"You traitor!" I shouted. "How did the raiders find us?"
I writhed blindly on the ground, struggling to grab Kyan"s legs. The midget caught my wrists. Weak with pain, I could not break free.
"Hold still," he said. "You"re driving the arrow deeper."
"Let me go, you craven dwarf."
"I"m no traitor. This is woman"s magic. Feel the arrow shaft."
Kyan guided my hand upward to touch the arrow buried in my chest. Through the pain, I felt the softness of one of the Queen"s roc feathers. It was particularly rare and valuable, the length of my arm.
I let myself fall slack against the rock. "Woman"s magic," I echoed, softly. "The Queen is betrayed. The Land is betrayed."
"Someone is betrayed, sure enough," said Kyan, his tone gloating.
"You must return to court and warn the Queen."
Kyan leaned closer to me. His breath blew on my neck, heavy with smoke and spices.
"No, Naeva. You can still help the Queen. She"s given me the keystone to a spell-a piece of pure leucite, powerful enough to tug a spirit from its rest. If I blow its power into you, your spirit won"t sink into sleep. It will only rest, waiting for her summons."
Blood welled in my mouth. "I won"t let you bind me..."
His voice came even closer, his lips on my ear. "The Queen needs you, Naeva. Don"t you love her?"
Love: the word caught me like a thread on a bramble. Oh, yes. I loved the Queen. My will weakened, and I tumbled out of my body. Cold crystal drew me in like a great mouth, inhaling.
I was furious. I wanted to wrap my hands around the first neck I saw and squeeze. But my hands were tiny, half the size of the hands I remembered. My short, fragile fingers shook. Heavy musk seared my nostrils. I felt the heat of scented candles at my feet, heard the snap of flame devouring wick. I rushed forward and was abruptly halted. Red and black knots of string marked boundaries beyond which I could not pa.s.s.
"O, Great Lady Naeva," a voice intoned. "We seek your wisdom on behalf of Queen Rayneh and the Land of Flowered Hills."
Murmurs rippled through the room. Through my blurred vision, I caught an impression of vaulted ceilings and frescoed walls. I heard people, but I could only make out woman-sized blurs-they could have been beggars, aristocrats, warriors, even males or broods.
I tried to roar. My voice fractured into a strangled sound like trapped wind. An old woman"s sound.
"Great Lady Naeva, will you acknowledge me?"
I turned toward the high, mannered voice. A face came into focus, eyes flashing blue beneath a cowl. Dark stripes stretched from lower lip to chin: the tattoos of a death whisperer.
Terror cut into my rage for a single, clear instant. "I"m dead?"
"Let me handle this." Another voice, familiar this time. Calm, authoritative, quiet: the voice of someone who had never needed to shout in order to be heard. I swung my head back and forth trying to glimpse Queen Rayneh.
"Hear me, Lady Who Plucked Red Flowers beneath My Window. It is I, your Queen."
The formality of that voice! She spoke to me with t.i.tles instead of names? I blazed with fury.
Her voice dropped a register, tender and cajoling. "Listen to me, Naeva. I asked the death whisperers to chant your spirit up from the dead. You"re inhabiting the body of an elder member of their order. Look down. See for yourself."
I looked down and saw embroidered rabbits leaping across the hem of a turquoise robe. Long, bony feet jutted out from beneath the silk. They were swaddled in the coa.r.s.e wrappings that doctors prescribed for the elderly when it hurt them to stand.
They were not my feet. I had not lived long enough to have feet like that.
"I was shot by an enchanted arrow..." I recalled. "The midget said you might need me again..."
"And he was right, wasn"t he? You"ve only been dead three years. Already, we need you."
The smugness of that voice. Rayneh"s impervious a.s.surance that no matter what happened, be it death or disgrace, her people"s hearts would always sing with fealty.
"He enslaved me," I said bitterly. "He preyed upon my love for you."
"Ah, Lady Who Plucked Red Flowers beneath My Window, I always knew you loved me."
Oh yes, I had loved her. When she wanted heirs, it was I who placed my hand on her belly and used my magic to draw out her seedlings; I who nurtured the seedlings" spirits with the fertilizer of herchosenman;Iwhoplantedtheseedlings in the womb of a fecund brood. Three times, the broods I catalyzed brought forth Rayneh"s daughters. I"d not yet chosen to beget my own daughters, but there had always been an understanding between us that Rayneh would be the one to stand with my magic-worker as the seedling was drawn from me, mingled with man, and set into brood.
