Appropriate background for cherubs. Your misty-white frock with no sash this time, and one of those soap-bubble coloured scarves of Liberty gauze draped over it to represent a rainbow. Little silver shoes.
_Strictly_ speaking, cherubs don"t have those, of course. But if you can"t become a Queen of Spain--if you can"t be realistic, be pretty.
Your own, nearly-always expression of dreamy innocence will come in nicely for the costume," added Leslie. "Quite in keeping."
"I"m sure I"m not that," protested the Welsh girl, piqued. "_I"m_ not what they call "innocent.""
"No, I don"t think you are. "What they call innocent" in a girl is such a mixture. It means (a) no sense of humour at all; (b) the chilliest temperament you can shiver at, and (c) a complete absence of observation. But I believe _you_ have "_beneath your little frostings the brilliance of your fires_," Taffy. Yours is the real innocence."
"It isn"t, indeed," protested the girl, who was young enough to wish to be everything but what she was. "Why, look at the way you say anything to me, Leslie!"
Leslie laughed, with a remoter glance. Then suddenly she dropped her black head and put a light caress on the corner of the sunshine-yellow jersey coat.
"Be as sweet always," she said, lightly too. "Look as sweet--at the dance!"
CHAPTER XI
THE HEELS OF MERCURY
This injunction Gwenna carried out to the letter a week later. Never had she looked so pretty as when she smiled at her own reflection in her bedroom mirror above the cherub"s ruff of wings on the evening of the dance.
It was given by some wealthy theatrical people whose "set" often intermingled with that to which Hugo Swayne belonged. And it was held in a couple of big marquees that had been set up on the lawn behind their house; a lawn of which the banks sloped down to the willows that fringed the river. There was a houseboat as buffet. There were j.a.panese lanterns and fairy-lights. Red carpet had been put down to save costumes from dewy gra.s.s or gravel.
For this dance was held at the height of that brief and grotesque period in the English history when dancing and costume--more particularly when the two were combined--became an affair of national moment. That was the time when tickets for an Artists" Ball were gambled with even as stocks and shares; when prizes for costume were given of which the value ran into hundreds of pounds. When columns of responsible newspapers were given up to descriptions of some "brilliant carnival." When Society, the Arts, Commerce, the Stage and the Middle Cla.s.s joined hands to dance the maddest ring-o"-roses round some mulberry bush rooted in Heaven knew what soil of slackness. That was the time when women who were mothers and able-bodied men were ready to fritter away the remnant of their youth on what could be no longer pleasure, since they chased it with such deadly ardour, discussing the lightest types of merrymaking as if thereupon hung the fate of an empire!
Even little cherub-headed Gwenna Williams found something disquieting about the sight of this throng as she scanned it with anxious eyes, for--no, HE hadn"t come! He was late. Not here. Perhaps it was merely this that caused her to dislike the look of some of these other people?
That buxomly-formed young woman of twenty-five tricked out in the costume of a child of three! That tall, fragile youth in black grave-clothes, mouthing falsetto patter! That pretty "lady" in spreading Georgian brocade and a white wig, from whose crimsoned lips there came presently a robust masculine shout! That Madame Potiphar in the--Good gracious!--it was another boy! No! Gwenna _didn"t_ like them, somehow.... Perhaps it was just because they were here and he, the only partner she wished for, had not arrived. Oh, _supposing_ he were not coming, after all?
Under the canvas roof where garlands swung and an installation of electric light had been improvised, the crowd eddied and chattered and laughed from one end to the other of the marquee where the long tables were laid out. For it was a theatrical ball, late in beginning. Supper was to come first. Gwenna, sitting beside a Futurist Folly whom her friend Leslie had introduced vaguely as "one of my medical students,"
watched that supper-crowd (still he did not come), as they feasted, leaning across the tables to laugh and shriek to acquaintances. It was not the girls or the younger men who seemed most boisterous, but those well over thirty. This surprised her. And even when they were most unrestrained "they seemed," as the Welsh girl put it, "to be _making_ themselves do it, like." ...
Then she saw, by an opening in the canvas of the marquee, the apparition of a steady man"s figure, dead-white against the purple gloom outside. A figure erect and neatly-shouldered under the close linen jacket of a Continental waiter. Gwenna wondered where she had seen him before? In a photograph? Or perhaps attending to one of the tables at Appenrodt"s, when she and Leslie had had tea after a matinee somewhere? She _had_ seen that young waiter, whose appearance was in such arresting contrast to the bizarre costumes and painted faces of the noisy, laughing rabble about him. His face was restrained and grave as that of some very young Daniel at the feast of some modern Belshazzar.
Suddenly besides that still, watching apparition there came up another boyish figure--typically English, in ordinary evening dress, and tall, towering above the young German waiter of whom he was making some inquiry. For a second they stood so; the waiter glancinc up, the newcomer, Paul Dampier, with his blonde head tilted a little back, his eyes raking the crowd.
