"What"s funny?" he demanded, looking about him vaguely.
"You were wanting to see me."
"Who told you so?" Sammy asked suspiciously.
"You did yourself just now," Beth answered, her eyes dancing.
"I didn"t."
"You _did_, Sammy."
"You"re a liar!" said Sammy Lee.
"Sammy, that"s rude," she exclaimed. "And it"s not the way to speak to a young lady, and I won"t have it."
"Well, but I did _not_ tell you I wanted to see you at dinner-time,"
Sammy retorted positively.
"Yes, you did, stupid," said Beth. "You asked where I was at dinner-time, and then I knew you had missed me, and you wouldn"t have missed me if you hadn"t wanted to see me."
"But," Sammy repeated with sulky obstinacy, unable to comprehend the delicate subtilty of Beth"s perception,--"But I did not tell you."
"Didn"t you want to see me, then?" Beth said coaxingly, waiving the other point with tact.
But Sammy, feeling shy at the question and vaguely aggrieved, looked up and down the street and kicked the pavement with his heel instead of answering.
"I shall go, then," said Beth, after waiting for a little.
"No, don"t," he exclaimed, his countenance clearing. "I want to ask you--only you put it out of my head--gels do talk so."
"Gels!" Beth exclaimed derisively. "I happen to be a girl."
Sammy looked at her with a puzzled expression, and forgot what he was going to say. She diverted his attention, however, by asking him how old he was.
"Eleven," Sammy answered promptly.
"So am I. When were you eleven?"
"The twentieth of February."
"Oh, then you"re older than me--March, April, May, June--four months.
My birthday"s in June. What do you do at school? Let"s see your books.
I wish _I_ went to school!"
"Shu!" said Sammy. "What"s the use of sending a gel to school? Gels can"t learn."
"So Jim says," Beth rejoined with an absence of conviction that roused Sammy.
"All boys say so," he declared.
"All boys are silly," said Beth. "What"s the use of saying things?
That doesn"t make them true. You"re as bad as Jim."
"Who"s Jim?" Sammy interrupted jealously.
"Jim"s my brother."
Sammy, relieved, kicked his heel on the pavement.
"Which is tallest?" he asked presently, "you or me?"
"I"m tallest, I think," Beth answered; "but never mind. You"re the fattest. I"ve grown long, and you"ve grown broad."
"You"re mighty sharp," said Sammy.
"You"re mighty blunt," said Beth. "And you"ll be mighty late for tea, too. Look at the church-clock!"
Sammy glanced up, then fled precipitately; and Beth, turning to leave the window, discovered Harriet standing in the background, grinning.
"So you"ve getten a sweetheart!" she exclaimed. "There"s nothing like beginning early."
"So you"ve been listening again," Beth answered hotly. "Bad luck to you!"
A few days later Mrs. Caldwell was sitting with Lady Benyon, who was in the bow-window as usual, looking out.
"If I am not mistaken," said Lady Benyon suddenly, "there is a crowd collecting at your house."
"What! again?" Mrs. Caldwell groaned, jumping up.
"If I"m not mistaken," Lady Benyon repeated.
Mrs. Caldwell hurried off without even waiting to shake hands. On getting into the street, however, she was relieved to find that Lady Benyon had been mistaken. There was no crowd collecting in Orchard Street, but, as she approached her own house, she became aware of a small boy at the drawing-room window talking to some one within, whom she presently discovered to be Beth.
"What are you doing there, Beth?" she demanded severely. "Who is this boy?"
Beth started. "Sammy Lee," she gasped. "Mr. Lee"s grandson at the end of Orchard Row."
"Why are you talking to him?" her mother asked harshly. "I won"t have you talking to him. Who will you sc.r.a.pe acquaintance with next?" Then she turned to Sammy, who stood shaking in his shoes, with all the rosy colour faded from his fair fat cheeks, too frightened to stir. "Go away," said Mrs. Caldwell, "you"ve no business here talking to my daughter, and I won"t allow it."
Sammy sidled off, not daring to turn his back full till he was at a safe distance, lest he should be seized from behind and shaken. He was not a heroic figure in retreat, but Beth, in her indignation, noted nothing but the insult that had been offered him. For several days, when her mother was out, she watched and waited for him, anxious to atone; but Sammy kept to the other side of the road, and only cast furtive smiles at her as he ran by. It never occurred to Beth that he was less valiant than she was, or less willing to brave danger for her sake than she was for his. She thought he was keeping away for fear of getting her into trouble; and she beckoned to him again and again in order to explain that she did not care; but he only fled the faster.
Then Beth wrote him a note. It was the first she had ever written voluntarily, and she shut herself up in the acting-room to compose it, in imitation of Aunt Grace Mary, whose beautiful delicate handwriting she always did her best to copy--with very indifferent success, however, for the connection between her hand and her head was imperfect. She could compose verses and phrases long before she could commit them to paper intelligibly; and it was not the composition of her note to Sammy that troubled her, but her bad writing. She made a religious ceremony of the effort, praying fervently, "Lord, let me write it well." Every day she presented a miscellaneous collection of pet.i.tions to the Lord, offering them up as the necessity arose, being in constant communication with Him. When she wanted to go out, she asked for fine weather; when she did not want to go out, she prayed that it might rain. She begged that she might not be found out when she went poaching on Uncle James"s fields; that she might be allowed to catch something; that new clothes might be sent her from somewhere, she felt so ashamed in her dirty old shabby ones. She asked for boots and shoes and gloves, and for help with her lessons; and, when she had no special pet.i.tion to offer, she would e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.e at intervals, "Lord, send me good luck!" But, however great the variety of her daily wants, one prayer went up with the others always, "Lord, let me write well!"
meaning, let me write a good hand; yet her writing did not improve, and she was much disheartened about it. She took the Lord into her confidence on the subject very frankly. When she had been naughty, and was not found out and punished, she thanked Him for His goodness; but why would He not let her write well? She asked Him the question again and again, lifting her grey eyes to the grey sky pathetically; and all the time, though she never suspected it, she was learning to write more than well, but in a very different sense of the word.
Her note to Sammy was as follows:--
DEAR SAMMY,--Come and talk to me. Do not be afrade. I do not mind rows, being always in them. And she can"t do anything to you. I miss you. I want to tell you things.
Such nice things keep coming to me. They make me feel all comfortable inside. I looked out of the window in the dark last night. There was a frost. The sky was dark dark blue like sailor"s suits only bright and the stars looked like holes bored in the floor of heaven to let the light through. It was so white and bright it must have been the light of heaven. I never saw such light on earth.
Sunshine is more buffy. Do come Sammy I want you so Beth.