The Boys And I

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"Audrey," he said, "London isn"t a very nice place, _is_ it?"

Certainly the look-out to-day was not tempting. Rain, rain--wet and sloppy under foot, gray and gloomy over head. I pressed my cheek against Tom"s round, rosy face, and we stared out together.

"There must be _some_ happy children in London, I suppose," I said, "children whose fathers and mothers are at home with them to make them happy," and as I said the words, suddenly on the other side of the street, a few doors down, my glance fell on the little conservatory which had caught Racey"s eyes--his "air garden." I pointed it out to Tom, who listened with interest to Racey"s funny name for it.

"I wonder," I said, "if there are happy children in that house?"

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CHAPTER V.

A NEW TROUBLE.

"Ah! folks spoil their children now; When I was a young woman "twas not so."

That first day pa.s.sed--but drearily enough. Pierson was really very kind--kinder than we had ever known her. Not that she had ever been _un_kind; only grumbly--but never unkind so that the boys and I could be _afraid_ of her, and when mother was with us, mother who was _always_ cheerful, it didn"t matter much if Pierson did grumble.

But to-day she was kinder than ever before, almost as if she had known by magic what was going to happen; and through her kindness there was a sort of sadness which made me like her all the better. I knew she kept thinking about poor mother--about its being her last day in England--in the same country as her poor little boys and girl, and so did I. _All_ the day it was never out of my head for one inch of a minute, though I didn"t say so, not to make the boys think of it like that. For in their funny way they seemed already to fancy papa and mother _quite_ away, almost as if they were in China, and I didn"t want to unsettle that feeling, as it would only have made it worse for them again.

Pierson unpacked our toys, and after all, Tom did cheer up a little when he saw his soldiers and his fort, which had been best toys at home, but which mamma told Pierson were to be every-day ones in London, both to please Tom and because there had been such a great throwing away of old ones, not worth packing, that really we should have had none to play with if our best ones had been kept _for_ best. Mother had had such a good thought about our toys--almost as soon as it was really fixed about papa and her going away, she had begun packing up the good ones, so that when we got them out in London they seemed quite new, for it was nearly two months since we had had them, and it was quite a pleasure to see them again, though a little sadness too. Every one that came out of the box, there was something to say about it.

"My best paint-box that mother gave me last Christmas," Tom would say, or "My dear little pony horse with the little riding man, that Muzzie made a jacket for," Racey cried out. While as for me, every doll that appeared--dolls of course were my princ.i.p.al toys, and I had quite a lot of them--reminded me of some kind thought that perhaps I had not noticed enough at the time. Racey was perfectly silly about his horses--he loved them so that he almost provoked Tom and me--and we looked at each other as much as to say, "He doesn"t understand." He really was, I suppose, too little to keep the thought of our trouble long in his mind, even though he had cried so dreadfully the day before, and I think the sight of his forgetting, as it were, made me all the sadder.

But when the toys were all arranged in their places, and the long day was over at last, even Racey grew dull, and unlike himself. It had been a very long day--we had not been out of our own rooms at all, except just for those few minutes in the morning, to see Uncle Geoff. He ran up to see us again in the evening--about four o"clock, our tea-time, that is to say--and said he was sorry the weather was so bad, he hoped it would be better to-morrow, but even as he was speaking to us the man-servant came up to say he was wanted again, and he had to run off.

And I"m sure all the afternoon the bell had never left off ringing, and there were lots and lots of carriages came to the door, with ladies and gentlemen and even children, to see him. If we could have watched the people getting out and in of the carriages it would have been fun, but from the day nursery window we couldn"t see them well, for standing up on the window-sill was too high, and standing on a chair was too low. It wasn"t till some time after that, that we found out we could see them beautifully from the bedroom window, by putting a buffet in an old rocking-chair that always stood there. And by four o"clock it was quite dark!

After tea we all sat round the fire together--_the_ thought, I know, was still in Pierson"s mind and mine--whether it was in Tom"s or not, I don"t know, for he didn"t say anything. Only we were all tired and dull, and Racey climbed up on to Pierson"s knee, and told her he would go away to the country with her--"London was such a ugly place." And Pierson sighed, and said she wished he could. And then she began telling us about the village in the country, that was her home, and where she was going back again to live, when she was married to Harding, who was the blacksmith there. Her father had been a farmer but he had died, and her mother was left very poor, and with several children. And Pierson was the eldest, and couldn"t be married to Harding for a long time, because she had to work for the others, so perhaps it was all her troubles that had made her grumpy. But now all the others were settled--some were in America and some were "up in the north," she said. We didn"t know what that meant--afterwards Tom said he thought it meant Iceland, and Racey thought it meant the moon, but we forgot to ask her. So now Pierson was going at last to be married to Harding.

"Is he _all_ black?" I remember Tom asked.

"All black, Master Tom," Pierson said, rather indignantly. "Of course not--no blacker than you or me, though perhaps his hands may be brown.

But once he"s well cleaned of the smoke and the dust, he"s a very nice complexion for a working man. Whatever put it in your head that he was black?"

