, but by subversion rather than conference. My idea is to offer the hand of friendship to a selected few of them- the hand of friendship with a nice big bribe in it." He smiled. "You were a good man, Jorj, for the early days, when we needed a publicist with catchy ideas about Mind Bombs, ray guns, plastic helmets, fancy sweaters, s.p.a.ce bra.s.sieres, and all that other corn. Now we can afford a solider sort of person."
Jorj moistened his lips.
"We"ll have a neat explanation of what"s happened to you. Callers will be informed that you"ve gone on an extended visit to imbibe the wisdom of the Martians."
Jorj whispered, "Caddums."
Caddy leaned forward. Her arms snaked down Tregarron"s, as if to imprison his wrists. But instead she reached out and took the ultrasonic pistol and put it in Tregarron"s right hand. Then she looked up at Jorj with eyes that were very bright.
She said very sweetly and sympathetically, "Poor Superman."
A Pail of Air
PA HAD sent me out to get an extra pail of air. I"d just about scooped it full and most of the warmth had leaked from my fingers when I saw the thing.
You know, at first I thought it was a young lady. Yes, a beautiful young lady"s face all glowing in the dark and looking at me from the fifth floor of the opposite apartment, which hereabouts is the floor just above the white blanket of frozen air four storeys thick. I"d never seen a live young lady before, except in the old magazines-Sis is just a kid and Ma is pretty sick and miserable-and it gave me such a start that I dropped the pail. Who wouldn"t, knowing everyone on Earth was dead except Pa and Ma and Sis and you?
Even at that, I don"t suppose I should have been surprised. We all see things now and then. Ma sees some pretty bad ones, to judge from the way she bugs her eyes at nothing and just screams and screams and huddles back against the blankets hanging around the Nest. Pa says it is natural we should react like that sometimes.
When I"d recovered the pail and could look again at the opposite apartment, I got an idea of what Ma might be feeling at those times, for I saw it wasn"t a young lady at all but simply a light-a tiny light that moved stealthily from window to window, just as if one of the cruel little stars had come down out of the airless sky to investigate why the Earth had gone away from the Sun, and maybe to hunt down something to torment or terrify, now that the Earth didn"t have the Sun"s protection.
I tell you, the thought of it gave me the creeps. I just stood there shaking, and almost froze my feet and did frost my helmet so solid on the inside that I couldn"t have seen the light even if it had come out of one of the windows to get me. Then I had the wit to go back inside.
Pretty soon I was feeling my familiar way through the thirty or so blankets and rugs and rubbery sheets Pa has got hung and braced around to slow down the escape of air from the Nest, and I wasn"t quite so scared. I began to hear the tick-ticking of the clocks hi the Nest and knew I was getting back into air, because there"s no sound outside in the vacuum, of course. But my mind was still crawly and uneasy as I pushed through the last blankets-Pa"s got them faced with aluminium foil to hold in the heat-and came into the Nest.
Let me tell you about the Nest. It"s low and snug, just room for the four of us and our things. The floor is covered with thick woolly rugs. Three of the sides are blankets, and the blankets roofing it touch Pa"s head. He tells me it"s inside a much bigger room, but I"ve never seen the real walls or ceiling.
Against one of the blanket-walls is a big set of shelves, with tools and books and other stuff, and on top of it a whole row of clocks. Pa"s very fussy about keeping them wound. He says we must never forget time, and without a sun or moon, that would be easy to do.
The fourth wall has blankets all over except around the fireplace, in which there is a fire that must never go out. It keeps us from freezing and does a lot more besides. One of us must always watch it. Some of the clocks are alarm and we can use them to remind us. In the early days there was only Ma to take turns with Pa-I think of that when she gets difficult-but now there"s me to help, and Sis too.
It"s Pa who is the chief guardian of the fire, though. I always think of him that way: a tall man sitting crosslegged, frowning anxiously at the fire, his lined face golden in its light, and every so often carefully placing on it a piece of coal from the big heap beside it. Pa tells me there used to be guardians of the fire sometimes in the very old days-vestals, he calls them-although there was unfrozen air all around then and a sun too and you didn"t really need a fire.
He was sitting just that way now, though he got up quick to take the pail from me and bawl me out for loitering-he"d spotted my frozen helmet right off. That roused Ma and she joined in picking on me. She"s always trying to get the load off her feelings, Pa explains. He shut her up pretty fast. Sis let off a couple of silly squeals too.
Pa handled the pail of air in a twist of cloth. Now that it was inside the Nest, you could really feel its coldness. It just seemed to suck the heat out of everything. Even the flames cringed away from it as Pa put it down close by the fire.
