He stopped, gasping, and I expected someone to bop him one on the schnozzle, and I think he did, too. I turned to Bruce and he was looking, I don"t know how, sorry, guilty, anxious, angry, shaken, inspired, all at once, and I wished people sometimes had simple suburban reactions like magazine stories.
Then Erich made the mistake, if it was one, of turning toward Bruce and slowly staggering toward him, pawing the air with his hands as if he were going to collapse into his arms, and saying, "Don"t let them get you, Bruce. Don"t let them tie you down. Don"t let them clip you--your words or your deeds. You"re a Soldier. Even when you talked about a peace message, you talked about doing some smashing of your own. No matter what you think and feel, Bruce, no matter how much lying you do and how much you hide, you"re really not on their side."
That did it.
It didn"t come soon enough or, I think, in the right spirit to please me, but I will say it for Bruce that he didn"t muck it up by tipping or softening his punch. He took one step forward and his shoulders spun and his fist connected sweet and clean.
As he did it, he said only one word, "Loki!" and darn if that didn"t switch me back to a campfire in the Indiana Dunes and my mother telling me out of the Elder Saga about the malicious, sneering, all-spoiling Norse G.o.d and how, when the other G.o.ds came to trap him in his hideaway by the river, he was on the point of finishing knotting a mysterious net big enough, I had imagined, to snare the whole universe, and that if they"d come a minute later, he would have.
Erich was stretched on the floor, his head hitched up, rubbing his jaw and glaring at Bruce. Mark, who was standing beside me, moved a little and I thought he was going to do something, maybe even clobber Bruce in the old spirit of you can"t do that to my buddy, but he just shook his head and said, "_Omnia vincit amor._" I nudged him and said, "Meaning?"
and he said, "Love licks everything."
I"d never have expected it from a Roman, but he was half right at any rate. Lili had her victory: Bruce clearing the field for the marriage by laying out the woman-hating boy friend who would be trying to get him to go out nights. At that moment, I think Bruce wanted Lili and a life with her more than he wanted to reform the Change World. Sure, us women have our little victories--until the legions come or the Little Corporal draws up his artillery or the Panzers roar down the road.
Erich scrambled to his feet and stood there in a half-slump, half-crouch, still rubbing his jaw and glaring at Bruce over his hand, but making no move to continue the fight, and I studied his face and said to myself, "If he can get a gun, he"s going to shoot himself, I know."
Bruce started to say something and hesitated, like I would have in his shoes, and just then Doc got one of his unpredictable inspirations and went weaving out toward Erich, holding out the sculpture and making deaf-and-dumb noises like he had to us. Erich looked at him as if he were going to kill him, and then grabbed the sculpture and swung it up over his head and smashed it down on the floor, and for a wonder, it didn"t shatter. It just skidded along in one piece and stopped inches from my feet.
That thing not breaking must have been the last straw for Erich. I swear I could see the red surge up through his eyes toward his brain. He swung around into the Stores sector and ran the few steps between him and the bronze bomb chest.
Everything got very slow motion for me, though I didn"t do any moving.
Almost every man started out after Erich. Bruce didn"t, though, and Siddy turned back after the first surge forward, while Illy squunched down for a leap, and it was between Sevensee"s hairy shanks and Beau"s scissoring white pants that I saw that under-the-microscope circle of death"s heads and watched Erich"s finger go down on them in the order Kaby had given: one, three, five, six, two, four, seven. I was able to pray seven distinct times that he"d make a mistake.
He straightened up. Illy landed by the box like a huge silver spider and his tentacles whipped futilely across its top. The others surged to a frightened halt around them.
Erich"s chest was heaving, but his voice was cool and collected as he said, "You mentioned something about our having a future, Miss Foster.
Now you can make that more specific. Unless we get back to the cosmos and dump this box, or find a Spider A-tech, or manage to call headquarters for guidance on disarming the bomb, we have a future exactly thirty minutes long."
CHAPTER 13
But whence he was, or of what wombe ybore, Of beasts, or of the earth, I have not red: But certes was with milke of wolves and tygres fed.
--Spenser
THE TIGER IS LOOSE
I guess when they really push the b.u.t.ton or throw the switch or spring the trap or focus the beam or what have you, you don"t faint or go crazy or anything else convenient. I didn"t. Everything, everybody, every move that was made, every word that was spoken, was painfully real to me, like a hand twisting and squeezing things deep inside me, and I saw every least detail spotlighted and magnified like I had the seven skulls.
Erich was standing beyond the bomb chest; little smiles were ruffling his lips. I"d never seen him look so sharp. Illy was beside him, but not on his side, you understand. Mark, Sevensee and Beau were around the chest to the nearer side. Beau had dropped to a knee and was scanning the chest minutely, terror-under-control making him bend his head a little closer than he needed to for clear vision, but with his hands locked together behind his back, I guess to restrain the impulse to push any and everything that looked like a disarming b.u.t.ton.
Doc was sprawled face down on the nearest couch, out like a light, I suppose.
Us four girls were still by the control divan. With Kaby, that surprised me, because she didn"t look scared or frozen, but almost as intensely alive as Erich.
Sid had turned back, as I"d said, and had one hand stretched out toward but not touching the Minor Maintainer, and a look on his beardy face as if he were calling down death and destruction on every boozy rogue who had ever gone up from King"s Lynn to Cambridge and London, and I realized why: if he"d thought of the Minor Maintainer a second sooner, he could have pinned Erich down with heavy gravity before he could touch the b.u.t.tons.
