Often, in wandering through the streets which ran along the ramparts, I mounted one of the bastions, looking toward Strasburg, or Metz, or Paris. I had no fear then of stray b.a.l.l.s. I looked forth upon the thousand bivouac fires scattered over the plain, the soldiers of the enemy returning from the villages with their long poles hung with quarters of meat, at others crouched around the little fires which shone like stars upon the edge of the forest, and at their patrols and their covered batteries from which their flag was flying.
Sometimes I looked at the smoke of the chimneys at Quatre-Vents, or Bichelberg, or Mittelbronn. Our chimneys had no smoke, our festive days were over.
You can never imagine how many thoughts come to you, when you are so shut up, as your eyes follow the long white highways, and you imagine yourself walking there, talking with people about the news, asking them what they have suffered, and telling them what you have yourself endured.
From the bastion of the guard, I could see even the white peaks of the Schneeberg; I imagined myself in the midst of foresters, wood-cutters, and wood-splitters. There was a rumor that they were defending their route from Schirmeck; I longed to know if it were true.
As I looked toward the Maisons-Rouges, on the road to Paris, I imagined myself to be with my old friend Leiser; I saw him at his hearth, in despair at having to support so many people, for the Russian, Austrian, and Bavarian staff-officers remained upon this route, and new regiments went by continually.
And spring came! The snow began to melt in the furrows and behind the hedges. The great forests of La Bonne-Fontaine and the Barracks began to change their tents.
The thing which affected me most, as I have often remembered, was hearing the first lark at the end of March. The sky was entirely clear, and I looked up to see the bird. I thought of little David, and I wept, I knew not why.
Men have strange thoughts; they are affected by the song of a bird, and sometimes, years after, the same sounds recall the same emotions, so as even to make them weep.
At last the house was purified, and Zeffen and Sorle came back to it.
The time of the Pa.s.sover drew near; and the floors must be washed, the walls scoured, the vessels cleansed. In the midst of these cares, the poor women forgot, in some measure, our affliction; but as the time drew nearer our anxiety increased; how, in the midst of this famine, were we to obey the command of G.o.d:
"This month shall be the first month of the year to you.
"In the tenth day of this month they shall take to them every man a lamb, according to the house of their fathers, a lamb for a house.
"Ye shall take it out from the sheep or from the goats.
"And ye shall keep it until the fourteenth day of the same month.
"And they shall eat the flesh in that night, roast with fire, and unleavened bread; and with bitter herbs shall they eat it."
But where was the sacrificial lamb to be found? Schmoule alone, the old _schamess_, had thought of it for us all, three months before; he had nourished a male goat of that year in his cellar, and that was the goat that was killed.
Every Jewish family had a portion of it, small indeed, but the law of the Lord was fulfilled.
We invited on that day, according to the law, one of the poorest of our brethren, Kalmes. We went together to the synagogue; the prayers were recited, and then we returned to partake of the feast at our table.
Everything was ready and according to the proper order, notwithstanding the great dest.i.tution; the white cloth, the goblet of vinegar, the hard egg, the horseradish, the unleavened bread, and the flesh of the goat.
The lamp with seven burners shone above it; but we had not much bread.
Having taken my seat in the midst of my family, Safel took the jug and poured water upon my hands; then we all bent forward, each took a piece of bread, saying with heavy hearts:
"This is the bread of affliction which our fathers ate in Egypt.
Whosoever is hungry, let him come and eat with us. Whosoever is poor, let him come and make the Pa.s.sover!"
We sat down again, and Safel said to me:
"What mean ye by this service, my father?"
And I answered:
"We were slaves in Egypt, my child, and the Lord brought us forth with a mighty hand and an outstretched arm!"
These words inspired us with courage; we hoped that G.o.d would deliver us as He had delivered our fathers, and that the Emperor would be His right arm; but we were mistaken, the Lord wanted nothing more of that man!
XX
PEACE
The next morning, at daybreak, between six and seven o"clock, when we were all asleep, the report of a cannon made our windows rattle. The enemy usually fired only at night. I listened; a second report followed after a few seconds, then another, then others, one by one.
I rose, opened a window, and looked out. The sun was rising behind the a.r.s.enal. Not a soul was in the street; but, as one report came after another, doors and windows were opened; men in their shirts leaned out, listening.
No sh.e.l.ls hissed through the air; the enemy fired blank cartridges.
As I listened, a great murmur came from the distance, outside of the city. First it came from the Mittelbronn hill, then it reached the Bichelberg, Quatre-Vents, the upper and lower Barracks.
Sorle had just risen also; I finished dressing, and said to her:
"Something extraordinary is going on--G.o.d grant that it may be for good!"
And I went down in great perturbation.
It was not a quarter of an hour since the first report, and the whole city was out. Some ran to the ramparts, others were in groups, shouting and disputing at the corners of the streets. Astonishment, fear, and anger were depicted upon every face.
A large number of soldiers were mingled with the citizens, and all went up together in groups to the right and left of the French gate.
I was about following one of these groups, when Burguet came down the street. He looked thin and emaciated, as on the day when I saw him in the market.
"Well!" said I, running to meet him, "this is something serious!"
"Very serious, and promising no good, Moses!" said he.
"Yes, it is evident," said I, "that the allies have gained victories; it may be that they are in Paris!"
He turned around in alarm, and said in a low voice:
"Take care, Moses, take care! If any one heard you, at a moment like this, the veterans would tear you in pieces!"
I was dreadfully frightened, for I saw that he was right, while, as for him, his cheeks shook. He took me by the arm and said:
"I owe you thanks for the provisions you sent me; they came very opportunely."
And when I answered that we should always have a morsel of bread at his service, so long as we had any left, he pressed my hand; and we went together up the street of the infantry quarters, as far as to the ice-house bastion, where two batteries had been placed to command the Mittelbronn hill. There we could see the road to Paris as far as to Pet.i.te Saint Jean, and even to Lixheim; but those great heaps of earth, called _cavaliers_, were covered with people; Baron Parmentier, his a.s.sistant Pipelingre, the old curate Leth, and many other men of note were there, in the midst of the crowd, looking on in silence. We had only to see their faces to know that something dreadful was happening.
From this height on the talus, we saw what was riveting everybody"s attention. All our enemies, Austrians, Bavarians, Wurtemburgers, Russians, cavalry and infantry mixed together, were swarming around their intrenchments like ants, embracing each other, shaking hands, lifting their shakos on the points of their bayonets, waving branches of trees just beginning to turn green. Hors.e.m.e.n dashed across the plain, with their colbacs on the point of their swords, and rending the air with their shouts.