""Cause you said he was a blacksmith," said Tom, "and I thought it was something like a sweep, and sweeps never can get white again, can they?

It says so in the Bible."

I burst out laughing. "He means about the Ethiopian," I said, but Pierson didn"t laugh. That was one of the things I didn"t like about her. She never could see any fun in anything, and she still looked rather offended at Tom. "All black," she repeated. "What an idea!"

I tried to put her in a good humour again by asking her to tell us about her house. It was a very pretty cottage, she said, next door to the smithy, but of course a different entrance, and all that.

"Has it roses on the walls?" I asked, and "Yes," Pierson replied.

"Beautiful roses--climbing ones of all colours. And there"s a nice little garden in front. It"s a very pretty cottage, but most of the cottages in our village are pretty. It"s a real old-fashioned village, Miss Audrey--I would like you to see it--it"s not so very far from London."

"Will you go there in the same railway we came in?" asked Tom.

"Oh no," said Pierson, "it"s quite the other way from Elderling."--Elderling was our old home. "It"s only two hours and a half from town, by express. You go to Coppleswade Junction, and then it"s a walk of five miles to Cray--that"s the name of the village, and Coppleswade"s the post-town."

"Perhaps," said I, "perhaps some time we"ll come and see you, Pierson."

Pierson smiled, but shook her head. She was at no time of a very sanguine or hopeful disposition.

"It would be nice," she said, "too nice to come true, I"m afraid. I would like to show you all to mother. Poor mother, she"s counting the days till I come--she"s very frail now, and she"s been so long alone since Joseph went to America. But it"s getting late, my dears. I must put you to bed, or we"ll have Mrs. Partridge up to know what we"re about."

"Horrid old thing!" I said. And when Pierson undressed us, and had tucked us all in comfortably, we kissed her, and repeated how much we wished that we were going to live in the pretty village of Cray with her, instead of staying in this gloomy London, with Mrs. Partridge.

I have often thought since, how queer it was that Pierson should have been so very nice that last night, and from that what a great lot of things have come! You will see what I mean as I go on. I can"t help thinking--this is quite a different thought, nothing to do with the other--that without knowing it people _do_ sometimes know what is going to happen before it does. It seemed like that that night, for I had never known Pierson quite so nice as she was then.

Late that evening--it seemed to me the middle of the night, but it couldn"t really have been more than nine or ten--I was half wakened up by sounds in the day nursery next door. I heard one or two people talking, and a low sound, as if some one were crying, but I was so sleepy that I couldn"t make up my mind to wake up to hear more, but for long after that it seemed to me I heard moving about, and a sort of bustle going on. Only it was all faint and confused-- I dreamt, or thought I dreamt, that some one stood by the side of my bed crying, but when I half opened my eyes, there was no one to be seen by the tiny light of the little night lamp that mother always let us burn in our room. By the next morning I had forgotten all I had heard, and very likely if I had never had any explanation of it, it would not have come into my mind again.

But the explanation came only too soon. We woke early that morning--we generally did--but we were used to lie still till Pierson came to us.

But she had been so kind the night before that we felt bolder than usual, and after having talked in a whisper to each other for some time, and hearing no sound whatever from her room, we decided that she must have overslept herself and that she would not be vexed if we woke her.

So "Pierson! Pierson!!" we called out, softly at first, then louder. But there was no answer, so Tom, whose cot was nearest the door, jumped up and ran to her room. In a moment he was back again--his face looking quite queer.

"What is the matter, Tom?" I exclaimed.

"She"s not there," he cried, "and she"s not been there all night. Her bed isn"t unmade."

I sat up in alarm.

"Oh dear!" I said. "I do believe she"s gone away, and that was the noise I heard. Oh I do believe that horrid Mrs. Partridge has made Uncle send her away."

But almost before the words were out of my mouth we heard some one coming up-stairs.

"Quick, Tom," I said, and in his hurry Tom clambered into my bed, and I hid him under the clothes.

Stump, stump-- I think I forgot to tell you that Mrs. Partridge was rather lame from rheumatism, and sometimes used a stick--stump, stump, in she came, feeling rather cross, no doubt, at having had to get up so much earlier than usual.

"Good morning, my dears," she said.

"Good morning, Mrs. Partridge," I replied, feeling very brave and determined.

"I have come all the way up-stairs to tell you that you must be very good indeed to-day, and not give any trouble, for your nurse, Pierson, has had to go away. A friend from her home came to fetch her late last night, because her mother was dying. So she left at once, to catch the first train this morning. Of course I couldn"t have had the house disturbed at four or five o"clock in the morning and----"

"But she"ll come back again--she"ll come back again in a few days, won"t she?" said Tom, in his anxiety forgetting where he was, and popping up his round head from under the clothes.

Mrs. Partridge hesitated.

"I can"t say----" she was beginning when she suddenly perceived that Tom was not in his own quarters. "Master Tom," she exclaimed. "What business have you in your sister"s cot? What tricks to be sure--deary me, deary me! Go back to your own bed, sir, at once."

Tom showed no inclination to move.

"Yes, Tom," I said, and these first words, I think, astonished Mrs.