CHAPTER VI
At ten oclock in the morning Ramon was hard at work in the office of James B. Green. He worked efficiently and with zest as he always did after one of his trips to the mountains. He got out of these ventures into another environment about what some men get out of spreesa complete change of the state of mind. Archulera and his daughter were now completely forgotten, and all of his usual worries and plans were creeping back into his consciousness.
But this day he had a feeling of pleasant antic.i.p.ation. At first he could not account for it. And then he remembered the girlthe one he had seen on the train and had met again at the Montezuma ball. It seemed as though the thought of her had been in the back of his mind all the time, and now suddenly came forward, claiming all his attention, stirring him to a quick, unwonted excitement. She had said he might come to see her. He was to phone first. Maybe she would be alone.
In this latter hope he was disappointed. She gave him the appointment, and she herself admitted him. He thought he had never seen such a dainty bit of fragrant perfection, all in pink that matched the pink of her strange little crinkled mouth.
Im awfully glad you came, she told him. (Her gladness was always awful.) She led him into the sitting room and presented him to the tall emaciated sick man and the large placid woman who had watched over her so carefully on the train.
Gordon Roth greeted him with a cool and formal manner into which he evidently tried to infuse something of cordiality, as though a desire to be just and broad-minded struggled with prejudice. Mrs. Roth looked at him with curiosity, and gave him a still more restrained greeting. The conversation was a weak and painful affair, kept barely alive, now by one and now by another. The atmosphere was heavy with disapproval. If their greetings had left Ramon in any doubt as to the att.i.tude of the girls family toward him, that doubt was removed by the fact that neither Mrs.
Roth nor her son showed any intention of leaving the room. This would have been not unusual if he had called on a Mexican girl, especially if she belonged to one of the more old-fashioned families; but he knew that American girls are left alone with their suitors if the suitor is at all welcome.
He knew a little about this family from hear-say. They came from one of the larger factory towns in northern New York, and were supposed to be moderately wealthy. They used a very broad a and served tea at four oclock in the afternoon. Gordon Roth was a Harvard graduate and did not conceal the fact. Neither did he conceal his hatred for this sandy little western town, where ill-health had doomed him to spend many of his days and perhaps to end them.
The girl was strangely different from her mother and brother. Whereas their expressions were stiff and solemn, her eyes showed an irrepressible gleam of humour, and her fascinating little mouth was mobile with mirth.
She fidgeted around in her chair a good deal, as a child does when bored.
Mrs. Roth decorously turned the conversation toward the safe and reliable subjects of literature and art.
What do you think of Maeterlinck, Mr. Delcasar? she enquired in an innocent manner that must have concealed malice.
I dont know him, Ramon admitted, Who is he?
Mrs. Roth permitted herself to smile. Gordon Roth came graciously to the rescue.
Maeterlinck is a great Belgian writer, he explained. We are all very much interested in him.
Julia gave a little flounce in her chair, and crossed her legs with a defiant look at her mother.
Im not interested in him, she announced with decision. I think hes a bore. Listen, Mr. Delcasar. You know Conny Masters? Well, he was telling me the most thrilling tale the other day. He said that the country Mexicans have a sort of secret religious fraternity that most of the men belong to, and that they meet every Good Friday and beat themselves with whips and sit down on cactus and crucify a man on a cross and all sorts of horrible things for penance you know, just like the monks and things in the Middle Ages. He claims he saw them once and that they had blood running down to their heels. Is that all true? Ive forgotten what he called them.
Ramon nodded.
Sure. The _penitentes_. Ive seen them lots of times.
O, do tell us about them. I love to hear about horrible things.
Well, Ive seen lots of _penitente_ processions, but the best one I ever saw was a long time ago, when I was a little kid. There are not so many of them now, and they dont do as much as they used to. The church is down on them, you know, and theyre afraid. Ten years ago if you tried to look at them, they would shoot at you, but now tourists take pictures of them.
