Disguises would have delighted them; but the fashions of the day did not lend themselves much to disguise, unfortunately. There were no masks, no sombreros, no cloaks; and all they could think of was false whiskers for Alfred; but when he tried them, they altered him so effectually that d.i.c.ksie said he could not bear him, and Beth would not kiss him.
One evening after dinner, when Mrs. Caldwell was reading aloud to Beth and Bernadine, there came a thundering knock at the front door, which startled them all. The weather had been bad all day, and now the shutters were closed, the rain beat against them with a chilly, depressing effect, inexpressibly dreary. Instead of attending to the reading, Beth had been listening to the footsteps of people pa.s.sing in the street, in the forlorn hope that among them she might distinguish Alfred"s. When the knock came they thought it was a runaway, but Harriet opened the door all the same, and presently returned, smiling archly, and holding aloft a beautiful bouquet.
"What"s that?" said Mrs. Caldwell. "Give it to me."
Beth"s heart stood still.
There was a card attached to the flowers, and Mrs. Caldwell read aloud, "_Miss Caldwell, with respectful compliments._"
"Who brought this, Harriet?" she asked.
"No one, ma"am," Harriet replied. "It was "itched on till the knocker."
"Very strange," Mrs. Caldwell muttered suspiciously. "Beth, do you know anything about it?"
"Is there no name on the card?" Beth asked diplomatically; and Mrs.
Caldwell looked at the card instead of into Beth"s face, and discovered nothing.
Raindrops sparkled on the flowers, their fragrance filled the room, and their colours and forms and freshness were a joy to behold. "How beautiful they are!" Mrs. Caldwell exclaimed.
"May I have them, mamma?" Beth put in quickly.
"Well, yes, I suppose you may," Mrs. Caldwell decided; "although I must say I do not understand their being left in this way at all. Who could have sent you flowers?"
"There"s the gardener at Fairholm," Beth ventured to suggest.
"Oh, ah, yes," said Mrs. Caldwell, handing the flowers to Beth without further demur. The gift appeared less lovely, somehow, when she began to a.s.sociate it with the gardener"s respectful compliments.
Beth took the flowers, and hid her burning face with them. This was her first bouquet, the most exquisite thing that had ever happened to her. She carried it off to her room, and put it in water; and when she went to bed she kept the candle burning that she might lie and look at it.
The following week a menagerie came to the place. Alfred and d.i.c.ksie went to it, and their description filled Beth with a wild desire to see the creatures, especially the chimpanzee. The boys were quite ready to take her, but how was it to be managed? The menagerie was only to be there that one night more, but it would be open late, and they would be allowed to go because animals are improving. Could she get out too? Beth considered intently.
"I can go to bed early," she said at last, "and get out by the acting-room window."
"But suppose you were missed?" Alfred deprecated.
"Then I should be found out," said Beth; "but you would not."
"How about being recognised in the menagerie, though?" said d.i.c.ksie.
"You see there"ll be lots of people, and it"s all lighted up."
"I can disguise myself to look like an old woman," Beth rejoined, thinking of Aunt Victoria"s auburn front and some of her old things.
"Oh no, Beth!" Alfred protested. "That would be worse than the whiskers."
"Can"t you come as a boy?" said d.i.c.ksie.
"I believe I can," Beth exclaimed. "There"s an old suit of Jim"s somewhere that would be the very thing--one he grew out of. I believe it"s about my size, and I think I know where it is. What a splendid idea, d.i.c.ksie! I can cut my hair off."
"Oh no! Your pretty hair!" Alfred exclaimed.
"Is it pretty?" said Beth, surprised and pleased.
"_Is_ it pretty!" he e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed, lifting it with both hands, and bathing his face in it; "the brightest, brownest, curliest, softest, sweetest hair on earth! Turn it up under your cap. These little curls on your neck will look like short hair."
They were all so delighted with this romantic plan, that they danced about, and hugged each other promiscuously. But this last piece of cleverness was their undoing, for Beth was promptly recognised at the menagerie by some one with a sense of humour, who told Lady Benyon, who told Mrs. Caldwell.
Mrs. Caldwell came hurrying home from Lady Benyon"s a few nights later with the queerest expression of countenance Beth had ever seen; it was something between laughing and crying.
"Beth," she began in an agitated manner, "I am told that you went with two of Mr. Richardson"s sons to the menagerie on Tuesday night, dressed as a boy."
"_One_ of his sons," said Beth, correcting her; "the other boy was his pupil."
"And you were walking about looking at the animals in that public place with your arm round the girl from the shoe-shop?"
Beth burst out laughing. "All the boys had their arms round girls,"
she explained. "I couldn"t be singular."
Mrs. Caldwell dropped into a chair, and sat gazing at Beth as if she had never seen anything like her before, as indeed she never had.
"Who is this pupil of Mr. Richardson"s?" she asked at last, "and how did you make his acquaintance?"
"His name is Alfred Cayley Pounce," Beth answered. "We were caught by the tide and nearly drowned together on the sands, and I"ve known him ever since."
"And do you mean to say that you have been meeting this young man in a clandestine manner--that you hadn"t the proper pride to refuse to a.s.sociate with him unless he were known to your family and you could meet him as an equal?"
"He did wish to make your acquaintance, but I wouldn"t let him," Beth said.
"Why?" Mrs. Caldwell asked in amazement.
"Oh, because I was afraid you would be horrid to him," Beth answered.
Mrs. Caldwell was thunderstruck. The whole affair had overwhelmed her as a calamity which could not be met by any ordinary means. Scolding was out of the question, for she was not able to utter another word, but just sat there with such a miserable face, she might have been the culprit herself, especially as she ended by bursting into tears.
Beth"s heart smote her, and she watched her mother for some time, yearning to say something to comfort her.
"I don"t think you need be so distressed, mamma," she ventured at last "What have I done, after all? I"ve committed no crime."
"You"ve done just about as bad a thing as you could do," Mrs. Caldwell rejoined. "You"ve made the whole place talk about you. You must have known you were doing wrong. But I think you can have no conscience at all."
"I think I have a conscience, only it doesn"t always act," Beth answered disconsolately. "Very often, when I am doing a wrong thing, it doesn"t accuse me; when it does, I stop and repent."
She was sitting beside the dining-table, balancing a pencil on her finger as she spoke.
"Look at you now, Beth," her mother e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed, "utterly callous!"
Beth sighed, and put the pencil down. She despaired of ever making her mother understand anything, and determined not to try again.
"Beth, I don"t know what to do with you," Mrs. Caldwell recommenced after a long silence. "I"ve been warned again and again that I should have trouble with you, and Heaven knows I have. You"ve done a monstrous thing, and, instead of being terrified when you"re found out, you sit there coolly discussing it, as if you were a grown-up person. And then you"re so queer. You ought to be a child, but you"re not. Lady Benyon likes you; but even she says you"re not a child, and never were. You say things no sane child would ever think of, and very few grown-up people. You are _not_ like other people, there"s no denying it."