"I know it very well," I replied, sorrowfully.
He said no more, and as Zeffen had just gone out to weep, he took little David on his knee, and looked at him for a long time. Sorle held little Esdras asleep in her arms. Safel took off the table-cloth and rolled up the napkins, to put them back in the closet.
"Yes," said the sergeant. "We must take care, Father Moses; we will talk about it another time."
I looked at him with surprise; he emptied his pipe at the edge of the stove, and went out, making a sign for me to follow him. Zeffen came in, and I took a candle from her hand. The sergeant led me to his little room at the end of the pa.s.sage, shut the door, sat down on the foot of the bed, and said:
"Father Moses, do not be frightened--but the typhus has just broken out again in the city; five soldiers were taken to the hospital this morning; the commandant of the place, Moulin, is taken. I hear, too, of a woman and three children!"
He looked at me, and I felt cold all over.
"Yes," said he, "I have known this disease for a long time; we had it in Poland, in Russia, after the retreat, and in Germany. It always comes from poor nourishment."
Then I could not help sobbing and exclaiming:
"Ah, tell me! What can I do? If I could give my life for my children, it would all be well! But what can I do?"
"To-morrow, Father Moses, I will bring you my portion of meat, and you shall have soup made of it for your children. Madame Sorle may take the piece at the market, or, if you prefer, I will bring it myself.
You shall have all my portions of fresh meat till the blockade is over, Father Moses."
I was so moved by this, that I went to him and took his hand, saying:
"Sergeant, you are a n.o.ble man! Forgive me, I have thought evil of you."
"What about?" said he, scowling.
"About the landwehr at the tile-kiln!"
"Ah, good! That is a different thing! I do not care about that," said he. "If you knew all the kaiserlichs that I have despatched these ten years, you would have thought more evil of me. But that is not what we are talking about; you accept, Father Moses?"
"And you, sergeant," said I, "what will you have to eat?"
"Do not be troubled about that; Sergeant Trubert has never been in want!"
I wanted to thank him. "Good!" said he, "that is all understood. I cannot give you a pike, or a fat goose, but a good soup in blockade times is worth something, too."
He laughed and shook hands with me. As for myself I was quite overcome, and my eyes were full of tears.
"Let us go; good-night!" said he, as he led me to the door. "It will all come out right! Tell Madame Sorle that it will all come out right!"
I blessed that man as I went out, and I told it all to Sorle, who was still more affected by it than myself. We could not refuse; it was for the children! and during the last week there had been nothing but horse-meat in the market.
So the next morning we had fresh meat to make soup for those poor little ones. But the dreadful malady was already upon us, Fritz! Now, when I think of it, after all these years, I am quite overcome.
However, I cannot complain; before going to take the bit of meat, I had consulted our old rabbi about the quality of this meat according to the law, and he had replied:
"The first law is to save Israel; but how can Israel be saved if the children perish?"
But after a while I remembered that other law:
"The life of the flesh is in the blood, therefore I said unto the children of Israel: Ye shall eat the blood of no manner of flesh, for the life of all flesh is the blood thereof; whosoever eateth it shall be cut off; and whosoever eateth of any sick beast shall be unclean."
In my great misery the words of the Lord came to me, and I wept.
All these animals had been sick for six weeks; they lived in the mire, exposed to the snow and wind, between the a.r.s.enal and guard bastions.
The soldiers, almost all of whom were sons of peasants, ought to have known that they could not live in the open air, in such cold weather; a shelter could easily have been made. But when officers take the whole charge, n.o.body else thinks of anything; they even forget their own village trades. And if, unfortunately, their commanders do not give the order, nothing is done.
This is the reason that the animals had neither flesh nor fat; this is the reason that they were nothing but miserable, trembling carca.s.ses, and their suffering, unhealthy flesh had become unclean, according to the law of G.o.d.
Many of the soldiers died. The wind brought to the city the bad air from the bodies, scattered by hundreds around the tile-kiln, the Ozillo farm, and in the gardens, and this also caused much sickness.
The justice of the Lord is shown in all things; when the living neglect their duties toward the dead, they perish.
I have often remembered these things when it was too late, so that I think of them only with grief.
XVIII
DEATH OF LITTLE DAVID
The most painful of all my recollections, Fritz, is the way in which that terrible disease came to our family.
On the twelfth of March we heard of a large number of men, women, and children who were dying. We dared not listen; we said:
"No one in our house is sick, the Lord watches over us!"
After David had come, after supper, to cuddle in my arms, with his little hand on my shoulder, I looked at him; he seemed very drowsy, but children are always sleepy at night. Esdras was already asleep, and Safel had just bidden us good-night.
At last Zeffen took the child, and we all went to bed.
That night the Russians did not fire; perhaps the typhus was among them, too. I do not know.
About midnight, when by G.o.d"s goodness we were asleep, I heard a terrible cry.
I listened, and Sorle said to me:
"It is Zeffen!"
I rose at once, and tried to light the lamp; but I was so much agitated that I could not find anything.
Sorle struck a light, I drew on my pantaloons and ran to the door. But I was hardly in the pa.s.sage-way when Zeffen came out of her room like an insane person, with her long black hair all loose.
"The child!" she screamed.
Sorle followed me. We went in, we leaned over the cradle. The two children seemed to be sleeping; Esdras all rosy, David as white as snow.