Gordon Roths curiosity had been aroused.
Tell me, he broke in. What is the meaning of this thing? How did it get started?
I dont know exactly, Ramon admitted. My grandfather told me that they brought it over from Spain centuries ago, and the Indians here had a sort of whipping fraternity, and the two got mixed up, I guess. The church used to tolerate it; it was a regular religious festival. But now its outlawed. They still have a lot of political power. They all vote the same way. One man that was elected to Congressthey say that the _penitente_ stripes on his back carried him there. And he was a gringo too. But I dont know. It may be a lie.
But tell us about that procession you saw when you were a little boy, Julia broke in. She was leaning forward with her chin in her hand, and her big grey eyes, wide with interest, fixed upon his face.
Well, I was only about ten years old, and I was riding home from one of our ranches with my father. We were coming through _Tijeras_ canyon. It was March, and there was snow on the ground in patches, and the mountains were cold and bare, and I remember I thought I was going to freeze. Every little while we would get off and set fire to a tumble-weed by the road, and warm our hands and then go on again.
Anyway, pretty soon I heard a lot of men singing, all together, in deep voices, and the noise echoed around the canyon and sounded awful solemn.
And I could hear, too, the slap of the big wide whips coming down on the bare backs, wet with blood, like slapping a man with a wet towel, only louder. I didnt know what it was, but my father did, and he called to me and we spurred our horses right up the mountain, and hid in a clump of cedar up there. Then they came around a bend in the road, and I began to cry because they were all covered with blood, and one of them fell down.
My father slapped me and told me to shut up, or they would come and shoot us.
But what did they look like? What were they doing? Julia demanded frowning at him, impatient with his rambling narrative.
Well, in front there was _un carreta del muerto_. That means a wagon of death. I dont think you would ever see one any more. It was just an ordinary wagon drawn by six men, naked to the waist and bleeding, with other men walking beside them and beating them with blacksnake whips, just like they were mules. In the wagon they had a big bed of stones, covered with cactus, and a man sitting in the cactus, who was supposed to represent death. And then they had a Virgin Mary, too. Four _penitentes_ just like the others, with nothing on but b.l.o.o.d.y pants and black bandages around their eyes, carried the image on a litter raised up over their heads, and they had swords fastened to their elbows and stuck between their ribs, so that if they let down, the swords would stick into their hearts and kill them. And behind that came the _Cristo_the man that represented Jesus, you know, dragging a big cross. Behind him came twenty or thirty more _penitentes_, the most I ever saw at once, some of them whipping themselves with big broad whips made out of _amole_. One was too weak to whip himself, so two others walked behind him and whipped him.
Pretty soon he fell down and they walked over him and stepped on his stomach.
But did they crucify the man, the whatever-you-call-him? Gordon demanded.
The _Cristo_. Sure. They crucify one every year. They used to nail him.
Now they generally do it with ropes, but thats bad enough, because it makes him swell up and turn blue. Sometimes he dies.
Julia was listening with lips parted and eyes wide, horrified and yet fascinated, as are so many women by what is cruel and b.l.o.o.d.y. But Gordon, who had become equally interested, was cool and inquisitive.
And you mean to tell me that at one time nearly all theernative people belonged to this barbaric organization, and that many of them do yet?
Nearly all the common _pelados_, Ramon hastened to explain. They are nearly all Indian or part Indian, you know. Not the educated people. Here a note of pride came into his voice. We are descended from officers of the Spanish armythe men who conquered this country. In the old days, before the Americans came, all these common people were our slaves.
I see, said Gordon Roth in a dry and judicial tone.
The _penitentes_, as a subject of conversation, seemed exhausted for the time being and Ramon had given up all hope of being alone with Julia. He rose and took his leave. To his delight Julia followed him to the door. In the hall she gave him her hand and looked up at him, and neither of them found anything to say. For some reason the pressure of her hand and the look of her eyes fl.u.s.tered and confused him more than had all the coldness and disapproval of her family. At last he said good-bye and got away, with his hat on wrong side before and the blood pounding in his temples.