I was amazed to find that I loved her no longer. I remembered the emotion, but pa.s.sion had died with my body.
"I want to see you," I said.
Alarmed, the death whisperer turned toward Rayneh"s voice. Her nose jutted beak-like past the edge of her cowl. "It"s possible for her to see you if you stand where I am," she said. "But if the spell goes wrong, I won"t be able to-"
"It"s all right, Lakitri. Let her see me."
Rustling, footsteps. Rayneh came into view. My blurred vision showed me frustratingly little except for the moon of her face. Her eyes sparkled black against her smooth, sienna skin. Amber and obsidian gems shone from her forehead, magically embedded in the triangular formation that symbolized the Land of Flowered Hills. I wanted to see her graceful belly, the muscular calves I"d loved to stroke-but below her chin, the world faded to gray.
"What do you want?" I asked. "Are the raiders nipping at your heels again?"
"We pushed the raiders back in the battle that you died to make happen. It was a rout. Thanks to you."
A smile lit on Rayneh"s face. It was a smile I remembered. You have served your Land and your Queen You have served your Land and your Queen, it seemed to say. You may be proud You may be proud. I"d slept on Rayneh"s leaf-patterned silk and eaten at her morning table too often to be deceived by such shallow manipulations.
Rayneh continued, "A usurper-a woman raised on our own grain and honey-has built an army of automatons to attack us. She"s given each one a hummingbird"s heart for speed, and a crane"s feather for beauty, and a crow"s brain for wit. They"ve marched from the Lake Where Women Wept all the way across the fields to the Valley of Tonha"s Memory. They move faster than our most agile warriors. They seduce our farmers out of the fields. We must destroy them."
"A usurper?" I said.
"One who betrays us with our own spells."
The Queen directed me a lingering, narrow-lidded look, challenging me with her unspoken implications.
"The kind of woman who would shoot the Queen"s sorceress with a roc feather?" I pressed.
Her glance darted sideways. "Perhaps."
Even with the tantalizing aroma of revenge wafting before me, I considered refusing Rayneh"s plea. Why should I forgive her for chaining me to her service? She and her benighted death whisperers might have been able to chant my spirit into wakefulness, but let them try to stir my voice against my will.
But no-even without love drawing me into dark corners, I couldn"t renounce Rayneh. I would help her as I always had from the time when we were girls riding together through my grandmother"s fields. When she fell from her mount, it was always I who halted my mare, soothed her wounds, and eased her back into the saddle. Even as a child, I knew that she would never do the same for me.
"Give me something to kill," I said.
"What?"
"I want to kill. Give me something. Or should I kill your death whisperers?"
Rayneh turned toward the women. "Bring a sow!" she commanded.
Murmurs echoed through the high-ceilinged chamber, followed by rushing footsteps. Anxious hands entered my range of vision, dragging a fat, black-spotted shape. I looked toward the place where my ears told me the crowd of death whisperers stood, huddled and gossiping. I wasn"t sure how vicious I could appear as a dowager with bound feet, but I snarled at them anyway. I was rewarded with the susurration of hems sliding backward over tile.
I approached the sow. My feet collided with the invisible boundaries of the summoning circle. "Move it closer," I ordered.
Hands pushed the sow forward. The creature grunted with surprise and fear. I knelt down and felt its bristly fur and smelled dry mud, but I couldn"t see its torpid bulk.
I wrapped my bony hands around the creature"s neck and twisted. My spirit"s strength overcame the body"s weakness. The animal"s head snapped free in my hands. Blood engulfed the leaping rabbits on my hem.
I thrust the sow"s head at Rayneh. It tumbled out of the summoning circle and thudded across the marble. Rayneh doubled over, retching.
The crowd trembled and exclaimed. Over the din, I dictated the means to defeat the constructs. "Blend mustard seed and honey to slow their deceitful tongues. Add brine to ruin their beauty. Mix in crushed poppies to slow their fast-beating hearts. Release the concoction onto a strong wind and let it blow their destruction. Only a grain need touch them. Less than a grain-only a grain need touch a mosquito that lights on a flower they pa.s.s on the march. They will fall."
"Regard that! Remember it!" Rayneh shouted to the whisperers. Silk rustled. Rayneh regarded me levelly. "That"s all we have to do?"
