"I saw him in the Pennsylvania subway station, and I followed him out.
There was no doubt about it: I saw his face. He went down Eighth Avenue, and I saw him turn in at a door. I wasn"t far behind him. The door was right next to a p.a.w.nshop. It was unlatched, and I went in. I found myself in a dark hallway, but toward the other end there was light coming from a half opened door. I was excited, John. Tremendously. You see, John, it was the great experience of my life--no wonder I was trembling.
"I stepped quietly back to where the light was, and looked into the room that it came from. What do you think I saw, John? There was a young mother and two fresh-cheeked boys; one of the boys was reading at the table, and the other one sat in a low chair at his mother"s knee and she was talking to him--telling him stories, I think. The room was poor, John, but the mother"s face! It was wonderful! It reminded me of my own mother"s. There is just one word to describe it, John: it was a Madonna"s face--a Madonna of Eighth Avenue!"
Mr. Neal paused and glanced at his friend. The chief clerk said nothing, but dug at the turf with his stick.
"But the tall man was not there," resumed Mr. Neal. "I knocked at the door and asked about him. The woman didn"t know; no man was in their rooms, she said. She was a poor widow. She wanted to know how I got in.
I could see I was frightening her, so I left, and I could hear the door locked behind me."
The little clerk sighed, and pa.s.sed his hand over his eyes.
His friend rose suddenly.
"Come," he said. "Let"s walk--and talk about something else."
This was but the first of many talks the two clerks had about the face.
Mr. Neal"s friend became more and more sympathetic toward the quest. One afternoon Mr. Neal detained the chief clerk as he was leaving the office after work. The little clerk"s eyes were very serious, and his voice was low as he said:
"John, I know that I am going to find him very soon. I know it."
"How do you know it?" asked the chief clerk. "Something--well--psychic?"
"Oh, no. It"s not mysterious. It"s just a--a certainty, John. I know I shall find him very, very soon."
"Well, you know--" and the chief clerk looked at Mr. Neal steadily, "you know that I--I should like to know him, too."
Mr. Neal wrung his friend"s hand. They went down together in the elevator, and parted. Mr. Neal hurried down into his subway station.
There were not many waiting on the platforms. Far down the black tunnels in either direction the little white lights glimmered. The echoing silence of a great cave was in the station. Then suddenly the red and green lights of a train appeared far away; then a rumble and a roar, the doors of the train slid open and Mr. Neal stepped in. All the way home he kept his eyes shut. The hurtling roar, the crush of people growing greater as they approached the great business sections, the calls of the guards, did not disturb Mr. Neal. He kept his eyes closed so he might see the face.
It was about one o"clock of the next day that the accident occurred of which James Neal was the victim. He had been trying to cross the street in defiance of traffic regulations, and had been struck by a heavily loaded truck and knocked down, with some injury to his skull. He had been taken, unconscious, to St. Cecilia"s Hospital.
Little work was done by the clerks of Fields, Jones & Houseman that afternoon. One of the clerks had seen the accident; indeed he had been talking to Mr. Neal just before the latter had rushed into the street.
He had seen the little clerk suddenly raise his hand and point across the street.
"I see it! There he is!" Mr. Neal had said in a voice exultant with joy, and then he had dodged into the traffic, reckless of life and limb.
The chief clerk was greatly distressed. He could not work. He would sit with his lank form huddled up in his office chair, gazing fixedly over his eyegla.s.ses at nothing in particular. About two o"clock he bethought himself to look up the family with which Mr. Neal lodged in the telephone directory and to inform them of the accident. The whole office force listened to the conversation over the telephone, and heard the chief"s voice break as he told of the seriousness of the injury. Then the chief clerk shut his books sharply, clapped on his street coat and rusty straw hat, and set out for the hospital.