Bruce was resting one hand on the head of the control divan and was looking toward the group around the chest, toward Erich, I think, as if Erich had done something rather wonderful for him, though I can"t imagine myself being tickled at being included in anybody"s suicide surprise party. Bruce looked altogether too dreamy, Brahma blast him, for someone who must have the same steel-spiked thought in his head that I know darn well the rest of us had: that in twenty-nine minutes or so, the Place would be a sun in a bag.
Erich was the first to get down to business, as I"d have laid any odds he would be. He had the jump on us and he wasn"t going to lose it.
"Well, when are you going to start getting Lili to tell us where she hid the Maintainer? It has to be her--she was too certain it was gone forever when she talked. And Bruce must have seen from the bar who took the Maintainer, and who would he cover up for but his girl?"
There he was plagiarizing my ideas, but I guess I was willing to sign them over to him in full if he got us the right pail of water for that time-bomb.
He glanced at his wrist. "According to my Caller, you have twenty-nine and a half minutes, including the time it will take to get a Door or contact headquarters. When are you going to get busy on the girl?"
Bruce laughed a little--deprecatingly, so help me--and started toward him. "Look here, old man," he said, "there"s no need to trouble Lili, or to fuss with headquarters, even if you could. Really not at all. Not to mention that your surmises are quite unfounded, old chap, and I"m a bit surprised at your advancing them. But that"s quite all right because, as it happens, I"m an atomics technician and I even worked on that very bomb. To disarm it, you just have to fiddle a bit with some of the ankhs, those hoopy little crosses. Here, let me--"
Allah il allah, but it must have struck everybody as it did me as being just too incredible an a.s.sertion, too b.l.o.o.d.y British a bare-faced bluff, for Erich didn"t have to say a word; Mark and Sevensee grabbed Bruce by the arms, one on each side, as he stooped toward the bronze chest, and they weren"t gentle about it. Then Erich spoke.
"Oh, no, Bruce. Very sporting of you to try to cover up for your girl friend, but we aren"t going to let ourselves be blown to stripped atoms twenty-eight minutes too soon while you monkey with the b.u.t.tons, the very thing Benson-Carter warned against, and pray for a guesswork miracle. It"s too thin, Bruce, when you come from 1917 and haven"t been on the Big Time for a hundred sleeps and were calling for an A-tech yourself a few hours ago. Much too thin. Bruce, something is going to happen that I"m afraid you won"t like, but you"re going to have to put up with it. That is, unless Miss Foster decides to be cooperative."
"I say, you fellows, let me go," Bruce demanded, struggling experimentally. "I know it"s a bit thick to swallow and I did give you the wrong impression calling for an A-tech, but I just wanted to capture your attention then; I didn"t want to have to work on the bomb. Really, Erich, would they have ordered Benson-Carter to pick us up unless one of us were an A-tech? They"d be sure to include one in the bally operation."
"When they"re using patchwork tactics?" Erich grinningly quoted back at him.
Kaby spoke up beside me and said, "Benson-Carter was a magician of matter and he was going on the operation disguised as an old woman. We have the cloak and hood with the other garments," and I wondered how this cold fish of a she-officer could be the same girl who was giving Mark slurpy looks not ten minutes ago.
"Well?" Erich asked, glancing at his Caller and then swinging his eyes around at us as if there must be some of the old _Wehrmacht_ iron somewhere. We all found ourselves looking at Lili and she was looking so sharp herself, so ready to jump and so at bay, that it was all _I_ needed, at any rate, to make Erich"s theory about the Maintainer a rock-bottom certainty.
Bruce must have realized the way our minds were working, for he started to struggle in earnest and at the same time called, "For G.o.d"s sake, don"t do anything to Lili! Let me loose, you idiots! Everything"s true I told you--I can save you from that bomb. Sevensee, you took my side against the Spiders; you"ve nothing to lose. Sid, you"re an Englishman.
Beau, you"re a gentleman and you love her, too--for G.o.d"s sake, stop them!"
Beau glanced up over his shoulder at Bruce and the others surging around close to his ankles and he had on his poker face. Sid I could tell was once more going through the purgatory of decision. Beau reached his own decision first and I"ll say it for him that he acted on it fast and intelligently. Right from his kneeling position and before he"d even turned his head quite back, he jumped Erich.
But other things in this cosmos besides Man can pick sides and act fast.
Illy landed on Beau midway and whipped his tentacles around him tight and they went wobbling around like a drunken white-and-silver barber pole. Beau got his hands each around a tentacle, and at the same time his face began to get purple, and I winced at what they were both going through.
Maybe Sevensee had a hoof in Sid"s purgatory, because Bruce shook loose from the satyr and tried to knock out Mark, but the Roman twisted his arm and kept him from getting in a good punch.
Erich didn"t make a move to mix into either fight, which is my little commandant all over. Using his fists on anybody but me is beneath him.
Then Sid made his choice, but there was no way for me to tell what it was, for, as he reached for the Minor Maintainer, Kaby contemptuously s.n.a.t.c.hed it away from his hands and gave him a knee in the belly that doubled me up in sympathy and sent him sprawling on his knees toward the fighters. On the return, Kaby gave Lili, who"d started to grab too, an effortless backhand smash that set her down on the divan.
Erich"s face lit up like an electric sign and he kept his eyes fixed on Kaby.
She crouched a little, carrying her weight on the b.a.l.l.s of her feet and firmly cradling the Minor Maintainer in her left arm, like a basketball captain planning an offensive. Then she waved her free hand decisively to the right. I didn"t get it, but Erich did and Mark too, for Erich jumped for the Refresher sector and Mark let go of Bruce and followed him, ducking around Sevensee"s arms, who was coming back into the fight on which side I don"t know. Illy un-whipped from Beau and copied Erich and Mark with one big spring.