Since Gud knew all things, and remembered all things, he recalled that men in whose image he was made, also frequently retired prematurely from business and were hard put for something to do. Gud remembered also that great men, even though they were not as great as he, when finding themselves in similar circ.u.mstances, sometimes wrote their autobiographies.
So Gud decided to write his autobiography. And Gud wrote it. He wrote it instantaneously, there being no time in which to write it. Gud did not write it upon tables of stone, as there was no stone out of which to make the tables; and besides there was no gravity and hence the stones would have floated away.
So Gud wrote his autobiography on nothing. But as Gud knew all things he saw no need of writing them down, since there was no one else to read them, and so he really never wrote his autobiography on anything.
However when he had finished the ma.n.u.script, he sent it to a publisher.
And waited....
Gud received but little satisfaction from writing his autobiography because it was never published. Had Gud been a true literary artist this would have made no difference, since to the true artist the plaudits and ducats of the mult.i.tude have no meaning whatever. But the ducats of the mult.i.tude are the only reason publishers ever publish books, as any honest publisher will tell you. The reason that you do not know this is because you have not been told, and the reason that you have not been told is because publishers hate publicity.
But, while Gud was not a true artist, as any critic who has looked at his work could tell you, yet he was a good artisan and had considerable experience in his craft, which was that of creating things. So now, receiving no satisfaction from having written his autobiography, Gud decided that there was nothing else to do but to go back to work at his old trade. So he arose and went to get his kit of well-beloved tools, which were the tools of creation.
As there was no light Gud was in the dark. So he walked in a circle, as one always does when he walks in the dark and does not know where he is going. The reason that Gud did not know where he was going is because he started out to get his tools of creation.
Then Gud recalled that he had destroyed everything, including the tools.
And at the thought that he had made a perfect job of destruction, Gud decided that it was the end of a perfect day, and he fell asleep.
When Gud awoke it was as it was. He did not even feel rested, for he had not slept very well, having had a bad dream. This dream was so bad that one might have called it a nightmare, had it not been dreamed the day after eternity and perforce must have been a day dream.
Gud realized that he ought to have the dream interpreted, for a dream is meaningless until it is interpreted.
So he decided that he needed a psychoa.n.a.lyst. All of these having been destroyed, Gud decided to create one. This decision brought him back to the painful realization that he possessed no tools of creation. So Gud decided to make a new set of tools of creation. But alas there was nothing out of which to make the tools of creation--nothing except Gud himself and s.p.a.ce. So not wishing to dismember himself, Gud decided that s.p.a.ce was the only raw material available out of which to fashion new tools of creation. There was plenty of s.p.a.ce--probably no more than there had always been, but it seemed more because there was nothing in it.
As there was no light, Gud could not see the s.p.a.ce, but he knew it was there because it had not been destroyed; moreover, he could feel it. In fact it was all about him and plenty more just like it everywhere else.
So Gud reached out and felt of the s.p.a.ce, and thereby discovered that the s.p.a.ce was full of points.
Then Gud picked up two of the points and placed them, one on his right and the other on his left.
And Gud felt the two points, and lo, there was a straight line between them. As Gud felt of the straight line, he discovered that it was the shortest distance between two points. Now Gud remembered that all through eternity, which was finished and done, a straight line had always been the shortest distance between two points, and Gud remembered also that this was the truth.
And the truth that was in the straight line mocked Gud. So he took hold of the straight line and bent it until it was no longer straight. But as he bent the straight line another took its place, and truth was still in the straight line; for it was still the shortest distance between two points. So Gud struck off one of the points that was at one end of the straight line. But straightway another point came at the end of that which remained of the line, and truth was still in the line, for it was still the shortest distance between two points.
And Gud became heated with wrath. So he picked up a palm leaf fan and fanned himself. Then Gud said: "That which I cannot destroy I will change." And he set about to make a curved line between two points that should be shorter than a straight line.
Gud toiled diligently at the task for for what would have been a long time if there had been any time. After he had made an infinite number of curves between the two points, all of which were longer than the straight line, he chanced to make a curve which he fitted between the two points. When he felt it Gud was filled with pride--for the last curve which he had made was a shorter distance between two points than a straight line, and thus was truth destroyed.
But this curve which Gud had made was a changing curve, and it continued to change. And Gud became frightened so that his knees smote one against the other. The curve ceased not in its changing and presently it had changed so much that it became impossible, and Gud said: "This thing which I have made is impossible." So he took the impossible curve and swung it about his head with a mighty swing and hurled it out of s.p.a.ce.
When Gud had hurled the impossible curve out of s.p.a.ce he felt again between the two points and found that the straight line had returned, and was again the shortest distance between the two points. And Gud said: "Let it be so. Old truth is better than new fiction."
And the eyes of Gud were opened, and he knew that there was much truth all about him, and that all s.p.a.ce was full of truths and that the truths of s.p.a.ce were mathematics. And Gud said: "It is good, for lo, here is something out of which I can fashion me the tools of creation!"
So Gud took a circle and a square, and, with the square, Gud squared the circle. Then he took a plane and planed off the sides of the circle he had squared and so produced a diamond, which is an element. Then Gud trans.m.u.ted the first element into many elements and so produced matter.
Now Gud was about to mix the matter with the mathematics to form the chemical life, but he was weary and sat down to rest by the heap of matter and mathematics and pondered himself whether life was worth the making. And Gud decided that if he made life he would have to make also many laws of nature to control life and that all of this would be much trouble, especially, if they were to be all hand-made.