"Ah! he"s come," cried Gwenna aloud, but unheard in the universal clatter. Her heart leaped....
But Paul Dampier, the airman, was swallowed up again almost directly in a forest of odd, luridly-coloured head-dresses. He had not seen her.
And she did not see him again until some time after supper was ended, and the throng was whirling and writhing in one-step and ragtime in the other marquee.
Gwenna had danced with an Apache, with a Primitive Man, with Mr. Hugo Swayne (in a mask and crazy-work domino as a Simultaneous Dynamism of Something), and she was standing waiting, one of a figure in a revived cotillon.
While the Viennese band swooped and tore through the waltz "Nights of Gladness" a sheet had been fetched and was held up at the end of the ballroom between a Morris-dancer and an incredibly handsome "Turco" (who presently revealed himself as Mr. Swayne"s French engineer), as a screen before six of the girls. Six men were to be led up to it in turn; each to choose his partner by the feet that were just allowed to show below the sheet.
Soft laughter and twittering went on at the side where the half-dozen girls stood.
"I say," exclaimed a damsel dressed as an Austrian Peasant to her crinolined neighbour, "_now_ we see why you were so anxious to explain why you were wearing scarlet----"
"Of course he"d know yours anywhere," retorted the next girl.
"Ssh! Play fair!" protested the next. "Mustn"t be recognised by your voice!"
"Oh, look at the Cherub girl"s little shoes! Aren"t they sweet? Just like silver minnows peeping out----"
Here Gwenna, standing sedately beside the scintillating, mauve-limbed Nijinski, Leslie, lifted her head in quick attention. She had recognised a voice on the other side of the sheet. A voice deep and gentle and carrying through the clatter of talk and the mad, syncopated music. It protested with a laugh, "But, look _here_! I can"t dance all these weird----" It was the Airman--her Airman.
"Oh, he"s just there. He"s going to choose. If only he"d choose me,"
thought Gwenna, breathlessly fluttering where she stood. Then she remembered. "Oh, but he won"t know me. He doesn"t know I was to have silver shoes. If there was only _some_thing! Something to show him which I was, I believe he"d choose me. What could I do?"
Suddenly she thought what she could do.... Yes! Winged feet, of course, for a girl who longed to fly!
Hurriedly she put her hands up to the ruff made of those white wings.
Hastily she plucked two of them out. How was she to fasten them to her feet, though? Alas, for the short curls that deprived her of woman"s universal tool! She turned to her chum who was impatiently jigging in time to the music, with her long black hair swathed for once securely under that purple casque.
"Leslie, quick, a hairpin! Lend me two hairpins," she whispered and s.n.a.t.c.hed them from her friend"s hand. Then, holding on to Leslie"s mauve silken shoulder to support herself, Gwenna raised first one small foot, and then the other, fastening to each between the stocking and the silver shoe, one of those tiny wings.
They were the feathered heels of Mercury, the flying-G.o.d, that the girl who loved a flying-man allowed to peep under the curtain behind which she stood.
Above the commotion of people laughing and talking all about her and the music she felt that he was close, only just behind that sheet. She could have put out a hand and, through that sheet, have touched his shoulder.... Mustn"t, of course.... Must play fair. Would he note the message of the winged feet? Would he stop and choose her?
Or would he pa.s.s on?
CHAPTER XII
THE KISS WITHHELD
He did not pa.s.s.
He stopped--Gwenna felt the touch of his finger on the silver tip of her shoe. All a-tremble with delight she moved aside, and stepped from behind the screen to face the partner who had chosen her.
"_Hullo_!" exclaimed Paul Dampier, with real surprise in his smile. "I didn"t know it was _you_!"
Gwenna felt a little dashed, even as he slipped his arm about her and they began to waltz. She looked up into the blonde face that seemed burned so very brown against his dress-shirt, and she ventured, "You didn"t know it was me? I thought that was why you chose me--I mean, I thought because I was somebody you knew----"
"Didn"t know you were here. I never thought those were your feet!" he said in that adorably deep and gentle voice of his. Adding, as they turned with the turning throng, something that lifted her heart again, "I chose them because they were the prettiest, I thought."
It was simply stated, as a fact. But this, the first compliment he"d paid her, kept her silent with delight. Even as they waltzed, his arm about her rainbow scarf, the girl felt the strongest wish--the wish that the dance were at an end and she back in her bedroom at the Club, alone, so that she might think and think again over what he had said.
He"d thought she had the prettiest feet!
"D"you think you could manage to spare me some others?" he asked at the end of that waltz. "You know, you"re about the only girl here that I know except Miss Long."
"Leslie would introduce you to anybody you liked"--suggested little Gwenna, feeling very good for having done so. And virtue brought its reward. For with a glance about him at that coloured noisy crowd that seemed a handful of confetti tossed by a whirlwind, he told her he didn"t think he wanted to be introduced, much. He wasn"t really keen on a lot of people he"d never seen. But if she and Miss Long would give him a few dances----?