Yet it"s that glimmery blue-white stuff in the pail that keeps us alive. It slowly melts and vanishes and refreshes the Nest and feeds the fire. The blankets keep it from escaping too fast Pa"d like to seal the whole place, but he can"t-building"s too earthquake-twisted, and besides he has to leave the chimney open for smoke. But the chimney has special things Pa calls baffles up inside it, to keep the air from getting out too quick that way. Sometimes Pa, making a joke, says it baffles him they keep on working, or work at all.
Pa says air is tiny molecules that fly away like a flash if there isn"t something to stop them. We have to watch sharp not to let the air run low. Pa always keeps a big reserve supply of it in buckets behind the first blankets, along with extra coal and cans of food and bottles of vitamins and other things, such as pails of snow to melt for water. We have to go way down to the bottom floor for that stuff, which is a mean trip, and get it through a door to outside.
You see, when the Earth got cold, all the water in the air froze first and made a blanket ten feet thick or so everywhere, and then down on top of that dropped the crystals of frozen air, making another mostly white blanket sixty or seventy feet thick maybe.
Of course, all the parts of the air didn"t freeze and snow down at the same time.
First to drop out was the carbon dioxide-when you"re shovelling for water, you have to make sure you don"t go too high and get any of that stuff mixed in, for it would put you to sleep, maybe for good, and make the fire go out. Next there"s the nitrogen, which doesn"t count one way or the other, though it"s the biggest part of the blanket. On top of that and easy to get at, which is lucky for us, there"s the oxygen that keeps us alive. It"s pale blue, which helps you tell it from the nitrogen. It has to be colder for oxygen to freeze solid than nitrogen. That"s why the oxygen snowed down last.
Pa says we live better than kings ever did, breathing pure oxygen, but we"re used to it and don"t notice.
Finally, at the very top, there"s a slick of liquid helium, which is funny stuff.
All of these gases are in neat separate layers. Like a p.u.s.s.y caffay, Pa laughingly says, whatever that is.
I was busting to tell them all about what I"d seen, and so as soon as I"d ducked out of my helmet and while I was still climbing out of my suit, I cut loose. Right away Ma got nervous and began making eyes at the entry-slit in the blankets and wringing her hands together-the hand where she"d lost three fingers from frostbite inside the good one, as usual. I could tell that Pa was annoyed at me scaring her and wanted to explain it all away quickly, yet I knew he knew I wasn"t fooling.
"And you watched this light for some time, son?" he asked when I finished.
I hadn"t said anything about first thinking it was a young lady"s face. Somehow that part embarra.s.sed me.
"Long enough for it to pa.s.s five windows and go to the next floor."
"And it didn"t look like stray electricity or crawling liquid or starlight focused by a growing crystal, or anything like that?"
He wasn"t just making up those ideas. Odd things happen in a world that"s about as cold as can be, and just when you think matter would be frozen dead, it takes on a strange new life. A slimy stuff comes crawling toward the Nest, just like an animal snuffing for heat -that"s the liquid helium. And once, when I was little, a bolt of lightning-not even Pa could figure where it came from-hit the nearby steeple and crawled up and down it for weeks, until the glow finally died.
"Not like anything I ever saw," I told him.
He stood for a moment frowning. Then, "111 go out with you, and you show it to me," he said.
Ma raised a howl at the idea of being left alone, and Sis joined in, too, but Pa quieted them. We started climbing into our outside clothes-mine had been warming by the fire. Pa made them. They have triple-pane plastic headpieces that were once big double-duty transparent food cans, but they keep heat and air in and can replace the air for a little while, long enough for our trips for water and coal and food and so on.
Ma started moaning again, "I"ve always known there was something outside there, waiting to get us. I"ve felt it for years-something that"s part of the cold and hates all warmth and wants to destroy the Nest. It"s been watching us all this time, and now it"s coming after us. It"ll get you and then come for me. Don"t go, Harry!"
Pa had everything on but his helmet He knelt by the fireplace and reached in and shook the long metal rod that goes up the chimney and knocks off the ice that keeps trying to clog it. Once a week he goes up on the roof to check if it"s working all right. That"s our worst trip and Pa won"t let me make it alone.
"Sis," Pa said quietly, "come watch the fire. Keep an eye on the ah", too. If it gets low or doesn"t seem to be boiling fast enough, fetch another bucket from behind the blanket. But mind your hands. Use the cloth to pick up the bucket."
Sis quit helping Ma be frightened and came over and did as she was told. Ma quieted down pretty suddenly, though her eyes were still kind of wild as she watched Pa fix on his helmet tight and pick up a pail and the two of us go out.
Pa led the way and I took hold of his belt. It"s a funny thing, I"m not afraid to go by myself, but when Pa"s along I always want to hold on to him. Habit, I guess, and then there"s no denying that this time I was a bit scared.
You see, it"s this way. We know that everything is dead out there. Pa heard the last radio voices fade away years ago, and had seen some of the last folks die who weren"t as lucky or well-protected as us. So we knew that if there was something groping around out there, it couldn"t be anything human or friendly.