"Get Lakitri," I replied. "I wish to ask her a question."
A nervous voice spoke outside my field of vision. "I"m here, Great Lady."
"What will happen to this body after my spirit leaves?"
"Jada will die, Great Lady. Your spirit has chased hers away."
I felt the crookedness of Jada"s hunched back and the pinch of the strips binding her feet. Such a back, such feet, I would never have. At least someone would die for disturbing my death.
Next I woke, rage simmered where before it had boiled. I stifled a snarl, and relaxed my clenched fists. My vision was clearer: I discerned the outlines of a tent filled with dark shapes that resembled pillows and furs. I discovered my boundaries close by, marked by wooden stakes painted with bands of cinnamon and white.
"Respected Aunt Naeva?"
My vision wavered. A shape: muscular biceps, hard thighs, robes of heir"s green. It took me a moment to identify Queen Rayneh"s eldest daughter, who I had inspired in her brood. At the time of my death, she"d been a flat-chested flitling, still learning how to ride.
"Tryce?" I asked. A bad thought: "Why are you here? Has the usurper taken the palace? Is the Queen dead?"
Tryce laughed. "You misunderstand, Respected Aunt. I am the usurper."
"You?" I scoffed. "What does a girl want with a woman"s throne?"
"I want what is mine." Tryce drew herself up. She had her mother"s mouth, stern and imperious. "If you don"t believe me, look at the body you"re wearing."
I looked down. My hands were the right size, but they were painted in Rayneh"s blue and decked with rings of gold and silver. Strips of tanned human flesh adorned my b.r.e.a.s.t.s. I raised my fingertips to my collarbone and felt the raised edges of the brand I knew would be there. Scars formed the triangles that represented the Land of Flowered Hills.
"One of your mother"s private guard," I murmured. "Which?"
"Okilanu."
I grinned. "I never liked the b.i.t.c.h."
"You know I"m telling the truth. A private guard is too valuable for anyone but a usurper to sacrifice. I"m holding this conference with honor, Respected Aunt. I"m meeting you alone, with only one automaton to guard me. My informants tell me that my mother surrounded herself with sorceresses so that she could coerce you. I hold you in more esteem."
"What do you want?"
"Help winning the throne that should be mine."
"Why should I betray my lover and my Land for a child with pretensions?"
"Because you have no reason to be loyal to my mother. Because I want what"s best for this Land, and I know how to achieve it. Because those were my automatons you dismantled, and they were good, beautiful souls despite being creatures of spit and mud. Gudrin is the last of them."
Tryce held out her hand. The hand that accepted drew into my vision: slender with shapely fingers crafted of mud and tangled with sticks and pieces of nest. It was beautiful enough to send feathers of astonishment through my chest.
"Great Lady, you must listen to The Creator of Me and Mine," intoned the creature.
Its voice was a songbird trill. I grimaced in disgust. "You made male automatons?"
"Just one," said Tryce. "It"s why he survived your spell."
"Yes," I said, pondering. "It never occurred to me that one would make male creatures."
"Will you listen, Respected Aunt?" asked Tryce.
"You must listen, Great Lady," echoed the automaton. His voice was as melodious as poetry to a depressed heart. The power of crane"s feathers and crow"s brains is great.
"Very well," I said.
Tryce raised her palms to show she was telling truth. I saw the shadow of her mother"s face lurking in her wide-set eyes and broad, round forehead.
"Last autumn, when the wind blew red with fallen leaves, my mother expelled me from the castle. She threw my possessions into the river and had my servants beaten and turned out. She told me that I would have to learn to live like the birds migrating from place to place because she had decreed that no one was to give me a home. She said I was no longer her heir, and she would dress Darnisha or Peni in heir"s green. Oh, Respected Aunt! How could either of them take a throne?"
I ignored Tryce"s emotional outpouring. It was true that Tryce had always been more responsible than her sisters, but she had been born with an heir"s heaviness upon her. I had lived long enough to see fluttering sparrows like Darnisha and Peni become eagles, over time.
"You omit something important," I said. "Why did your mother throw you out, Imprudent Child?"
"Because of this."
The automaton"s hand held Tryce steady as she mounted a pile of pillows that raised her torso to my eye level. Her belly loomed large, ripe as a frog"s inflated throat.
"You"ve gotten fat, Tryce."