Long before the chief clerk arrived at the hospital, a white-coated doctor, standing momentarily in a doorway of the ward in which Mr. James Neal lay, met a nurse coming out. The doctor"s face was such a one as would have delighted Mr. Neal if he had been able to see it. It was a benevolent face. A profound knowledge of the problems of humanity had marked it with depth of understanding, and withal, a kindliness and sympathy, that made it worthy a second and a third glance in any company, however distinguished.
"How about the skull fracture?" asked the doctor in a low voice, as the nurse was pa.s.sing out.
"He is dead," said the nurse.
"When?" asked the doctor.
"Just now. I just left him."
"There was no chance," said the doctor.
The nurse was about to pa.s.s on when the doctor detained her.
"That tall man," he said, "who was with him: where has he gone?"
The nurse looked at the doctor in surprise.
"There was no one with him but me," she said.
"Oh, yes," said the doctor. "I saw a man bending over the bed--a very tall man with a remarkable face. I wondered who he could be."
The nurse turned, and with the doctor looked over toward the bed where the body of James Neal lay.
"That is strange," said the nurse.
"I saw him there," said the doctor, "just as you were leaving the patient; now he is gone."
"Queer! I saw no one," said the nurse, and moved away to attend to other duties.
The doctor walked over to the bed where the body of the little clerk lay.
"It _is_ strange," he mused. "I surely saw him.--The most beautiful face I ever saw."
Then he looked down at what had been James Neal.
"He was very fortunate," said the doctor in a low tone, "to die with a face like that looking into his."
There was a smile on the death-white lips of the little clerk.
MASTER OF FALLEN YEARS[17]
By VINCENT O"SULLIVAN
(From _The Smart Set_)
Several years ago, I was intimately acquainted with a young man named Augustus Barber. He was employed in a paper-box manufacturer"s business in the city of London. I never heard what his father was. His mother was a widow and lived, I think, at G.o.dalming; but of this I am not sure. It is odd enough that I should have forgotten where she lived, for my friend was always talking about her. Sometimes he seemed immensely fond of her; at other times almost to hate her; but whichever it was, he never left her long out of his conversation. I believe the reason I forget is that he talked so much about her that I failed at last to pay attention to what he said.
He was a stocky young man, with light-coloured hair and a pale, rather blotchy complexion. There was nothing at all extraordinary about him on either the material or spiritual side. He had rather a weakness for gaudy ties and socks and jewelry. His manners were a little boisterous; his conversation, altogether personal. He had received some training at a commercial school. He read little else than the newspapers. The only book I ever knew him to read was a novel of Stevenson"s, which he said was "too hot for blisters."
Where, then, in this very commonplace young man, were hidden the elements of the extraordinary actions and happenings I am about to relate? Various theories offer; it is hard to decide. Doctors, psychologists whom I have consulted, have given different opinions; but upon one point they have all agreed--that I am not able to supply enough information about his ancestry. And, in fact, I know hardly anything about that.
This is not, either, because he was uncommunicative. As I say, he used to talk a lot about his mother. But he did not really inspire enough interest for anybody to take an interest in his affairs. He was there; he was a pleasant enough fellow; but when he had gone you were finished with him till the next time. If he did not look you up, it would never occur to you to go and see him. And as to what became of him when he was out of sight, or how he lived--all that, somehow, never troubled our heads.
What ill.u.s.trates this is that when he had a severe illness a few years after I came to know him, so little impression did it make on anyone that I cannot now say, and n.o.body else seems able to remember, what the nature of the illness was. But I remember that he was very ill indeed; and one day, meeting one of his fellow clerks in Cheapside, he told me that Barber"s death was only a question of hours. But he recovered, after being, as I heard, for a long time in a state of lethargy which looked mortal.
It was when he was out again that I--and not only myself but others--noticed for the first time that his character was changing. He had always been a laughing, undecided sort of person; he had a facile laugh for everything; he would meet you and begin laughing before there was anything to laugh at. This was certainly harmless, and he had a deserved reputation for good humor.