As he sat debating what he should do, Gud picked up a circle, and, toying with it, he happened to turn it about so that it described a sphere. It was a thing of beauty and he tossed it up to see how it felt from a distance. When Gud tossed the sphere it began whirling; and as it whirled, it gave off a sweet sound. The sound pleased Gud and he turned other circles about and made more spheres and set them whirling; and they made a concord of sweet sounds which was the music of the spheres and like unto the sound made by dewdrops falling on the petals of pale poppies by the amber light of a low hung moon shining upon a moss-covered tomb.
Chapter IV
Shepherd and Son and little Bo-peep Herd all the souls like frightened sheep.
Staff in hand, hair like snow Does even He know where they go?
A swish as of a sudden wind....
An open window ... a candle thinned, From broken bodies" spirits leap To join the flock of frightened sheep.
So ever They drive them on and on Down the night and over the dawn, And when dusk comes through golden bars They urge them onward up the stars.
Chapter V
When the music had done Gud picked up a curved line which was shaped like a scimetar and whacked at the whirling spheres. Each time Gud whacked, he whacked off a disk from a whirling sphere; and the disks continued to whirl and ceased not. Soon a corner of s.p.a.ce was full of whirling wheels. And Gud wondered what made the wheels go round.
As he felt the wheels go round Gud remembered a far and distant world he had once visited before he had destroyed the universe. He remembered that this little world had been full of machines and that the machines had wheels going round, and could make things. And Gud remembered as far back as a G.o.d can remember, and yet he could not recall ever having made machines that made things. He saw that he had been unprogressive to have created with hand tools and never to have made machines nor the things that machines made.
So Gud resolved straightway to make a creating machine. He gathered the wheels together and filled them with substance from the heap of matter that he had made. And then he took squares and triangles and curves and cones and rhomboids and tetrahedrons and a great many other things that were in s.p.a.ce; and he worked very fast and furiously, and presently he had made a machine which ground with a deafening roar, for it was a high-speed, self-acting, creating machine, the like of which had never been.
And the machine began to create and to grind out things. But there was nothing alive in the things which the creating machine ground out, for it had not in it the breath of life, but only the spirit of the machine.
Those things which the machine made were other machines; and they came out of the creating machine endowed with the spirit of the machine, and straightway they began also to turn and grind with a great and discordant roar.
The machines of transportation began to distribute the other machines through s.p.a.ce. They roared and shrieked and whistled as they hurtled thither and yon, and Gud fled before them.
Then came also great lighting machines and filled all the center of s.p.a.ce with light, and drove the darkness into the outer edges of s.p.a.ce, toward which Gud had fled.
There were many myriads of machines that Gud did not know, and he had no time in which to name them. But there were some machines that were very dreadful, and of these Gud knew the names and the uses, for he had seen the like of them in the little world of machines he had once visited, for these were killing machines.
But the killing machines could find nothing to kill for there was not any life, but only the machines that were fast filling all s.p.a.ce. The spirit of the killing machines was not to create but to destroy and they boomed and shrieked mightily for their prey. Gud was sore afraid, and because of the great noise of the machines, he could not remember that he was immortal and need not fear even the killing machines.
So Gud reached the outer edges of s.p.a.ce and stood there in the dark panting and trembling. And Gud regretted that he had made the creating machine which had made all of the other machines, and he wondered what he might do to undo what he had done. Then Gud bolstered his courage, and walked back into the midst of the roaring machines and bade the machines be still. But only hearing the machines, the talking machines and the printing machines obeyed, for they only understood the word of Gud. Then he commanded the talking machines and the printing machines to make words and news and gossip, and to proclaim to the other machines that they should cease to roar.
And the word machines obeyed Gud and made words, but the other machines harkened not unto the words of Gud.
Gud feared that if the machines did not cease to be made they might fill all s.p.a.ce, so that nothing else could ever be. Then Gud, remembering that he was immortal, walked up to a great killing machine which gaped its terrible maw to swallow him. But Gud feared not and walked into the terrible maw and into the throat of the killing machine. And when Gud came out of the bowels of the killing machine he held in his hand a great sword that was as long as hope deferred and as broad as a liberal mind. Carrying the sword, Gud fled again from the midst of the machines and to the outer reaches of s.p.a.ce.
And Gud swung the mighty sword and cut off the edges of s.p.a.ce. He made haste, for the machines did fast approach and he feared that they might fill all s.p.a.ce. So Gud ran about swinging his mighty sword, and shearing the edges of s.p.a.ce.
The edges of s.p.a.ce Gud trimmed off from the center of s.p.a.ce where the machines were, so that the s.p.a.ce occupied by the machines was bounded about by clean edges of s.p.a.ce, beyond which no more s.p.a.ce was and not anything at all.
And it came to pa.s.s that there was very little s.p.a.ce for Gud to be in, and the machines came on. Gud stood against the clean edges of s.p.a.ce and brandished his mighty sword and cried: "Come on, ye soulless machines, for I am Gud and I fear ye not."
As the machines came on, Gud swung his sword with might and valor, and the machines that fell before the sword of Gud were as many as there are ways to displease a woman. So great was the destruction of the machines that the calculating machines did call a halt and asked for a truce. But Gud would give no quarter. Then the calculating machines, leaving the others to receive the blows of Gud, hied themselves back to the center of s.p.a.ce where the creating machine was.