CHAPTER VII
During the following weeks Ramon worked even less than was his custom. He also neglected his trips to the mountains and most of his other amus.e.m.e.nts. They seemed to have lost their interest for him. But he was a regular attendant upon the weekly dances which were held at the country club, and to which he had never gone before.
The country club was a recent acquisition of the town, backed by a number of local business men. It consisted of a picturesque little frame lodge far out upon the _mesa_, and a nine-hole golf course, made of sand and haunted by lizards and rattlesnakes. It had become a centre of local society, although there was a more exclusive organization known as the Forty Club, which gave a formal ball once a month. Ramon had never been invited to join the Forty Club, but the political importance of his family had procured him a membership in the country club and it served his present purpose very well, for he found Julia Roth there every Sat.u.r.day night. This fact was the sole reason for his going. His dances with her were now the one thing in life to which he looked forward with pleasure, and his highest hope was that he might be alone with her.
In this he was disappointed for a long time because Julia was the belle of the town. Her dainty, provocative presence seemed always to be the centre of the gathering. Women envied her and studied her frocks, which were easily the most stylish in town. Men flocked about her and guffawed at her elfin stabs of humour. Her program was always crowded with names, and when she went for a stroll between dances she was generally accompanied by at least three men of whom Ramon was often one. And while the others made her laugh at their jokes or thrilled her with accounts of their adventures, he was always silent and worriedan utter bore, he thought.
This girl was a new experience to him. With the egotism of twenty-four, he had regarded himself as a finished man of the world, especially with regard to women. They had always liked him. He was good to look at and his silent, self-possessed manner touched the feminine imagination. He had had his share of the amorous adventures that come to most men, and his att.i.tude toward women had changed from the hesitancy of adolesence to the purposeful, confident and somewhat selfish att.i.tude of the male accustomed to easy conquest.
This girl, by a smile and touch of her hand, seemed to have changed him.
She filled him with a mighty yearning. He desired her, and yet there was a puzzling element in his feeling that seemed to transcend desire. And he was utterly without his usual confidence and purpose. He had reason enough to doubt his success, but aside from that she loomed in his imagination as something high and unattainable. He had no plan. His strength seemed to have oozed out of him. He pursued her persistently enoughin fact too persistentlybut he did it because he could not help it.
The longer he followed in her wake, the more marked his weakness became.
When he approached her to claim a dance he was often aware of a faint tremble in his knees, and was embarra.s.sed by the fact that the palms of his hands were sweating. He felt that he was a fool and swore at himself.
And he was wholly unable to believe that he was making any impression upon her. True, she was quite willing to flirt with him. She looked up at him with an arch, almost enquiring glance when he came to claim her for a dance, but he seldom found much to say at such times, being too wholly absorbed in the sacred occupation of dancing with her. And it seemed to him that she flirted with every one else, too. This did not in the least mitigate his devotion, but it made him acutely uncomfortable to watch her dance with other men, and especially with Conny Masters.
Masters was the son of a man who had made a moderate fortune in the tin-plate business. He had come West with his mother who had a weak throat, had fallen in love with the country, and scandalized his family by resolutely refusing to go back to Indiana and tin cans. He spent most of his time riding about the country, equipped with a note book and a camera, studying the Mexicans and Indians, and taking pictures of the scenery. He said that he was going to make a literary career, but the net product of his effort for two years had been a few sonnets of lofty tone but vague meaning, and a great many photographs, mostly of sunsets.
Conny was not a definite success as a writer, but he was unquestionably a gifted talker, and he knew the country better than did most of the natives. He made real to Julia the romance which she craved to find in the West. And her watchful and suspicious family seemed to tolerate if not to welcome him. Ramon knew that he went to the Roths regularly. He began to feel something like hatred for Conny whom he had formerly liked.